posted on 6-Apr-2002 9:48:34 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane

Rating: PG-13 - NC17


Category: M/L


Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.


Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.

Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.




Part One


It was snowing the day Max moved in across the street. I remember because mom told me to go make friends with him. She had me take cookies over to his family. It was snowing the day Max moved across the street and it was snowing the day he died. It all seems kind of fitting you know. Ironic that is the word I am looking for. But let me start at the beginning so you can know the whole story.


Liz Parker was the only child on Oak Lane until Max Evens moved across the street from her. Until that day she had always played by herself and did not have any friends that lived on her street. In fact she only ever had two friend Alex and Maria. But after Max moved across the street things started to change. Max moved across the street when Liz was five.


"Lizzy I want you to go take these across the street to the new neighbors." Mom told me.


"But mommy I want to play in the snow. Can't you take them over?" Liz questioned her mother.


"NO, I need you to take them over so (I can finish cooking. I saw a little boy get out of the car when they first pulled up in the driveway I sure when you take over the cookies that you can play with him. Maybe you two can even build a snowman together." Liz's mom told her.


"OK mom I will take them over." Liz told her mom.


Holding the cookie plate carefully Liz went across the street to the house. She knock on the door quitly affraid that some mean old man would open the door. Liz waited a few minutes until finally the door swung open. Liz was so afraid that she dropped the cookie plate on the ground. The glass shattered every where on the side walk. Liz looked up with tears in her eyes into the little boys face. He looked kindly at her.


"I am sorry, my mommy had me bring over these cookies and I did not mean to drop them. Please don't tell on me cause mommy will be mad at me and I did not mean to do it. I only came over here cause mommy said we could built snowman together." Liz rambled.


"Don't worry about it I won't ..." the boy did not finish his sentence. He looked at Liz with pain in his eyes. He started to shake and Liz became afraid again.


"Help me ...... go and get my ... my mom. She ... sh.. she is in the house." The boy told the little girl who was standing in front of his house. Liz could feel her little feet moving in the house pass the boy who Liz could now see was sitting in a chair.


"Help me," Liz screamed while running up the steps. An older women came running out of a room. She looked at Liz and then looked down the steps. She saw her son falling out of his wheelchair onto the floor. The woman ran down the steps to her sons aid.


"Max, you are going to be OK. We talked about this remember. I am just going to take you to your room and let you sleep for a while. That is all you need is a little sleep and everything will be better." The women told her son. Liz still stood at the top of the steps not knowing what to do.


"Mom please make ... make the pain ... pain stop." Max srceamed at his mother.


"I will Max. I will." Max's mom told him and with that took his up the steps past Liz and into his room. When she was done she came back out and looked down at Liz. She held out her hand and Liz took it. They walked down the steps and out the door over the cookies and the broken glass.


"Where do you live." The women asked Liz.


"Across the street." Liz said.


"Well, I will take you over there. I think I should talk to you your mom about what happened. I am Max's mom." Mrs. Evan's told Liz.


"Please don't tell my mom about the cookies I did not mean to drop them. I am so sorry." Liz told her.


"It is OK I just need to tell her about Max and then she can tell you. I want you to know that you were very brave. I am sure that your mom will be very proud of you." Mrs. Evan's told Liz. Then they walked into Liz's house together. Liz went up to her room while both mothers talked.



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posted on 27-May-2002 11:27:09 AM by care bears
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posted on 28-May-2002 1:30:55 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane

Rating: PG-13 - NC17

Category: M/L

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.

Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.

Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them gorwing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.

Part Two

After Mrs. Evan had left Mrs. Parker had call Liz down to talk to her about Max.

"Liz you did a very brave thing and I am proud of you."

"Mommy why is Max sick?"

"Well, Lizzy, he is sick because ... well ... that is the way his cards were played out in life."

"So you are saying he played card and lost and that is why he is sick?" Liz asked.

"No, Liz, Max has cancer."

"Mommy what is cancer? Can I get cancer? Cause if I got cancer then me and Max could play together."

"Lizzy cancer is bad and you don't want it. Cancer can kill you, and you can still play with Max, just because cancer does not mean you are going to get sick. I was talking to Mrs. Evan and she told me that Max does not have very many friends."

"Momma, why was Max in the chair with wheels? Can I get one of those cause they looked fun to play with?"

"Liz since Max has cancer he cannot walk."

"Why?"

"Because the medicine they are giving him takes way his strength."

"Why?"

"So he can get better and you better not ask my why again."

"Mommy so Max can walk."

"Yes, now go play I need to get started on lunch." Liz's mother told her.

"OK" Liz replied leaving her mother alone in the kitchen to work on lunch but then Liz thought of something so she went back.

"Mommy you know how you said I was so brave can we go to Burger King for lunch?"

"No, Liz but maybe supper, now go play."

"OK"

Five minutes later Liz found her self knocking on the Evan's front door. But this time when it opened Liz was not afraid.

"Hello Liz, is there anything I can do for you?" Mrs. Evan's asked.

"Um.. Yes, I am here to see Max. I thought that if he was feeling better we could play." Liz said

"You can go up to his room and ask him if he wants to."

"Thanks Mrs. Evan's." With that Liz walked up the hall way and went into Max's room. She opened the door to find him crying on the bed. Liz did not know what to do. Liz walked over to Max's bed and grabbed his hand. She squeezed it gently.

"Max what's wrong. I can go get your mom if you want me to."

"No, Liz she can't help me." Max told Liz.

"I am sure she can. My mom can always help me with things." Liz told Max.

"Liz you know I have cancer right. My mom can only sit with me and hope that it goes away. She can't take away the pain ." Max told Liz.

"I know my mom told me that Max." Liz replied back.

"Why aren't you afraid of me." Max asked in husked voice.

"Because silly cancer in not con - tag - e - ious didn't you know that?" Liz asked.

"You don't think I am a monster?" Max asked.

"No. Are you? Cause if you were it would be so cool. You would not even have to pick out a costume for Halloween. " Liz told Max.

Liz smile as Max laughed. She could not figure out why Max was laughing. Liz was not trying to be funny. But she was happy to see Max's face light up. Liz knew that she would have to be funny more often.

"Max you know what you need? You need a dog. My teacher told me that they were mans best friend. Since your mom told my mom that you did not have any friends it could be yours. But I could be your friend and your dogs friend too." Liz said.

"My mom told your mom what?" Max asked.

"She said that you did not have many friends. Opps I don't think I was allowed to say that." Liz is blushing.

"Liz I am feeling kind of tried I think it is time you go home." Max told Liz.

"Max I am sorry. I did not mean to make you mad. I want to be your friend and I..." Liz turned feeling tears welling up in her eyes. She was about to leave the room when she heard Max's voice again.

"Liz it is not your fault. Ever since I have had the cancer no one wants to be my friend. Just come and sit with me for a while please." Max said.

Liz sat up on Max's bed. When she saw that there were stars on the ceiling she laid down beside Max. Liz stroked Max's hair because her mom had always done that to her when she was sad. Soon they both feel asleep in Max's bed.

Diane found them like that and did not have the heart to wake them up. It was the first time in a while that Max's face looked happy. She closed the door and went over to the Parkers house to tell Nancy so she would not be worried about Liz.

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posted on 29-May-2002 11:03:20 AM by care bears
Thanks for all of the feedback. Please keep it coming if you want me to write more. I alreadly have another story started so I am not sure about this one.

