posted on 1-May-2002 7:30:11 AM by jb2
Title: Secrets
Disclaimer: I don?t own anything
Rating: PG-13-maybe NC-17 later on in the story
Type: Max/Liz, Kyle/Liz AU
Summary: I am having serious trouble writing a summary for this story. I will say this, Kyle and Liz are married, not happily however. Don?t worry, this is a dreamer story. I hope you enjoy!

I woke up this morning, wishing that I could pull the covers back over my head and go back to sleep. I stretched out my hand to reach for my husband. Of course, he is not there. Kyle and I have been having problems for the past year and a half. Successfully, we are doing great. Kyle became the first man under forty years of age to become an executive at his banking firm. His promotion happened during the time our problems started. He began working extremely long hours at the office, and I was busting my butt trying to get my practice off of the ground. We have been married for seven years, nice house and no children. When we first got married, we agreed we would wait a couple of years before we have any. Well, two turned into seven. Kyle and I were both so wrapped up in our careers that the concept of children was put on the back burner indefinitely. I am thirty years old today and I can honestly say that we may never have any children. We have each other and I hope that is enough.
As I reluctantly got of bed, I turned to my left and noticed the answering machine light is on. ?Hello Liz. It?s Kyle. Just want to let you know that I left extra early for work because I have a deadline to meet. Free your schedule so we can go out to dinner for your birthday. I made reservation at Chez Pierre at 8:00. I?ll see you then. Oh, I forgot. A high school buddy of mine is coming into town tomorrow for a couple of weeks. He called me yesterday and I invited him to dinner. I just wanted to warn in advance. I?ll see ya then.? The phone clicked. No I love you, nothing. Liz, force the negativity out of your head and think positive. Tonight is the first night in a long time that we are going to be alone together. Maybe tonight could be the beginning of something good.

?Brittany, could you get me the patient schedule?? I asked through my intercom. Brittany is my secretary. A little on the cooky side, but very sweet. She walks into my office, shaking her head. ?Bad news Dr. Parker. Miss Minnows is scheduled this morning at 9:00 am.? She places the schedule on my desk. I roll my eyes in the back of my head. Deborah Minnow has been coming to me for the past eight months discussing the same thing. Her husband of 25 years left her for his secretary. No matter how many times I try to convince her that it will take time and the only thing that she needs to concentrate on is getting on with her life. No matter how many times or different ways I try to talk to her, she always goes back to square one. Sometimes I feel like grabbing her by the shoulders and say, Get a grip, stop whining like a baby and be a woman for God?s sake! But, I will keep my trap shut because I don?t think people would willingly come to a psychologist who insults them all of the time.
?Thanks for the warning Britt.? Brittany turns to walk out of the office when she turns around. ?By the way, Happy Birthday Dr. Parker.? ?Thanks, Britt.? ?What are you planning on doing tonight?? ?Kyle and I are going out to dinner.? Brittany opened her mouth as if she was about to say something, then shut closed it again. ?What were you going to say Brittany?? ?Since it is your thirtieth birthday, why don?t celebrate a little.? I looked at her with a confused look. She sensed my confusion and continued. ?For example, your clothes. Why don?t you wear something sexy tonight. I known you since you opened this practice, and you dress like my mother. No offense. Why don?t you wear a sexy dress tonight. I guarantee it will turn that husband?s head of yours. Not to mention all the other guys in the restaurant. I know that you are the conservative type, but since you are going out with your husband, that gives you the God given right to dress and act like a total slut.? ?Brittany!? I say, acting shocked. Nothing, Brittany says surprises me anymore. She does have a point though. It?ll be nice to put some spice back into our marriage. I started to get excited , anticipating tonight.

Chapter 2

It?s 7:00 and I am putting the finishing touches on my makeup. Kyle is going to flip when he sees me. I took Brittany?s advice and bought a sexy red tank top and a long black skirt with a very large slit on the side that would show off my legs. My hair is down and curled at the ends, which I rarely do. I take a step back and look into my full length mirror. I may be thirty, but I look like I am twenty-one. Hopefully he?ll take one look at me and decide that we should stay in. The phone rings and I pick it up. ?Hello.? ?Liz, it?s me Kyle. Listen, I am stuck here at work. the boss is bichin about having these projects due and if we don?t have them finished it?s my ass. I?m sorry. We?ll celebrate next weekend, I promise.? I try mask my disappointment in my voice. ?That?s okay. I wasn?t ready anyway. I wasn?t in the mood for going out as a matter of fact. Don?t work too hard.? I hang up the phone before he could respond. I looked at myself in the full length mirror again. I look ridiculous! Tears started to well up in my eyes, but I forced them back. No! He is not going to make me cry on my birthday. I am going to celebrate, even if I have to do it alone. I grabbed my keys and purse. Roswell, watch out cause here I come!


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posted on 1-May-2002 3:51:06 PM by jb2
Chapter 3

I walked into the restaurant dressed to kill, looking like I haven’t a care in the world. If only these people knew how I was feeling on the inside, they would really feel sorry for me. “Good Evening madam. I am Amelia, your hostess.” The hostess said to me. “Good Evening. I have a reservation for two.” “What is your name?” “Valenti.” “Here it is, right this way. Is the other party joining you?” The hostess asked me. I hesitated before answering. “I will be dining alone this evening.” “Would you prefer to go to the bar before going to your table, maybe to get a cocktail?” I thought about it for a split second. Judging by the way this day is ending, I may need two or three cocktails. “Yes, that would be nice.” The hostess directed me to the bar. “The table is still reserved for you. Whenever you are ready, just inform me so that I can have a waitress or waiter ready to serve you. Enjoy your evening.” I took a seat at the bar. “What would you like?” The bartender asked me. “White wine.” I still can’t believe I am alone on my birthday. What could be so important that he could just leave me alone on my birthday. Thoughts of another woman swam in my head and my blood began to boil. “Bartender, make that white wine a shot of tequila.” “Yes ma’am.” The late night hours, the distance between us lately, it would explain a lot. Yet, there is a small part of me that would feel relieved if there was another woman. It would give me a good, solid reason to be on my own again. I miss my freedom a little. Being married to Kyle kept me from doing the things that I have always wanted to do. For instance, I always wanted to travel and to go skiing, but Kyle doesn’t like to do any of that. His idea of quality time is sitting in front of the television watching football. I can’t complain, it is the life that I chose, the decision that I made when I married him. “Excuse me, is anyone sitting here?” I heard a male voice ask. “No, go right ahead.” I didn’t bother to even look in his direction. I just stared straight ahead and continue to nurse my drink. I hope he isn’t trying to pick me up. After being stood up by my husband, the last thing that I need is a wannabe player putting moves on me. I swear if he does, he will get his feelings hurt.

“I know this sounds like a pickup line, but are you okay? You seem so sad.” the man asked. Can’t a woman have drink alone without having to worrying about jerks trying to pick her up? Do I look that desperate! “Look Mister, I don’t need your…..” My words got caught in my throat when I turned to face the handsome, dark-haired stranger that stood before me. The surprising thing is, it wasn’t his looks that caught me off guard; although it was hard not to overlook the beautifully sculptured body that hid beneath his black dress shirt and charcoal gray jacket. It was his eyes that hypnotized me. He had amber eyes that seemed to look into my soul and take my breath away. “Are you sure?” I managed to gather enough strength to look away and act unaffected by his strong masculine presence. “I’m fine. I just had a very bad day that’s all.” As swallowed the last of my drink, I started to feel the effect of the tequila. I should have known better than to drink something as hard as this. I don’t even touch this stuff. Oh well, too late for regrets now. “What’s a beautiful woman like you doing sitting at a bar all alone?” I had to chuckle at this line. “You have got to be kidding me. Out of the thousands of pickup lines you could have used on me, the best you could come up with is What’s a beautiful woman like you doing sitting at a bar all alone? Come on, my grandfather probably used that line to pickup chicks. Even then it probably didn’t work.” I say. Even though I pretty much insulted him, he still remained cool. “I didn’t mean to disrespect you in anyway. I saw you sitting here alone and I thought you needed someone to talk to. If I am wrong, let me know and I will leave you alone.” I look at him again, suddenly feeling foolish at my harshness toward him. “I’m sorry for being rude. Like I said before, I had a bad day today and I seem to be taking it out on the first person who said hello to me.” “That’s okay. I would have been more surprised if you weren’t. My name is Max.” He extended his hand out to me. It took it, enjoying the way his strong hand wrapped around mine.

Chapter 4

“Liz. Max, what brings you to our small town called Roswell?” “Believe it or not, I practically grew up here. Well, actually, I just went to high school here. My father is in the military and we had to move a lot. After graduation, my family moved to Boston where we lived for the ten years. My visit back to Roswell is purely professional.” “Really? What do you do for a living Max?” I asked curiously. “I am a free lance photographer. I was hired to do some work for a local magazine. It is the same with a lot of the assignments that I take. I travel to the assign location, do the job, and leave. I also try to manage to……” “Get lucky?” I say jokingly. He smiled at my blunt comment. “I was going to say check out the sites. Believe it or not, I don’t get involve when I am on assignment. It is not fair get involved with a woman knowing that I will leave in two to three weeks. It is not fair to me or her.” “So when do you take the time off to enjoy the company of another?” I ask. “I don’t. I love my work to much.” “Isn’t that kind of difficult spending all of that time alone. What I mean is, don’t you ever get lonely?” “I guess I should but I don’t. I enjoy my work too much. I love the traveling aspect the most. One assignment I am in a small town in Maryland, taking pictures of historic homes and buildings; the next assignment I am in Greece, photographing ancient statues and ruins. It is really a beautiful thing. I am sorry. I am going on and on about myself and we haven’t even mentioned you. What do you do for a living?” I feel reluctant to give him an answer. Compared to him, I am so boring. “I listen to you talk, give you my bullshit opinion and I charge you for it.” I reply sarcastically. He laughed at my remark. “You’re a psychiatrist. I would have never guessed by looking at you.” I arched my brow at him. “I don’t know whether to take that as a compliment or an insult. Please, whatever you do, do not say that you thought that I was an actress or a model.” “Honestly, I thought that you were a college student. You look like you are about twenty-one years old.” Wow, he is really good. “If you thought that I was only twenty years old, why come over to talk to me? Aren’t you a little too….how can I put this delicately…… mature to be talking to me?” I challenged. Max saw this little challenge that I made, and faced it head on. “First of all, I am only thirty-two, which is not old in my opinion. Secondly, that is the opinion that I had when I first saw you. After speaking with you, I knew were too sophisticated to be twenty or twenty-one. So come on, what is it? Twenty-five?” “Rule number one Max. If you want to survive in this jungle called life, follow this one simple rule. Never, ever ask a woman’s age. Lots of men made this fatal mistake and very few lived to talk about it.” “Okay, okay, I get it.” He still looked at me, as if he was waiting for me to say something else. “Thirty.” I mumbled. “Excuse me?” “I am thirty years old. In fact, today is my birthday.” He continued to look at me, with this sexy grin on face. I hope that he didn’t notice me blushing. It has been a long time since anyone, including Kyle, has at me this way. Not like a psychiatrist or a wife, but a woman. “I am surprised by your reaction Max. I expected your eyes to bulge out of your head and to hear questions like, What kind of surgery did you do to come out of your mouth.” I replied. “I never would have guess thirty was your age. Except your eyes.” I would have bullshit con artist if I didn’t hear the sincerity in his voice. “Happy Birthday by the way. How about I treat you to dinner as a gift? Think of it as payment for listening to me ramble on about my job and travels.” I thought about it a little, feeling guilty about the situation. Here I am, a married woman, flirting with a total stranger! Max must have sensed that I was kind of uncomfortable with the situation. “You don’t have to. I just thought that maybe we could consider this pleasant conversation over food. I promise that I will be a total gentlemen.” I reconsidered the offer. It’s just dinner, that’s all. “Okay. I still have a table reserved. We can go over there. I informed the hostess that we were going to sit at the table to order. We dinner and discussed politics, favorite movies, things that are decent conversation topics but are not too personal. I glanced down at my watch. Gee, I didn’t know I had two watches on my wrist! I knew that I shouldn’t drank any wine with dinner. “Are you okay?” “I think I am going to call a cab. I may have drank a little too much tonight.” I began to stand up, but immediately sat back down. “As soon as the room stops spinning, I am going to call a cab. This is so embarrassing, here I am, a grown woman and I can’t even hold my liquor.” “Don’t be embarrassed. If you would like, I could take you home.” “No, you don’t have to. I don’t want to inconvenience you.” “Liz, I wouldn’t have asked you if you were. I just want to make sure you got home safe.” I nodded my head in agreement. He helped me out of my chair and we walked out of the restaurant. “We’ll take your car, they you won’t have to worry about coming here tomorrow to get it.” “What about you? How will you get home?” “Roswell is a small town. It takes ten minutes to drive anywhere in this town and twenty minutes on foot. I’ll be okay.” The drive back to my house was a silent one. Did I mention that I was married? I don’t even remember. It doesn’t matter. It’s not like he has been hitting on me. Actually, he has been a perfect gentlemen. Besides, after tonight, I will never see him again. For some reason, the thought totally depressed me. How can this man, whose last name I don’t even know, manage to awaken feelings inside of me that I never knew I had. It wasn’t just sexual, well maybe just a little. In the few hours that I spent with him, I felt alive. It has been a long time since I have felt like this. A feeling that I am not sure that I have ever felt at all. A feeling that I know that I will never feel again after tonight. “Turn here.” I say to him as we reached the intersection. “Here it is. Home sweet home.” I look around to see if Kyle’s car is parked. Nope. Still not home. Thanks for bringing me home and the dinner. Today didn’t totally suck after all.” Max laughed. He took the keys out of the ignition and gave them to me. “It was my pleasure. I enjoyed your company. Well, you better go inside before it gets to late. It was nice meeting you Liz.” He extends out his hands. I shook his hand, unable to break eye contact. He slowly leaned over toward me. I knew that he was trying to kiss me, but I couldn’t stop it. I wanted him to kiss me. He stopped just short of touching my lips, as if he was asking permission. I nodded slightly, and he kissed me softly. He is gentle, almost teasing. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling forward, wanting more. He placed his hands on my exposed thigh, slowly inching is way upward. I wiggled in my seat unable to relieve the ache that only he could do. He moved down to my neck, placing small feathery kisses there. I moaned in satisfaction. I felt like I was on fire. He finally reached between my legs and messaged my sensitivity through my soaked panties. I let out loud gasp. His experience fingers messaged my nub in small, tight circles. Max brings his head back up to kiss me. This was not a gentle kiss, but a kiss filled with passion and need. Our tongues intertwined as he continued to work his magic with his hands. “Oh my God, Max!” I whispered with ragged breath. I held onto Max for dear life as I felt the orgasm ripped though my body. I continued to hold him until my breathing returned to normal. “I didn’t mean to go as far as I did, but I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t glad it didn’t happen.” Max said as he wiped my sweat-drenched hair from my face. All of a sudden, reality started to come crashing down around me. I am a married woman and I am making out with another man! I looked down at my left hand and noticed that there was no ring there. Oh shit! I took it off to do my hair and forgot to put it back on. No wonder he didn’t question it. Why didn’t I notice that it was on? “Don’t take this the wrong way, but I have to go.” “Can I call you sometime?” “I don’t think that that’s such a good idea Max.” Max did not make any effort to hide the disappoint from his face. “I understand.” He looked at me for a moment and stepped out of the car. “Like I said before, I enjoyed myself tonight.” I told him, not wanting to ruin the moment with my abrupt departure. “So did I. If I ever need a shrink, I know who to call.” “Wait a minute, you don’t even know my last name, how will you find me?” He flashed a mischievous smile before answering. “I have my ways. Good night Liz.” “Good night Max.” I turned to walk toward my house. I knew that he was watching me the entire time but I dared not to look back. I knew that if I did, it would be all over.

