posted on 28-Nov-2001 7:42:30 PM
Title: My Sacrifice
E-mail: Kerry0526⊕aol.com
Rating: PG-13 for now
Category: S.D./L, Mi/M, I/A, K/S.P., M/L I guess there’s a bit of everybody.
Spoilers/Summary: Post Departure Maria and Michael are still a couple, Tess is still gone, and Isabel still has long hair. Thank God!!!!!
Disclaimer: Do you people honestly think that I would be sitting here taking time to fill out this stupid disclaimer if I actually owned anything Roswell?????
Note: Ok this fic has some incredibly…dark moments. A lot actually. I’m not exactly happy that these things happen but they help make a good story. Also I am EXTREMELY angry with Tess and Max. I am VERY hard on them in this fic so if you’re a big fan of either than I suggest you don’t read this. But I do promise a Dreamer friendly ENDING.
This is also my first fic so please be gentle and leave feedback.
//=voice over ()=flashback/memories **=dream <>=flash thoughts And I might add a few later, just to drive you crazy.


Part 1
Music: Wherever You Will Go

/Most people spend their entire lives trying to avoid the pain of the world. The pain of death. Even the pain of love. I never understood it before. I mean pain is inevitable. But after these last two years I understand.
It hurts so much. You can’t fight it. It’s just there. But as time goes on it becomes a part of you. And you’re trapped. No matter what you do or where you run it follows you. It haunts you. Until the pain is all you feel. All you know.

It consumes you. It takes away your heart. And your soul. And all you can do is go through the motions. You don’t even relies it’s happening to you. Until it’s too late./

Liz walked around his room. It smelled like him. Like warmth and love. It was like he had taken all the good feelings in the world and bottled them up into this….this amazing scent. But it was starting to fade. Just like the memories. “Oh Alex,” Liz whispered. “I’m so sorry. So sorry. It…. it’s all my fault. Everything I did. I thought I was making it better. But this isn’t better. A life without you is never going to be better. But I guess I have to get used to it. You’re gone. I’ll never see you again. I’ll never see your smile. Or hear you laugh. Or…Alex I’m just so sorry.
I know that me being sorry isn’t gonna bring you back. Nothing will. We just have to move forward with our lives. It just hurts so much. I miss you. I think about you every day. I’m trying to be strong. For them. For you. But it’s so hard. All I wanna do is just go to sleep and never wake up. Because it should be me who’s dead. It’s like we traded places. I suppose that’s what happened. Death didn’t get me, so it came after you instead. Just one more thing I did wrong.

Everything is so different now. Max is cold and horrible. He doesn’t care what he does to anyone else. He doesn’t care that he’s breaking my heart. All that matters to him is finding his son. It’s like he doesn’t see what he’s doing to everyone. He’s so blinded by hurt and fear and pain that he can’t see what the rest of us are going through. It’s like we’re invisible to him. He barely even noticed that you were gone. That I’m dying.
If only you were here. You could always make everything better. Even when we were kids. It was like nothing could touch you. You were invincible. I wish I could be as strong as you. I just…..I miss you. So much. So much.”

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She took another deep breath as she walked around town. It would all be over soon. They would finally remember her and then…….well she just wouldn’t think about what would happen after that. It was to hard. To painful. It didn’t matter though. It’s not like they would remember THAT much. Hell she’d be lucky if the royals recognized her at all. But the humans……that was her problem. She couldn’t mind warp them forever. They were bound to remember something about her. And then…..well then she would be finished. Her plan would be terminated. Permanently.

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Liz ran a shaky hand through her hair. Her shift started in 5minutes, and the Crashdown was a mod scene. As if that wasn’t enough Max was waiting for her, so they could “talk” after she was finished. She knew what he wanted to say. She’d practically memorized his speech. But it was just…..it was just hard. So hard.

“Next thing you know you’ll be falling a sleep on the job.”

Liz froze. That voice. She hadn’t heard it in years, but it was familiar. So familiar. “S….Serina?” Liz slowly turned around. “Is that you?”

“Please,” Serina giggled. “Like anyone else could look this good!”

Liz ran forward and threw her arms around the other girl. “Rina!!!! Oh Rina I’ve missed you soooooo much!!!!!”

“I missed ya’ll too Lizzie. So how is everyone?”

