posted on 23-May-2002 9:59:57 PM by wild_honey
Title: Always
Author: wild_honey
Disclaimer: I don't own the Roswell's characters or the Bon Jovi's song ;)
Spoiler: Takes place right in the end of Behind The Music.
Sumary: After the break up Michael accept Isabel's sugestion and they start to look for some answers. At first it may look like a Cliffhanger... But I swear it's Candy!
Note: That's my first fanfic, so I'll really enjoy feedbacks!
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PART 1

This Romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up


While Maria walks away Michael started to think that maybe in a certain way he deserved that. For a whole year he tried to avoid her. But he knew that the true reason for him to do that was the fact that he was trying to hide the strange feeling that he never have felt before.

How could she knew what he was feeling if even himself didn't knew exactly what was going onin his mind... and in his heart?

All those years living with Hank Whitmore, an alcoholic and abusive foster father, just teach Michael how to be a tough guy that react before think and never, never shows his true feelings.

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
but without you I give up


A soft rain start to fall and Michael decide to go for a walk on teh streets of Roswell. Feeling the raindrops on his face Michael remembered of the moments he had with Maria. The first memory was the night when he stared at her window and she let he sleep on her bed not asking him why he was so sad and lonely. Then he remembered of whe he told her that as a soldier he coudn't have a chick waiting for him.

Despite of all the speachs about being a stone wall, Michael gave up. He gave up to try to resist, he gave up to come back to his home planet. And he was almost giving up to fight, cause all he believed seems like it was nothing when Maria told she was sacrificating herself.

Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's mean to be
Well I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby that's just me


At this moment Michael started to think *And if Maria was just too much tired of the new Michael? The guy that did anything for her and more? And if she rated still be chasing after him and not trully happy at his side? No. It can't be so simple!*

Isabel saw Michael on the rain and immediatly get the car near to the sidewalk and slow it down.

ISABEL: Michael get in the car. I'll drive you home.

MICHAEL: Thanks. But I'm not going home.

ISABEL: What happened?

MICHAEL: Nothing.

ISABEL: Get in the car before you get a cold.

MICHAEL: We don't have colds!

Isabel stopped and get off of the car to stand in front of Michael in the rain.

ISABEL: It was Maria. Am I right?

Michael dind't say anything. So Isabel opened the car's door and made him get in.

Minutes later Isabel was in bed with Jesse. As she fell asleep a strange dream started.

And I'll will love you baby, always
And I'll be there forever and a day, always
I'll be there to the stars don't shine
Till the heaven's burn and the words don't rhime
I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you, always


//A young and charming lady walked on a big hall and entered on a room. In the room was a young man looking at the window.

VILANDRA: I can't.

The young man turn around to stare at the lady.

RATH: What?

VILANDRA: I can't merry you. I mean, I love you, but I can't.

RATH: Wait a minute. It have something to do with Kivar, right?

Vilandra didn't say a word. She just looked up on Rath's eyes and nodded.

RATH: What's going on? Are you having an affair?

VILANDRA: No. Not anymore.

RATH: Look. I know that you felt in love with Kivar a long time ago and you was having an affair with him when I asked Zan's permition to date you.

He comes a little closer.

RATH: But I forgive you and now we're engaged. So I think you must at least like me to get this far.

VILANDRA: I love you. You know I did. You're a great friend and a great lover and you're the only one that understands me. It's just that... Oh my God!

RATH: It's just that what?

Vilandra started to walk in the big room.

VILANDRA: It's just that Kivar was my first crush and everytime he came to me with that look, that... that charm. I try. I try real hard. But I can't resist. He made me remember all I was when younger.

Rath looked at Vilandra.

RATH: I know you since we were children. We use to be best friends. I helped you with Kivar at the first time...

VILANDRA: I know. You covered my affair for a while. I'm so sorry to get you into this.

RATH: Can I finished? I helped you. But when I did that I fell in love and when you finally discovered who Kivar really is, you fell in love too. Fell in love with me.

Vilandra comes a little closer but now is Rath that walks in the room.

RATH: We both know how you like to be the princess of a whole solar sistem and how I'm loyal to your little brother. So I think everybody on the court agree that we are the perfect couple. And here's the deal: we are going to get merried next spring. Unless something really important comes between.

VILANDRA: Or really bad...

RATH: What you mean?

VILANDRA: I don't know. Sometimes when I get close to Kivar and Nicholas I have a bad feeling.

Vilandra was looking at the window and Rath comes closer.

VILANDRA: He have powers.

RATH: So do we.

VILANDRA: But I'm afraid he use it to control me.

RATH: I'll be watching you. I promisse.

Vilandra closed her eyes and let herself get involved in Rath's arms.//

Isabel wake up surprised and confused. Just like Michael.


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posted on 24-May-2002 11:12:40 PM by wild_honey
Thanks guys! And don't worry about the Cliffie-thing, I can't write anything without Michael and Maria *happy*
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PART 2

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life


It's morning. Michael heard a knock on the door and when he opened he foud Isabel.

ISABEL: We need to talk. I had a weird...

MICHAEL: Dream?