Chapter 5

I awoke the next morning with a monster headache. I glanced to my left and noticed Kyle asleep next to me. I got out of bed and walked into the bathroom. How in the hell did I get to bed last night? I have my nightshirt on, but I don’t remember putting it on. Did last night really happened? Everything seemed like a blur. Did I meet a dark haired stranger who turned my insides to jello with one look and made my knees buckle when he kissed me? My question was quickly answered when I looked into the mirror and noticed a huge hickey on my neck. “Oh shit!” I ran to my dresser to get my makeup bag and went back to bathroom, shut the door and locked it. I dabbed a little foundation on the discolored mark on my neck. “There. That’s should do for now.” Was it Kyle who undressed me and put me to bed? Did he noticed the hickey? I ran out of the bathroom toward the bedroom. “Kyle, wake up.” Kyle grumbled and turned before opening his eyes. “Kyle, did you undress me and put into my pajamas?” “Is that why you woke me up? Honey, I have been up almost all night working. No, I didn’t undress you, you were already in bed when I came home.” I closed my eyes and let out a sigh of relief. He turned over and closed his eyes again. I slowly took deep breaths, preparing myself for today. “This is going to be a long day.” I say to myself as I went into the bathroom to take a shower.

“Is dinner almost ready Liz. Evans will be here any minute.” I hear Kyle screaming from the living room. “It will be ready soon Kyle. He is late anyway.” I have been preparing this meal, cleaning the house, but does he help me, no. Jerk. What kind of name is Evans anyway! It sounds like a name you would give your dog. I know that I will have an evening filled with old footballs stories, and how great they thought they were when they were young. I think that I am more pissed at the fact that I burned my hand twice, I forgot to buy the herb seasoning for my vegetables, and I almost burned the salmon. All because my thoughts kept going back to last night. I can still feel his hands on my body and his lips on mine. I shook my head to snap out of it. Thank God I am not going to see him anymore, otherwise I would be in big trouble. I hear the doorbell ring as I take the salmon out of the oven. Oh great! He is here. You can do this Liz. Be the good wife, smile and pretend that you are have a good time. I hear two male voices in the living room. “Honey, can you come out for a minute please? I want to introduce you.” I took the oven mitt off of my hand, took a deep breath and walked into the living room. I stared in disbelief at the man that stood in my living room. Max was standing in my living room. “Liz, this is Max Evans.” He played it very cool, as if he never met me before. “Good evening Liz.” I shook his hand, shaking the entire time, forcing a fake smile. “Good evening Max.” I had to force myself to breathe. The first time that I get involved with another man and it’s my husband’s high school chum! What are the odds! This evening will be very interesting indeed.

posted on 4-May-2002 8:38:31 AM by jb2
Thanks for the feedback guys. I promise that I will have a new chapter up today or tomorrow. Promise!*angel*
posted on 5-May-2002 11:42:15 AM by jb2
Chapter 5

Max and Kyle talked and laughed through dinner as if they were never separated. As for me, every minute seemed like an hour. I am living in every woman’s nightmare. My husband and his best friend, a friend who happens to be the man I almost slept with last night, are sitting right across from me. It was pure torture!
“How long are you going to be here Max? I need to know how long I have to catch up with my buddy. I haven’t seen you in years.” Kyle said. The nerve! He couldn’t make time for his wife on her birthday but he will rearrange his freaking schedule for a guy he hasn’t seen in over ten years! Liz, make a mental note to burn his Armani suits with the pile of leaves in the backyard. “Two weeks, no more than four. The magazine, Historical Times, hired me to photograph the historic buildings and areas in Roswell for an article they’re working on. I’m going to be staying at my Mom’s cabin until then. It’s cheaper than living in a hotel for a month.”
“I still can’t believe you are a damn photographer. The last time I heard, you were going to be a doctor. Why choose a profession that guarantees no real money or security? At least being a doctor you would be able to make a decent living.” Kyle said, chewing on his steamed vegetables. “Just because I am not making a lot of money, doesn’t mean I am not making a decent living. I get to do the two things that I love most, photography and traveling. Not many people can say that they are doing a job that they love.” Kyle nodded his head at Max’s words. “That’s true.”
I sat at the table, thinking of excuses to get out of this situation. The I have a headache, I think I going to go to bed excuse, sounded like a good one. One the other hand, I didn’t want to leave them alone, fearing that Max will develop a conscience and tell Max about last night. The thoughts that ran through my head completely took away my appetite. Screw this, I thought. I was about to excuse myself from the table until I was finally included into the conversation, by Max. “So Mrs. Valenti, how long have you been married to Kyle?” Did he just called me Mrs. Valenti in a sarcastic way? This was the first time he looked at me or spoke to me since we were introduced. I know I should be relieved, but it was starting to piss me off. Okay, he wants to play this game, I can play too.
“Seven year. We met during my junior year in college. We met at one of my parent’s restaurants.” “One of? Do your parents own a chain or something?” “Liz’s parents owns four Crashdown restaurants in this state.” Kyle answered. Max looks at me, pretending to be impressed. “Wow, Mrs. Valenti, I am very impressed.” “I aim to please Mr. Evans.” I said sarcastically. “I’m curious, though. Why are you guys living in this rinky-dink single family home when you can have a home twice big as this? By the way, isn’t that your Black Toyota Camry out front? Why have a car like that when you could have a Mercedes or a BMW parked in your driveway?” That it, he has crossed the line! My first instant was to slap him, but I remained calm. “First of all, my parents did not pay for my education, I received a full academic scholarship. I also worked part-time through college to pay for any extra things that I needed. Secondly, I choose to live in this, rinky-dink home, as you call it, because it’s the home that my husband and I chose. A home my husband and I are paying for with the money that we work hard for everyday. I resent that just because my father own a couple of businesses, you think that I am some sort of rich, spoiled debutante. You don’t know the first thing about me Mr. Evans. After tonight, it looks like you never will.” Max looked at me, suddenly serious. “I apologize, Mrs. Valenti. I assumed.....” “Don’t assume Mr. Evans. When you assume you make an ass out of you.” Kyle held his hands up. “Wait a minute guys, if I knew I was gonna play referee tonight, I would have brought out the whistle.” I have had enough of this. “Excuse me, I believe I have had enough excitement for one evening. Good night.” Before I could give anyone a chance to say another word, I got up from the table and went upstairs.

I can’t believe that jerk downstairs is the same guy that I met in the restaurant last night. Maybe it was the alcohol that clouded my judgment. God, what a stupid mistake that I almost made. I almost ruined my marriage for a one night stand. I sat on the edge of the bed, tear starting to well up in my eyes. “Liz! Didn’t you hear me? I called you four time from downstairs.” Kyle stood in the threshold of our bedroom. “I’m sorry honey, I guess I was in deep thought. What’s up?” “Max and I are going out for a few beers and I am going to give him a ride home. Don’t wait up okay.” “Kyle, wait. I want to talk to you for a minute.” Kyle was standing in the doorway as if he was impatient. “What is it?” “I was hoping that we could start spending some time alone together. Lately we been so busy that we’ve become more like strangers. I love you Kyle and I want to get us back on track.” Kyle walked over to me and gave me a hug. “Tomorrow we will spend some time together I promise. Liz, try to make friends with Max. He is only going to be in town for a few weeks okay.” I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. “I will try to play nice with your friend. Even though he is a jerk.” Kyle kissed my forehead. “Good girl. I gotta go, Max is downstairs waiting for me.” Before I could get another word out, Kyle was gone. It looks like another evening home alone.

I should have another chapter out by tonight. The next chapter will take place at the bar with Max and Kyle. Some interesting things will come out during the next chapter. No, not the one that you think! It is too early! See ya!
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posted on 5-May-2002 10:48:41 PM by jb2
Chapter 7

“Are you serious?” Are you telling when those hot, international chicks were practically throwing themselves at you, you declined? Are you gay or something?” “No, I’m not gay, just a gentlemen. I don’t get involve with a woman if I know it’s going to be short lived.” Kyle looked at him, his jaw dropped. “You’re a virgin. When a girl finally gives you the goods, you will be pussy whipped for sure! Bartender, I need another beer for my sex challenged friend over here. Get me one too while you’re at it.” Everyone at the bar laughed at Kyle’s teasing, including Max. “I am not a virgin for your information. When I get involve with a woman, it’s more than a quick roll in the hay. It will be stronger and deeper than that.” “See, I don’t get it. You could get laid on that speech alone. Free advice, use it.” Kyle said as he took a swallow of his beer. Max did not pay any attention to what Kyle was saying. His thoughts immediately went to Liz. What’s so special about this woman that has me acting like some lovesick teenager! Max thought to himself. The moment he laid eyes on that enchanting creature when she walked through that restaurant door, he instantly knew that he wanted to get to know her, maybe even spend the rest of his life with her. What he didn’t know was she had intended on spending the rest of her life with someone else. The thought alone made his stomach turn.
“I gotta take a leak.” Max said as he got up from the bar to go to the bathroom. “Why didn’t she tell me she was married? At least she could told me to buzz off so I would feel like such an idiot.” Max was talking out loud to himself. The guy in the urinal next to him looked at him as if he had lost his mind. “Women trouble.” was all that Max said. The man nodded his head. “Been there. Good luck.” The man said. “Thanks. I will definitely need it.” Max cleaned up and walked out of the bathroom.

Max walked back to the bar when he saw Kyle talking on his cell phone. “Christine, I told you I can’t come over tonight. I have a friend that is visiting. We spent time together last night sweetheart. No.....it’s not true. Look, I’ll call you on Monday. I promise.” Before the girl could say another word, Kyle hung up the phone. He turned around to find Max standing there. “How long have you been cheating on your wife?” Max asked. Kyle stumbled with his words, trying to thinking of a way to cover his tracks. “It’s not what you think Max. This call was purely professional. My secretary called me to ask if she could have off on Monday, that’s all.” Max was not convinced. “How long?” Kyle dropped the charade. “Ten months. I’ve been trying to break it off with her, but she’s become too attached. She even threatened to tell Liz. Please don’t mention this to Liz.” Max held his hands up and looked as if he could care less. “Hey, that is your problem. You better be careful man, you know what they say about a woman scorned.” Kyle laughed. “Don’t I know it. I’m going through it now.” “Kyle, if you want to fool around, why did you get married?” Kyle shrugged his shoulders. “Don’t get me wrong, I love Liz. She is smart, beautiful, and has a good heart. She seemed like the kind of woman any man wanted to settle down with. Maybe we got married too young. Shit, I don’t know.” Kyle finished drinking his beer. “Alright, that’s it. Party’s over. I have to get up early tomorrow morning. I have to clean the cabin so at least it will be liveable.” Max gathered his coat and paid the check. That bastard is cheating on Liz! He imagined all those evenings she was home alone waiting for him to come home, thinking he was working hard at the office. I should tell her, he thought. What if she hates him for telling her? What if she resents the fact that he told her and stays with Kyle anyway? She probably would think that he told her about Kyle’s infidelities just to get her in the sack. He just didn’t want to see her hurt. Max made up his mind. Tomorrow, he would find out where Liz’s practice is located, and he would see her on Monday. Yes, she would hate him, but he will have to learn to live with it. He has to.

posted on 7-May-2002 3:34:30 PM by jb2
Thanks for the feedback. Wrote this chapter today during business hours. If my boss found me writing personal stuff, I would be in deep trouble.
*big*. But it would be worth it. Enjoy everyone

Chapter 8

“Tell me Angela, when exactly did these feelings toward your sister develop?” I asked my patient. Angela Perrotta has been coming to me for three weeks now. Today is the first time that she started to open up about her family. I noticed Angie squirming in her seat when I asked the question.
“Since we were kids. Cynthia had the singing voice, the charisma, and the personality. I felt like the black sheep of the family. Even at family reunions……”
“Do you have an appointment sir?” I heard Brittany say faintly through my closed office door. “No, but I need to speak with her now, it is very important.” I heard a male voice say. “You can’t go in there sir, she’s in with a patient. Sir……..” My door opens and Max walks into my office, with Brittany right behind him. “I’m sorry Ms. Parker. I tried to keep him out….” “That’s okay Brittany. He sort of…a friend of the family.” “I need to talk to you.” Max said. Usually I would have thrown him out on his ass, but it was the expression on his face that forced me to reconsider that option. He seemed determined. I glanced at my patient who was still sitting in the chair. “You don’t have to say anything Liz, I was finished anyway.” Angela got up and grabbed her purse. “Thanks. I’ll see you next week?” Angela nodded as she walked out of the office. “Are you okay Dr. Parker?” Brittany asked. “I’m okay. Could you close the door on your way please?” “Are you sure?” “Yes, don’t worry about me. I will be fine.” Brittany still seemed reluctant to leave. “I will be right outside.” She walked out of my office and closed the door tightly behind her. I stood up from my chair, furious. “What in the hell are you doing here? I was I the middle of a session with a patient.” I said through gritted teeth. “You were just talking. It’s not like I walked into the office with her pants down.” “It still was private. How would you like it if a stranger walked into your doctor’s office while he was giving you a hernia exam? I would be a little embarrassing now would it?” I worked really hard to gain my patients trust, especially Angela. Your impulsive behavior probably caused her to close up again. Thanks a lot.”
“You’re calling me impulsive! I’m not the one cruising the city with your wedding ring in your purse picking up strangers.” I picked up my round shaped paper weight and threw it at him. I aimed for his head, but he ducked and it hit the wall behind him. “Nice throw, have you ever thought about playing for the Yankees?” “Fuck you Max. You were the one who seduced me with your phony charm and your weak pick up lines. The only reason I bought into your bullshit is because I was drunk and angry, otherwise I wouldn’t have gave you second look.” I don’t know if it was the truth or not, but as long as I sound convincing, it didn’t matter. “Is that it? Was that the important thing you needed to discuss with me? You wanted to insult me some more and make me feel guilty for not telling you I was married. Well you know what, I already feel guilty. I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you. I wish I could go back and change things, change how I handle the whole situation that night. I can’t so the only thing that I could give you is an apology. I don’t know what else you want from me?” I still stood behind my desk, legs shaking. Whether it was from anger, nervousness, or desire for this man, I don’t know. Before I had to time to analyze my thoughts, he walked around my desk in one swift motion. “That isn’t what I want. I came here to tell you something.” The expression on his face from anger to confusion, as if he was thinking about what he was going to say. I stood there, preparing myself for what he was going to say next. “I just wanted to say……what I came here to tell you is….” “Max, just say it!” He stepped closer to me, so close I could feel his hot breath on my face. “I just wanted to say….that I’m sorry for the way I acted the other night. I behaved like a jerk and there was no excuse for it.” I blinked at him in surprise. I never expected him to apologize. “That day when I realized that Kyle’s home was the same house that I dropped you off, I was hurt. From the moment that I met you, I knew you were the girl of my dreams.” He said to me in a low, sultry voice. My heart was beating 200 beats per minute. I swallowed hard, trying to gather the strength to speak. When I looked into his eyes, they were no longer the beautiful color of amber that they were a few minutes ago; they were darker, filled with passion and desire. I took a small step back. “What about your rule? You know, no getting involved with anyone on your assignments. Wouldn’t that go against everything you believe in if you had a one night stand with me?” He took that small step closer, closing the gap between us that I tried to make. “Believe me, if you weren’t married, we would do a lot of things together, but a one night stand wouldn’t be one of them.” I closed my eyes tightly, forcing myself to remember where we are and our circumstances. I took two steps back. “But I am married. Not happily married, I admit but we are working on it. I….I can’t get involved with you. It’s not fair to everyone that involved.” Max stepped back, looking disappointed. “At least admit to me that you feel something for me. I know nothing will ever come of it, I just need to know before I can move on with my life.” The thought of him moving on made me sick to my stomach. I looked at him, unable to tell him anything but the truth. “I do feel something for you Max. I don’t know if it’s lust or if it’s more than that. I don’t ant to take the time to think about it because if I do it will break my heart, because I know that I could never act on my feelings. The best thing that I could offer you if friendship.” Max continued to stare at me, his silence creating even more tension than it already was. A smile formed on his face. “That’s fair Liz. I would rather have you for a friend then not at all.” “Are you sure you’re not just saying that that to get into my pants?” I say jokingly, but suspiciously. If he had touched me a few minutes ago, he would have succeeded. Max arched one eyebrow. “If I wanted to get into your pants, I wouldn’t need to say anything no do I?” I turned away so he couldn’t see me blushing. Damn him! “Now that we have this new found friendship, we could go to lunch sometime before I leave?” “That would be nice Max.” Max smiled and walked toward the door. “Max, what do you really have to tell me? You could have apologized over the phone. What’s the real reason you came here?” Max went silent for a moment before he spoke. “I figure the way I acted deserved a face to face apology. There was no other reason.” I was still not convinced, but I didn’t push the issue. “Have a nice day Liz.” Before I could respond, he smiled and walked out of the door. “You too.” I said, but he was already gone.


posted on 10-May-2002 12:36:15 PM by jb2
Here are three new chapters. I hope that you enjoy!