Liz’s smile slowly faded. “Oh….Rina. Oh no one told you. A….a few months ago there was an accident. Al….Alex was killed.”

“I….I know. I would have come sooner, but I just couldn’t. I just couldn’t face them both. I’m sorry. So sorry.”

“It’s ok. I understand. So…uh how long are you here for?”

“Um…actually I think…….I think it’s gonna be permanent.”

“Permanent?”

“Well…I…….Lizzie they need my help. If I had come earlier and trained them than maybe…..”

“Rina. It wasn’t your fault. It was not your fault.”

“I…..thanks Lizzie. I….I have to go, but I’d like to meet them. If….if that’s okay I mean.”

“Rina. Are you sure? So soon?’”

“I’m sure. I have to do this Liz.”

“Alright. I’ll talk to them. I wont tell them you’re here. Just that we need a meeting. I…..we can meet here around 11. That ok?”

“Perfect. Thank you Lizzie. Thank you so much. I….I really have to go, but I’ll see you at 11. I promise.” With that Serina turned and went out the back door.

“I hope so,” Liz whispered. “I really hope so.”


Serina slowly walked up the steps to the Whittman’s door. This is it. They’ll remember you. They’ll have to. All you have to do is knock. Just raise your hand and knock. The door opened and Serina looked up to see Mr. Whittman standing over her.

“R…..Rina? Is that you?”

“Um……yeah. It’s me. Look I’m sorry to bother you but…..can I see it. Will you mind if I just look around?”

“No. Of course not. I’m actually going to meet Michelle for an early dinner….”

Oh…..well I can come back another time.”

“No. No it’s fine. You’re welcome to stay as long as you want. We’re seeing a movie after so it’ll probably be late before we get home.”

“I…..thank you. So much.”

“Of course.”

Serina walked passed Mr. Whittman into the grand hall. It was decorated the exacte same as she remembered, but it…..felt different. Colder. Emptier. She stopped as she reached his door. Giving it a hard twist she entered his room. “Alex? Alex can you hear me? Oh what am I doing? Of course he can’t hear me. He’s gone. Forever. It was bound to happen. Everyone leaves. Every time.” Serina turned and walked quickly out of the Whittman’s home. This had been a waste. A total waste.


Music: With arms Wide Open

Liz’s head shot up as the bells over the Crashdown door rang. Everyone else was already here, and all they needed for their meeting to start was Serina. “And here comes the princess now,” Liz muttered.

“Liz,” Michael snapped. “Who is that?” He jerked his head towards the girl who had just entered. She was about 5’9” with blonde hair that fell slightly below her shoulders. Her sparkling blue eyes were filled with worry. Somehow she looked familiar. Extremely familiar.

“Guys,” Liz started. “This is…”

“No Liz. Let me.” Serina gave her a small smile before turning to the rest of the group. “My name is Serina Parsons. I am crown princess of Antar. And daughter of King Zanith and Queen Avaria.

Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family


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posted on 29-Nov-2001 6:09:03 PM
Hey!!! I'm sooooo glad you guys like this!!!!! I was sure no one would post. Now I feel special!!! And the whole M/T thing will be reviled soon. A LOT has been happening that I have to take care of but I'll try to have part 2 up soon. I luv ya'll.

Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family


posted on 29-Nov-2001 6:58:33 PM
Ok I’m not typing out all this stupid info again so look at the first part for all my stuff. Now I know this is REALLY bad (It is short so you don’t have to deal with it a lot.), but I had to explain things without giving away all the bad stuff. It makes ya wonder doesn’t it? Anyway here’s the new part:


Part 2
“Um…. I must be hearing things. Did you just say that you were Zan and Ava’s daughter?” Isabel asked.

Serina sighed, “Yes, well let me tell you it was no picnic growing up. I suppose I should explain further. I’ll start at the beginning. It might not make sense how I know what I do but it will. I promise. Now this all started when Rathard and Rosabella’s parents were killed. I’m not sure how but……well that’s not important right now. Anyway Rath and Bella moved into the palace. They were accepted immediately. Especially Bella. She had always been so kind. It was impossible to hate her. She was……well I’m getting side tracked. The children they were very close. It was only a matter of time before……..before Zanith fell in love with Bella. In his eyes she could do no wrong. Everyone knew he adored her. The people were……ecstatic. I believe the only one who didn’t know of Zan’s affections towards Bella was Bella herself. It put such a strain between Rath and Zanith. They had always been so close but…..honestly Rath was scared. He was scared that Zanith would take Bella away from him. I suppose that’s why he did what he did.”

