posted on 2-Jul-2002 2:49:06 AM by roswelllover
Title: My Life As Liz Parker
Author: roswelllover (I bet u all sighed when you saw that name in the author section what on earth is she doing)
Disclaimer: I don’t own Roswell, nothing belongs to me except the story line itself.
Category: AU Liz’s POV mostly M/L, mainly but other as well
Rating- PG-R
Summary- Liz thinks her life suxs but that all changes when a certian Max Evans steps into her life.
Author's note- okay well it’s my 2 week break off school so I’m free all 7 days and plus I've nearly finished 2 of my fics and finished one already as it hasn’t worked out so really this isn't too much work plz do leave FB though cuz it’s a real confidence boost btw this is just something to pass time so if it’s not going to work then it doesn’t really matter.


PART 1
My life as Liz Parker ha if your looking for something to entertain yourselves with then you can just leave now, and I mean that in the nicest way cause I Liz parker has the dullest most boring life in the whole universe, anyways I'm tyring this whole ‘write down how your feeling on paper thing’ and calling you a diary just isn’t working for me so diary you are now a journal and I must warn you these 175 crisp pages won’t be filled until the next millennium not that I counted it was written on the price tag when I bought it 175 page blank notebook $ 19.95 yes I spent 20 bucks on you so you better work.
now to write down my feelings I have to start with who I am first ( sighs and rolls her eyes) I was born on August 13 1985 in Roswell Hospital at 8:30pm I am daughter of Jeff Parker and Nancy Parker (groans) I love my parents but geez sometimes I feel like tearing their heads out, I'm not what you would call ethnic I wasn’t born in some exotic country unless alien town counts but my parents live in the old days, my grandparents raised my parents that way now I have to suffer these were the days when guys and girls didn't’ date for fun, where girls were perfect ladies can you hear the sarcasm in my voice I mean come on it’s the 21st centaury do we need to hold onto the past but try telling my parents that, first of all I would like to clarify I am not a rebel quite the opposite actually I'm the shy, hides behind the tree girl, I like to be hidden and sometimes hate attention I'm someone people wouldn’t even know existed but nope don't take me as an angel although the only thing ‘bad’ I do, do is speak about teachers behind their backs and swear....a lot but the reason I sound mean.... is that you would too if you were living my shit life, it’s what pisses me off and I am either always too happy or either depressed and when I mean depressed I mean full on sulking, suicide thoughts and more but me inflicting pain on myself could never happen, I cannot kill myself ever cause I Liz Parker think that even though my life is shit I was given a life I should at leas t fulfil it somehow I'm a friendly person if people actually have the time to want to know me. now about my parents they have rules when I mean rules I mean it
1) I am not allowed to date...until the given time ( there is no way in hell I'm actually going to obey this rule if the opportunity rises)
2) my curfews at 7 and that’s 7 o clock SHARP not a minute late or else there are consequences but if it’s a night thing I'm allowed until 10 but that’s only in some cases.
3) I MUST BE A PERFECT LADY ( perfect do you see me rolling on the floor laughing...haha I am)
4)BOYS in any way are a no, no I am not allowed to associate my self with them at all.
okay well I'm not going to rant off with all of them but those are the top 4
you know I should write a biography could make a lot if money actually maybe not people would probably come back asking for a refund and then burn them.
now for my appearance do you actually want to know(sighs) fine I'm 5’1 yes I'm short, petite, straight boring chocolate brown hair boring brown eyes, olive skin, no curves and nothing that could actually physically attract guys unless they wanted ‘some’ I wasn’t exactly a late boomer, I was actually kinda in between but I really don’t know what happened down there they just haven grown and I'm talking about my chest, I don’t wear make up why cause I really don’t like anything besides lip gloss and eyeliner and plus my all girls school doesn’t allow it.
yes I go to an all girls school you should've figured that considering im not allowed to associate my self with guys at ALL, I go to Roswell Girls High School it's not a boarding school it’s just built to piss us girls off with overly strict parents, we have these hideous uniforms maroon pleated tunic, marron jumper with the stupid RGHS (ROSWELL GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL) logo, I am so ashamed when I step outside I literally run home afraid someone would see me.

TBC
FB plz there’s bound to be some kind of response bad, good, sucked OMG burn this anything to tell me if I should continue

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[ edited 21time(s), last at 20-Oct-2002 2:11:53 AM ]
posted on 2-Jul-2002 5:15:20 PM by roswelllover
lol thanks for the FB m14 but it looks like there won;t be no stry thanks for the FB though I'll be back with a new part for BBM

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posted on 2-Jul-2002 8:28:41 PM by roswelllover
well how can I stop writing if u threatened me Jessica lol so here it is part 2 if you ahve any questions don’t hesiitate to ask
m14- yes ur just going to have to wait and read to and out how she meets Max and yes part 1 was Liz writing in her journal so is a little bit of Part 2
dedicated to Shama, roxygurl182, m14, jessica_01, Dragonfire
AN: Max will be mentioned eventually.

~Previously~
we have these hideous uniforms maroon pleated tunic, marron jumper with the stupid RGHS (ROSWELL GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL) logo, I am so ashamed when I step outside I literally run home afraid someone would see me.