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posted on 1-Jun-2002 8:10:00 AM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane

Rating: PG-13 - NC17

Category: M/L

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.

Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.

Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.



Part Three

Max woke up to find Liz's head on his chest. He looked over the girl who had become his friend in less then a day. Well, at least I have one friend. Max knew it would be tough starting over again. Before they moved to Roswell all of the kids had picked on him because he was sick. Most of the kids would stay away from him because they were afraid they could catch his cancer.

The only reason they had moved, was because he needed better hospital treatment. He knew that his mom and dad had given up a lot for him.

I hope it goes better here. Maybe they can even cure for me. Then I could be normal and have lots of friends. All of these things were running through out Max's mind.

Liz woke up on a stranger. She could not remember where she was. It was werid but she felt safe. She turned to look at who she was laying on. Oh don't be silly Liz it is Max, she thought to herself. Liz could see that Max was thinking but he looked so sad. Mom always hugs me when I am sad Liz thought. So she rolled over and gave Max a hug.

"Hi Liz," Max said blushing.

"Hi Max," Liz said giving Max a toothy grin.

"Max what's wrong you look sad I bet you were thinking about my dog idea weren't you. You know you can tell me if it is a bad idea cause that is what friends do." Liz told him. Max wrapped his arms around Liz and held her for a moment.

"No, Liz I was thinking about not having very many friends and the way people react when they find out I have cancer." Max told her.

"What does react mean?" Liz asked.

"It means acting different." Max told her.

"Well, Max you can be friends with me, and Maria. Oh I almost forgot Alex to. Me and Maira call him "girly girl." I think you would like him. He is silly and always gets us in trouble when we play together. But that is OK cause it is also funny." Liz told Max.

Max kissed the top of Liz's head. He looked down and watched Liz as she continued to talk. Wow I canb't believe what a friend I have Max thought to himself. I can't believe that Liz would even share her friends with me. I can't make her do that because what happens if they don't want to be my friend or they don't like me because I have cancer. Then I will just make it hard on Liz.

"The worst we have ever been in trouble is the day I spilled glue on the teacher chair and forgot to tell her about it. She sat down and she was stuck to the chair. That was not the worst thing. The worst thing was that Alex had put a worm in her water and than she drank it. She tried to get up and run to the bathroom so she could wash the taste out her mouth but could not cause she was stuck. The only thing she did was fall to the ground with the chair still stuck to her. She kept to trying to get away from the chair so she could stand up. It took three people to pull the chair off of her."

Max started laughing he had never heard a story so funny. Liz started laughing too. By the time they were both done laughing there sides hurt. He could not believe Liz and her friend Alex had done that. He knew that he could never do anything like that beaucause if he ever did he would just end up telling the teacher.

"that sound really funny to bad I missed it. Liz your five right?" Max asked.

"Right. I just turned five. But we did not have a party cause I did not have enough people to come. I passed out invitations to the whole class. But no one said they would come, so my mom canceled it. But Alex and Maria still gave me gifts and I got to play with them on my birthday so I had a really g-g-g-g--r-r-r-r-r-r-e-e-e-e-a-a-a-a-a-a-t-t-t-t-t time." Liz told Max.

"Liz we will won't be in the same grade Since I am seven and you are five. I will be in first and you will be in kindergarten." Max told Liz with a sad smile on his face.

"No, Max I will be in first too. You see Me, Alex and Maria are all moving up to first grade cause we are to smart or at least that is what my mom said. Or that is what the teacher told my mom. We all had to take these test right after preschool and are scores turned out to be high." Liz told Max.

"So we will all be in the same grade. Who is your teacher going to be?" Max asked hoping that it would be Miss Henry his teacher.

"Um... I don't remember something with a H. We were all going to call her Miss H to be cool." Liz said.

"Could it be Miss Henry?" Max asked.

"Yeah that is it. How did you know it?" Liz asked

"Because I have her too." Max said knowing that his life was starting to looked up.

"Max why are there stars on your ceiling." Liz asked.

"Because when I am in a lot of pain I look up at them and they make me feel better. They help me to get to sleep at night if I am having a hard time. I kind of feel like someone is watching out for me." Max told Liz.

"Liz" They heard Mrs. Evan call up the steps. "Your mother wants you to go home and eat lunch."

"Well, Max I guess I have to go home. But I am happy I have another friend." Liz told Max climbing off of him.

"Liz why don't you have a lot of friends." Max asked.

"Cause one day Paulie pulled my hair. Maria kicked him in his crown jewels or at least that is what she called it. Paulie went down to the ground in pain and all of his friends that were mine started to hate me and call me names. But that is OK cause mom told me that we all pick our friends wisely. Bye Max see you later." Liz said and with that she went home to eat lunch.



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posted on 4-Jun-2002 10:38:01 AM by care bears
READ ME FOR THE NEW PART!

OK. I want all of you guys to be involved in the story. So I have a couple of options of what could happen next. I already have a new part done for each option all I need you guys to do is vote.

A) Continue on when they are little.

B) Give you all a flashback which would include a little nookie.

C) Move on to when they are teenagers.

D) Stop completely and leave you guessing to what could happen next.

Ok now that, that is done it is time for you to pick. Not to be mean or anything but please pick because I really want to know what you think and so far the feedback from all of you has been great. It there is enough feedback I will post in the next couple of days.

PLEASE VOTE!

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posted on 24-Jun-2002 11:46:23 PM by care bears
OK I know what you are all think. What happened to me. Well, my sister got my computer put on safe mode and no one could use it for two weeks. Then finally it had to be completely restarted.

Completely restarted you may be asking yourself what does that mean. Well, it means this I lost everything. All the new parts I had already done. All of my work is gone and that is the part that really sucks.

I know the next thing you are thinking to. You read about this all of the time, and why didn't I just have a back up copy. Well, I thought that it would not happen to me. That I could post all of the parts before it ever did.

I have to go to bed now, I have summer school in the morning. I will be updating this week again. With a long part. I have a great idea how to mix some of the things you voted for together.

Thank You for Reading.

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posted on 20-Jul-2002 11:55:46 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane

Rating: PG-13 - NC17

Category: M/L

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.

Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.

Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.

Part Four


As the years when on Max and Liz became the best of friends. They had fun al of the time. Even at school most people could not even tell that Max was sick unless of course he would tell them.

Three years before Max's cancer had when into remission. But of course as we all know not all stories can have a happy ending and neither can this one.

It was the day after Max's sixteen birthday when he felt pain in his toe. Max could not figure out how he had injured it. All Max could think about was how much it hurt. That whole day Max had felt sick. He stayed in bed all day he did not tell his mother because he did not want to worry her. He knew that she would freak out and it would just be over something little.

Liz walked into the Evan's house without a second thought. It was like a home away from home. She had given up knocking a long time ago. But the one thing she did before she entered Max's room was knock. When he was fourteen and she was twelve she walked in on him naked after his shower. Max and Liz both joked about it. But after that she knocked every time before entering his room.

Liz knocked a few times before she thought something was wrong. Max had always let her in after the second knock. She waited before she started to knock again. She knew Max was home he always was. He was either here, at her house, or with her. Ten minutes later Max came to the door with sweat running down his chest. He looked as if he had run three miles without any water.

"Max are you OK." Liz asked quietly.

"Yeah Liz I am find, " Max said he was out of breath and was having a hard time forming words. He decided to make a second attempt at it.