Chapter 9

I should have told her, I should have told her. Max thought as snapped shots of what claims to be the crash site of ‘47. The phrase went over and over in his head like a mantra. He tried to tell her about Kyle, but the look in her brown eyes, the little sparkle of hope she had when she spoke about working on her marriage, he didn’t have the heart to tell her. He didn’t want to be the one to distinguish that little hope that she had. “Dammit!” Max screamed and threw his camera down on the ground. This is so fucking frustrating! Max sat down on a large rock and placed his head in his hands. Why can’t I just let this whole situation go? Why is it so impossible for me to do my job without giving Liz a second thought? Max’s head shot straight up when the answers to his questions came to him. I am in love with her! I fall in love with someone for the first time in my life and she is married to my friend. Talk about irony! Keep your distance Max. That’s your only solution. I don’t think that Liz would appreciate it if I threw that I love you, I want to be with you forever crap. Besides, it will only hurt and confuse her even more. I love her too much to cause her any pain. The only thing that I can do for her is be her friend and hope that Kyle will grow up and take care of his responsibilities. I swear if he doesn’t, he will lose a limb. Max was so deep in thought that he didn’t even notice his cell phone ring. “Hello.” “Max, it’s Kyle. I haven’t seen you in a few days. I thought you have left town already.” “Not yet. I have been very busy. What’s up Kyle?” Max was eager to get Kyle off of the phone. The way he disrespects Liz made his boil. “Why don’t you come over the house tomorrow for dinner? I’m inviting a few friends and family and I was wondering if you can come? I know it will be a Friday night and all, but I know that you would just spend the evening eating chip and watching the Three Stooges.” Max didn’t think that he could sit across the table from Liz. The idea of Kyle hugging and kissing her is too much to bear. To think about it is bad enough, but to see it for his own eyes, he couldn’t do it. “I don’t know Kyle. I will give you a call tonight to let you know. I can’t promise you anything.” “We’ll make room for you just in case. If you do decide to make it, dinner starts at 7:30. See ya then.” I can’t do this anymore. Max thought as he hung up the cell phone. Tomorrow he will go to dinner to see Liz. To say goodbye once and for all.

Chapter 10

“You invited someone else! Kyle, we don’t have enough food to feed all of Roswell.” Jesus, I just want a small family dinner and he turns it into a social event. It was only going to be my Kyle, our parents and I, then he invited his supervisors, then Max, now this girl name Gwen. I still don’t understand why he invited his supervisors to dinner tonight anyway. Probably to kiss their ass. “Gwen is just someone that I wanted Max to meet. He’s single, she’s single, maybe they could keep each other company while he’s here. He is going to get tired of coming over our house to be social. I don’t care what he says, he is in definite need for some companionship.” So do I. I said to myself. Gwen, who the hell is Gwen! I know that I of all of people can’t make any kind judgment on who Max can take. But damn, does she have to see it! “Fine Kyle. Anything else?” I just wanted this day to be over. Although I do have to admit that I am looking forward to seeing him again. I haven’t seen him since he came to my office, and I miss him. “Yeah there is. Can you find my sterling silver cufflinks? You know, the pair that I bought last year. I tried to find them yesterday, but I didn’t have the time to tear the house apart.” “Sure. I didn’t have enough to do with cleaning the house and cooking dinner.” I replied sarcastically. It’s a good thing that I didn’t have any patients scheduled today, otherwise I would be losing my mind trying to be this thing together. “Thanks babe. I will be home at 6:30. See you then.” I hung up the phone, thinking about where to look first for those cufflinks. It could only be in one of three places. I looked in the drawers of his dresser. Not there. I looked in my jewelry box. Not there either. It could only be in one place. I went into our bedroom closet and pulled out our locked box that we keep our important papers such as insurance policies, birth certificates, our will and other valuables. Where is that key? I know it is around here somewhere. I can’t remember the last time I opened this box. I looked into my jewelry box and found the key. I opened the box and found a little black box. There it is! I knew it was here somewhere. I was about to close the box when I noticed a large, yellow envelope. What’s this. The return address was Roswell District Court. It had Kyle’s name on it. I opened it, curious as to why Kyle would get mail from the district court. I read the contents of the envelope, tears escaping my eyes.


posted on 10-May-2002 12:37:24 PM by jb2
Chapter 9

I should have told her, I should have told her. Max thought as snapped shots of what claims to be the crash site of ‘47. The phrase went over and over in his head like a mantra. He tried to tell her about Kyle, but the look in her brown eyes, the little sparkle of hope she had when she spoke about working on her marriage, he didn’t have the heart to tell her. He didn’t want to be the one to distinguish that little hope that she had. “Dammit!” Max screamed and threw his camera down on the ground. This is so fucking frustrating! Max sat down on a large rock and placed his head in his hands. Why can’t I just let this whole situation go? Why is it so impossible for me to do my job without giving Liz a second thought? Max’s head shot straight up when the answers to his questions came to him. I am in love with her! I fall in love with someone for the first time in my life and she is married to my friend. Talk about irony! Keep your distance Max. That’s your only solution. I don’t think that Liz would appreciate it if I threw that I love you, I want to be with you forever crap. Besides, it will only hurt and confuse her even more. I love her too much to cause her any pain. The only thing that I can do for her is be her friend and hope that Kyle will grow up and take care of his responsibilities. I swear if he doesn’t, he will lose a limb. Max was so deep in thought that he didn’t even notice his cell phone ring. “Hello.” “Max, it’s Kyle. I haven’t seen you in a few days. I thought you have left town already.” “Not yet. I have been very busy. What’s up Kyle?” Max was eager to get Kyle off of the phone. The way he disrespects Liz made his boil. “Why don’t you come over the house tomorrow for dinner? I’m inviting a few friends and family and I was wondering if you can come? I know it will be a Friday night and all, but I know that you would just spend the evening eating chip and watching the Three Stooges.” Max didn’t think that he could sit across the table from Liz. The idea of Kyle hugging and kissing her is too much to bear. To think about it is bad enough, but to see it for his own eyes, he couldn’t do it. “I don’t know Kyle. I will give you a call tonight to let you know. I can’t promise you anything.” “We’ll make room for you just in case. If you do decide to make it, dinner starts at 7:30. See ya then.” I can’t do this anymore. Max thought as he hung up the cell phone. Tomorrow he will go to dinner to see Liz. To say goodbye once and for all.

Chapter 10

“You invited someone else! Kyle, we don’t have enough food to feed all of Roswell.” Jesus, I just want a small family dinner and he turns it into a social event. It was only going to be my Kyle, our parents and I, then he invited his supervisors, then Max, now this girl name Gwen. I still don’t understand why he invited his supervisors to dinner tonight anyway. Probably to kiss their ass. “Gwen is just someone that I wanted Max to meet. He’s single, she’s single, maybe they could keep each other company while he’s here. He is going to get tired of coming over our house to be social. I don’t care what he says, he is in definite need for some companionship.” So do I. I said to myself. Gwen, who the hell is Gwen! I know that I of all of people can’t make any kind judgment on who Max can take. But damn, does she have to see it! “Fine Kyle. Anything else?” I just wanted this day to be over. Although I do have to admit that I am looking forward to seeing him again. I haven’t seen him since he came to my office, and I miss him. “Yeah there is. Can you find my sterling silver cufflinks? You know, the pair that I bought last year. I tried to find them yesterday, but I didn’t have the time to tear the house apart.” “Sure. I didn’t have enough to do with cleaning the house and cooking dinner.” I replied sarcastically. It’s a good thing that I didn’t have any patients scheduled today, otherwise I would be losing my mind trying to be this thing together. “Thanks babe. I will be home at 6:30. See you then.” I hung up the phone, thinking about where to look first for those cufflinks. It could only be in one of three places. I looked in the drawers of his dresser. Not there. I looked in my jewelry box. Not there either. It could only be in one place. I went into our bedroom closet and pulled out our locked box that we keep our important papers such as insurance policies, birth certificates, our will and other valuables. Where is that key? I know it is around here somewhere. I can’t remember the last time I opened this box. I looked into my jewelry box and found the key. I opened the box and found a little black box. There it is! I knew it was here somewhere. I was about to close the box when I noticed a large, yellow envelope. What’s this. The return address was Roswell District Court. It had Kyle’s name on it. I opened it, curious as to why Kyle would get mail from the district court. I read the contents of the envelope, tears escaping my eyes.

Chapter 11

Everyone sat at dinner, eating and talking like everything was okay. Kyle’s father, Jim and my parents were on the one side of the table talking, Kyle was busy kissing his supervisors’ asses, and Max was talking with Gwen. I sat and ate in silence. If someone would ask me a question, I would answer with one word answers. I was not in the mood to talk to anyone today. I hope that the swelling went down around my eyes. I never thought I would stop crying. I glanced over at Max talking to Gwen. I tried, but I couldn’t really find any fault with her. She was kind of tall, about 5’8, petite, blue eyes and long blond hair. On top of that, she seems to be really nice. I still don’t think that she is his type though. I need to get away from these people, their happiness was making me nauseous. “Would anyone like anymore wine?” I heard a combination of yes and no’s. “I’ll be right back.” I tried to force a smile, but it was obvious to everyone that I wasn’t enjoying the evening. I went into the kitchen and broke down in tears. I never felt so alone in my life. “Are you okay?” I heard someone say. I turn around, it was Max. I quickly wiped my eyes. “Hey, I’m okay. These damn allergies are killing me. I can’t stop my eyes and nose from running. I know I look a mess.” I picked up a napkin to wipe my eyes and nose. Max walked closer to me, with his finger he lifted my head up so we could make eye contact. “I may not have known you for a long time, but I know you enough to know that it is more than allergies that is bothering you. Talk to me.” I wanted to unload my heart, let Max know about everything. I needed someone to talk to right now. “Have you ever spent the majority of your life living a certain way only to find out it wasn’t what wasn‘t what you thought? I know it sounded silly, but right now, that’s how I feel.” Max looked at me, sincerity in his eyes. “Actually, I know exactly how you feel. When you feel this way, the only thing that you can do is take control of the situation. It’s true that you can’t control everything, but take charge of the things that you can. For example, if you wanted to have a picnic, but it was raining. What would you do?” I chuckled at his lousy attempt to use a comparison. “I would hold the picnic inside, I would have to be creative, but I wouldn’t let it spoil my day. Or I could go another day.” “See, you never said you were going to sulk and complain about the rain. You made good of a bad situation. You need to do the same with whatever you are struggling with. You are a strong woman Liz. You can handle anything.” I wrapped my arms around his neck and held him tight. “Thank you. It’s nice to have a friend who have so much confidence in me. I really appreciate it.” “I am not saying it to be nice. It’s the truth.” The way he held me was so warm and comforting. I didn’t want to let him go. Finally, I reluctantly broke the embrace. “So, how’s Gwen? You two seemed to be getting along fine.” I tried to sound casual, be I was jealous. “She is a nice person. She just broke up with her boyfriend and she is kind of upset. Kyle talked her into coming to dinner not knowing that he was going to play matchmaker. I didn’t know about her either.” “Kyle does have a way of surprising you doesn’t he?” I muttered under my breath. “Excuse me?” Max said. “Nothing. Thanks for the talk. I feel a lot better. You’re right, I need to stop victim and do something about it. Come on, let’s get back to the party.”

Max and I walked back into dining room. Kyle looked up and noticed us walking out of the kitchen. “There you guys are. I thought you would never come out.” “I was having a little trouble finding the cork screw for the wine. I hope that I didn’t keep you guys waiting for too long. Would anybody be interested in dessert?” “I didn’t know we were having dessert. What are we having?” Kyle said. I gave him my sweetest smile. “It’s a surprise sweetheart. I made is for you.” I left out of the room and returned a few minutes later with a platter with a top on it in hand. I placed the platter in the center of the table and turned to Kyle. “Since you are the host. You do the honor of serving the dessert.” Kyle shrugged his shoulders and lifted the top off of the platter. To Kyle’s surprise, there was no dessert, only a stack of papers about five page thick. “What the hell is this? Is this some kind of joke?” Kyle asked. “I believe you do Kyle. For those of you who don’t know what this is, it’s paternity suit against Kyle. Apparently, he has a two month old child out there somewhere.” I noticed that Kyle swallowed hard as he tried to talk his way of his mess. He stood up. “Liz what are you doing! Couldn’t this discussion have waited until we were alone?” My rage was starting to build. I completely forgot that we have guest. “Don’t turn this around on me, you asshole. You betrayed me for god knows how long! Then you had the nerve to hide this in our house, knowing eventually I would find it. Either you wanted me to find it, or you are dumber than I thought.” I said to him as I shook the papers in his face. Kyle’s face was flushed with embarrassment. “Liz, the child is not mine. The woman had a thing for me, and when I refused she wanted to get back at me. I never slept with her. She is only doing this to get money.” “This child may not be yours, but this didn’t come out of nowhere. Something had to be going on for her to make accusations. Don’t deny that you at least slept with her. You have already lied to me for months, don’t insult me any further by lying to me anymore. Did you?” His silence was all that I needed. “That’s all I needed to know.” I threw his court papers in his face and walked upstairs to my bedroom. I walked back downstairs five minutes later with my suitcase in hand. “I apologize for my outburst folks, but as you can see, my husband is a lying, cheating cocksucker who cares about no one but himself." Kyle gets up from the table and walked toward me. “Liz, can’t we talk about it? Maybe work things out?” I looked at Kyle, surprisingly calm. I not sure, but I think he was more nervous at the fact that I was not screaming and throwing things at him. “The next time I want to talk to you, we will have our lawyers present. I sure hope that you had a nice ride Kyle, because believe me, you will pay for it. It’s not a threat, it’s a guarantee. I will be back later to collect the rest of my belongings when I am sure you are not here.” With that, I picked up my suitcase and walked out of the door, leaving room full of guest very stunned.

TBC.

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posted on 16-May-2002 8:00:57 AM by jb2
Thanks for all of the feedback guys. I promise to have another chapter for you this weekend. *big*
posted on 18-May-2002 3:23:38 PM by jb2
A new part as promised. Enjoy.