PART 2

And the most embarrassing thing is threes a mixed school a block away from mine that I have to go past, it’s hell going pass that school that’s why I wait an hours after school is le out then walk home, no one stay at school it’s the last place any one wants to be when they've already spent half there day there so I'm risk free after that that school is West Roswell High it’s the school every girl in RGHS wishes to attend and one of them is me.
you must be wondering why I even write in a journal when I have a best friend the thing is my best friend is in Canada, her parents left to work there leaving me here to watch myself (sighs) I miss her so much Amanda Brandi been my friend since junior high not long I know but she’s the only one I can trust and I have things in common with and before you get the idea that I may be a lone no I'm not last year I had heaps of friend an I mean heaps what do you know 4 months after found them bitching about me and said so long sluts I'm leaving, Maria and Cindy are the two friends that left with me and I respect them a lot there my rock whenever I fall apart.
do I have to write any more my mom’s screaming her head off for me to go down and work in the Crashdown better go before I lose my wages and tips. I'll have to mention later about this stupid job which comes with a stupid horrible uniform with it next time

Liz Parker
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Liz closed her journal getting off her bed and walking to the door. “Mom stop screaming I'm coming” Liz shouted

“Is that how to treat you mother” Nancy asked

“I’m sorry mom” Liz apologized

“Go down your father’s waiting for you and so are hungry customers” Nancy said and Liz trotted down the stairs to the Crashdown, it was the afternoon Saturday rush and people were waiting for their food, walking in Liz took her writing pad out of her locker with her open and entered the world of greasy foods.

Liz groaned when she saw she had to wait on the ‘poplar’ girls she really didn't want to “Dad” Liz wined “Please I'll take the others side just don't make me wait on them” Liz said indicating to wards the ‘popular girls form RGHS and next to them the popular girls and guys from WRH.

“Lizzie I don’t have time for you wining we have customers and you are doing your side” Jeff parker said firmly before leaving.

“Sorry chica I would but you know your dad will probably take my tips” Maria said.

Liz sighed nodding her head in understanding summing up the courage she walked up to the ‘popular group’

‘Great just a perfect way to start my Saturday afternoon with a bunch of bitches, sluts, snobs and jerks to make it worse, it’s every girls dream to be accepted into the ‘popular’ group but not mine I do admit sometimes I might feel like being accepted by them but hardly, class president, prom queen, valedictorian there all a popularity contest which I would never be voted for non of them, if I can’t do this today then I wont be able to do this ever I chant to myself this won’t work I know it won’t I said the same ting last week and here I am again same day same place.

Reaching the table I put on a fake smile and greet them “What would you like” I ask groaning at the fact it sounds so cheerful.

“Oh look it’s lizard” Pam troy bitch of the school says sitting there in one size to small top and white pants that could rip anytime if she bends down, I wonder what she’d do if I ‘accidentally’ spill ketchup on them, but I only think a I just look down at the table I'm to inferior to respond to them or look at them.

“Just let the girl go Pam” One of them says.

“Fine, I think I’ve bored myself out today just give us the usual” Pam answers.

TBC
FB plz the FB for this chapter will determine the fate of this fic.

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posted on 2-Jul-2002 9:47:58 PM by roswelllover
Thanks for the FB I owe it all to you Jessica_01 thanks I saw your note thank you so much girl it’s all the inspiration I need to continue can I ask a question though I originally wanted to set this fic in New Zealand sort of get out of my zone and do something different as all my fics are set in Roswell but I didn't thinking no one would read it but it’s just something I think I should ask instead of assuming it wouldn't change much just makes a difference a little.

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posted on 2-Jul-2002 11:43:23 PM by roswelllover

A special thanks to Jessica_01 I wuv u too and Lana-lane and Shama and to all the peeps who left me FB here’s part 3 I’ll just stick to the same stry line, I'm continuing the story just keeps coming and coming don't 4get to leave FB

PART 3

Well wouldn’t you know Pam Troy and her ‘friends’ left me alone thank god all my praying paid off now I watch as they snicker and have the times of their lives talking about which one of them lost their virginity last night if that’s what being ‘popular’ is then count me out.
Oh My God I think I going to faint the object of my affection just walked in, I'm not going to squeal I like parker have to calm down and act normal he’s only just the hottest guy I've ever seen with a smile and eyes that are to die for and god that boy should be illegal, MAX EVANS just walked through the door and sat in MY SIDE he’s a Greek god I tell ya, so I'll tell you a little story that happened in my junior years, Max Evans had gone to my elementary school and junior high, well you know how junior high is when all the big things happen, you start going through puberty this wasn't scary it happens to everyone but it was something everyone as looking froward too, and wouldn’t you know it Pam Troy reached puberty first I say she’s all silicon she’s got FAKE written all over her I mean the girl started at the age of 12 she’s flat as a pancake and then turns up the next day all filled out boobs don't grow that fast unless she bought something from the drug store to make them grow faster any way I'm getting off track here well even though Max had attended my elementary school I didn’t start developing feelings for him until Junior high yeah I had and still do have a crush on him since junior high but unfortunately for me he was the popular guy who probably would never give me the time of day yes I went to a co-ed elementary and junior high school there were no one sex elementary and junior high schools which I'm thankful for, he had a girlfriend then Tess Harding and I'd watch form the court yard envying the bitch as they cuddled together talking to their popular friends, I knew he could never be mine but I liked him, I'd see him kiss her and would have to turn away afraid my heart wouldn’t be able to take it, I wouldn’t call it love I was too young can a I really don’ think so. But when I heard the news one day that he and Tess Harding had broken up I was so happy they’d gone out for 6 months it still hurt to know he went out with her for that long, but I never knew the reason behind hwy he duped Tess and he never dated anyone for the rest of the year.
Our School Dance approached and I went to it with my friends like I've said I've never been on a date, been kissed nothing but I went as I was going to finish junior high in a week at that school dance he danced with me I don’t know why but being my naive self I let him you know I had a crush on the guy I took whatever I could get.
I was on cloud nine that whole week until the last day of junior High school was the day I saw a side of Max I though did not exist although wasn't surprised to see it, our school gave out year books which everyone got signed and well yes I did too by my friends and people in my classes, Max was in my Science class so I got him to sign it he was sitting next to his Best Friend or friend I really had no idea since they always hung out together I just assumed they were any way Sean was whispering in his ear and Max would write it down he was taking a long time and I was anxious as to see what he was writing it wasn’t going to be a simple see you in High School have a good year Max Evans it had to be longer since he nearly took up the page, he closed it not wanting me to know what page he wrote on but I saw what page he was writing on but didn’t try to read what he wrote while he was there I did however read it after I walked out of my class and wished I hadn’t put my hopes up what he wrote had a huge affect on me, I wanted to hate him I should of hated him but I didn’t and as much as I wanted to couldn’t.
TBC
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Shama-I'll try and go catching up reading ur fic I ahve free time yay lol