"I am find. I'm just a little ... tried. I have not been getting a lot of sleep. With us being in the middle of the school year and me taking all of those honors classes it has been harder for me to get sleep." Max told her.

Please god let her believe me Max kept thinking to himself. But Liz was not so easily fooled.

"Max you have never had a problem with school work before. If you want to show me what is making you have a hard time I am sure I can help." Liz told him.

"No, Liz that is OK. I don't need you to baby me. I am find I just need some sleep." Max said yawning.

"OK Max. Fine don't tell me what is really going on." Liz told Max getting angry at him.

"Liz I did tell you what was going on. Now if you don't want to take a nap then I will have to ask you to leave this bedroom. Because one Max Evan's is trying to kept up on his sleep so he can go see Maria, Alex and the rest of the bed sing tonight. You know what one Maria Deluca would do to one Max Evan's if he and one Miss Liz Parker did not show up tonight. Let's just say I want to have kids when I get older." Max told Liz while waking over and lying down on his bed.

Seeing Max lying on the bed and taking about sleep was enough to make her sleepy. She was gave in. Liz laid down on the bed beside Max and pressed her body into his. Then was put her head over his chest. She was soon lolled to sleep on Max's heart beat.

Max on the other hand could not even come close to feeling asleep. Why is my toe hurting so much? Max thought about the question for another fifteen minutes before it finally came to him. No, it can't be Max thought to himself. But he knew that denial was never a great game to play with because it would only win.

CANCER. The letters that made the word were slowing forming in his head in big red letters. Then Max thought of the chances beating it a second time. He knew that he never wanted to go through that again. But his mom would never be able to bare the thought of losing him.

No, Max thought to himeself he just had to stop all of his negative thoughts. I will just have to get tested. If the cancer is back then so be it. I will just not tell anyone. It will be my secret. Max thought making that his final decision. He knew that there would be no turning back now.


Thanks to all of my faithful readers

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posted on 2-Aug-2002 9:53:45 PM by care bears

OK. I messed up with changing it so you could know that I had updated. See the thing is that I was trying to edit part four. Part five I am still working on but it is coming. Thank you all for writing and for leaving me your feedback.

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posted on 11-Nov-2002 5:41:51 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane

Rating: PG-13 - NC17

Category: M/L

Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.

Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.

Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.

Part Five



Before the Performance



Maria has been singing ever since she was little. So for her to get a gig it was a big thing. It was also a big thing for Alex since Maria just joined "the whits."

"Max are you feeling OK, you look little pale." Liz asked.

"Yes, mother I feel great. Now if you will please buckle you seat belt and enjoy the ride to hell." Max told Liz laughing at her.

From Liz, Max got a smack on the arm.

"Max are you sure you feel ok, you feel like you are burning up." Liz asked again.

"Yes, Liz I feel fine. They only reason you think I feel hot is because you know I am hot. I am a little stud muffin. Now can we please stop talking about this I don't want to worry Maria. You know how she can get." Max told her.

"OK I will stop for now but after they sing me and you are going to have a talk about this. You would tell me if something was wrong right." Liz asked.

"Yes, I would. You know I would Liz. Now please I am begging you please no more talk about this." Max told Liz.

"Fine Max you can shut me up for now but not forever." Liz told Max.

"I love you to sweetie." Max responded back.



In the Middle of the Performance.



"Max they sound great." Liz screamed over to Max.

Max knotted his head.

"Max are you sure that your feeling OK. You look really bad. We can leave and go home now. I don't think that everyone would care if you left early." Liz told Max.

"No, Liz I feel find. It is just a little hot in here. Stop worrying about me and just try to have fun. I am FINE." Max told her.

"Max I want to go home. I want to go home right now. You might be fine but you are being a jerk. God I am one of your best friends and you are being an ass. Just take me home. If you don't I will walk." Liz told Max.



Thank you every one you have all be wonderful listeners. We will be back in ten minutes to play a couple more songs. Maria told the crowd.


"Lizzy where are you guys going. What is wrong?" Maria asked.

"Maria you guys sound great. But I am not feeling well so Max is just going to taken me home now. I am sorry I can't stay for you whole show." Liz told Maria hugging her.

"That is OK babe thanks for coming. I hope you feel better. I will call you tomorrow." Maria told Liz.



On the car ride home

"Liz don't be mad at me." Max said.

"Max I don't want to talk to you right now." Liz said.

"I don't know why you are acting like that. Maybe someone should pull that stick out of your ass." Max said as he was pulling over to the side of the road.

"Max what are you doing." Liz asked.

"I want to talk about this." Max told her as he put the jeep in park.

"No, Max I am not talking to you anymore tonight. I would rather walk." Liz told Max opening up the jeeps door.

"Liz what do you want me to tell you. That I feel like shit is that what you want me to tell you. That I am sick en tried of being reminded that I had cancer. Fine if that is what you want me to tell you then I will. But don't you ever forget you had no idea what I went through. I had the cancer you never did." Max screamed at her.

"Liz turn to look back at him. You are so right. I had no idea what cancer is like but you had no idea what is was like to see you like that. Did you know in the fifth grade I started to cut myself. Because it was the only pain I could control. Because I had to watch you go through all of the treatments and I felt so hopeless. You don't knew as, much about you best friend as you thought you did. Now take me home."

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posted on 1-Dec-2002 11:43:15 AM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane


Rating: PG-13 - NC17


Category: M/L


Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.


Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.


Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.


Part 6

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Flash Back

"Lizzie are you OK in there?"


"Yeah mom I will be right out."


"OK sweetie as long as you say your OK"


I had never been that scared of being caught before. I thought that she could feel my heart beating through the other side of the door. I looked down at my arms. Everything felt so right. I knew I only have a couple of minutes before she came back up so I put my knife away. I put some bandages on my arms and pulled down my shirt.



End of Flask Back.



Max has not talked to me for two days. I am still so mad at him. God he can be suck a jerk sometimes. I miss him. I almost went over there yesterday to say I was sorry but I couldn't. I know he has called but I keep telling me mom to tell him that I am not here. Which I know he knows is a lie. My mom told me that if he called here again that she was not going to lie to him. That I was old enough to deal with my own problems. That is so easy for her to say. She is not having a big fight with her best friend.


The door bell is ringing. I have to go get it, god I wish that I could just be lazy for a day. I don't know why my mom can't get it. OK, OK I coming, god I don't know why people have to ring it so many times. If your not home your not home. Whoever this is I am going to give them a piece of my mind. No one can get away with ringing my door bell this many times.


"Hey Liz why have you been avoiding me"


"Max I wasn't." I lie.


"Fine Liz you can keep lying to me, or having your mom lie to me, but when you are ready to tell me I will be waiting."


No, I am not going to let you get away with the last word. You always do this. Not this time Max I am going to put you in your place.



"Because you are acting like a jerk." I scream across the street to him.


Max stops standing in the middle of the road for a while. Then turns to me. We have a starring contest. I will not let him win. His beautiful amber eyes are black and I have never seen them like that before. Max starts to walk over to me with a fast pace. I start to back up though the door and he walks in grabbing me. We never break our eye contact.


"Let me win Liz." Max whispers in my ear.


"No" I say firmly.


"Do you know why I act like a jerk." Max is still whispering in my ear. My arms break out in goose bumps. "Because you act like a bitch."


I bring my hand up and slap him. It does not even seem to phase him. Never of us have stopped starring. The black in his eyes seems to be coming out more and more. His breath is on my neck. I need to get away from Max. I don't know what to do. Personal space I need personal space.