“What did he do? What did I do?”

“He promised Bella’s hand in marriage to another. To Kavir. He had always been fascinated in Bella. It had seemed like the perfect way out for Rath. Bella didn’t love Kavir so she wouldn’t abandon him, and it could help bring peace between the skins and our people. He didn’t know it would be their destruction.
Zanith….he was heartbroken. He sought comfort in Avaria. She had been infatuated with him for years. It was……..it was a way out. And he took it. But it was his downfall. He could never love anyone but Bella, so he was miserable. When…..when I was born he treated me like I was his world. I think maybe I reminded him of her. His love. But well Kavir was a fool. A traitor. He had made many mistakes but never one so great as to hurt Bella.”

“WHAT!” Michael screamed!

“He……he killed her. And as her last act she sent me back. To see my father when he was still loving. Once…….well it’s irrelevant now. All that matters is that I’m here. And I AM going to train you, and you WILL beat the skins. Understood.”

“What about Bella? Where’s my sister?”

“I……well I’m not quite sure.”

“YOU”RE NOT QUITE SURE!!!!”

“I……..she wasn’t sent with you alright. I….I don’t know why but she wasn’t. I’m sorry.”

“So I’ve lost her again.”

“Michael…”

“No. It’s fine. I’m fine.”

“I……look you’ve been given a lot to digest so I’ll……I have to go any way so I’ll just……I’ll see you around alright.” Serina turned and walked out of the Crashdown.

“She’s not telling us something. What do you think it is?” Liz asked.

“She knows where my sister is.”

“So what are you gonna do?”

“I’m gonna find her.”

Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family

posted on 29-Nov-2001 8:40:52 PM
Andi- Serina is an alien. Full fledged no hybrid but she was sent with the royals. Reincarnated I guess. You'll find out why latter. And yes she is M/T's daughter. Please don't start throwing things at me yet!!!! I'll make it better!!! I promise!!!! And Bella is.......well I guess you have to wait for that too. Hehe. I'm sooooo mean! Anyway I am sooooooooo glad ya'll like this fic!!!!! It means a lot to me. Thanks for all the feedback!!!!

Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family




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posted on 29-Nov-2001 10:13:17 PM
Hey!!!! I am soooooooo glad ya’ll like this!!!!!! Feedback helps me right faster!!!!

Part 3
/Destiny. It used to be this…beautiful word to me. This word that lead people to great things. To happiness and love. I would read about it in stories. It was so romantic. And so wonderful. And all I ever wanted was for it to happen to me. Was for me to find that one person. That one amazing person that was meant for me. The one person who would love me through anything. The person who would hold me. And whenever we were apart he would dream about me. And…it all seemed so perfect. So marvelous.
But I look around me. I look at this dark place. This horrible place and I see what destiny really is. Destiny did this. It took everything from me. It took everything From everyone. It’s this terrible thing. That……that ruins peoples lives. And it breaks their heart. And once destiny comes…and you learn the truth there’s no going back. No matter what you find. And there’s this…..this pull towards your destiny. It’s like you can’t fight it. But I think the worst part is…..you can. If you love what you have to give up enough than you can fight it. And you can beat it. You can create your own destiny. Your own future. Your own life. Your own love.)

Liz slowly walked out to her balcony. So much had happened. So much hadn’t. Was Michael right???? Did Serina know who this Bella was???? And if so who was it?????

“Actually…….I do know.”

Liz whipped around. “Rina! How did you……when…”

“Have you forgotten already what my strongest power is? I’m telepathic.”

“Why did you say you didn’t know who she was?”

“I……Liz so much has happened. So much you don’t know about. So much you will never know about. Bella is…….she’s happy. I can’t take that from her.”

“What about Michael? Doesn’t he deserve to know who his sister is?”

“Didn’t you deserve to meet your mother? Liz if I thought anything would be gained I would tell Michael. But I can’t. Not now. I can’t do that to her. I’m sorry.” Serina slowly climbed down the fire escape.

“So am I.” Liz whispered. “So am I.”


“Alright,” Max started, “Serina. I don’t trust her.”