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posted on 4-Jul-2002 2:52:45 AM by roswelllover
dedicated to Shama (once), Lana Lane, Jessica_01, honeybee, NewYorker18, BrieCrow17, roxygurl182, carolina_moon, SweetLilDreamer, m14, XxAnGeLBaBe585xX

SweetLilDreamer- everything will be revealed in time......thanks for the FB

NewYorker18-thanks for the FB and yes Max does go to a co-ed school.

m14- Finally I get to hear from you was wondering where you were, you'll probably read this after your 10 days but have a good 10 days at that lol we all need a little vacation gonna miss ya to anwers your questions yeah he did get dared to dance with her, yeah she doesn't ahve a lot of frineds but for her she rather have a few close rineds than heaps who hate her get my drift lol ummm for Max being a jerk you'll just ahve to read and find out how long he is a jerk.
love you guys so much.....sniff.....it means so much when you leave FB here's a new part for you special people

Part 4

Hey Liz
I’ve seen you looking at me from across the lunch quad many times
I suggest you think otherwise I am out of your league don’t look in
My direction and stop thinking about me have a nice life parker, I doubt
I'll be seeing you next year you’ll probably end up attending snobby
Roswell Girls High school you should be lucky enough to have me write in
Your yearbook.

It’s what he had written he’d been a jerk like the rest of them making me feel inferior and you knew what I let him, I didn’t think about him for a while, but then I saw him walking to West Roswell High one morning and the feelings came back, I wanted to hate my self for feeling something for him whenever I'd see him I'd watch him then turn away I was told not to so why embarrass myself any further did I tell you that I burnt that year book it bought to many painful memories my life had always started out bad and it still is.
You see I thought Max Evans was a sweet sensitive guy but I guess you shouldn't judge a book by it’s cover, I haven't liked anyone since except fro him because Max Evans has left an empty hole in my heart which I don’t know can be filled by anyone.
He always come in the Crashdown everyday a lot during the weekends he never smiles at me and hardly looks at me I don’t blame him cause there’s nothing to look at, he gives his friends a high five and sits down next to an empty booth he’s friends with Michael the Crashdown cook I think he’s the nicest out of the people in the popular group, Maria likes him but doesn't say she does but I know it anyway If Max comes in alone he always sits on Maria's side afraid he’d have to talk to me, his friends order for him, I've never really heard his voice guess it’s probably gotten deeper now, my god has he matured during the years that I've seen him, but something that’s always stayed with him are his eyes, his smile and his adorable ears, I hate being so weak but that‘s who I am mousy Liz Parker.
Tess Harding attends Roswell Girls High as well, bummer her parents didn’t let her go to WRH they said RGHS has a better education title can you hear the sarcastic tone in my voice as I try to fell sorry for her I don’t I'm thrilled she won’t be pinning over Max.

“Hey Parker get us another cherry cola” One of the guys from the packed table holler out, is there a freakin sign somewhere saying I'm your servant, assholes. So I walk back to the drink machine filling up his damn cherry coke and leave it on the table there's no rule that says I've got to hand it to him.

I believe in love, I believe that there is a right person out there for me waiting and someday fate will bring us together
But it will happen in time, I have no problem with waiting fro anyone dating isn’t something that bothers me too much but on the other hand I'm a person who doesn't believe in a happily ever after when I was little all the fairytale books I'd read, fairytale books brainwash little kids minds they make us believe in things that don’t happen they make little kids make false dreams which can tear people up when there older I had a dream to find a prince charming and then live in a house happily ever after but in this world there is no happily ever after happiness is only a word out to hurt us I'm not so naive anymore I'm not the little Jr high students who believed in happily ever after, once I had a conversation with Maria talking about how great it would be if we could genetically engineered the perfect guy , my perfect guy would have to be sensitive, honest and loyal the top three priorities that I have looks would just be a bonus but you know what I don’t think there’s a guy out there us woman we depend too much on men, people have flaws and by making high assumptions isn't fair all I ask for is a sensitive faithful and honest guy it’s not to much to ask for someone who would consider my feelings for someone I can trust someone I know would never be unfaithful to me but the guys I though had such qualities I cannot even face these days and it makes me wonder if love is even real.