"Please Max let's just stop this." I plead with him.


"Stop what Liz isn't this what you wanted. That is why you had your mom lie to me and tell me them you were not home. I thought that you wanted me to come over and talk to you."


"Max" I say with tears in my eyes. I have never felt this lonely before. It is like I am losing everything right before my eyes.


"What Liz?" Max grip is starting to hurt me. I pull my arms free and hug him. I break the starring contest. I lose. I starting crying to him. He picks me up and carries me to my room. I try to tell him how I missed him but it only comes out as more sobs. I have a death grip on him. He tries to lay me on my bed but I won't let go of him. Finally I let him put me down but I manage to pull him on top of me.


"I'm sorry Max." I whisper over and over again.


"I know," he said flipping us so I am on top of him.


"Please don't ever leave me again. I don't know what I would do if I ever lost my best friend. The past couple of days I have felt so alone. Please don't ever leave me again. Promise me. Promise me you won't leave me." I tell him.


"Liz I want to but I can't." Max tells me.


I only cried harder. I wish if I could go back in time I would have understood what he was trying to tell.


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posted on 3-Dec-2002 12:27:02 AM by care bears
Um..... I just wanted to let all of you who are reading this know that my next part should be up saturday or sunday. Thanks for the people that left me feedback. It really means a lot to me.
posted on 9-Dec-2002 1:04:57 AM by care bears
Title: SNOW ON OAK LANE

Rating: PG-13 - NC17


Category: M/L


Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.


Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot line of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.



Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.


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Part 6a

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Just a short new part.


This is one of Max's childhood memories.


I am so dizzy. Even in my dreams my mind is spinning. Why is this happening to me? Why can't I be normal? I used to think that being normal would be so great. I used to cry wondering why god had made me a freak. But I wasn't even that. Because even freaks were not sick and bald. Freaks still had friends. Freaks never really felt true pain. But no I could not even be called a freak.



I used to love the snow. It was so prefect in every way. The snow was flawless. I remember making snow angels. Always hoping that they would make me better. Always hoping that they would make me into something else, so I would not have to face the pain of being so weak.



My snowman used to be so tall, so great. I can remember me and Liz standing outside playing in the snow. I would make one snowman. In her yard because we would always want to keep one yard perfect with the snow. We would not even let my mom and dad shovel the driveway because then the yard would not be perfect. Then we would put the first snowman on a sled and drag it over to my house and set it in the yard. Then we would walk back over make another one and do the same thing so he would have a friend. I remember how always when I woke up in the morning that they would be knocked down. With the words freak written in my yard.



Liz used to cry. I never could. Because it would always be then that I would know that I was not even good enough for my snow angels, that they would just pass over me. The sick, little weak boy that I was. The one that had cancer and was less ... less then a freak. I use to think that every one had an angel flying high over them. But some people the ones that were flawed were missing there angels. That they had just packed up and left for someone who was not flawed, and who the could save and make perfect.



When it snows that is all I can remember and even think about. As human beings we all try to fill are heads with happy memories but sometimes it is the dark ones that sick with us. They can either make or break us. But we can never get rid of them no matter how hard we try or how many happy memories we fill in our heads.


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posted on 4-Jan-2003 9:54:03 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane



Rating: PG-13 - NC17



Category: M/L



Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.



Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot lines of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.



Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.




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Part Seven NC 17

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"Max I don't want to fight with you anymore. I want us to go back to the way things were before the party. Please Max don't make me beg. I am really sorry."


"Liz it is fine. We just let things get a little out of hand. Beside I don't want to fight with you anymore my time here is to short anyway."


"Max what does that mean. You have been mopey for two weeks now. What are you trying to say?"


"I..."


"Max ... Max," I screamed at him, " tell me what are you hiding."


"Liz we all have secrets. Tell me what are you hiding then I will tell you."


I don't think I will be telling Max that I have been in love with him since I was little. I can't tell him that if he would ask me to do anything for him I would. I not going to tell him that I would give my life for him or that I would give him a lung, kidney, or even my heart. All he would ever have to do is ask.


"Liz are you ok?"


"Max I am fine I just ... I just need a little nap. Yes, I am sleepy."


"Ok Liz I will let you off the phone. I need to do some homework anyway."


"Max?"


"Yes, Liz."


"Max, you are still coming over right."


"Sure Liz, but you have to tell me why again."


"Because I need to tell you my secret."


With that I hung up the phone. The more I thought about my secret the more sleepy I got. I deiced to take a nap. Beside Max was going to be here soon. I did not want to be falling asleep all over him. Or wait maybe I did.


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I looked at Max with desire in my eyes, I reached out and touched his face, holding his cheek as I brought my lips to his. The first kiss was gentle feeling his soft, thick lips moving against mine. Max's tongue traced my mouth finally pushing it's way into mine.



Max drove his tongue deeper into my mouth, feeling the back of Liz's throat. His rough unshaven face touching her soft skin, harder and rougher.


"God... Max... I... have ... wanted ... this ... this ... for ... for ... so long. Max ... please." I moaned.


Max's hand roamed down Liz's body feeling the flare of her hips, and the curve of her delectable bottom. He could feel her pushing herself against him as if to meld with his body, her bound hands seeking out touching the hardness in his jeans. He pulled away, looking at her, admiring her dishevel, the lust in her, the heaving chest as she tried to catch her breath.


"God Liz do you know what you are doing to me?"


She hesitated finally whispering "Yes. I can feel what I am doing to you."


Max stood Liz in the middle of her room. She still wore all her cloths including her favorite jacket. Max pushed it open as far as it would go with her hands tied, past her small breasts. He touched Liz over her cloths looking at her as his hands roamed her body. Her nipples were starting poke out giving her goosebumps. Liz began to shiver at Max's touch. Her eyes closed, she was trying to stand straight but her body swayed as his hands moved over her lovely little body. His lips kissing her neck nuzzling into her hair tracing her ear with his tongue.


"You liked that, you want me to touch you, feel you, use you for my own pleasure don't you?" Max asked her roughly.


"Oh yes" Liz whispered, as much to herself or God, as to him.


Max's hands touched her shirt, him hand roaming all over her flat stomach up to the small swell of her young breasts. Her nipples felt like little erasers on the end of a pencil. Max did not know how much more he could take. Liz was driving him over the edge with every breath she took.


Liz's eyes opened and went wide, afraid to speak she looked incredible vulnerable standing there. Max knew he could do as he liked to her. The power seemed to feed him, and make him more intoxicated with desire.


He sat on her bed and pulled her to him hard, Liz lost her balance and Max guided her fall so she lay over his knee on her stomach. Max's hand touched her thigh again, this time pushing her skirt up exposing the small round ass. Her underwear were white cotton, obviously wet were they had touched her lips, Max pulled them down to her knees.


"Elizabeth has been a naughty girl hasn't she?"


Liz seemed to whimper at his words. Max wanted to make this last, enjoy the feeling, the sight of her so exposed, so at his mercy. He enjoyed the touch of her lovely soft bottom, his hand moving over it his large rough fingers moving though her crack brushing against the soft downy hair between her legs. Elizabeth whimper, begging him to stop, telling Max she would do anything for him telling him how she wanted to please him.


Liz moved her hands so they touched Max's cock that strained against her belly her. His hand felt her soft inner thigh and she spread her legs for him, her lips were soaked my index finger moved along the outer edge of her swollen lips, spreading her juices, then sliding into her. He felt the resistance of her hymen. He backed off, he always knew that Liz was a virgin they both were but it seemed to hit Max harder.