ISABEL: Yes. And I wanna know what it means.

MICHAEL: How we gonna do that?

ISABEL: Comme and I'll show you.

Isabel and Michael get in the car and go to the road. A few minutes later Isabel stopped the car on the desert. They walked to the rocks and entered on the Granolith chamber.

ISABEL: You know when Max and Tess tried to remember of Antar?

MICHAEL: You're not thinking in...

ISABEL: Please Michael. It can help us.

Michael coudn't resist Isabel's 'oh please my little brother' face. So they sit on the ground and take each other's hands. As soon they closed their eyes the flashes started.

Some that made us laugh

// Vilandra and Rath was walking on a field. They seem to be happy//

Some that made us cry

// Vilandra is outside the castle in the middle of the night. She didn't realise that there's a shadow right behind her. Rath's shadow. She's going to meet Kivar//

One that made you have to say goodbye

//Vilandra is in panic cause her brother and her fience were murdered//

At this moment Michael and Isabel let go their hands.

ISABEL: I'm sorry...

MICHAEL: It wasn't your fault.

ISABEL: Yes it was. She, I had all I wanted and put and end in everything for such a stupid reason.

What I give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man


Michael wasn't quite right about the meaning of the flashes because right after get them the first thing that comes in his mind was... Maria. They broke up the night before and it's just normal that he still be thinking about her. But this time seems to be more than that.
Back in town Michael spend the whole day thinking about the sensation he felt on the desert when he thinked of Maria.

When he holds you close, when he puls you near
When he says the words you've been needed to hear
I wish I was him cause those words are mine
To tell you till the end of time...


Liz is working while Maria is sitting on a poof talking to Kyle about her possibilities to get off of Roswell and go to a big city like New York.

KYLE: And you really want to leave? I know Roswell is not the best and exited place for young people but New York... Isn't it too far?

MARIA: I think I need a fresh air. And as far I'll be from this little town better will be the sensation.

Michael is in the kitchen and watching the conversation. The dinner is full so he can't hear exactly what Maria and Kyle are talking about. He only can notice that they're enjoing the friendly chat. *If that was what she wanted, why couldn't she tell me? She needs the same friends to 'discover herself' and don't need her old boyfriend? What did I do wrong? You know what? Forget about her. Maybe it'll be better for both of us.*
Michael looked one more time to where his friend were sitting *Damn! I can't stop it. I hate you Maria DeLuca. I hate the way you make me fell... in love.*

Isabel entered on the CrashDown and went right in the kitchen to talk with Michael.

ISABEL: I think I get it.

MICHAEL: Don't wanna talk about it.

ISABEL: It's not about you and me. It's about Maria and Jesse.

MICHAEL: It doesn't make sense.

ISABEL: Sure it does. Look, Jesse is the most wonderfull guy I ever meet. Ok, the second one, the first was Alex but it doesn't matter now. Well, Jesse do anything for me, even put his carrer in risk just to stay with me. Isn't it like Rath in those dreams and flashes?

MICHAEL: Maybe it's just a coincidence.

ISABEL: Oh yeah. And the fact that in your two lives your girlfriends get confused about herselves when an ex-boyfriend comes around it's just a coincidence too.

MICHAEL: Maybe. Who knows?! And if you're right, why are we having those dreams now? It should have happened a long time ago!

ISABEL: Believe in what you want! But just think about it and talk to her.

Maria come to pick the order and heard the what Isabel said.

MARIA: Tell what? To who?

ISABEL: Ask him. I'm sure you have a lot of things to talk about.

Isabel smiled at her and looked one last time to Michael before going to meet Kyle.

MARIA: What was that?

Michael explained everything to Maria. He told about the dreams, the flashes and specially about Isabel's 'theory'.

If you told me to cry for you I could
If you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you


Maria spend the night thinking about what Michael told her *How this can be possible? If Michael and I are supposed to be together why they didn't tell us before?*

Liz stoped in front of Maria.

LIZ: Are you ok?

MARIA: Um... I'm fine. Why?

LIZ: We're full tonight.

MARIA: I'm sorry Liz. I was daydreaming or something.

LIZ: I know. That was you're third order that I covered.

MARIA: Ops. I promisse now I'll do it right.

Maria walked to the counter to pick the order.

MARIA: Where's the Saturn Rings?

Michael gave it to her.

MICHAEL: Right here waiting for you.

As she walking back to the tabble only one thing comes in her mind *I promisse myself that I'm not going to regret of this decision, and I'll won't!* she looked back at Michael *Who I'm trying to decieve? I'm already regret.*
Maria was interrupt in her daydream when almost crash with Max.

MAX: Are you allright?

MARIA: I will after do this.

And saying that she get in a hurry on the kitchen.

MARIA: Do you love her?

MICHAEL: What???

MARIA: Do you love Isa...

Michael take her arm.

MICHAEL: Hey. Are you planning to ruin Izzy's marriage?

MARIA: So you don't love her... I mean... you don't like her... as lovers... you know?

MICHAEL: Rath loved Vilandra. I think you know who Michael loves.

Michael left Maria alone and walked to the back room.



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