TBC
Thank you everyone for all the great FB I appreciate it a lot keep it up.


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posted on 28-Jul-2002 3:52:11 AM by roswelllover
hey guys I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH thanks for bumping this fic as for a new part it will be out gradually sometime lol but micheala the pic u posted will get me to type faster as for it being a dreamer fic just bear with me IT IS A DREAMER FIC lol
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posted on 30-Jul-2002 3:15:07 AM by roswelllover
I’m all bumped out lol, I may only have 5 readers for this fic but there 5 really demanding readers and without you there’d be no story so this part is dedicated to you(u knw who u are) thank you for being so supportive............and enjoy the part

btw this fic will kinda become a fluff fic sometime during this fic u’ll knw when hope this is good news.....

Part 5

my life is a living wreck...I have absolutely nothing content in m life I’m 17 having a teen life crisis, 17 ha what an age in a year I’m going to be 18 the big 18, freedom, away from my over strict parents on a big O.E travelling the world, maybe with a life better than what I’m having now. You know at times like these I always think that it’s fate, it’s fate that my life is CRAP, it’s why the only guy I’ve liked can’t look at me, it’s why I haven't been asked out since junior high, it’s why I’m now 17 and never done anything normal, I blame my genes, if I could alter my genes I swear I’d end up looking like a super model but that’s illegal, genetically modifying humans is illegal the jerk who made that a law sure is going to die....and very painfully. SO your probably wondering why I’m so pissy and depressed .
it all started after work I was tired so after taking a shower and feeling better I laid on my bed listening to the radio when the phone rang it was 6 and no one hardly called my house unless it was life and death, if it’s for me my phone actually beeps when it receives a message but I haven't heard a beep for a month now.......depressing I know anyway picking up the phone it was Maria on the other line she asked if I wanted to go out tonight and so I asked my parents .......after making up a different excuse to tell Maria I couldn’t go I was sat down by both my parents who started giving me lectures about going out at night after there speech I’d left the room and have now been suckling for the rest of the night.
okay I’ve had enough of this, this isn’t helping I need air.
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closing my journal I grab my jacket and open the door, my parents are probably counting the days profit so I can slip out the back.
after slipping out the back door the cool New Mexico air hits my face, cooling my anger as I walk in line with each step, I don’t know where I’m headed all I know is that I need to be away from here, I need to go somewhere where I can just watch the stars and dream, a place where everything is perfect.
But at night I don’t think there is such a place, with my tendency to look at the ground when I'm walking I didn’t see the person I had bumped into with a ompf ‘great how embarrassing now lets so who I’m going to have to hide in future’ raising my head I’m in shock it’s MAx I bumped into MAx Evans ‘oh great I embarrass my self in front of MAx’ oh god, could there be anything worse.
“I’m so sorry” I mumble not raising my head remembering the rule you are inferior to us you can at anytime make eye contact with us.

Without saying a word he walks away and my face falls, I bumped into him, I had a physical encounter with him and that still couldn't get him to say something to me, a lone tear slides down my face, the outside doesn’t feel as safe anymore not after another heart breaking rejection form the one you would say I love, turning around I start to walk back home, my mind’s to numb to think so I only watch as my left foot goes in front of my right foot in a fast pace.

When I reach the comfort of my room after sneaking back up from my parents I change into my Pyjamas and get in my snug bed the covers surrounding me and hiding me form the harsh world and before I go to sleep I make another dream for next year to leave Roswell and to leave Roswell for good.

MAX’S POV
I know I hurt her when I walked away without saying a word to her, it’s my usual habit I haven’t spoken to her since junior high the last day that I had made the worst decision in my life that will forever haunt me, I know behind that plastered smile that doesn't reach her eyes she’s hiding, hiding from the real world hiding from people like me, whatever it is she’s not happy.

TBC
it’s short I know but how was it good/bad , FB plz



I’m all bumped out lol, I may only have 5 readers for this fic but there 5 really demanding readers and without you there’d be no story so this part is dedicated to you(u knw who u are) thank you for being so supportive............and enjoy the part

btw this fic will kinda become a fluff fic sometime during this fic u’ll knw when hope this is good news.....