Chapter 12

One whole room remain silent for a minute longer. Jim was the first to break the silence. “Is this true son?” Jeff Parker picked up the papers that Liz threw at Kyle off of the floor and read them. “It sure as hell is. What have you done to my daughter!” Jeff stood up, attempting to attack Kyle who was still standing by the door when Nancy stopped him. I’m sure there is a logical explanation for what’s happened.” Nancy turned to face Kyle, hoping that his explanation was a good one for his sake. Everyone stared at Kyle, waiting for him to speak. Kyle stood here there silent, his brain quickly searching for a believable lie. “That lawsuit is a total hoax. She only did it to get attention. She worked for me a while ago and she had a thing for me. When I refused, she got angry and quit. This must be her way of getting back at me for turning her down.” Everyone’s facial expression’s were mixed, unsure whether Kyle’s explanation was true or not. Everyone’s however, except for Max’s. Max sat in his chair, anger rising. It took every ounce of willpower that he had not to get out of his and beat him to a bloody pulp.

“Jeff, come on honey, let’s go home.” “I am not leaving until we find out Liz is and if she’s okay.” Jeff said to Nancy. “Jeff, she’s not coming back here tonight. We should go home, just in case she shows up and wants to stay with us.” Jeff thought about what his wife said. Jeff and Nancy grabbed their thing and headed for the door. Kyle was still standing in front of the door when Jeff walked up to him and gave him a threatening glare. “If I don’t hear from Liz by tomorrow, I swear by God I will come back here and kick your ass.” Jeff warned as he walked out of the door. Kyle swallowed hard. “Yes sir.” Kyle knew better not to take Jeff Parker’s threats seriously. Liz told him that Jeff smashed a guy’s windshield when he broke up with her in high school. Jim was next to gather his this things and head for the door. Kyle was about to speak when his father held up his hand to interrupt. “You don’t have to explain anything to me Kyle. You are not a kid anymore. Whatever it is, I am sure that you will handle it. Though I have to admit, she did bust your ball pretty good.” Jim said with a chuckle. Kyle nodded in agreement. “Goodnight son.” Jim said before walking out of the door. “Kyle, it’s getting pretty late. I am sure that my wife is waiting for me.” one of his supervisors, Mr. Peters said. Kyle other supervisor, Mr. Morrison agreed. “Yeah. I am sure that you need to be alone to sort out your situation.” Kyle stood awkwardly, totally embarrassed by this whole situation. “Maybe we could do this another time gentlemen.” “Goodnight Kyle.” Mr. Peters said as the both of them walked out of the door. Gwen and Max were the only ones left in the dining room. “Well since everybody is heading out, maybe I should leave too.” Gwen said as she grabbed her coat. “I’ll walk you to your car.” Max said as he escorted Gwen from the dining room to the living room. “Thanks for inviting me to dinner Kyle. It was um....interesting to say the least.” Kyle smiled a fake smile as she walked out of the door. Max was about to follow when Kyle stopped him. “I need to talk to you.” Kyle whispered. “I think I have had enough excitement for one evening Kyle.” Max said through clenched teeth. “Please, I need your help.” Max walked out of the door without responding.

A few minutes later, Max came back into the house. “What do you want?” Max said in abrupt tone, unable to mask the anger in his voice. “I need you to help me to find Liz. I don’t want her to drive around town in the state she is in.” “She wouldn’t be this “state” if you could have kept it in your pants Kyle.” Kyle plopped on the couch in defeat. “Look, I know that I am a bastard okay. But dammit, it’s not about me, it’s about Liz. I just want to make sure that she is safe. I am asking you because I know that she would come within ten feet of me. I also know that you two have settled your differences, maybe she’ll talk to you..” Shit! Max thought to himself. I feel like I am in the middle of a soap opera. Liz is hurt and no where to be found, and I am sitting here arguing with the asshole who did it to her. “You want me to find her, tell her how sorry you are, and talk her into take you back! This is your mess, not mine. I am not your messenger boy.” Max voice was rising. “I’m not asking you to do that, I just want to make sure she is okay. What if she’s is so upset that she runs into a tree or something! I don’t want that on my conscience, I know that you don’t want it on yours.” What a low blow. Max thought. Even if Kyle hadn’t asked, Max had every intention of finding Liz. The thought of her out there all alone in pain overwhelmed him. “I can’t promise you that I’ll find her, but I will see what I can do. Make no mistake, you did this to her. Every time you see her after tonight and you notice her eyes swollen from tears, you remember that you were one that caused them. If I do find her, I will let you know that she is okay, but I will not tell you where she is.” Before Kyle could respond, Max stormed out of the door.

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“Where in the hell am I?” I thought to myself as I glanced out of my car window. I didn’t think about where I was going, I only knew that I wanted out of that house. I definitely wanted to get away from everyone, especially Kyle. I don’t know what pissed me off more, the fact that he cheated on me, or the fact that I actually thought that we could fix that disaster of a marriage. Every night I waited at home at night, thinking what a hard worker he was. He was working hard alright, it just wasn’t business. Oh my goodness, I went off in front of all of those people! I hope that my father doesn’t kill him, even though he would probably deserve it. I should call my parents to let them know that I am okay.”

“Hello Mom. I’m okay. Mom, I am not just saying that. I just called to let you know that I am okay. That sweet of you Mom, but I don’t want to stay with you guys, it will be the first place Kyle would look. I will check into a hotel or something. I promise that I will call you or visit tomorrow. No I do not want to talk with Dad. I just want to find a bed and go to sleep. I love you too. Bye.” I really wasn’t in the mood to here my mother’s advice about my marriage or my father’s threats to kill Kyle. I just wanted to some place safe, some place where Kyle would not find me. I made a left turn and proceeded toward my destination.

“Where are you Liz?” Max said to myself in frustration. He drove around for the past hour, hoping to find her. He called every hotel and motel in Roswell, no sign of her anywhere. Please God, please let her be okay. Thoughts of Liz in trouble somewhere or stranded in the middle of now where sent him in a panic. Max pressed his foot on the gas pedal, determined to find her before the night is over.
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An hour later, Max started to wind down. He searched the desert, almost every alley that he could find. No sign of her. Maybe she doesn’t want to be found. If only I could see her to see for my own eyes that she is okay, I will be okay. Max sighed in defeat. Go home, Max. Get a couple of hours of sleep, and try again. Nothing has happened to her, she is a tough cookie. Max thought to himself as he headed for the cabin. I silently swore that if he saw her he would hold her tight, probably never let her go. When his home came within eyesight, he noticed a car parked in his parking spot that looked familiar. A Toyota Camry. Liz! Max sped up toward the cabin anticipating seeing her. He parked behind Liz’s car, quickly got out of the car, and ran toward the cabin. He found Liz sitting on the wooden chair on the porch. When she saw him approaching her, she stood up. Max stopped at the bottom of the porch stairs, relieved that she was okay. She stepped down the first two steps and stood on the last step. “I don’t mean to just show up, but I didn’t have anywhere else to go. I was wondering.....” Max put his index finger over her lips before she could finish her sentence. “You don’t have to ask. You can stay as long as you want. I have an extra room.” “Thank you.” was all that Liz said. Liz placed her head on his shoulders and put her arms around his neck. Max held her tight, wishing that he could take all of her hurt and pain and make it his own. As much as he didn’t want to, he broke the embrace. “Let’s go inside and talk. I make some tea.” Liz smiled. “Okay.” They both walked in the cabin and closed the door.

posted on 18-May-2002 3:29:07 PM by jb2
A new part as promised. Enjoy.

Chapter 12

One whole room remain silent for a minute longer. Jim was the first to break the silence. “Is this true son?” Jeff Parker picked up the papers that Liz threw at Kyle off of the floor and read them. “It sure as hell is. What have you done to my daughter!” Jeff stood up, attempting to attack Kyle who was still standing by the door when Nancy stopped him. I’m sure there is a logical explanation for what’s happened.” Nancy turned to face Kyle, hoping that his explanation was a good one for his sake. Everyone stared at Kyle, waiting for him to speak. Kyle stood here there silent, his brain quickly searching for a believable lie. “That lawsuit is a total hoax. She only did it to get attention. She worked for me a while ago and she had a thing for me. When I refused, she got angry and quit. This must be her way of getting back at me for turning her down.” Everyone’s facial expression’s were mixed, unsure whether Kyle’s explanation was true or not. Everyone’s however, except for Max’s. Max sat in his chair, anger rising. It took every ounce of willpower that he had not to get out of his and beat him to a bloody pulp.

“Jeff, come on honey, let’s go home.” “I am not leaving until we find out Liz is and if she’s okay.” Jeff said to Nancy. “Jeff, she’s not coming back here tonight. We should go home, just in case she shows up and wants to stay with us.” Jeff thought about what his wife said. Jeff and Nancy grabbed their thing and headed for the door. Kyle was still standing in front of the door when Jeff walked up to him and gave him a threatening glare. “If I don’t hear from Liz by tomorrow, I swear by God I will come back here and kick your ass.” Jeff warned as he walked out of the door. Kyle swallowed hard. “Yes sir.” Kyle knew better not to take Jeff Parker’s threats seriously. Liz told him that Jeff smashed a guy’s windshield when he broke up with her in high school. Jim was next to gather his this things and head for the door. Kyle was about to speak when his father held up his hand to interrupt. “You don’t have to explain anything to me Kyle. You are not a kid anymore. Whatever it is, I am sure that you will handle it. Though I have to admit, she did bust your ball pretty good.” Jim said with a chuckle. Kyle nodded in agreement. “Goodnight son.” Jim said before walking out of the door. “Kyle, it’s getting pretty late. I am sure that my wife is waiting for me.” one of his supervisors, Mr. Peters said. Kyle other supervisor, Mr. Morrison agreed. “Yeah. I am sure that you need to be alone to sort out your situation.” Kyle stood awkwardly, totally embarrassed by this whole situation. “Maybe we could do this another time gentlemen.” “Goodnight Kyle.” Mr. Peters said as the both of them walked out of the door. Gwen and Max were the only ones left in the dining room. “Well since everybody is heading out, maybe I should leave too.” Gwen said as she grabbed her coat. “I’ll walk you to your car.” Max said as he escorted Gwen from the dining room to the living room. “Thanks for inviting me to dinner Kyle. It was um....interesting to say the least.” Kyle smiled a fake smile as she walked out of the door. Max was about to follow when Kyle stopped him. “I need to talk to you.” Kyle whispered. “I think I have had enough excitement for one evening Kyle.” Max said through clenched teeth. “Please, I need your help.” Max walked out of the door without responding.

A few minutes later, Max came back into the house. “What do you want?” Max said in abrupt tone, unable to mask the anger in his voice. “I need you to help me to find Liz. I don’t want her to drive around town in the state she is in.” “She wouldn’t be this “state” if you could have kept it in your pants Kyle.” Kyle plopped on the couch in defeat. “Look, I know that I am a bastard okay. But dammit, it’s not about me, it’s about Liz. I just want to make sure that she is safe. I am asking you because I know that she would come within ten feet of me. I also know that you two have settled your differences, maybe she’ll talk to you..” Shit! Max thought to himself. I feel like I am in the middle of a soap opera. Liz is hurt and no where to be found, and I am sitting here arguing with the asshole who did it to her. “You want me to find her, tell her how sorry you are, and talk her into take you back! This is your mess, not mine. I am not your messenger boy.” Max voice was rising. “I’m not asking you to do that, I just want to make sure she is okay. What if she’s is so upset that she runs into a tree or something! I don’t want that on my conscience, I know that you don’t want it on yours.” What a low blow. Max thought. Even if Kyle hadn’t asked, Max had every intention of finding Liz. The thought of her out there all alone in pain overwhelmed him. “I can’t promise you that I’ll find her, but I will see what I can do. Make no mistake, you did this to her. Every time you see her after tonight and you notice her eyes swollen from tears, you remember that you were one that caused them. If I do find her, I will let you know that she is okay, but I will not tell you where she is.” Before Kyle could respond, Max stormed out of the door.

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“Where in the hell am I?” I thought to myself as I glanced out of my car window. I didn’t think about where I was going, I only knew that I wanted out of that house. I definitely wanted to get away from everyone, especially Kyle. I don’t know what pissed me off more, the fact that he cheated on me, or the fact that I actually thought that we could fix that disaster of a marriage. Every night I waited at home at night, thinking what a hard worker he was. He was working hard alright, it just wasn’t business. Oh my goodness, I went off in front of all of those people! I hope that my father doesn’t kill him, even though he would probably deserve it. I should call my parents to let them know that I am okay.”

“Hello Mom. I’m okay. Mom, I am not just saying that. I just called to let you know that I am okay. That sweet of you Mom, but I don’t want to stay with you guys, it will be the first place Kyle would look. I will check into a hotel or something. I promise that I will call you or visit tomorrow. No I do not want to talk with Dad. I just want to find a bed and go to sleep. I love you too. Bye.” I really wasn’t in the mood to here my mother’s advice about my marriage or my father’s threats to kill Kyle. I just wanted to some place safe, some place where Kyle would not find me. I made a left turn and proceeded toward my destination.

“Where are you Liz?” Max said to myself in frustration. He drove around for the past hour, hoping to find her. He called every hotel and motel in Roswell, no sign of her anywhere. Please God, please let her be okay. Thoughts of Liz in trouble somewhere or stranded in the middle of now where sent him in a panic. Max pressed his foot on the gas pedal, determined to find her before the night is over.
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An hour later, Max started to wind down. He searched the desert, almost every alley that he could find. No sign of her. Maybe she doesn’t want to be found. If only I could see her to see for my own eyes that she is okay, I will be okay. Max sighed in defeat. Go home, Max. Get a couple of hours of sleep, and try again. Nothing has happened to her, she is a tough cookie. Max thought to himself as he headed for the cabin. I silently swore that if he saw her he would hold her tight, probably never let her go. When his home came within eyesight, he noticed a car parked in his parking spot that looked familiar. A Toyota Camry. Liz! Max sped up toward the cabin anticipating seeing her. He parked behind Liz’s car, quickly got out of the car, and ran toward the cabin. He found Liz sitting on the wooden chair on the porch. When she saw him approaching her, she stood up. Max stopped at the bottom of the porch stairs, relieved that she was okay. She stepped down the first two steps and stood on the last step. “I don’t mean to just show up, but I didn’t have anywhere else to go. I was wondering.....” Max put his index finger over her lips before she could finish her sentence. “You don’t have to ask. You can stay as long as you want. I have an extra room.” “Thank you.” was all that Liz said. Liz placed her head on his shoulders and put her arms around his neck. Max held her tight, wishing that he could take all of her hurt and pain and make it his own. As much as he didn’t want to, he broke the embrace. “Let’s go inside and talk. I make some tea.” Liz smiled. “Okay.” They both walked in the cabin and closed the door.

posted on 18-May-2002 3:29:09 PM by jb2
My computer is crap, so chapter 12 was posted three times. Sorry

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posted on 23-May-2002 4:25:36 PM by jb2
I promise that I will write more this weekend. Sunday night the latest.*big*
posted on 26-May-2002 1:47:07 PM by jb2
chapter 13