“Max. She’s on our side. She’s my friend.”

“Then why didn’t she come sooner Liz?”

“I….she was scared.”

“Of what?”

“Of you dammit!!!!!!!”

“Then tell me Liz why didn’t you tell us????!!!!! I had a daughter out there and I didn’t know about it!!!!! Why is that!!!!!!”

“I mind warped her.”

“Serina.” Max sneered. “So nice of you to join us.”

“What do you mean you mind warped her????!!!!” Maria screamed!

“I couldn’t let her remember who I was. She would…….she would’ve told you and then…….well everything would have been ruined. My mind warp…..it’s safe. I promise.”

“Excuse us if we don’t believe you. You are Tess’ daughter.”

“True. But I’m Max’s as well.”

“Oh that’s so much better.”

“I relies that you have no reason to believe me but…..”

“Where’s my sister?”

“I…..I can’t tell you. I’m sorry.”

“You’re sorry dammit!!!! Where is she!!!!??????!!!!!!!”

“Don’t you dare yell at me Rathard!!!!!!!!!!! You’re not the only one who’s lost someone they care about!!!! Look around you!!! There are bigger issues at the moment!!!!!”

“You wouldn’t understand. I’ve been alone my whole life. And then I find out I wasn’t. I had family. I just……I need to find my sister.”

“I’ve been alone too Rathard!!!!!!! And let me tell you I prefer to my last life!!!!!”

“WHY!!!!!?????!!!!!! What happened that was so awful!!!!????!!!!”

“MY SON WAS MURDERED!!!!! There are you happy?”

“You’re….what?”

“Before the war broke out. When we just predicted it I went to talk to Kivar. I begged him not to harm my father. He laughed in my face. And then he raped me. I…..I became pregnant with a boy. A beautiful baby boy. I hid who his father was from everyone, the hardest part was lying to my father. But Nicolas……he made sure everyone found out. I was imprisoned by my mother. She had always hated me. I never knew why. I still don’t. Anyway the day of my execution I was…..I was brought to the courtyard and my son was……he was tied to a stake. And Avaria she……she ordered his burning. I watched my son burn. My father he……he stood to the side and watched with no remorse. Don’t talk to me about pain Rathard!!!!! I know pain!!!!!”

“Than please tell me. Who is my sister?”

“R…..Rina? It’s me. I’m Bella aren’t I?”

“Y…..yes Liz. You are Bella.”

“I……oh my God.”

Liz turned as the bells above the Crashdown rang. In walked sheriff Hanson.

“Hello sheriff. Can I help you?”

“Liz….there’s……there’s been an accident. Your parents are…….your parents are gone.



Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family

posted on 30-Nov-2001 6:30:25 PM
Araxie HRH~ you are soooooooooooooooooo funny!!!!!!! I'm sorry but I can't help but hate Max!!!!!! He was so horible to Liz!!!!!!! And I must say that I absolutly LOVE her!!!!!!!!!! That might seem odd considering I just killed off her parents but good things are coming. And then soom more bad. And then good. And then bad. Are ya'll startin' to see a pattern?????

And I'm sorry I left it there. I just couldn't resist. I'll post more soon. I promise!!! And thanks soooooooo much for all the feedback!!!!! It makes me feel special!!!!! LOL!!!!!


Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family


posted on 30-Nov-2001 7:44:17 PM
No more than I do.......*angel*
posted on 30-Nov-2001 11:53:53 PM
Hope ya’ll like this. Here we go:

Part 4

“I…..my parents…..are…..are what?”

“Liz,” Hanson started, “they were…….they were driving and this…..well they lost control. Their car flew off a cliff. They died instantly. There was no pain. I…..I have to get back to the office. Call if you need anything.’ Hanson gave her one last look before leaving the Crashdown.

“Liz. Oh Lizzie…….I……..I am so sorry.” Michael reached out to hug her.

“Why? You got your answers Michael. You got your happily ever after. You all did. But I………I have no one left. This secret….this past has taken everything from me. I just……just get out. All of you.”

“Liz…….”

“Just leave me the hell alone!!!!!”

“Liz. I can’t do that. I’m your brother.”

“YOU ARE NOT MY FUCKING BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“Why is this so horrible? Why does this have to be a bad thing?”