Part 5

my life is a living wreck...I have absolutely nothing content in m life I’m 17 having a teen life crisis, 17 ha what an age in a year I’m going to be 18 the big 18, freedom, away from my over strict parents on a big O.E travelling the world, maybe with a life better than what I’m having now. You know at times like these I always think that it’s fate, it’s fate that my life is CRAP, it’s why the only guy I’ve liked can’t look at me, it’s why I haven't been asked out since junior high, it’s why I’m now 17 and never done anything normal, I blame my genes, if I could alter my genes I swear I’d end up looking like a super model but that’s illegal, genetically modifying humans is illegal the jerk who made that a law sure is going to die....and very painfully. SO your probably wondering why I’m so pissy and depressed .
it all started after work I was tired so after taking a shower and feeling better I laid on my bed listening to the radio when the phone rang it was 6 and no one hardly called my house unless it was life and death, if it’s for me my phone actually beeps when it receives a message but I haven't heard a beep for a month now.......depressing I know anyway picking up the phone it was Maria on the other line she asked if I wanted to go out tonight and so I asked my parents .......after making up a different excuse to tell Maria I couldn’t go I was sat down by both my parents who started giving me lectures about going out at night after there speech I’d left the room and have now been suckling for the rest of the night.
okay I’ve had enough of this, this isn’t helping I need air.
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closing my journal I grab my jacket and open the door, my parents are probably counting the days profit so I can slip out the back.
after slipping out the back door the cool New Mexico air hits my face, cooling my anger as I walk in line with each step, I don’t know where I’m headed all I know is that I need to be away from here, I need to go somewhere where I can just watch the stars and dream, a place where everything is perfect.
But at night I don’t think there is such a place, with my tendency to look at the ground when I'm walking I didn’t see the person I had bumped into with a ompf ‘great how embarrassing now lets so who I’m going to have to hide in future’ raising my head I’m in shock it’s MAx I bumped into MAx Evans ‘oh great I embarrass my self in front of MAx’ oh god, could there be anything worse.
“I’m so sorry” I mumble not raising my head remembering the rule you are inferior to us you can at anytime make eye contact with us.

Without saying a word he walks away and my face falls, I bumped into him, I had a physical encounter with him and that still couldn't get him to say something to me, a lone tear slides down my face, the outside doesn’t feel as safe anymore not after another heart breaking rejection form the one you would say I love, turning around I start to walk back home, my mind’s to numb to think so I only watch as my left foot goes in front of my right foot in a fast pace.

When I reach the comfort of my room after sneaking back up from my parents I change into my Pyjamas and get in my snug bed the covers surrounding me and hiding me form the harsh world and before I go to sleep I make another dream for next year to leave Roswell and to leave Roswell for good.

MAX’S POV
I know I hurt her when I walked away without saying a word to her, it’s my usual habit I haven’t spoken to her since junior high the last day that I had made the worst decision in my life that will forever haunt me, I know behind that plastered smile that doesn't reach her eyes she’s hiding, hiding from the real world hiding from people like me, whatever it is she’s not happy.

TBC
it’s short I know but how was it good/bad , FB plz



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posted on 1-Aug-2002 4:10:15 AM by roswelllover
carolina_moon- thanks for the FB

Veronica-thanks for the FB , it won't be long (hopefully) before why Max was being an ass s revealed.

NewYorker18- it's Thursday newyorker18 and I'm guessing you’re gone, but you'll have a new part waiting for you when you get back thanks for the FB

Shama- thank you for the FB and your bump, I happy you love this fic lol *bounce*

Michaela- thanks for the FB and the bump; your answers will all be revealed in time

Lindsey-thanks for the bump

Sarah- hey, glad you like the fic so far, as to answer your question to why Max is being a complete ass will be revealed soon thanks for the FB and bump and hope you continue reading *happy*- Liz is self conscious in this fic and as to the way she's bought up and so she's quite the behind the tree type of person.

marteloise- hey, it's great to see new readers, thanks for the Fb I appreciate it a lot and you'll be seeing a change in Max's behaviour soon.

btw I re-read my last part and I wasn't happy with it, but it was rushed but I'm hoping to write this one out better. Now to be honest I got really excited when I saw new readers, today I was in a too- happy mood for some odd reason and I've decided to update thanks to you fabulous people for leaving FB, keep t up and enjoy the next part.

p.s-to those who read BBM I was going to update today but I left my notebook in my locker in which I had part 35 written out so it'll have to be tomorrow.

It's Sunday, I dread Sunday's it means it's the last day of my weekends even though I don't do anything interesting it's better than being stuck in a stupid school stuck in a horrid and stuffy uniform while the school that's around the block gets to wear whatever they want to school where Max attends, where you can attend classes with the one your crush where you can find stuff about him, but no, I was cursed the day I was born so I'm stuck here in a fucked up world, where in some countries woman have no rights, men think they are superior where they have restrictions on the number of children you can have where rejection, hurt and pain is the most numbered emotion opposed to love and h happiness, where the suicide rates are going up, where woman are being forced to get married to a stranger at a young age, but this is America and still my parents live like they do in Asia, where the daughter has no freedom, I bet my parents are probably arranging someone for me to get married too and I hate it I'm not a china doll that's too fragile and I am in no way no one's property so watching out my bedroom window and watching the rain drops hit my glass window I wonder is Max Evans really worth my tears and heartbreak.

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It's not so busy today as it was yesterday but max Evans is here he's sitting in my section with Michael, Michael's not working today, he's really nice I think he's the only one out of the popular group ho talks to me he's not like them he doesn't categorize people and judge them by their looks, how he's Max's best friend I don't know, but that's just it I don't know Max and maybe behind that ass façade he's maybe...just maybe like Michael or maybe Max isn't and with Michael and Max opposites attract.
"Will you just go and ask her out already" Michael said as he watched Max stare at Liz again with the same dreamy expression he'd had for the past year while she had her back turned to them.

MAx broke out of his thoughts "It's not that easy Michael" Max answered running his hands down his face.

"And what's not easy you get off the seat walk up to her and ask her out what's so hard about that" Michael answered, he knew Liz was right for his Best friend they'd both be right for each other but Max's stubbornness never got him anywhere.