I sat down on Max’s living room couch, still unsure why I am here. I wrapped my arms around myself, trying to warm up. I don’t know if my sudden chill came from the cool air, or the fact that I am in Max’s cabin alone with him. Max comes out of the kitchen with a tray in his hand. “I didn’t know what you wanted in your tea, so I have given you a choice. We have lemon slices, sweet and low, regular sugar, and honey. There is also cookies here in case you were hungry.” I smile at his thoughtfulness. “Thanks. I don’t mean to put you through all this trouble. I just didn’t know where else to go. I guess I wanted to go to a place where Kyle would not know where to look for me. I also needed a friend to talk to.” Max sat down beside me and placed his hand over mine. “You don’t need an excuse to visit me Liz. I told you that we were friends, you can always come to me for anything.” My smile disappeared when he said his last words. “I can always come to you until it is time for you to leave. Your assignment is almost over, isn’t it?” I said as I took a sip of my tea. Max’s straightened up at my last comment. “It doesn’t mean that I have to leave right away. That’s the good thing about working free lance, you are pretty much your own boss. Are you sure you are okay? I mean, that was quite a show you put on back there.” The events of the last few hours played again in my head. I got up from the couch and started to pace around the room. “I am okay considering my husband...excuse me, my soon-to-be ex husband, has made a fool out of me for god knows how long. On top of that, I aired out my dirty laundry in front of my family. Any sane woman would probably be sitting in a jail cell right now, arrested for castrating her husband.” The more I thought about how humiliated I was, the angrier I got. I look around his living room to see pictures of his family placed over the fireplace. “You have a nice family. You know, from the inside you would never know that this is a cabin. Central air is not exactly one would call “roughing it“.” Max stood up from the couch and walked over to where I was standing. “That’s my Mom, Dad, and my sister Isabel. My mom and Isabel never really liked coming in the summer because it was so warm. Isabel always said that the humidity made her hair frizz. So my Dad had Central installed. He also had a dishwasher installed for my Mom.” I laugh out loud. “What is the purpose of coming up here to go camping? You could go to a hotel for this.” “My Dad and I didn’t mind it though. We would go fishing, hiking, etcetera. Those were the good old days.” I noticed a hint of sadness in his voice when he spoke about his family. It’s obvious that they may not be as close as they used to be. I continued to watch him as he stared at the picture. The more I watched him, the more curious I became. “Are you still close to your family?” “Not as close as we were. My sister is a teacher and my Dad is a lawyer. Everyone’s schedule is so busy that we never have the time.” When I looked into his eyes, they told me that there was much more to it then busy schedules. I knew he was uncomfortable talking about his family, so he quickly changed the subject. “Are you going to work on Monday?” “Actually, I was thinking about taking a week or two off. I can ask a colleague of mine to take over for me, or my patients can reschedule. I have never taken a vacation since I became a psychiatrist. Besides, it will be the first place Kyle will look. I am not ready to face him yet.” Max grabs hold of my hand and leads me back to the couch. “You know, you are going to have to face him sooner or later. There will come a time when you and Kyle will have to talk about what happened.” “There is nothing to talk about Max. The next time I see Kyle, it will be in the lawyer’s office. Why would I want to talk to him, so he could ease his guilty conscience? I sure as hell don’t want him explain to me why he stuck his dick in every tramp in New Mexico!” My voice as my anger grew. “Liz, I am not asking you to do this for Kyle, I am asking you to do this for yourself. You have every right to be angry at him, and every right to get out of this relationship, but if you don’t face him and let him know how you feel, you are going to have all this anger bottled up inside of you. You will never be able to move on with your life.” Deep down I knew he was right, nevertheless, I was still pissed off. I stood up from the couch and he stood also. “Don’t give me that bullshit Max, I do it for a living remember! This wasn’t supposed to happen. The second I said I do to that man, I said to myself, This is it. This is the man of your dreams. All I wanted was have a beautiful home filled with children. I wanted family pictures and vacations and swings in the backyard. Did you know that I wanted children a year after we married? He kept saying, wait one more year, just until we are more secure in our careers. I fell for it. One year turned into three years, then four, then seven. I used to convince myself that Kyle and I were enough, until I see a mother with her child walking through the park, or when one of my patients talks about their children with that sparkle in their eyes. It’s at that moment when I realize that I will never be whole or complete. I know he will never have that feeling now that he may have a child. A child that was created outside of our marriage.” I wanted to cry, but I couldn’t. I was just too angry. Max kept his cool, understanding that I needed to take my anger out on somebody. “You’re right. You will never be complete until you at least tell him what you told me. If you are able to get a second chance, you won’t be able to take because you will be so afraid of getting hurt. Do you think you be able to live the rest of your life that way?” His honest words cut like a knife. They were true, but still painful. I grabbed him by head and pulled his lips to mine, aggressively and hard. I could feel him trying to pull away, so I grabbed him by his hair, almost hurting him, and attacked him again, open-mouthed. I should have been aroused, but I wasn’t, and neither was he. I was just so desperate to make the hurt and pain go away, I would have done anything. I broke the kiss and pulled the blouse over my head in one swift movement. “Make love to me, Max. Now.” I attacked him again before he could respond. Max gently pushed me away so he could face me, his hands still on my shoulders. “Liz.”

“Damn you, you bastard!” I cried out with a choked sob. “You don’t want me!.” I turned my back on him, covering myself with my arms. “Liz, that is the further thing from the truth.” He put his hand on my shoulder, but I yanked it away. “I don’t want to take advantage of you like this.” “What are you, a boy scout? Are you always so perfect?” I asked sarcastically. He placed his hands on my shoulders again, this time I did not move them away. “Believe me, I am far from it. I don’t think that is what you need right now.” Tears escaped my eyes. I couldn’t stop the flow. I felt his arms wrap around me. “This is what you need right now. Cry it all out.” I turned around to face him and placed my head on his chest and cried. He stroked my hair and my back, telling me that everything will be alright. The crying gradually ceased. He tilted my head up so I could look into his eyes. “I know. I look terrible.” Max smiled at me. “You look beautiful. You are the most beautiful person that I have ever seen. You are also a tough cookie. You will get through this. Do you believe me?” I nodded my head yes and place my head back on his chest. We stood there holding each other for a few more minutes. His body was so strong and warm against mine. He bent down to the floor and picked up my blouse. “Here. Put this on, and I will show you to your room. Okay?” He was careful not to look at me while I put my blouse back on. I was tired, but the thought of sleeping alone tonight frightened me. “Max, can I sleep with you tonight? I don’t want to do anything, I just don’t want to sleep alone. I can understand if you don’t want to do it.” “It’s no problem. I’ll give you my old pajamas so you can sleep in.” He took my hand into his and guided me into his bedroom.


Note: I know a lot of people was looking for nookie, but it will come very soon. I just didn’t think that Liz would really go through with having sex with Max just after leaving Kyle. Don’t worry, it’s coming. I will try to update every weekend from now on. It depends if the inspiration hits me. If I don’t I will let you know. Enjoy your Memorial Day! Thanks for all of the bumping and feedback. You guys are wonderful!
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posted on 2-Jun-2002 8:30:28 PM by jb2
I woke up the next morning to aroma of bacon lingering in the air. Usually I don?t eat bacon, but I was starving and the thought of eating eggs and bacon with toast made my mouth water. ?What time is it?? I thought to myself. I looked at the alarm clock next to the bed. 8:20. Next to the clock was a letter with my name on it along with a toothbrush, comb and brush. I unfolded the letter.

I thought you might need these.
Max

I smiled as I grabbed the toothbrush, comb and brush and walked into the bathroom. Max was pouring orange juice into two glasses when I walked into the kitchen. ?Good Morning. Wow, how long have you been cooking? This spread looks like a meal fit for a king.? Pancake, waffles, hash browns, bacon, fruit, eggs, and toast were arranged perfectly on the table. ?I didn?t know what you liked, so I made everything that I could think of. I wanted to surprise you with breakfast in bed, but you?re awake now. Why don?t we have breakfast on the picnic table out front?? I looked down at what I was wearing, clad in Max?s oversized t-shirt and shorts. ?Don?t you think that I?m a little overdressed to go out on a date?? I teased as I pulled at the t-shirt.? Max laughed. ?I won?t tell if you won?t. I also parked your car on the other side of the cabin so no one would see it if they happen to come here. I usually don?t get any visitors, but you never know.? I knew that the unexpected visitor he was talking about was Kyle. ?Thanks for the little gifts by the bed. They really came in handy.? ?I knew they would. I didn?t know if you packed your own in your suitcase, so I bought them for you just in case.? ?I appreciate it. Maybe I should get dressed first.? ?You look decent. I don?t see anything that I am not supposed to see. Besides, there is no one around here. Relax and enjoy the morning air.? ?Okay, you talked me into it.?

We sat outside on the picnic table, and ate breakfast. I no longer felt anxious or nervous when I am around him. It feels more like second nature, like I?ve known this man forever. It?s hard to believe that he will be leaving next week. Is it impossible to have deep feelings for a person you?ve only known for a few days? Is it love, lust, or just the need to have a warm body beside mine? Liz, snap out of it. You are thinking like a shrink again. Just relax, go with the flow and enjoy being with this wonderful man. Even if it is for a short while. ?Thanks for everything that you said and did for me last night. I really appreciated it. I also want to apologize for attacking you the way I did.? ?Trust me, if this was a different situation, I would definitely have taken you up on your offer.? Max half teased. ?Seriously, You don?t need to thank me Liz. I wanted to do it. How are you feeling?? I took a deep breath before answering. ?Better. After my little outburst last night, I had a lot to think about. Kyle and I weren?t happy for a long time. We were just going through the motions. Maybe we got married to young.....I don?t know. I think I was more angry at the idea of starting over then the cheating.? ?There?s nothing wrong with starting over. You never know, you may be happier with your new and improved life.? Was it my imagination, or was he talking about us? At least it?s good to know I wasn?t the only one who thought about it. Especially last night when we were in his bed. When he held me last night, it was if he was trying to protect me from all of hurt and pain in the world. If only I met him instead of Kyle, maybe I wouldn?t have experienced the heartache that I experienced with Kyle.

?I?ve been thinking a lot about what you said Max. You were right, I need to talk to Kyle, to close that chapter of my life.? ?Is there any possibility that you might reconcile?? Max stared at me anxiously awaiting my answer. ?I don?t think that I could trust him after what he did to me. Once the trust is gone, that?s it.? Max?s face darkened with unreadable emotions. It was as if I gave him bad news or something. ?Why don?t we go for a walk, get a little exercise?? ?Definitely. I ate so much I feel like my stomach is about to explode. Just give me ten minutes to get dressed.? I said as I walked into the cabin.

We spent an hour and a half walking though the trail in the woods. Most of time, we were silent. I was silently hoping that he would hold my hand or put his arm around me or something, but I guess he thought that I would be uncomfortable. If he knew what I was really thinking, we would not be trail going for a walk. If my parents knew the thoughts that I was having, they would probably would call me a shameless hussy and drop their heads in shame. PARENTS! ?Max, we have to get back to the cabin. I need to call my parents to let them know that I?m okay.? ?No problem. We were on our way back anyway. I have to leave in a couple of hours to run some errands, but I will be back this afternoon. Maybe we could go somewhere to eat or we could eat in here.? I thought about it for a moment. ?Let?s eat in. Tomorrow I?m going to talk to Kyle, so I will need all courage that I could get. You don?t have to worry about cooking, I will cook dinner tonight. It?s my way of saying thank you for being here for me.? ?How many times are you going to thank me?? ?Until you say, you?re welcome.? ?Fine. You?re welcome, happy now?? ?Not yet, but I?m getting there.? I said with a little flirtation in my voice.

As we finally reached the cabin, we both noticed a vehicle parked in front of the cabin. ?Do you know who that is?? Telling by the look on Max?s face, he knew exactly who it was. ?I have an idea.? Max said as we walked toward the cabin. When we reached the cabin, a tall blonde walked out of the door.

?What are you doing here?? Max said. ?Alex said that he talked to you a couple of weeks ago and you told him that you were coming to tow for a couple of weeks. I knew where you would be, so I thought that I would find you before you vanishing into thin air again.? the woman said. She gave me a curious look, then looked at Max again. ?Max, are you going to introduce me to your friend?? Max looked at the blonde, then at me. ?Liz Parker, this is Isabel Whitman, my sister.? Relief washed through me as I extended my hand. ?Please to meet you Isabel.? ?Nice to meet you too Liz.? Isabel turned her attention back to Max. ?Why didn?t you tell me you were in town? You could have called or something!? ?Is, calm down. I was going to call you and visit before I left town. I was so busy this week, I guess I forgot.? ?You forgot! I can?t believe it! The only sister, brother-in-law, and niece that you have and you forget to visit us.? ?Would you quit your whining and get off my case!? I think it?s time to break up this little feud before someone gets hurt. ?Isabel, Max and I were going to have dinner here tonight. Why don?t you join us. Around 8:00?? Max looked at me as if I lost my mind. I shrugged my shoulders and looked back at Isabel. ?Only if my darling little brother want me to be here.? Isabel and I looked at Max, waiting for him to say something. ?What difference does it make? I?m outnumbered two to one anyway. Besides, if I said no, she would have invited herself anyway.? ?Great. I will make sure that I fix enough food for three. Now, if you would excuse me, I going to call my parents before they have a heart attack.? I wave at Max and Isabel before going into the house.

I reached into my purse, grabbed my cell phone and dialed the number to my parent?s house. ?Hello, Mom?? ?Liz, where are you? I have been worried sick about you. I don?t think your father slept a wink all night.? ?I?m fine. I can?t tell you where I am right now. I will be over tomorrow to visit. I just called so you wouldn?t worry.? ?Honey, there is another thing. Kyle is here.? I stopped breathing. ?What! What is he doing there! When a couple separates they usually go to their own parents home. What does he want.? ?He?s claiming not to leave until he talks to you. He?s been here for three hours. I had to convince you father not to call the police.? That bastard. It?s just like him to ruin my day. ?I will be there in an hour.? I said to mom and hung up the phone. Looks like that talk is going to take place sooner than I thought.


Boring chapter, I know. I think my muse was off somewhere smoking a big fat one. Next two chapters will involve Kyle/Liz confrontation and a tiny step for Max and Liz. I will see you guys again this weekend.
posted on 8-Jun-2002 8:52:29 AM by jb2


Hopefully, I will get a chapter up by tomorrow. No later than tomorrow evening. The next couple of chapters should be interesting. It will explain the distance between Max and Isabel and among other things. See ya tomorrow!

Thanks for the feedback. You guys rock!*bounce*
posted on 9-Jun-2002 12:48:52 PM by jb2
Chapter 15

I went back outside to inform Max of my plans. As I approached the screen door, I noticed Max and Isabel were arguing in a low tone, almost a whisper. It's time to move on Max. This I walk alone attitude is really starting to get old, don't you think? You don't know what the hell you are talking about. I have a life and a career. You don't need to know every single every detail of my life. You are a mother, but not mine. Isabel raised her voice a notch. That's right, I'm not. Your mother is at home wondering if you are okay or if you are even alive. I talk to Mom as often as I can. She never says anything to me about it.She wouldn't tell you how she really feels Max. She is so grateful for the times that you do call that she wouldn?t dare tell you that it hurts her when you call once every two months, or that she hasn't seen you in sixth months. Is that why you came down here today? To tell me that you are the better child? If all you want to do is play high and mighty and pass judgment on my life, then don't bother coming tonight. No way little brother. I am your family and I love you. You can't shut me out forever. I'll be here 8:00 sharp. Isabel said and walked to her car. I waited until Isabel?s car was out of sight before I walked outside. Hey, where did Isabel go? I pretended to be oblivious to the incident that occurred a few moments ago. She had to leave. How did it go with your parents? That's what I cam out to tell you. Kyle is there, demanding to see me. He won't leave my parents home until I speak with him. Are you sure you are ready for this? Max asked. I'm ready and anxious to get this over with. I'm going to take a shower and I'm going to leave afterwards. If you are not here when I get back, then I'll see you tonight. Sure. was all that Max said. He walked to the porch and sat on the step. He looked as if he was in deep thought, disconnected from reality. Are you sure you are okay Max? You seem as if you are on another planet? Did something happen while I was inside? I knew there was something that he wasn't telling me, something that happened in his past, but he was reluctant to tell me what it was. I'm fine. You know how families are. They are entirely overprotective. They mean well, but it can get irritating. Seriously, I am fine. I just need to get a shower and prepare myself mentally for tonight. I have dibs on the shower first remember. I have my own hell to face. Maybe after dinner we could hold a who had the worst day contest. The loser has to do the dishes. Max chuckled. ?You?re on Ms. Parker. Go ahead and get ready. I am going to stay out here for a little while longer. I didn't want to leave him alone, but I knew that he needed time alone to clear his head. Okay. I reluctantly turned to walk back into the house.