"Oh yes " Liz moaned. "don't stop."


Max's finger moved back rubbing Liz's lips pushing in and out teasing her. Finally he moved it forward and found her hard little bud. He coated it with her own wetness. She shook as if electrocuted at the light touch of his finger. Max lightly rubbed it pulling back the small hood feeling the tight small nib of her clit. She shook uncontrollably crying out my finger rubbed harder pushing her closer. Faster and harder Max rubbed wanting her to feel the pleasure. Her body convulsed on his lap tensing as she cried out as her orgasm wracked her body.


"Louder I want to hear you cum" Max yelled. It seemed to bring Liz to another orgasm as Max's fingers continued their assault on her. Liz tensed again and this time Max thought the walls shook a she yelled even louder letting the pleasure flow through her body completely.


Max's cock was throbbing, pleading for release. Max lifted Liz and moved her to the floor running his hand over her head and through her long soft mane. She knelt there, beside him looking up waiting for his orders. Her round innocent face seemed satisfied, wanting to please and do as he wished. Max stood and unbuttoned his jeans pushing them to the floor, she helped pull them off my feet. Max reached into his shorts and took hold of his hard cock pulling it over the edge of the waistband, releasing it for Liz to see. Max pushed my shorts down and sat back down on the bed. He looked into Liz's eyes but she just stared at it mesmerized.


"Liz just wrap your hand and around it's base and kiss the head a little I'll tell you what feels good and what doesn't" Max finally told her.


Liz couldn't get her small delicate hand all the way around it but she tried. She began to kiss and lick the head. It twitched in her hand and she became braver putting the tip to her mouth kissing and licking the head.


"Put it in you mouth, open real wide and use only you lips. Keep your hand at the base and move it back and forth." Max instructed her again.


Max grabbed handfuls of Liz's hair and force more of it into her. He fucked her mouth pushing it deeper. At first Liz gagged but then she started to get the hang of it. Liz's face seemed contorted her eyes looking up at me. Max felt the head entering her throat her hand still wrapped around the base pumping up and down. Liz wanted Max to explode in her mouth.


Liz pulled her head back. "Please Max I want to taste you."


That was all of the encouragement he need he came into her mouth. Liz tried to sallow all of Max's cum, but her effort is worth noting. Her small mouth couldn't take it all, the remains dripped down the sides of her mouth, dripping onto her jacket, staining her shirt. Max pulled Liz close, kissing her face, tasting his own cum. Liz smiled, proud of herself and Max held her close touching her gently, wanting to feel her against him. Wanting to be quite and gentle, completely relaxed.


Liz start to moan as Max's figure tempted her.


"Max ... god Max ... please help me."


"Liz it is OK. I am here. Wake up. Wake Up."


Liz open her eyes. She started to rub the sleep out of them. Oh god Max was here. He came over to see her. Oh god. She could feel her face flushing. Please don't say any thing she took to Max please.


"Liz are you OK. You keep yelling out my name in your dream. Do you want to tell me about it." Max question her with concern in his eyes.


Yes, Max I would love to tell you about it Liz though. You see I was have this great dream where you were almost about to fuck me and take me to new pleasures when you happened to wake me up. But that is OK I can forgive you. To bad the dream can't be real. I would love if it was.


"Max I was ... having a bad dream. And ... um ... you were ... you were in it."


"Liz I have something to tell you. I don't know how to say this but I my ... well ..."


"Max just tell me I am sure whatever it is it will be fine."


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posted on 19-Jan-2003 1:08:31 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane



Rating: PG-13 - NC17



Category: M/L



Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.



Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot lines of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.


Quotes about the characters, and the description of the book are from "The Princesses Bride" on the front except page and the back. I don't own that. Both copywriter parts are double quoted so you can tell that it is not mine. The Princess Bride: S. Morgenstern's Classic Tale of True Love and High Adventure was written by William Goldman. So please don't sue me. If you ever get a chance to read this book you should because it is great.




Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.


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From Part SEVEN...


"Liz are you OK. You keep yelling out my name in your dream. Do you want to tell me about it." Max question her with concern in his eyes.


Yes, Max I would love to tell you about it Liz though. You see I was have this great dream where you were almost about to fuck me and take me to new pleasures when you happened to wake me up. But that is OK I can forgive you. To bad the dream can't be real. I would love if it was.


"Max I was ... having a bad dream. And ... um ... you were ... you were in it."


"Liz I have something to tell you. I don't know how to say this but I my ... well ..."


"Max just tell me I am sure whatever it is it will be fine."


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Part Eight


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"Liz there is something I have to tell you."


"Max your scaring me what is it, you know you can tell me anything."


"Well, I.. Um ... the cancer, it is back."


"Ha ... ha ... ha... Max very funny nice joke."


"Liz I not joking. I went to get tested three weeks ago and the test only confirmed what I knew. "


"You mean you did not tell me. You lied to me. Max I thought that I could trust you. How could you sit there and tell me nothing was wrong for three weeks Max? Three whole fucken weeks. You knew at Maria and Alex's gig didn't you. I asked you if anything was wrong and you said no Liz I am fine. Why ... how could you lie to me?"


"Liz it is hard to tell anyone that you are going to die. I have not even told my parents yet. I wasn't even going to tell you but I could not stand to lie to you anymore."


"That is the thing Max I would never lie to you."


"Liz come on we are best friends. Please I don't need you to go on a power trip I need my best friend. I mean I don't know how much time I have left and I want to make the most out of it."


"So you have already made up or mind that is great you are just going to give up. Just like that you are going to quite. That is great Max Evans the fucking quitter. " Liz said while hitting him.


Don't you know how many people you are going to hurt. What about you mom and dad they would die, completely die for you and you are just going to give up. God I love you and you are not even going to fight. You can't even see if there is anything that could cure this. You are so selfish. Maria was so wrong about you. I thought that I knew you but I guess that I was wrong. "


"Liz what did you say."


"That I don't know you anymore Max."


"No, Liz you ... you love me."


"Max... I ... um ... well of coarse I love you ... like a friend, but if you just give up like this I am going to kick your ass all the way down to hell. Please Max just think about it."


"I have Liz. Can't you see all of the treatments almost killed me last time. There is nothing that anyone can do. I don't want to be in pain, throwing up all of the time, losing my hair, my muscle mass, I am sick en tired of it. Beside the chance of going into remission three time are about one and million. I don't think that I am going to be that millionth case."


"Max don't ask me to sit back and watch you die. Because I don't think I can."


"Liz I would never ask you to do that. But we can't keep going on pretending that things are normal. Because one day I will be here and the next day I will be gone.


Remember when I was sick and you would come and read to me. You had just learned how and you said that you Grandmother Claudia would read the book to you when you were sick so you were going to read it to me.


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Flash Back
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Liz walked up the plush carpet with her favorite book in hand. The steps made squeaking noises like little baby mice and she laughed. Max house seemed colder then usual and it made Liz worry. But she calmly walked to Max's room.


When she open the door it look like the whole room was sucking Max in. The bed seemed to big for his frail body. The walls were like giants, and his fish looked like sharks. Max looked like he was sleeping and right before Liz was about to go home Max turn his head and opened his eyes.


"Hi Liz" he manage to croak out, his voice was soft. It seemed as if it almost pained him to speak. But he put a smile on his face.