"Michael I told you what happened in junior High, I can't just forget like it never happened, it probably killed her inside" Max said felling guilty, he averted his eyes back to Liz's scanning her into his mind so he could think of her, what bothered him was that she never looked happy to him, she looked happy to theirs as she would put on a fake smile but her eyes showed the hidden truth which he could read, his Liz wasn't happy and maybe it was because of him, maybe he ruined her life forever.

"Maxwell, that was in junior high were all older now, I'm sure she's forgiven you, Maxwell C'mon man you deserve this" Michael said.

"I don't deserve her though" Max whispered watching Liz's figure walk into the back.
"This is your chance Max" Michael said also seeing that Liz had walked into the back room.

Max shook his head "Not today" Max

"Then when" Michael asked.

Max never answered, as he didn't know know the answer himself he swas caught up between knowing what's best and following his heart.

TBC
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posted on 3-Aug-2002 9:21:10 PM by roswelllover
I’m really supposed to be doing my assignments at the moment but as always I cannot prey myself away from fan fiction, even though I don’t have that many readers for this fic I think it’s the fact that I like writing this so much is what’s keeping me form stopping and if I did I know I’d be threatened by the dedicated readers of this (you guys know who u are) but I’m gonna cutdown some of my fics I have this habit of writing stories and don’t have the heart to stop when I don’t get enough FB but I have to do something so I am but do not Fear this won’t be one of them, my potential in writing isn’t that great but ‘m unique my good is that I’m a okay writer cuz there’s so much talent on this board it’s hard to compete, I’d stop writing but I like reading and writing Roswell fanfiction.....so I won’t be going anywhere ur going to have to stick with me and my pathetic writing skills...
It still cease to amaze me that I still have readers (shakes her head) but enough go me talking.

dedicated to:
carolina_moon- lol, I’m sure ur going to be happy that I won’t be making you wait any longer even I couldn’t so your going to like the next few chapters, Liz being, thanks for the FB.

Shama(2x)- thanks for the Fb and Bumps

Alizaria- hehe thanks for the bump and the Fb glad u FINALLY caught up now just don’t fall behind.

marteloise- thanks for the FB

Michaela- thanks for the FB, I hope ur going to like it from now on maybe not know but u get me, and I had to make Michael the nice one, one of them had to be to persuade Max.

btw is it just me or are my number of readers decreasing *sad*
now on happier terms

PART 7

It was Friday, and Liz was thankful for it, she’d be able to rest from the huge Algebra test she had that afternoon, as usual she stayed back 20 minutes late so she could stop any embarrassing encounters with the West Roswell High School students.

Watching the not so interesting ground as she walked with her hands in her knee-length skirt pocket and her hair hiding her face from any onlookers as she looked down, she hated walking to school and home in fear of people looking at her and judging and snickering as they went by in their cars and houses, but she had on other choice, but she rather walk than have her mom pick her up. Without looking she started to pass the WRHS gates when her name was called out.

“Liz” the voice called out as she tried to walk past, Liz froze mid stride ‘who could possibly want to talk to me maybe it’s just one of the popular guys wanting me to turn around so I can feel proud that they said hi to me, I’m not going to turn around what if I do and I embarrass myself as I probably wasn’t my name.’ so she kept walking when the voice called out to her again.

“Liz wait”

Liz turned around and looked up nearly blacking out from shock in front of he stood Max Evans
“Oh My Bob, he actually said something to me, Max Evans just.....wait what if I’m hallucinating yup that’s it I’m hallucinating why would Max Evans talk to me after years of avoiding me it’s Friday and I think I need sleep’ So she closed her eyes in hopes of coming back to reality.

“Liz are you alright” Max asked with concern as he laid his hand on her arms.

Liz opened them instantly at the first touch of Max’s hand on her arm ‘no no no no no stupid brain come on Liz get out of Maxland, Max is not here- Oh My.......it’s him.......it’s him Max Evans is touching me..........his voice sounds huskier than junior high-” Liz sighed as the realisation hit her but was jumped back to reality.

“Liz.” Max spoke again he was dreading this ‘great now look what I’ve done she can hardly say a word to me’ after deciding to take up on what Michael had said Max had thought what the heck there was a 50% chance that she’d say yes or no he was willing to take the risk so knowing that Liz was always the late comers from her school he waited for her now he seriously regretted that decision.

“Yeah” Liz asked quietly turning around to face him. ‘say something you idiot before you look like an even more loser’ her mind yelled at her.

“Uh....this is kind of hard to say but........um......would you like to go out sometime, maybe” Max asked and holding his breath awaiting her answer.

Liz’s eyes widened ‘no he just didn’t..........Liz shook her head she knew this as too good to be true, her heart had hurt enough and she wasn’t going to be the one to make it hurt any more.

“What” Lis whispered.

“Um would you maybe like to go out sometime... like on a date” Max asked ‘how can this be so damn hard I’ve asked girls out before and I've never stumbled in my whole entire life.’

“Is this some kind of sick joke” Liz said softly, she was to shy to actually be any louder, she never looked up at Max except looking down, all the pent up anger and hurt was finally suppressing she wasn't going to fall for another joke, Max's face fell at that statement but Liz continued on.

“I’m guessing this is something one of your friends put you up too huh, you probably used today lunch time to plan it, then you’d ask me out and you know who I am I'd probably say yes, then you’d either dump me after saying something mean or you’d sleep with me then leave me but whatever way I'm guessing this si just a game for you” Liz said also quietly but Max heard every word, every piercing word that stabbed his heart every time.