The trip to my parents house was the longest ride of my life. My first instinct was to run to my office and lock the door, and stay there. Get a grip Liz. You never ran from anything or anyone in your life, and you are not about to start now. I thought to myself with determination as I pulled in front of my parents house.
I walked up to my parents house. I could hear the fury in my father's voice as he yelled at Kyle. Get the hell out of my house or I swear I will toss you out of that window. The only reason you are not in jail for trespassing is because my wife sorry for your lying, cheating ass. Mr. Parker, I just need to speak with Liz. I want to make sure that she is okay. All I ask is a chance to explain my side of the story. Then I will leave. I haven't slept since she left.
I don't give a damn if you haven't slept! You hurt my daughter, you think that you can make it up to her by giving her a dozen of half dead roses and a sorry ass apology! If you think she is going to fall for that, you?ve got another thing......."
"Liz." Kyle said as he saw me walk though the front door. My father pushed Kyle to the side and came towards me. Liz, honey. Are you okay" My father asked, giving me a hug. I'm fine. Where?s Mom" I asked. It was unusual for Mom not to be here, leaving these two alone. ?I kind of ticked your Mom off. She went for a walk to cool off only after she made me promise not to kill this weasel."Dad, I need you to do me a favor. I need you to give Kyle and I some time to talk alone." No way am I leaving you alone with him." My father said. "Dad. I'm a big girl. I can take care of myself. Please. Dad thought about it for a moment before giving in. Ten minutes. After that, finished or not, I am coming back." Dad hugged me once more before leaving.

I remained still by the door, neither of us moving or speaking. Kyle attempted to move toward me, but I held up my hand motioning him to stop. "Just because I kept my father from killing you or throwing you in jail, doesn't mean that everything is okay. so if you don't want this discussion to end before it starts, I would advise you to keep the ten foot distance that's between us. I just want to let you know that no matter what you say, I will never come back to you. The only reason I'm here is because I don't want my father in jail or your death on my conscious. You have five minutes." I said in a calm tone. I was determined not to let him see the anger and the pain that he caused.

Kyle let out a sigh in frustration. "Dammit Liz. I need more than five minutes to explain." I glanced down at my watch. "Four minutes and 50 seconds. You're wasting time Kyle." "You are being unreasonable!" That's it. The minute he said that , my calm and rational attitude disappeared. "I'm being unreasonable! What could you possibly say to me make this situation any better? You have an affair, get some girl pregnant and I am being unreasonable! What did you think would happen when I found out. Did you think that when you apologized, I would just fll into your arms and we would live happily ever after? This may come as a shock to you, but my IQ is a little higher than room temperature. Your time is almost up."

"I can't believe your stubbornness! You won't even let me explain my side of the story!" "You had the affair, there is nothing to explain." "You see what I mean! It always have to be your way or no way. There was never any compromises, no in betweens. You always want to be in charge of everything! I was supposed to be the husband. I was supposed to take care of the home. You never let me do any of it." I took a couple of steps toward him. I wanted to take my Mom's lamp and throw it at him. "You were never at home to take care of anything. The only person I had to compromise with is myself. The only time that I saw you was at dinner a couple of times a week and early in the morning. Deep down I knew something didn't feel right, I knew something was off. I kept pushing those thoughts deep down because you were my husband and I loved you. Well there is a bright side to this Kyle. At least I found out before I wasted my entire life on a man who whose favorite hobbies are lying and cheating on his wife." "So you're not going to give us a chance? You are not even going to think about it? Liz, we've been married for seven years, you owe it to us to give our marriage a second chance." "First of all, did you think about me when you slept with that woman? Did our marriage vows even cross your mind? Second, I don?t owe anything to anybody except myself. I owe it to myself to do what's best for me, and you are not what?s best for me. I don't hate you Kyle, but I don't want this marriage anymore either. I didn't just come to this decision five minutes ago, I thought about this the minute I found those papers. I want a divorce, and I want it done quickly and as painless as possible." Kyle took a step forward, and I took a step back. "Liz, no....." "If you contest it, delay it, or do anything to prolong this. I will bleed you dry. You cheated on me, I doubt that the judge will show any sympathy toward you." Kyle stood there open-mouthed, totally stunned at what I just said. "I'm sorry Liz. I am not going to give up." "You're not sorry, you're sad. You not giving up because I am considered a challenge, something that is out of your reached that you just have to have. The minute I came back to you, everything will be the way it was before. I can't live like that. I'm sorry that it took you getting caught for you to realize what a good thing you had. I don't believe there is anything else to discuss so your time is up. I am going to step out back to take a look at my mother's garden, when I return, please be gone." Before he had a chance to respond, I walked past him to the direction of the back door. I stepped outside and took a deep breath. I thought about everything that was said a few minutes ago. Then it hit me. I was overwhelmed with this intense feeling that almost scared the hell out of me. A feeling that I shouldn't be feeling. It was relief.








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posted on 16-Jun-2002 5:00:36 PM by jb2
Chapter 16

I returned that evening to an empty cabin. Max hasn?t returned yet. I know by now I should be used to coming to an empty house, but it seemed cold without him here. After walking around the grocery store for an entire hour, I finally figured out what to have for dinner. Spaghetti and salad is not exactly my idea of a fancy dinner, but it was the best thing that I could fix on such short notice. I put the groceries down on the counter and glanced at my watch. Good, it?s only 4:30. That will give me enough time to cook, clean, and shower. I did a quick check around the cabin to make sure everything was in place. The whole cabin was spotless. The bed was made, the dishes were washed and put away, the floor was swept and the furniture was dusted. Max must have cleaned before he left. ?Thank you Max.? I said out loud before I plopped on the couch. Lying on the couch and rubbing my temples, I couldn?t help but think about what happened earlier today, not to mention reliving my life for the past seven years. Now that I look back on the past, I was so lonely and secluded. We seemed to be married by name only. Sure in the beginning it was great, but when the honeymoon stage ended, so did the happiness. The only thing that is picking at my brain is would I have had the strength to leave Kyle if Max wasn?t here to support me? Would I have said those things to Kyle if I knew that there was no one there to help me to pick up the pieces of my so called life? Or the million dollar question, did I leave Kyle so I could be available for Max? I was asking myself questions that I didn?t know the answers to and it was giving me a migraine. ?Liz, you are going to have a breakdown trying to figure out the unknown, so why don?t you do something to occupy your time while you still have the time alone.? I got up from the couch, looking for any task to occupy my time. I didn?t have to clean because Max already did that. If I started the spaghetti now, it would be ruined by dinner. ?I know what you can do Liz. You can take a nice hot bath. With the day you?ve had, you deserve it.? I said to myself. As soon as I said that, there was a knock at the door. ?Well, it looks like that plan is out.? I cautiously looked out the window. It looked like Isabel?s car. What is she doing here so early? I opened the door.
?Hi Isabel. I didn?t expect you here so early.?

?Yeah. I tried to call Max?s cell phone, but he wasn?t answering. I assumed he was home already. Where is he?? Isabel asked.

?He hasn?t come back yet, but you are welcome to come in and wait for him.? Isabel walked in the cabin and looked around. ?This place hasn?t changed a bit. It?s been years since I?ve been here. We used to come here every summer since we were little. Two weeks before school starts, we would come here and do the camping thing. It was hot and humid, not to mention boring as hell. We came anyway because Dad was so adamant about spending time together as a family. We would take two vacations in the summer, one week at the beginning of the summer, and one week at the end of the summer. The first would be the vacation Mom and I would choose. The second was always the camping trip, specifically for the guys. My father and Max always looked forward to the camping trips.? Isabel looked distant, almost sad when she spoke about her family. The exact same expression Max would have when he spoke about his past.

?Isabel, I don?t mean to intrude, but what exactly happened between Max and your family??

?You mean he hasn?t told you about it?? I shook my head no, and she went on. ?After we graduated from high school here, my father got a job in Boston with a top prestigious law firm. When Max began college in Boston, he started to hang out with the wrong crowd. He drank, got into fights, not to mention the dozens of fathers who threatened to kill my brother because he took their daughter?s innocence and broke their hearts.?

I was taken back at what Isabel was saying. I couldn?t imagine Max ever being that way. ?He sounded like a typical boy his age.?

?It wasn?t typical for Max. My Dad and Max were so close until we moved to Boston. Nobody liked the idea of moving out of Roswell, especially Max. After that, they started to drift apart. They would hardly speak, and when they did, it would end up in an argument. One night, Max was arrested for disturbing the peace in a restaurant. Apparently, some jock was not too happy that Max slept with his girlfriend. The guy threw the first punch, but Max ended up putting the guy in the hospital. My father bailed him out of jail two hours later. According to Max, they had an heated argument.?

I stopped her before she could finish. ?An argument? Isabel, if that what this is about, I?m sure we could get your Dad on the phone or better yet, he could fly here so the two of them could work this out. There has to be something we can do.?

A tear escaped from Isabel?s eye. ?He really didn?t tell you anything did he? My father is dead. On their way home from jail, Max and my father were hit by a drunk driver. My father died almost instantly. It was touch and go for Max for a while. He sustained a punctured lung, internal bleeding, two broken arms and one broken leg. It took him almost a year to recover physically, but I don?t think he has ever recovered emotionally. Max has blamed himself for his death. Ever since the accident, he has isolated himself from the rest of us. It?s been eleven years since my father?s death, and he is still punishing himself.? The tears came free flowing. The spent last night comforting me and easing my pain, all the while he is battling his own personal demons. ?I thought that he would have told you considering that you two were close friends. He hasn?t had a decent friendship or relationship since then.?

?We haven?t known each other long, we?ve just met a couple of weeks ago. He?s friends with my husband. My husband and I are now separated, and he offered me a place to stay for the night.?

?What?s your husband?s name??

?Kyle Valenti.?

?You married Kyle? I never would have guessed. In high school, Kyle was the biggest player in school. No one has relationships with Kyle, they have special moments. What happened to have caused the separation??

?He cheated on me. I wish someone could have warned me about him sooner.? Isabel looked at her watch.

?Damn, I have to get home. I will be back at 8:00.?

?Will you bring your family also?? ?Not this time. I want to be able to argue with my brother without my daughter and husband present. I will say this though. You are probably the first person Max has cared for in a long time. I know that he cares for you because I saw the way he looked at you this morning. If there is anyone who could help him feel again, I glad it would be you.?

?Thanks Isabel. I?ll try.? We both hugged and walked to the door. Before Isabel walked out of the door, she turned around to face me.

?Just don?t break his heart. He?s had enough pain to last him a lifetime. I don?t think I could take it if would be hurt again.?

?I would never do anything to hurt your brother. I promise.? Isabel smiled and continued out of the door.

posted on 16-Jun-2002 5:02:47 PM by jb2
If you happen to see question marks in the place of quotation marks, it is not a typo. My computer is going psycho again. I apologize.
posted on 15-Jul-2002 1:51:33 PM by jb2
Thanks so much marteloise

I have been trying to find my story forever, it seemed to be lost, so I reposted it. I will put the next two chapter on this thread for ya.

Thanks for bumping me
posted on 15-Jul-2002 1:56:56 PM by jb2
Chapter 17

I spent 25 minutes of going through my suitcase to find the perfect outfit to wear. I wanted something simple, yet something to get Max’s attention. I finally picked out a long, white summer dress with spaghetti straps. I checked my watch. Good, it’s only 7:30. Everything is set, the food is done, everything is clean. I went over my mental checklist to make sure that everything was perfect for tonight. I walked up to Max’s bedroom door and knocked on it.

”Max, are you almost finished. Your sister will be here any minute.”

”I’m almost ready, besides, Isabel is never on time. She is always fashionably late. If you say 8:00, she is show up at 9:30.” Max said through the door.

Max returned to the cabin about 30 minutes ago. I thought that he would avoid this dinner thing altogether. He said that that he lost track of time, but I knew without a doubt that seeing his sister today stirred up a lot of old memories. When he walked through the door, tired and exhausted, I wanted to hold him the way he held me when my life was falling apart. I wanted to kiss away every hurt and every tear he had. As much as I wanted to do that, I couldn’t. The only thing that I managed to get out was, “How was your day and dinner will be ready soon..” God, I felt like an idiot. What do you say to a person when you found out about the most devastating, life altering moment and you can’t talk about it? Max walked out of the bedroom.

”Wow, don’t you look nice.” I said. He was dressed in a maroon shirt and black slacks. Nice was an understatement. He looked gorgeous.

”I would said the same thing about you, but that would be a lie. You look like an angel.” I felt my cheeks turn red at his compliment. He is going to be the death of me, I am sure of it.

”You don’t think that I am over dressed?” He seemed nervous, even anxious about tonight.

”No, you look absolutely perfect. Are you ready for dinner?”

””I’m ready to eat, but I’m not ready to deal with my sister. You’ve met her, she can be really annoying sometimes.”

”Not annoying, concerned. Remember that when she is nagging you about chewing with open and putting your elbows on the table.” Max laughed.

”Thanks for the laugh, I needed that. So how did it go with Kyle today? What are you going to do regarding your marriage?” Before I could answer, there was a knock on the door.

”We’ll talk about it later. I’ll go and get the door.” I said as I walked to the front door, grateful for the sudden interruption. It was Isabel, right on time.

”Liz, you look very nice. Is my brother here, or did he ditch us?”

”Thanks Isabel, so do you. Max is here, come in.?” Isabel walked in to see Max standing in the living room.

”Hello little brother. You almost look decent. Don’t tell me that you did that for my benefit?” Isabel teased.

Max went along with her teasing. “Actually, I thought we invited a human being to dinner, but you came instead.”

”You are hilarious. You should do be a comedian.” Isabel mocked.

”Dinner will be ready in five minutes. I just have to toss the salad and set the table.” I said.

”Why don’t I help you. I can do the salad and you can set the table. Max, you do the usual thing that men do when they are waiting to stuff their face, sit on the couch and look stupid.” Isabel said jokingly. I laughed so hard I had tears in my eyes.

”Hey, I thought you were on my side!” Max accused.

”I’m sorry Max but Isabel does have a point. Now if you excuse me, I have to get dinner on the table before my spaghetti turns into mush.” I said as Isabel and I walked into the kitchen.

”Everything smells good. What did you put in the sauce?” Isabel asked.

”It’s a family secret. If I tell you, I will have to kill you. Seriously, I would have fixed a better meal, but I didn’t have enough notice.”

”Don’t worry about it, everything looks great.” Isabel looked behind her to check to see if Max was nearby and stepped a little closer to me. “Hey, you didn’t tell Max what I told you this afternoon did you? I honestly don’t know how he would react he found out that I told you.”

”I had no intention of telling him about what you told me. If he wanted me to know what happened, he would have told me. When he is ready, he will tell me himself.” To be honest, I was kind of hurt that he hasn’t said anything about it yet, but I guess it’s not easy to let go of a secret that you have been holding back for years.

”Thank you. How did you get to be so patient? If I was in your position, I would make him tell me his secret.” Isabel asked.

”Occupational hazard I guess. Come on, let’s go and feed your brother.”

Dinner was not as awkward as I thought it would be. We talked about our careers, Max talked about some of the places that he’s traveled and Isabel talked about her daughter.