“Because look around you Michael. I am completely alone. I have……I have no one, and all I wanna do is go back to my normal life. But tell me……how am I supposed to do that…when I’m not normal anymore????”

“I…..”

“Just get out. Please. Just leave me alone.”

“Ok. We’ll leave. For now.”

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Liz slowly looked up as Max crawled into her window. “I thought you agreed to leave me alone?”

“I just……I just wanna help.”

“You wanna help me Max? Then make this pain go away.”

“Liz…..I never meant to hurt you.”

“But you did. Max you were all I had left. Maria……she was slipping away from me. Isabel and Michael…..well they had always hated me. I barley knew my parents any more. And then I lost you to Max. And I know that no matter how hard we try to make this work…….I’m gonna lose you again. And I can’t do that.”

“Liz…..” Max reached down and cupped her chin. Slowly he brought his lips to hers.


“More sure than anything in my whole life.

Max slowly reached down and kissed her, gradually deepening the kiss. He pulled her shirt slowly off her {a.n. I didn’t want to make ya’ll go through the whole M/T thing again but Liz saw it all.}>

Liz pushed back from Max. “Get out!”

“Liz? What’s wrong?”

“Get the hell out!!!!!!!” Liz reached over and picked up the picture of Max of her dresser. She brought her arm back and fired it at Max. “NOW!!!!!!!!” she screamed.

“I……alright. Fine.” Max quickly climbed out of Liz’s window.


Liz slowly strummed the chords on Alex’s old guitar. For some reason the Whittmans had given it to her. Alex must have asked them too. He was the only one who knew she was interested in music. And after just one more word she would be finished with her first song. There. Liz slowly started to sing:

You betrayed me
You broke me
So I left and said goodbye
I moved on
Without you
But I can still feel the pain

After everything you’ve done
After you’ve said
Why do I still feel this way
Like you’re my day
You’re my night
I don’t care if it’s right
I just can’t seem to stay away

And I look in the mirror
Study what I see
Who is that stranger staring back at me
I didn’t know how much pain I’d go through
Without you by my side


I fake a smile
I hide my tears
And I say that I’m ok
And there’s no one in my life
To see that I’m lying
There is no one to show me the way

So after everything you’ve done
After you’ve said
Why do I still feel this way
Like you’re my day
You’re my night
I don’t care if it’s right
I just seem to stay away

And who do I trust
When I can’t even trust myself
Who do I turn to now
And who should I love
When my heart is broke in two
I guess it doesn’t matter
‘Cause I’ll still be alone

And after everything you’ve done
After you’ve said
Why do I still feel this way
Like you’re my day
You’re my night
I don’t care if it’s right
I just seem to stay away

I just can’t
I just can’t
I just can’t seem to stay away

“That was lovely.”

Liz turned around and saw Sean standing in her doorway.

“I…….I didn’t know I had an audience.”

“Well you were……..beautiful. I didn’t know you could sing.”

“Alex is……was the only one who knew.”

“You really miss him don’t you?”

“Yeah…..I really do.” Sean pulled Liz into a tight hug.

“Shh…..it’s ok. I’m here now. Everything’s gonna be ok. I promise.”

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A dark figure stood outside Liz’s balcony. “If only you knew. If only you knew.”


Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler of Denial Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay, and if everything is not okay it's not the end. ~ A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds. ~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family


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posted on 1-Dec-2001 1:36:52 PM
Araxie HRH~ Ok first: I know my name is sooo long!!!!!You can call me Kerry, Kerr, KK, R.D.89, R.G.#1 well really anything. You could call me that one chick. Wait never mind. Don't call me chick. But other than that go ahead with anything.

Ok and I relies that Libras see things from both sides.....but I'm a Gemini. We have STRONG opinions. But I do see where you're coming from. I always try really hard to look at both sides of a story. I mean Liz did hurt Max. BUT Liz didn't get pregnant.......she didn't sleep with someone who killed Max's best friend. AND she didn't treat Max like an incompetant thing. But Max will find out what happend with Kyle latter......and.......well you might be a little mad at him then. Thank you though for all of your thoughts. I apreciate it. And go ahead and e-mail me. I'd be nice to talk to you.

And to everyone else who left feedback: I LUV YOU!!!!!!!! I'm so glad you like this. I'll try to have a few more parts up soon. And the dark figure.......well HE will br reviled soon. And it will lead to A LOT of problems. But never fear. Serina is near..........

Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler of Denial Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay, and if everything is not okay it's not the end. ~ A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds. ~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family



posted on 7-Dec-2001 11:40:13 PM
Ok I know it’s been a long time but my comp. broke down. It’s up and running again so here’s the next part:

Part 5

Music: Lately

Michael took a deep breath as he knocked on her door. This was it. All of his answers were on the other side of this entryway. It was really to late to turn back now. He slowly brought his eyes up as the door swung open, reveling a smiling Serina.

“Rathard. Come in. I was expecting you. Can I get you anything? Tea…coke-”

“No…I…I’m fine. Thanks. I actually…I have a few questions.”

“Of course. Here have a seat. Now what may answer for you today?”

“Why didn’t you come? All these years…we thought we were alone. And now…we have this whole other life. Why now?”

“I know it must be hard to understand but…Rathard…Michael I watched my son burn. My mother she…she sentenced him. And everyone else they just…they just stood there. They didn’t so much as blink. I wasn’t exactly looking forward to returning to that. I know you’ll never understand but…I’m sorry. That’s all I can say.”

“Why does…why does she hate me?”

“Michael up until this point…she meant nothing to you. You would have let her die that day. And then all of the sudden you find out who she is and…it’s just hard for her. But she doesn’t hate you. She could never hate you.”

“I…thank you. For coming.”

“ Don’t thank me. I didn’t have a choice.”

“I…I’m just gonna go. Could I-”

“Michael…you are welcome here anytime.”

Michael gave her one last smile before he turned to go.

“Nicolas? Yeah it’s me. Napoleon. Who do you think it is brainiac? It’s Serina. Yes everything is going according to plan. You’ll have the royals by the end of the month. I know it’s a long time, but I have to gain their trust. All right. Yes I understand. Three weeks. You will have the royals. I promise that. Goodbye.”

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“Sooo Liz…I know that you have like A LOT going on right now…but I was wondering…I mean not until you feel completely better…but would you…well maybe-”

“Sean…Sean I would love to go out with you. I’d be nice to get away from everything for a while.”

“Really?”

“Yeah…really. Why don’t you give me a call and we’ll work out times and stuff.”

“Ok…yeah. I…uh…I gotta go but…yeah. I’ll see you latter Liz.”

“Bye Sean.”

Liz smiled as she watched Sean climb down the balcony ladder. She had liked having him around. It made her feel…safe. Happy. Liz shuddered as she turned around. She had felt like someone had been watching her all night. It was like-

“Scream and I’ll kill you.”

Liz froze. She slowly turned around. “Who…who are you?”

“Ahhh…you don’t remember me Bella? I’m crushed.”

Then everything went black.



Kerry M.

Goddess of Sorrow
Queen of Heartache
And Ruler af Denile Land
Where Tess is dead, Alex is kickin', and Jason Katims is a permanent residence in the White Room

I wonder if I'm still allowed to be a Dreamer now that I hate Max????

~In the end everything is okay and if everything is not okay it's not the end.~ A friend is someone who know's the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the worlds.~

MAX: Everyone we touch gets hurt in some way or another. 5 years from now, I don't want you to open your eyes and realize that...that you missed out. You're part of the group. You always will be. But you need to be allowed to...to grow.

LIZ: Why can't you come with me?

MAX: Because I can't. But I'll be watching you, Liz Parker. Wherever you go...and I'll be here when you get back. ~Max and Liz from: We are Family

posted on 8-Dec-2001 10:30:45 AM
Lopaka Tanu~ I'm glad you like this part but: She said she was gonna hand over the royals and that does include Michael and Liz. Sorry.

And who said it was Kivar.......

posted on 9-Dec-2001 12:41:00 AM
Hey all! I'm kinda having writers block but I'll try to have a new part up soon.

As far as Sean goes well... there are A LOT of developments between him and Liz. As in A LOT. Wait! Don't start throwing things at me yet! I do promise a wonderful DREAMER ending.

The dark figure is...well I guess you'll just have to read to find out.

And Rina...well you're gonna have to wait for that too.

Hahaha...I love have the power to leave cliffhangers. It always makes people come back. I hope.

And last...let me just say...things are goin' down hill from here. Don't hate me! Please!