"Hi Max. My mom said that you were not feeling well. So I came to read to you. Well, if you are up to it and all."


"Yeah just don't be mad at me if I fall asleep."


"Max we are best friend forever. I could never be mad at you."


"So why are you reading me a book." Max asked Liz while she was pulling up a chair to his bed. Her hair had fallen over her face and she stop to push it back behind her ears."


Liz sat down and then answer him quietly almost as if he would think that her answer was silly.


"Grandma Claudia said before there was TV people would read books to each other. She said that the books were in place of the TV, and even video games. Then she said that her mother had read this book to her when she was sick, and she read it to my mother and my mother read it to me, and that is the way the story had been past down from gen.. gener ... generation throughout generations."


"Wow Liz that is cool." Max said. Liz had to strain her hearing to hear him.


"OK Max I am going to read you all of the characters. So who you know who is in the book. When my Grandma Claudia reads it. She can do voices. I am not as good as her. She reads it better then anyone.


""Westley ... handsome farm boy who risk death and much worse for the woman he loves.


Inigo... the Spanish swordsman who lives only to avenge his father's death


Fezzik ... the Turk, the gentlest giant ever to have uprooted a tree with his bare hands


Vizzini ... the evil Sicilian, with a mind so keen he's foiled by his own perfect logic


Prince Humperdinck ... the eviler ruler of Guilder, who has an equally insatiable thirst for war and the beauteous Buttercup


Count Rugen ... the evilest man of all, who thrives on the excruciating pain of others


Miracle Max ... the King's ex-Miracle Man, who can raise the dead (kind of)


The Dread Pirate Roberts ... supreme looter and plunderer of the high seas


Buttercup ... the princess bride, the most perfect, beautiful woman in the history of the world.""


"Liz what is this book about?"


""Max it is about a lot of things. Well, it pits country against country, good against evil, love against hate. From the Cliffs of Insanity throughout the Fire Swamp and down into the Zoo of Death. This book is an incredible journey and brilliant tale It is peppered with strange beasties both monstrous and gentle, and memorable surprises both terrible and sublime.""



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"Don't you remember Liz you read to me all day. When it was time for you to go home neither of us wanted you to go because we both wanted you to finish the book. We had to much fun that day even though I was sick.


"Max I just don't think that I am that person anymore. Things change, people change. The Max back then would have never lied to me and you did for three weeks."


"No, Liz... I will not accept that kind of answer. I could understand if you did not want to be with a freak or if you were afraid of getting sick your self but you are being a bitch because you are mad that I lied to you. Well, Liz it was my secret to tell. I wanted to tell you every time I looked at you but do you think that I want to die?"


"Well, Max if the shoes fits wear it. Your the one that is giving up, not me I want you to fight and to get better."


"Liz I don't want to die. I don't want to leave my mom or dad, or anything else for that matter. God I love you so much. I don't want to leave you. I don't care if you could never love me back the way that I love you. Or if your to scared to say it. I have loved you since the first time I saw you when we were little. I know you feel the same way to because we have true love."


"Max I want you to leave." Liz said with tears streaming down her face. She was not tring to hide the tears. She want Max to know what he was doing to her.


"As you wish Liz. I will leave, maybe I was wrong about this all. Maybe you are just incapable of love."


He shut her door, and Liz felling down to the carpet
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posted on 26-Jan-2003 12:39:06 AM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane



Rating: PG-13 - NC17



Category: M/L



Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.



Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot lines of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.


Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.



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From Part Eight

"Liz I don't want to die. I don't want to leave my mom or dad, or anything else for that matter. God I love you so much. I don't want to leave you. I don't care if you could never love me back the way that I love you. Or if your to scared to say it. I have loved you since the first time I saw you when we were little. I know you feel the same way to because we have true love."


"Max I want you to leave." Liz said with tears streaming down her face. She was not trying to hide the tears. She want Max to know what he was doing to her.


"As you wish Liz. I will leave, maybe I was wrong about this all. Maybe you are just incapable of love."


He shut her door, and Liz felling down to the carpet crying. Because of Max and because he loved her.


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Part Nine


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Dear Max,

I am sorry that you ever loved me because in the end you only hurt me. If you love me then you will let me go. If you want to die I will not stop you but don't except me to stand by you and watch. Sometimes when you love someone the most you will let them go. I hope you can understand why I am doing this. Their is to much pain in life, and I don't want anymore in mine.


I know that you probably think this is a cowards way of doing this but I can't stand to face you. I want to cut all of the ties between us. I don't care if you want to stay friends with Alex and Maria I will not be hanging out with them anymore so you can. Don't worry I have not told them anything. I will not out your secret to anyone, but I am sorry that you told me, and I wish that you never would have told me. Because in the end that was the straw that broke the camels back.


I don't hate you but I hope to never see you again. I can't stand that fact that you lied to me. To stay I am happy that you will not be here anymore would be true. Because I trusted you and you took that trust and crushed it. I know that you think I am making a big deal out of it but ... I ... all of this started because of you. I am sad that I wasted my life sitting by you trying to help you because I the end I never could. I hope in sometime that the pain I feel will go away, but I doubt that it never will.

Liz



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Liz walked down the hallways at school making sure that no one saw her as she slipped the note in Max's locker. She had tears in her eyes and was afraid that he would catch her in the act. Her heart told her that what she was doing was wrong but her head told her that she had to make a clean cut. As she turned the corner to go to Science she was knocked down to her feet.


"God asshole watch where you are going. Look what you did, look at all of this mess, my whole notebook is on the floor. I could kill you." Liz said never looking up to see who had knocked her down.


"I am going to be died in a couple of months I would not waste you time."


"Max, I... I..."


"Here let me help you pick up your stuff Liz."


"No, Max I am fine. I can do it myself. I think that you have done enough. Why don't you just leave me alone?"


"Whatever Liz. It must be that time of the month. I have to go get my math book out of my locker I will see you later."


"Great Max go." Liz yelled at the fading figure. Why did this have to happen of all times I just need to get out of here? God why do I have to write so many damn notes in class. I hate science. Stupid Mr. Stringer. Fucking labs, and all of the homework he gives us.


Max watched as the note fell out of his locker. He picked it up with his Math book and started to read it. He stood there in shock for a couple of minutes rereading it, until he had memorized every word. He started to walk back to Math class. He saw that Liz was still picking up her notes. Max was torn, he had no idea what to do.


"Liz what the fuck is this. Do you think you are being cool. Are you trying to make me feel sorry for you." Max screamed. A couple of teachers had walked out of their rooms to see what was going on.


"Max I don't want to talk about this will you keep your voice down."


"No, Liz. Lets talk about this, I don't care if anyone else hears. Let them hear. God I don't care if the whole world knows that I am going to die."


Liz was about to saying sometime back when she saw Mr. Stringer hovering over them. She could see the anger in his eyes. She knew that when he got mad the little vein above his eye pooped out, his neck, and face got red, his eyes became blood shot. But most of all spit came spilling out of his mouth.


"Miss. Parker, Mr. Evans I want both of you to go down to see the Principle I will not tolerate you disrupting my class." Mr. Stringer yelled. They could hear the other teacher shutting their doors trying to block out the noise.


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"Max where are you going I thought that we were told to go to the principles office."


"Liz I don't care what you do. You can go down their and be your little prefect stuck up self. Go a head and bat your eye lashes and say that you are sorry for disrupting classes, and making a spectacle out of your self."


"Max I.."