“Liz it’s nothing like that-” Max tried to explain but was cut off by the ring of Liz’s cellophone.

“Hello” Liz picked up.

“Where are you Liz, you’re supposed to be home by now” Nancy asked?

“I’m sorry mom, but I needed to go to the Library I'll be home soon” Liz said.

“Okay just make sure your home before curfew” Nancy reminded.

“Yes mom” Liz sighed and hung up.

“Max, I understand, you popular people are all like, the answers no Max because I know that this may seem like a rejection to you by me but you don’t care cause it was just a dare, you have all these girls fall for you and besides aren’t you jeopardizing your reputation by even talking to me, go home Max and tell you buddies that you got laid your reputation means more to me than mine does, I have to go home now” Liz said

“Liz I really like you” Max said his heart was breaking in two he wasn’t like all the guys who cared about his ego, he didn’t care that he got rejected it hurt because he got rejected y someone he liked since Freshman year, someone he could see himself having a future with.

Liz shook her head “I don’t think that’s possible, have to go” Liz said and ran off, knowing if she stayed any longer she’d probably give into his lies.

Max slumped to the ground and sat at the edge of the curb with his head in his hands, ‘he got his answer, he had hurt her too much and now she didn’t want anything to do with him.
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It’s Friday 14th April and I have had the worst day today first I had a huge test for the worst subject and then after school Max Evan’s supposedly asked me out to make my day worst, this is suppose to make me happy isn’t it well it’s not cause I know it was a prank like what one of hi friends had did to Ashley Vagel last year it was one of the most talked topic throughout WRHS and RGHS and I don’t want that to happen to me ever, at least I can live with the knowledge that he did talk to me and he did touch me even if it was just briefly.

I don’t think I can write anymore so I'm going to go listen to some sad depressing music

Liz Parker- going through a rollercoster of emotional distress.
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After the his bad encounter with Liz, Max had walked home solemnly his back pack slung on one shoulder looking just as bad as Liz, when he had arrived home he had walked straight to his room, no one could get through him, Michael had arrived an hour later when Mrs Evans had told him that Max didn’t want to see any one today, but knowing Michael Mrs Evans had let him in and Michael trudged up the stairs and like always Max let him in.

“What’s up Maxwell” Michael asked as he looked at the devilish appearance of Max as he laid on his bed staring at the ceiling and listening to depressive music as well.

“She said no” Max answered

“Who said no” Michael asked coming to sit on Max’s computer chair.

“Liz did” Max answered and then went on to tell him about what she said.

“Liz said this” Michael asked surprised.

“Yeah, and you know I don’t blame her I hurt her so much in junior high its reasonable that she’d defensive” Max said.

Michael didn’t know what to say it was out of character of Liz, he needed to have a talk with Liz tomorrow.

TBC
Kinda depressing but it had to come.
But FB plz, if a part sucks in a story plz tell me and I'll try to fix it.

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posted on 10-Aug-2002 1:24:51 AM by roswelllover
Thanks for the FB guys........Well here it is, part 8 finally ... the start of a...said too much already. *big*

PART 8

Liz’s POV
It’s Saturday, and I haven’t seen Max today, probably still getting over being rejected, I somehow feel guilty about thinking that way I mean he sounded so sincere yesterday...don’t be fooled Parker there all like that... this is way too stressful, I need a time out, I just wish my mind would stop thinking.
Michael hasn’t come in yet, his shift doesn’t start until another hour it’s weird not seeing Max out there with them the ‘popular group’ today he’s always there laughing at Jimmy’s lame jokes and pathetic sense of humour.
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Walking through the Crashdown doors Michael walked to the back where the person he had to talk would probably be sitting, he looked out for Liz, she was the fragile one, that needed protecting, her parents wouldn’t appreciate him talking to her, less than protecting her, it was funny when Liz had told me on the first day of work when I was and her dad was glaring at her and since then we always communicate out of her parents line of vision, they know we can’t possibly do anything in public besides I see her like a sister so Nothing could happen between us, but with Maria that’s a different story- okay mind going off track....this is important.

Pushing open the double doors to the back room, Michael found Liz sitting on the couch staring at the floor.

“Aren’t you suppose to be feeding hungry people out there” Michael teased, Liz looked up and started standing up.

“Sorry” Liz apologized.

“Liz, I was kidding, sit down I need to talk to you” Michael said.

“Michael, you know I can’t” Liz said.

“It’s okay Liz your dad’s gone out for a while, and your mom’s not going to come down now sit down and stop being paranoid” Michael said with a sense of laughter in his voice.

Liz bit her lip while she sat down, she always did that when she was nervous bite her lip sometime she nearly bit so hard that she’d cut it, that had happened only yesterday and biting her lip now was way to painful as the wound was still new.

“You have to know that I'm telling you the truth right, your like a really close friend to me you have to know that what I'm about to say isn’t something to hurt you” Michael said.

“I'm a close friend to you” Liz asked it was rarely that Liz would know that she was someone’s friend she just thought she was there for people so other could see they were with someone who they knew instead of seeming like a loner, how you were seen was really important nowadays and Michael saying she was a close friend of his came to a real shock to her.

“Yeah you are, but that’s beside the point do you trust me” Michael asked he needed to know that she would listen to him.

“Yeah course I do, what is this about Michael” Liz asked as she could hear the seriousness in his voice and knew what he had to say was important, but somewhere in her mind she knew that this had to do something with Max that was if Max wasn’t shamed to tell Michael about yesterday.