”She is so cute and so smart. You would love her. Her name is Bridget.” Isabel pulled out a picture of her daughter and handed it to me. She was a beautiful little girl with blond hair. I was so envious of her, now more than ever. Max looked at the picture of his niece, both with sadness and regret.

”She looks a lot like you when you were younger.” Max said to her as he gave the picture back to Isabel.

”She asks for you a lot you know. You could come over before you leave, she would really love to see you.”

”Maybe I will. I was thinking about extending my stay, you know, taking a break for a little while.”

I couldn’t help but to be happy and sad at Max’s last statement. Happy to be able to be with a person that I was starting to really care about, but of course, it will definitely be my downfall.

”I would really appreciate it, but if you don’t make it, I will understand.” Isabel said with understanding. Isabel’s last statement obviously shocked Max because looked at Isabel like she had lost her mind.

”Thanks, I think.” Max looked at me and I shrugged my shoulders.

”I have to get going. If I don’t get soon, Bridget will take over the entire house. I love my husband, but I think that he has a weakness for blondes. Anything she asks for, she gets from him. She is only four now, can you imagine what will happen when she gets older?”

Everyone got up from the dinner table and walked toward the door. Isabel gave me a hug

”Thank you for getting my brother and I in the same room together. I will never forget you for this.” she whispered in my ear.

”Your welcome.” Isabel looked at me with true sincerity.

Isabel turned her attention back to Max. “Whenever you are ready, give us a call. We could have dinner at my house.”

”I will call you, I promise.” Max said as she gave Isabel a hug. Isabel was surprise at his actions at first, but then she hugged him back. I saw the tears forming in her eyes.

”Okay, enough of this mushy stuff. I have to get home. Don’t forget to call me.” Isabel said as she broke the embrace and headed for the door. Isabel waved goodbye and walked out of the door.

”Well, I better get started on the cleaning.” I said as I headed to the kitchen.

”Not so fast Betty Crocker. You haven’t answered my question. What happened between you and Kyle this afternoon? The suspense is killing me!”

”I will tell you if you help me clean this mess.”

”It’s a deal.”



Chapter 18

”Are we finished now?” Max has been asking me the same question every five minutes. The look on his face reminded me of a little kid waiting for his favorite bedtime story. “Yes, we are finished. Grab that bottle of wine, a couple of glasses, and follow me.” I headed for the living room and sat down on the couch. Max was not too far behind with the bottle and the wine glasses.

”I apologize for nagging you about what happened between you and Kyle. It’s just that it’s all that I have been thinking about since I left this morning. I want to make sure that you were okay with whatever decision you made.”

”Thank you for being concern, but I am okay. I was confused at first. It wasn’t until I saw Kyle face to face when it became totally clear.”

”What became clear?”

”That I can’t rely on another person for my happiness. It has to start with me. I would rather be alone then be with someone who makes me feel like I was a second class citizen. I am too good for that. Too good for him.” Max gently cupped my face so that were staring into each others eyes.

”You are, you know.” The way that he looked at me, as if he wanted me right then and there, made my small frame quiver inside and out. I can’t believe this, I don’t want to be with him, but I do. It’s too soon, isn’t it?

”What you did just said sounded like something you would say to your patients. It’s good to know that psychiatrist’s always practice what they preach.?”

Max’s voice brought me abruptly from my self-argument. When I came out of my trance, Max was staring at me with a mixture of concern and amusement.

”I’m sorry, What? Did you say something?”

Max chuckled. “I said what you did just said sounded like something you would say to your patients. Are you alright? I thought that I lost you for a moment.”

I felt the heat rise in my cheeks. “Yes, I am fine. I must have been daydreaming or something.” God how embarrassing.

”I thought that you feel asleep on me. I know I am a dull person to hang out with, at least wait until I leave the room before you fall asleep.”

”I promise that is not the reason. I was trying to figure out what the next chapter of my life is going to be. Enough of that, you asked me about my patients.” I wanted to quickly change the subject of my personal life. It is becoming more and more depressing by the moment.

”Yes, I wanted to know how do you get them to trust you? I know it’s not easy for person to come into your office knowing you are a complete stranger. How do you ease their fears? Get them to open up to you??

”Every case is different. I mostly try to treat as if we were two friend having a conversation. My philosophy is this, treat people like you wanted to be treated. If you treat people like idiots, you will get the same in return. It has always worked so far.” I reached down to massage my sore feet. I didn’t realize how much they hurt until I actually sat down to relax. Max noticed what I was doing, reached down, pulled my legs onto his lap, and proceeded to massage my feet. I thought I was in heaven.

”It’s the least I could do for everything that you did for me today. You brought my sister and I together and I will never forget it.” Spontaneously I leaned forward and planted a light kiss on his lips. He glanced at me with an expression of utter surprise as he continued to massage my feet.

”What was that for?”

”What a deal. You rescue me from an awful situation, make me breakfast and rub my feet. I think I’ll keep you.” I said playfully. I watched, surprised as his expression changed from startled to puzzled. Finally his eyes seemed to sharpen with an emotion that I could only interpret as resentment or offense.

”Max, I’m.....sorry I was only teasing.”

”You’re sorry,” he said in a strange tone. He slowly stood up. He held out his hand and I placed my hand in his. He pulled me to my feet and looked into my eyes for what it seemed like forever. My heart began to pound as if it would fly out of my chest. When Max began to bend toward me, I obliged by letting my eyes drift closed.

This kiss was nothing like the last kiss. The first kiss was daring and forbidden. The moment our lips met now I felt a surrender. The kiss was very gentle and sensual. Max’s tongue slipped into my mouth, and the sensation of being intimately invaded seemed like such an obvious prelude to another kind of penetration that I became dizzy and breathless.

He pulled me close, I could feel arousal as he leaned his hips against me so that there was no mistake.

Max deepened the kiss, forcing my mouth open further. Quivers and moans escaped me. Max held me tight, his tongue in control as it probed and coaxed. I could feel his hand rubbing over the thin material of my dress as if I had nothing on. I moaned again and grabbed Max's wrist before he reached my breast. I finally pulled my mouth free.

"No...." I whispered. I looked at him. I didn't want him to get the wrong idea.

"Don't you want me to?" Max asked just as softly.

I hesitated and nodded yes. Max placed his forehead to mine, breathing heavily.

"If it is too soon, I understand. I don't want to force you to do something that you are not ready for.."

"How can it be too soon? I.....know that....we both want to."

Max placed his fingertips on my cheek, and used his thumb to lift my chin. He gently kissed my mouth again, as if it would calm me down. "Yes, I do."

I allowed myself to be led out of the living room and through an open door into his bedroom. I went into Max's arms, waiting for the touch of his mouth with an eagerness that almost blew me away.

I was seduced by his hands as he removed my clothing. My hands started to shake with desire as I began to unbutton his shirt. My hands explored Max's body. He had almost no chest hair, but a silky smooth trail led down his torso to his groin. His was beautiful. Strong, slender, athletically proportioned but not overdeveloped.

My slowly guided me onto the bed. He seemed to loom over me, a solid presence that made me feel safe. He was completely aroused, it was fascinating and exciting to see and feel the proof that he wanted to make love to her. His skin was hot and firm, his hand unbelievably bold. His feather-light touches seemed to leave a burning trail on my skin as he slowly explored every inch of my body. I knew that his exploration would end at my breast, my nipples were already hardened with anticipation.

I gasped when I felt the cool caress of his mouth, as he pressed his lips to my naked breast, covering the surface with light kisses, his hand resting on my stomach. He continued the sweet torture before switching to the other breast.

"Don't move, I'll be right back." Max whispered seductively. After what is seemed like hours, Max returned to bed. I could feel the retrained excitement in him as he rubbed his body against mine, his growing need to for us to join as one. The hard pulsing of his penis against my stomach, his heated breath against my neck, his hands stroking and caressing all made me feel dizzy with desire.

My hand trailed down his rib cage to his flat stomach, to his penis. He had applied protection. I lifted my pelvis, indicating my own readiness. I opened my legs and made a place for him. The way he kissed and caressed me made me want him even more. I pulled up my knees and with a lift of his hips Max centered himself perfectly and thrust into me with one smooth stroke. He braced his forearms, still holding my hands tightly. My eyes drifted closed as he slowly retreated and advanced into the wet cavern of my body.

It was when I screamed his name did Max's release finally hit. We laid there, holding each other until the sweet rush of our release began to fade. Our tender kisses and touches began to slow down as exhaustion began to take over, but not before he whispered something in my ear.

"I love you."

TBC








posted on 17-Jul-2002 10:30:43 AM by jb2
I will be posting another chapter either Friday or Saturday. Just want to let you know, that and the fact that I am shamelessly bumping my story up! See ya in a couple of days!*bounce*
posted on 31-Jul-2002 10:22:55 PM by jb2
Sorry guys it is taking so long to post another chapter. I just got married on July 26 so I am on vacation. I am working on a chapter though that I will try to post on Saturday. See you then!*bounce*
posted on 12-Aug-2002 3:59:18 PM by jb2
Guess what, I'm back! Hope you enjoy the new chapter.

Chapter 19

I awoke in middle of the night, the moonlight shone from the window directly into my face. I tried to go back to sleep, but I was unable to get what happened between us out of my mind. We were lying in a spoon position with his arm wrapped tightly around me, as if he was afraid to let me go. I somewhat managed to get out from embrace and grabbed an extra blanket that was on the foot of the bed. I wrapped the blanket around my body and walked out of the room.

I walked outside and stood on the steps of the porch. The sky was so clear and bright, filled with stars and a full moon. Did he really say I love you? That simple phrase is the one thing that stood out above every thing else. I could still here his voice in my head saying it, so lovingly and so sincere. My heart is still doing flip-flops. There will also come a time when I will have to let him go. He has his life with his photography, and I have my practice here. I definitely know that this small town will never let us be happy together. A tear escaped my eye. How can tonight be the best night of my life and the worst at the same time? If I tell him how I felt, he would stay and he will come to regret it sooner or later. If I say nothing, I will give up on the only thing that has truly made me happy.

“Beautiful night isn’t it?” I jumped at the sound of Max’s voice.

“Oh my god Max, you scared me to death!”

“I’m sorry. I woke up and you weren’t there, so I went looking for you. Who knew that you would be on the porch in the middle of the night freezing your butt off.” Max said jokingly.

“First of all, I am only out here because I couldn’t sleep and I didn’t want to wake you. Secondly, I would be freezing if I didn’t have this blanket, but considering that you are standing here completely naked, I can see how it could be a little chilly.”

Max looked down at his naked body. “I didn’t realize. I just knew that you were gone and…..I guess I panicked a little.”

I looked into his eyes. He seemed so vulnerable, like a lost child. I wondered at that moment if his feelings for me scared him as much as my feelings for him scared me. I stepped closer to him and brushed my hand on his cheek. His eyes slowly drifted close.

“I am not going anywhere Max. Besides, I’m not wearing anything under this blanket and I would look pretty ridiculous driving with just this blanket.”

Max rubbed his chin. “Yes, you would look ridiculous.”

I playfully slapped his arm. “Max, you weren’t supposed to agree! You were supposed to sympathize and say something like, you would look beautiful.”

“I couldn’t help it. I had a visual of you driving in the middle of the desert like a maniac with a blanket wrapped around you. It pretty hilarious if you ask me.”

“Well nobody asked you, Mr. Comedian. Would you like to share this blanket with me? It’s getting kind of lonely in here all by myself.”

“I was wondering when you were going to ask me, I miserable!”

“I know, I wanted to see how long you could stand there freezing you ass off before you got over your macho ego and asked me.” I unwrapped myself from the blanket and gave it him. He wrapped the blanket around his body and wrapped the blanket around me from behind.

“Better?” Max whispered softly in my ear.

“Much better.”

I leaned my head on his chest, enjoying the warmth of his body against mine, instantly erasing any doubts I had only moments before.

“Liz?”

“Yes?”

“Do you remember what I said to you earlier?

“It depends, what did you say?” I pretended to play dumb but I knew exactly what he was talking about.

“When I told you that I love you. It’s not something that was said in the heat of passion. I have felt this way about you since the moment we met. I know that this is a lousy time to lay this on you after everything that you went through, I just thought that you should that this wasn’t a fling for me. It’s important that you know that.”

“I hear what you are saying Max. This means a lot more to me than just a fling too. I’m afraid that I might hurt you. I need to know that whatever decision I make regarding us are ones that I won’t regret. You deserve so much more than that.”

Max wrapped is arms around me a little tighter. “I wasn’t expecting you to say I love you. Whatever decision you make I will be cool with it. I am not going anywhere so there is no hurry.”

“What about your other assignments? You can’t stay here forever.”

“Yes, I could. If it meant I would be happy I would.”

“I wish everyone had the same philosophy that you do. Max, can I ask you a question? What was bothering you earlier today? You seemed silent when you came back. I assumed that it was about your sister.”

Max took a deep breath before answering. “The editor-in-chief from Time Magazine contacted me with a job offer. I’ve done a few jobs for them in the past and they were so impressed that he wants me permanently. They are willing to double the salary that I am making now if I decide to work for them.”

I turned around to face him. “If? Max, what did you decide?”

“I told him to give me a couple of days to decide. I have been thinking about it, you know, weighing my options.”

“Working for Time Magazine is a once in a lifetime offer. You still would be able to travel and it’s more money. What more could you ask for?” Max looked into my eyes, answering my question.

“I would have to move to New York.”

I could hear my heartbreak at that very moment. As much as I didn’t want him to leave, I wouldn’t ruin this big chance for him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him gently on the lips. “Promise me that you won’t turn down the job because of me. I don’t think that I could live with myself if you say no because you want to be near me and you regret it later.”

“But I………”

I put my hand over his lips before he could finish. “Promise me?”

“I promise.” Max said as he sealed his promise with a gentle kiss.
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BANG! BANG! BANG!

The sound of someone banging on the front door startled both of us out of our slumber.

“Who is that?” I said, as I jumped out of bed, looking for my clothes.

“I don’t know, but I’m sure as hell am going to find out.” Max said as he proceeded to put on his clothes. We both were dressed when we walked into the living room

BANG! BANG! BANG! “Open up you son of a bitch! I know that Liz is in there and I am not leaving until I see her!”

We both looked at each other, knowing without a doubt who the angry voice belonged to.

“Kyle.” Max said as he reached for the door.






posted on 20-Aug-2002 4:12:34 PM by jb2
Hey guys,

I am writing the new chapter now, so it will be up soon.

Thanks for all of the feedback!*bounce*
posted on 23-Aug-2002 3:13:19 PM by jb2
Thanks so much you guys for the bumping. I hope that you enjoy the new chapter.


Chapter 20

Max reached for the door to open it, but suddenly stopped and turned to Liz.

“You don’t have to be here you know. I could tell him that you are at a motel and that I have you car because you were too upset to drive home.”

“It’s okay. I knew that I would have to face him again sooner or later. I just hoped for later. I can handle it.” I don’t know what was louder, the banging on the door, or my heart beating. I swallowed hard as I watched Max open the door.

“Open the fucking door now or…………Liz, what are you doing here? Do you know how many people are worried about you!” Kyle turned to Max. “ Why didn’t you tell me that Liz was staying here? I told you the minute that you find her to give me a …….” Kyle stopped in the middle of the sentence and stared at us with a confused expression. His expression quickly changed from confusion to disbelief when he saw us standing there together.

“Kyle, you have no right to come barging in here like a caveman demanding to know my whereabouts. I told you that it’s over and I meant it!”

Kyle walked past Max and I without saying another word toward the back rooms. Stood there at the threshold of the room where Max and I slept and just stared at the bed. Kyle walked back toward the living room.