"Don't bother Liz you said what you were going to say, trust me I read a whole letter of it. So go, go and degrade yourself. You go and ran away do what you do best."


Max was walking at a fast pace out to his jeep. He had to get out of school. There was nothing here for him anymore. Why try to pass the rest of the school year, it was not like it was going to do him any good.


He sat in his jeep for a minute before he heard the passenger door open. He look over to see Liz watching his every move. She looked upset, but he just did not care. Max could not even figure out why she was hear. He started up the jeep and pulled out of the parking lot.


"I don't know what to do, how should I feel. I don't want to lose you." Liz whispered quietly. She leaned over and put her head on Max's shoulder. Liz felt Max's muscle tighten up. She put her hand over his, lightly so he could shift with ease.


Max turned into his drive way. When did it start raining he thought to himself? He got out of the jeep. He watched as Liz followed him to the front door. He pulled the keys out of his pocket and went to open the door. He turned the keys as hard as he could but the door would not open.


Max gave up and looked at Liz. They were both soaked. Liz was shivering but she still stood there. Max wrapped his arms around Liz. She stood there a minute trying to soak everything in. Everything was going wrong, and there was nothing that she could do about it. She cried in Max's arms, never feeling so weak in her whole entire life. It was that day when Liz Parker realized that Max Evans was going to die and their was not a damn thing in the world that she could do about it.


"Please Max don't die."


"Liz let's try not to think about this."


"No, Max don't die. Promise me we will live long happy lives."


"Liz I can't promise you that."


"I won't let you die Max."


"You can stop me Liz."


"I forbid it. Max. It is done I forbid it."


"You can't do that either Liz."


"Max you can't make up the rules of the game as we go a long."


"But Liz, I already have."


"Max take me away from here, take me out of the rain."


"Where will we go Liz?"


"I don't care, any where but here."


"No, Liz, you have to face this, it is not something that will just go away."


"But I don't want to Max, I never want too."


"Liz you can't play this game forever."


"Don't leave me here. Please Max."


"Liz don't you see that I am not leaving you. I will still watch over you and keep you safe. I will watch over you when you get married, and have children. I will always watch over you."


"If you were going to keep me safe then you would not leave because you would know how much that this is going to kill me. I won't lose you Max."


"Maybe you already have Liz."


"No." Liz whispered in his ear softy. They were both soaked still standing out side in the rain. It was like time was frozen around them. Liz leaned up to him and pressed her lips angst his. The kiss was soft and gentle. Neither of them never wanted it to end. But all things end in time and so did it.


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posted on 26-Jan-2003 12:34:47 PM by care bears
Hey I just wanted all of you to know that I am leaving for a trip tomorrow. So I will not be posting for a week. I might try to post a new part for tomorrow but that is if I get packed on time, do my homework and do the other house work. I will post as soon as I come back but that is why if this story is not updated for a week you will know.

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posted on 5-Feb-2003 2:23:54 AM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane



Rating: PG-13 - NC17



Category: M/L



Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.



Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot lines of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.


Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.




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From Part Nine

"Liz don't you see that I am not leaving you. I will still watch over you and keep you safe. I will watch over you when you get married, and have children. I will always watch over you."


"If you were going to keep me safe then you would not leave because you would know how much that this is going to kill me. I won't lose you Max."


"Maybe you already have Liz."


"No." Liz whispered in his ear softy. They were both soaked still standing out side in the rain. It was like time was frozen around them. Liz leaned up to him and pressed her lips against his. The kiss was soft and gentle. Neither of them never wanted it to end. But all things end in time and so did it.








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New Part TEN

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"Liz we can't this is not right"


"I don't care Max, how are you so sure that it is not right?"


"Liz we just can't"


"Max one minute I feel like I am losing everything and the next minute like I am gaining it all. It is like I am lost, and everything around me is unsafe but then their you are saving me making me feel safe." Liz said kissing Max again. This time harder and more demanding. Pushing her tongue into his mouth making him react.


"God things are so fucked up Max."


"They always have been Liz. Sometimes it is just harder to see things that are right in front of your eyes."


"Max do you love me?"


"You know I do."


"Why do you love me."


"Because you are Liz Parker. "


"That was not the answer I was hoping for."


"I know Liz that is why I gave it to you."


"But why are you my friend Max?"


"Come on Liz lets go inside I am wet, and cold. We can talk after we get dried off."


"All right Max but ... I... well... I don't want to put this off forever."


As they walked up stairs to Max's room they both had no idea what to expect from the conversation to come. Their mental state was at best tried and confused. Neither of them really knew how to deal with the situation at hand. But their friendship was on the line, and they both knew that they needed to talk about Liz's new found boldness.


Max handed Liz a pair of sweat pants that were way to big for her, and a warm sweater to put on. Liz went into his bathroom to change. Max only deiced to wear sweat pants. He studied himself in the mirror while waiting for Liz. His body looked healthy, and he had a golden tan. Max could not understand how he could look so healthy and in actuality be so sick.


"Max what are you thinking about?" Liz asked him while coming up to him and resting her head against his chest. She could hear his heart beating at a steady pattern, and it seemed to calm her.


"Nothing of great importance." Max wrapped his arms tightly around Liz.


"Are you mad at me?" Liz asked quietly almost as if she was afraid to hear the answer.


"No, not really, sometimes I can't understand you Liz. I mean what are you going to do when I am gone you can't always run away from things. You can't always be in control. You just have to take things as they come, one step at a time."


"I know but I... I hate this Max. It messes everything up."


Max looked down at Liz, she was trembling. He knew that this talk would be long and heard but he also knew that he had to get thought to Liz. Max grabbed Liz's chin and made her look into his eyes. He saw pain in her eyes, and it surprised him, that she could be so scared for him.

"I know that it does not seem like it now Liz but everything will be fine. I know what I want in life. Even if I only a couple of months I know what I want. You have to figure out what you want in life. That is the key to things. You have to know what you want, and be able to reach out in take it. You Liz Parker have to truly live life. Liz you can't always hide behind a tree. Tell me what do you want more then anything else in the world."

"Max I don't know."

"Yes, you do Liz. You do know. Tell me."

"Max I can't.

"Yes, you can. Come on and just tell me Liz, tell me what you want. I know you can."

"I can't tell you because if I do then you will find out that I want you to be with me. Not with me as friends but really with me.





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posted on 5-Feb-2003 10:46:35 PM by care bears
Hey thank to all of you who left feedback. We might have a snow day tomorrow so if we do I might post sooner then I expected. I have to knock on wood now so I don't ruin our snow day. He... He... He... He..

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posted on 9-Feb-2003 11:24:47 PM by care bears
Title: Snow on Oak Lane



Rating: PG-13 - NC17



Category: M/L



Disclaimer: I don't own anything, all of the Roswell characters belong to Jason Katims.



Author note: This story really doesn't follow any of the plot lines of the show and there are no alien related things. This story involves death.


Summary: Max and Liz are little kids and this story tells about them growing up before one of them dies of cancer. That is all I have to say if you want to know the rest you have to read and find out.




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From Part Ten


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I know that it does not seem like it now Liz but everything will be fine. I know what I want in life. Even if I only a couple of months I know what I want. You have to figure out what you want in life. That is the key to things. You have to know what you want, and be able to reach out in take it. You Liz Parker have to truly live life. Liz you can't always hide behind a tree. Tell me what do you want more then anything else in the world."

"Max I don't know."

"Yes, you do Liz. You do know. Tell me."

"Max I can't.

"Yes, you can. Come on and just tell me Liz, tell me what you want. I know you can."

"I can't tell you because if I do then you will find out that I want you to be with me. Not with me as friends but really with me.





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Part Eleven


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"Liz you what?"


"Max, I want you."


"You can't Liz."


"Why not, first you are telling me to go after what I want. Well, I want you. Their I said it, and I will say it a thousand times again."


"You are only saying this because I am dying. This is not funny Liz. Stop joking around."


"You are right Max, it is not funny and I am not joking."


"God Liz do you realize how many times I have wanted you to tell me that you want me."


"I know Max I have wanted to tell you for so long but I have been scared."


"Why, Liz. How could you ever be afraid of me?"


"Well, Max... I... was going to tell you in eighth grade but then you started to talk about how you liked Tess. After that you started to date her, and I thought that there was not chance that you could ever like me."


"I never really liked Tess, I only started to date her because at the time you said that you would never go out with boys. Remember you thought that they were gross and had cooties."


"I am happy you never liked that hussy Tess. Remember when she went bald in the back of her head."



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FLASH BACK

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It was a spring morning. Tess, Max, and Liz all had art together. Tess started to sit a Max and Liz's table when she and Max started to go out. They all had to make puppets and talk with them in front of the class. It was going to take them all three weeks to make a puppet and was worth one-third of their art grade.


"Class I want you each to choose a partner. It is optional, and you don't have to pick on if you don't want to but it will make the puppet making process a lot easier and I highly recommend it." Mrs. Gray talked about the project prolonging the start of it. While the other students listen to her Liz just tuned her out.


"Hey Liz we are partners right." Max asked questionably. They had always been partners. It was only Max and Liz, then Alex and Maria.


"Of coarse Max, I know that this will be so fun." Liz answered as she started to draw out what there puppet would look like.


"Maxie poo you can't be little mousy Liz Parker partner. You have to be mine. Come on my little sugar bear, we are going out and all aren't we." Tess whined. She high shrilled voice strung at Liz's ear.


Liz could feel Max's pressure. She decided that she would make it easier for him. Liz never wanted to put Max in the middle, and she could understand where Tess was coming from. OK not really but Liz knew that she could make Tess pay for her little stunt later. No one took away Liz Parkers partner and got away with it.


"No, Maxie poo," Liz snickered "you should with your gerbil, I mean Tess."


Max blushed at Liz's comment. He tried not to laugh, because he did not want to upset Tess. So he just pretended to be choking on his gym. Tess gave Liz an angary look but quickly dismissed it when she saw that Max was watching her.


"Liz are you sure?" Max asked his eyes were pleading with her to say anything that got him out of working with his girlfriend Tess.


"Maxie waxy of coarse she is sure." Tess whined.


"Yes, Max I am sure. God do you hear that squeaking noise. My ears hurt. It feels like my ear drums are ready to explode. I think I need to work in the library. Bye Max, Bye ger... Tess. Have fun."


The three weeks were going bye fast and Liz would not discuss her project with anyone except Maria and Alex. Max had no idea what Liz's puppet would look like, he just hoped that it was going better then his. When Tess would come over to help him with it all she wanted to do was make out. Max was running out of ways to stop her. He had already poured six soda's on her. Max was being to suspect that Tess knew he was not just being clumsy.


The day of the project was only one day away. Max was surprised to see Liz in art. She had insisted on working in the library. So that no one could disturb her. The whole class was beginning to wonder what Liz's puppet would look like. They had even sent class spies, to report back what the puppet looked like but the never saw anything because Liz was just to smart for them


"Hi Liz."


"Hey, Max. So how is your puppet going?"


"Horrible, I have done all of the work by myself. Tess refuses to help me because I won't make out with her. God I am starting to wonder what I ever saw in her."


"Max that is great, can I have a piece of gym?"


"Liz have you heard a word I said?" Max asked her while passing the gym over to Liz. Liz put it in her mouth, and started to chew it fast. Tess came over, she kicked Liz in the leg while she was sitting down at the table. Then she went away blowing Max's head off with meaning less crap.


"Hey Tess can you tell me where the red paint is I still have to paint a mouth on my puppet." Liz asked.


"God Liz it is over there," Tess pointed at the cabinet. She made sure that she knocked Liz's glasses on to the floor then made another point by stepping on them. "Oh my god Liz my bad. I am s-s-s-s-o-o-o-o-o sorry." Tess told Liz, but Liz could tell that she did not mean it.


"Don't worry about it Tess." Liz hissed at her, as she went to get the red paint.


While Liz was walking back to the table she pretended to trip spilling the red all over Tess. Then Liz started to laugh so hard she spit her gym into Tess's nappy ass hair. Tess was boiling with anger. The whole class was laughing at her and it looked like she had her period.


"Oh my god Tess, my bad. Let me help you get that gym out of your hair." Liz said as she took the scissors she had in her hand and started to cut the gym out. Liz had cut two hand fools of Tess's hair when Tess finally got up pushing Liz out of the way and ran to the bathroom.


Max was laughing so hard he fell out of his seat. He watched as Liz cleaned up the mess, carefully picking up all of the hair and washing it in the sink, until all of the red was out of it. She also picked out the gym then went back to the library. God Max wondered what Liz was up to.


The next day the whole class was there, even Tess. They were all presenting there puppets. Liz had hers in a bag. She went last. Liz stood up in front of the class and pulled off the bag.


"This is my puppet. I have named her gerbil. Her full name is gerbil Tess Harding, now I will role play with my puppet.


"Hi my name is gerbil. I smell bad and never brush my teeth. Look at my hair god it is so fake. I am so dumb I can't even tell you who the first president of the united states is." Liz went on and on. The class sat there laughing. Needless to say Liz got an A on her gerbil.


Ever since that day Tess hated Liz. But that did not really matter Liz did not have to pretend to be nice to her. Because Max truly saw what a bitch she was when after class was over she went up and slapped Liz. Max went to aid Liz and broke up with her on the spot in front of the whole school. The sad thing was,
that was the first day that Tess truly did start her period and she was wearing white pants. After that people started calling her period girl.



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End of Flash Back

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"God, I laughed for a week after that Liz."


"Yeah me to I just wish that Maria and Alex could have seen it, after all the hard work they put in on making the gerbil."


Max and Liz stopped talking then Max finally remembered what they were first talking about and brought it us again. There fun time was over and it was time to be serious.


"Liz, I want to be with you."


"God Max, come on I am cold let's take a little nap."


As they laid on the bed Liz resumed her childhood position.


"Max are we going to be OK."


"Yes, my little one we will be."


"OK" Liz said with a yawn.


"Max are we going out as girlfriend and boyfriend."


"I am not sure I don't want to lose my best friend. Let's just play it by ear."


"OK Max, I love you."


"I love you to Liz, I always will, and I always have."


"Have a good nap my little Maxie waxy"


"I am to tried to get you now Liz but you will pay for that. I never want to hear that again."


"Touchy, touchy Maxie poo."



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posted on 10-Feb-2003 11:56:09 PM by care bears
Hey thanks for all of your feedback. I hope that you all have enjoyed this knew part. I don't know if I am going to post again this week so you will just have to wait and see. Please don't be mad at me if I don't my life is just getting busy. You just will have to keep checking this story to see when I will update, hopefully soon let's just keep our finger crossed. Well, I have to finish my homework. *big*

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