“Is this what you do to all of your friends Max? I invite you into my home, introduce you to my family, and in return you screw my wife?” Kyle exploded at Max with fury and rage. Kyle turned to face me.

“Is this what you do to get back at me? I make one mistake and you make me suffer! Tell me something, is he the first guy you slept with or did you spread your legs for every man in Roswell?” Before I had a chance to react to his statement, Max’s fist connected with Kyle’s jaw and he went down. Kyle hurried to his fee, charged toward Max and knocked him to the floor. They were on the floor, wrestling and punching each other, both trying their best to break the other down. I picked up a drinking glass and threw it against the wall, smashing it into a million pieces.

“Stop it, both of you! I am not a prize to be won. You are both acting like children.”

Slowly, but surely, Max and Kyle stood up. They both stared at me as if they were afraid of what I might do next.

“Max, although appreciate you standing up for me, you can’t go around slugging people, even if they are idiots.” I then focused my anger toward Kyle. “And you! I considered myself divorced from you the second that I walked out of the door. If you didn’t know then, I confirmed it yesterday at my parent’s house. You are my husband in name only, do you get that! The sooner you get that through your thick skull, the better. Don’t expect the passive Liz who accepted everything you said as the truth and believe you could do everything, but walk on water. Those days died the moment you slept with someone else. The truth is, I have been miserable for years!” I know now was not the time to discuss our personal lives in from of Max, but I was too damn angry to consider his bruised ego. Kyle clenched his jaw and glanced at Max.

“What I told you about the girl the other night, I told you in confidence, I didn’t think you would use it to score with my wife.”

My mind went into overdrive at Kyle’s last statement.

“What happened between Liz and I had nothing to do with you. Now you have to options, so choose carefully. You can either leave my property on your own, or I could escort you out.” Max said clenching his fists, silently hoping he would choose the second option. The two men stared each other down like two pitbulls for what it seemed like forever, finally, Kyle was the first to back down.

“Fine. I’m outta here. It’s not even worth it. You two deserve each other.” With that, he walked out slammed the door.

I stood there, frozen, still unable to get passed what Kyle said to Max about keeping some secret.

“Max, what did Kyle meant when he said about telling you something in confidence?”
Please God, don’t let him say what I think he is going to say. I thought to myself, but his silence answered my question.

“Liz, I tried to tell you……..”

“You tried to tell me! When were you going to tell Max, before or after you got me into the sack!” I whispered, fighting back the tears. It took every ounce of strength that I had in me to conceal the hurt that I felt at the moment.

“It wasn’t like that, I honestly did not think that we would get this far. I accidentally found out about his affair the night that Kyle and I went out. I was coming out of the restroom and he was on the phone with someone, a female someone. He said that it was over and made me promise not to tell. I came to your office the next day to tell you everything, but I couldn’t. You seemed so determined to work on your marriage that I couldn’t ruin your happiness.”

“So you just left me in the dark like an idiot.”

“I didn’t know what to do Liz. If I had told you, I would have been accused of breaking up your marriage to get closer to you. If I didn’t, and you found out, you would be angry that I didn’t tell you. I was caught between a rock and a hard place. I just didn’t want to cause you any more pain. I apologize.”

It was hard to mistake the look in his eyes to be anything but remorse and sincerity, but at the moment, I couldn’t see past the fact that I felt betrayed and humiliated.

“It’s funny, the two people that claimed they never wanted to hurt me are the same people who tore my heart out.” Max did not respond.

“I know that you are angry right now, but if we could talk about it……..”

“I don’t that would be a good idea Max. I need some time alone to sort this out and I can’t do it in your cabin. I am going to get my things together and move to a hotel or something.” Max appeared to have wanted to say something, but stopped himself.

“Of course, I understand.”

We both stood there, staring at each other, afraid to move. I walked into the back room and closed the door. There, leaning against the door, I let the tears flow.




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posted on 3-Sep-2002 4:17:41 PM by jb2
Thanks so much for the feedback. I am working on a a new chapter as we speak and should be up this weekend. Liz will be a little stubborn at first, but she will realize what she has in the end, so don't worry. See ya this weekend!
posted on 19-Sep-2002 4:34:21 PM by jb2
Chapter 21

Sorry for the wait guys. Things have been so busy lately. I hope it was worth it. Thanks a bunch for the feedback.

Two weeks later………………

“Liz, will you be home tonight for dinner? I am making a nice dinner and I want to make sure that I make enough for everyone?” My mom asked from the kitchen. Damn, I was on my way out of the door too. Please God don’t have her talk me to death, I am going to be late for work!

“I am not sure Mom, my schedule today is pretty busy. If I plan to work late, I will let you know ahead of time.” I said to my mother as I gathered my things in the living room to get ready for work.

“Well, I will just make enough for you just in case you make it home. It would be nice to have everyone home for dinner.”

“Give it a rest Mom. I will call you later if I don’t make it.” I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked out of the door. Don’t get me wrong, I love my parents, but I swear, they are driving me crazy! My mom keeps asking me the same questions, “How are you holding up? Are you okay? Do you need me for anything?” It is so frustrating. The only reason why I decided to stay in the first place is because I got tired of them calling me every five minutes to see if I was okay. Besides, I thought it would be kind of nice to sleep in my own room, but I am really starting to regret the decision that I made. I am really starting to regret a lot of things I have done. Max called the office at least three times a day for the past two weeks apologizing for everything that happened. I must have pick the phone a billion times, only to put it back down again. I have to admit, I miss him so much. Get over it Liz, and get over him. He is just going to break your heart. The voice in my head keeps saying that over and over again, but the voice in my heart is telling me not to let him slip away. I give my patients advice on their lives but I don’t have a clue what to do with my own.

“Morning, boss. Why are you so glooming today? Could it be because you left that handsome stranger dangling on a hook for the past two weeks? You really should call him. What’s the worse that could happen?” Brittany said as I walked into the office. I confided in Brittany about the Kyle and I separating and Max, everything except Max and I being intimate.

“Brittany, it’s a little to early in the morning to play Dear Abby. Do you have any messages for me?”

Brittany let out a frustrating sigh and handed me the messages. “Just a couple. Mrs. Abbott called to change her appointment, someone name Greg James wants to speak with personally about setting up an appointment with you, and of course, Max said to call him at your earliest convenience.”

“Thanks.” I stared at Max’s name written in Brittany hand wishing I weren’t such a coward. “I will be in my office if you need me.” I said as I walked into my and closed the door. I knew if I stayed out there Brittany would try to convince me that I am basically making the wrong choice by letting him go, and I did not want to that right now. I say it enough to myself.

I looked at my desk and notice that my answering machine light was blinking. I reluctantly pushed the button thinking it was my mother again guilt tripping me into coming home for dinner.

“Liz, it’s me Max. I took the chance and called you on this number hoping that you wouldn’t delete it before you had a chance to listen to it completely. I just want to tell you that I will be leaving town in two days so if you want to see me off I will staying with my sister. My sister and I have a lot to talk about the last few days and we starting to get to know each other a little again. A lot of things happened a long time ago that strained our relationship, but that is another story that I will tell if I see you again. Oh, before I forget to tell you, I took the job in New York. Don’t tell Isabel, but I am kind of excited about it. She is a little disappointed that I would so far away, but I assured her that I would visit as often as I can. I just wanted to say that if we never see each other again…….I just wanted to say thank you. You changed my life more than you could ever possibly imagine. I know I am running out of time, so if you want to call me my sister’s number is 410-555-4341. I love you.”

I let the tears flow, not wanting to hold them in any longer. In my heart I knew he was going to take the job, but to hear it coming from his mouth did not make it any easier. I couldn’t help but to feel this overwhelming sense of lost and emptiness inside of me. I pushed the date button to display the date it was recorded. Wednesday. That means he is leaving tomorrow!

Beep! Beep!

I quickly wiped my eyes with a handkerchief and pushed the intercom button. “Yes Brittany?”

“Liz, you have a visitor.”

“I don’t have my first patient until 9:00. It is only 8:30. Who is it?”

There was a long pause. “It’s Kyle.”

Great! This is turning out to be a great morning! “I will be right there.” I went into my bathroom to freshen up. I touched up my makeup and put a couple of visine drops into my eyes. The last thing I want is to let him think I was crying over him. I open my office door to see him standing there with his briefcase in his hand.

“What do you want? Are you going to pin a big red A on my chest and place me in the town square?”

“Look, I am sorry for what I said before. I just want to talk, inside your office. It will only take a few minutes.”

I considered it for a moment. “Okay, but only for a few minutes. Brittany, if Mr. Keller shows up before 9:00, please assure him that I will be out shortly and have him wait out here.”

“Okay.” was all that Brittany said, but not before giving Kyle a look of hatred. Kyle noticed the look that Brittany was giving him and shifted uncomfortably. I gestured Kyle to follow me.

“What is it you want now? More insults? Come back tomorrow when I am in a better mood.”

“I don’t to do anything. I just want to give you this.” Kyle reached into his briefcase, pulled out a small stack of papers and handed them to me. I looked at them and my jaw dropped.

“Divorce papers? Is this for real? You are actually granting me a divorce?” I skimmed through the pages just to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.

“It’s true. All you have to do is sign. I had my lawyer draw it up quickly. If you check the division of assets, everything was divided fifty-fifty.”

“I don’t understand, when the change of heart?”

“After getting over the initial anger of seeing you with Max, I started to think about all of the fucked up things that I have done in the course of our marriage. I was not a very good husband to you. In fact, I was a rotten husband. I thought I could do this one thing for you, even if it involves getting rid of me.” He proceeded to walk toward the door, but stopped and turned around. “ He loves you, you know.”

I looked up at him, shocked by his words. “How do you know?

“I could tell by the way he defended you at the cabin. He really wanted to tear my head off. You deserve to be happy Liz and if you think he could make you happy, go for it. Don’t let my mistakes keep you from happiness.”

I looked into Kyle’s eyes and saw something that I haven’t seen in a long time, honesty and sincerity. “Thanks for the advice.”

Kyle smiled and walked out of the office. I played Kyle’s advice over and over again in my head. Then I relived the night Max and I met, our first kiss, our conversations, and the first time we made love. Oh my God, what am I doing! I ran around my desk to replay the message that Max left on my machine. As the message played, I picked up a pen and pad, wrote down the number he mentioned on the message, and picked up the phone.




posted on 22-Nov-2002 9:57:03 AM by jb2
I am so sorry it is taking me so long to update. I am writing another chapter now and will be finish it by this weekend. I promise!*angel*
posted on 23-Nov-2002 12:13:13 PM by jb2
As promised. Sorry again it took so long. Enjoy!

Chapter 22

?Uncle Max, do it again!? Bridget said with enthusiasm as Max proceeded to make a monster face and chase Bridget around the couch in the living room.

?I gotcha!? Max caught Bridget and started to tickle her. ?You didn?t think you could get away from the Tickle Monster now did you?? Bridget roared with laughter

?Stop it Uncle Max, that tickles!? Bridget wiggled out of Max?s arms and ran toward the kitchen. ?Mom help! The Tickle Monster is going to get me!?

Isabel came out of the kitchen with a handful of plates and sat it on the dining room table. ?Max, I invited you to stay with us a couple of days to spend time with you not for you and Bridget to tear my house apart. Isabel said jokingly. ?Max, I need you to help me to set the dinner table. Bridget, go to the study and tell your Dad that dinner is almost ready.?

?Ah man!? Bridget and Max said in union.

?Mom, can?t we play just a little bit more pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease??

?Maybe you can play after dinner, but in the meantime, it is almost time to eat. Now, give your mommy a kiss before I turn into a monster and chase you.?

?Don?t be silly. Moms don?t turn into monsters.? Bridget said with a laugh as she gave her mother a hug and a kiss and walked out of the living room toward the study.

?I am definitely going to miss her.? Max said as she watched Bridget leave the room.

?I am sure you will, considering you are a big kid yourself, she is probably the only friend you have. Besides, you will be back soon won?t you.?

?Of course, or maybe Bridget can come to New York with me for a couple of days once I get settled. It won?t be anytime soon though. The magazine is setting me up with a small apartment, but it will only be temporary until I find something.?

?You don?t sound as excited as you should be Max. A decent salary, an apartment that you don?t have to look for, what more could anyone asked for?? Max glanced at her and answered her question with an emotional, heartbreaking look on his face. Isabel knew exactly why her brother was not happy about moving.

?Come and sit with me.? Max reluctantly followed Isabel to the living room and sat down next to her. He wasn?t looking forward to hearing that he should move on, or letting her go so that she could heal. It would be the truth; nevertheless, it doesn?t make it hurt any less.

?Liz hasn?t called yet has she?? Max shook his head no. ?Max, you have to let her go. There are some things that she has to deal with. If she chooses to deal with it on her own, you have to respect her wishes.?

?You don?t understand Is. If she only knew how much she changed me. For the first time in my life, I actually have thought about the future, about having children, grandchildren, and loving and growing old with someone. I finally understood what it was like to be really happy. I haven?t felt this complete since Dad died. I never even told her about that.?

?I already told her about what happened with Dad.?

Max blinked in surprise. ?You what!?

?She came up with the idea that the whole family should get together and sort out of problems. I assumed that you told her how Dad died. I?m so sorry.?

The lines on Max?s face softened. ?It doesn?t matter anymore. You are right about one thing, I have to let her go so she can heal. That doesn?t mean I can?t stop loving her.?

?No Max, it doesn?t. You just proved that you do love her.? Isabel placed his hand on Max?s shoulder. ?Enough of the mushy stuff, let?s finish setting the table.?

?By the way, I am leaving tonight instead of tomorrow.?

?What! You just got here!? Isabel was shocked at Max sudden announcement.

?I wanted to go to Boston to see Mom. We spoke earlier today and she wanted to see me before I went to New York.?

?Oh my God, that is wonderful. I am sure Mom would love that. When are you leaving??

?You see, that?s the thing. The only flight that was available is at 10:00 p.m.?

?Max, that?s in three hours! You won?t be able to stay for dinner!?
?I know and I am sorry. I only have time to go to the cabin, pack my suitcase and go to the airport. I hope that you understand?

?I don?t like that idea of you leaving so soon, but I understand. We have to tell Alex and Bridget. I know Bridget will not take it well.?

?I was afraid of that. That is why Bridget and I will have a little uncle to niece talk, along with a surprise I have in trunk of my car.?

?When all else fails, resort to bribery.? Isabel said with a laugh. Suddenly, Isabel?s smile slowly disappeared. ?I finally have my brother back only to lose him again. I will really miss you Max.? Tears escaped from Isabel?s eyes as she gave her brother a hug.

?Don?t worry. I won?t give you a chance to miss me. I will be calling and writing so much that you will be sick of hearing from me.?

?I doubt it.? Isabel wiped the tears from her eyes and stood up. ?Let?s go to the study and tell Alex and Bridget. I am sure that they are both on the computer now playing preschool games.? Isabel headed toward the study.

?Isabel??

Isabel turned around. ?Yes??

?I will miss you too.?

Isabel smiled as tears escaped her eyes once more. ?No you won?t little brother. I won?t give you a chance to miss me either.? She turned around and walked toward the study and Max followed her.
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Meanwhile???.

Liz was in car driving like a maniac to Isabel?s home. She has tried all day to call the house, but there was no answer. She remembered the message that Max left on her answering machine that he was staying at Isabel?s until tomorrow. Isabel?s home is almost an hour away, it would have been sooner if she didn?t make the wrong left turn.
"I just don?t want you to leave before you know how I really feel about you. I hope I didn?t ruin it by shutting you out. I hope it?s not too late." Liz kept thinking over and over in her head.


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posted on 25-Nov-2002 2:11:06 PM by jb2
I just want to apologize for the crazy punctuation marks. My computer sucks big time.