“ Please listen to me okay I need you to do that” Michael said and received a nod from Liz.

“Max told me last night about what happened” Michael started off and that confirmed Liz that this was exactly where this conversation was going to go.

“Michael-” Liz said but was cut of by Michael.

“No let me finish, He really likes you Liz this isn't just something that us guys had thought up at lunch time just to hurt you, if it was I would’ve pounded Max’s head in the ground myself, but it wasn’t, you should have seen him yesterday he didn’t talk to anyone last night except for me. You have to know this isn’t a prank” Michael said trying to put his two close friends together and make them happy.

Liz sighed and didn’t think it could be true “Michael I...junior high is still there Michael, it...He is the only one who has hurt me so much in my life his words made such an impact on me that I've hidden away... I just, I don’t think I can believe this” Liz said

“Do you know he still beats him self for that, I'm not here to defend him Liz I'm going to let him explain to you all I want you to do is give him a chance, that yesterday has hurt him just as much as last day in junior high had hurt you” Michael said.

Liz contemplated what Michael had said, and knew that couldn’t be possible for anyone to feel as much pain as she has but this was Michael he wouldn’t lie to her, butterflies rose to her stomach as she thought of the fact that Max Evans could actually possibly like her.

“Thank you Michael, I don’t think I ever would have found out if you weren't such a great friend to Max he’s really lucky to have you’ Liz said.

“Don’t forget that I'm yours too” Michael said with a smile.

“Yeah I kinda forgot there” Liz smiled.

“He hasn't come out of his room yet and I doubt he will be anytime my best option is for you to go over to his house but I doubt it could possibly happen cuz it’s you were talking about here so I'll leave you his phone number” Michael said.

Liz smiled “the world would be lost without you Michael Guerin” Liz said.

“Yeah I know” Michael answered laughing.
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It is 5:30 and Liz is pacing the length of her room, the piece of paper with Max's number on it in held tightly in her hand, now that the time had come Liz didn’t think she could do it, talk to Max over the phone was like talking to someone famous, whoa what a big thing, the phone was one technology she didn’t get along with, they were not friends and talking to a guy over the phone wasn’t any better then talking to him face to face.
Not having the guts to call she placed the piece of paper inside her journal for later, and went back down to the Crashdown she’d only gotten a 5 minute break so deciding she had nothing else constructive to do she went back to work.
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Jennifer and Matt had arrived at the Evan's as Max was the only one home, Max couldn’t make up a good enough excuse to why he didn’t want t go out and had been dragged to the Crashdown against his will, the last place he wanted to be.

“C’mon Max live a little what happened this weekend you’re usually the fun guy” Matt asked as he pushed open the Crashdown door.

Max didn’t answer him and Jennifer jumped in “Matt, quite flaming Max not everyone is like you” Jennifer said before greeting their group of friends.
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Upon seeing Max as he Jennifer and Matt joined the ever-growing group of guys and girls Liz’s heart accelerated faster, she couldn’t do it, she wouldn’t be able to go up to them and ask for their orders with max there.

“Michael, I can’t go out there” Liz whispered loudly to him.

“Yeah you can you've done it every other time” Michael answered flipping the beef patties over on the grill.

“Yeah well I didn’t find out the once person I like the most in the world returns my feelings all those other times ” Liz seethed

“Liz I swear you get hung up over the smallest thing” Michael said shaking his head.

“C’mon Michael” Liz leaded.

“I can’t take their order Liz, I'm the cook, these patties aren’t going to cook themselves” Michael answered.

“I'll look over them, just this once” Liz said.

“Yeah-right Liz; you do know Max comes here...like oh my god everyday” Michael mocked teasingly.

“Just today Michael please” Liz pleaded “today is just too soon for me”

“Yeah I bet the next time you’ll probably be the one sitting with them” Michael muttered.

“Thank you “ Liz said once he had come around to her side.

“Yeah well you owe me”

“To what do we owe the honour Michael” Randy asked as Michael walked up to them?

“I’m taking your orders today, so hurry up I don’t have all day’ Michael answered.

“What's up with Parker” Randy asked laughing?

Michael rolled his eyes, “If you don’t want arsenic in your soda you’ll shut up” Michael answered.

Max envied Michael it came so easy for him to defend Liz but for him he couldn’t, he’d just sit there and do nothing, Michael was brave, he wanted to be Michael.

Beside their table Maria had heard everything and was smiling at how sweet Michael was he had defended Liz, like it came naturally, she’d have to find sometime to pull him aside and ask him out.
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Michael had returned to his cooking while Liz had returned to her usual waiting. Oblivious to the fact that Max was watching her Liz had served the customers with a fake smile.

“Where you going Evans” Sam asked as Max had gotten up from the booth.

“Don't worry I'll be back” Max answered as he walked to the bathroom.

Coming out of the bathroom, Max bumped into Liz who was walking out of the backroom.

“I’m sorry” Liz apologized then looked up to see Max.

“It’s okay’ Max answered seeing Liz, and was about to turn around when Liz made a split second decision “Max” Liz said.

“Yeah” Max asked turning around.

Liz tucked her lower lip between her lip, before answering “There’s something I uh...need to tell you it won’t take a sec’ Liz answered.

‘Okay” Max answered.

“Can we go outside” Liz asked knowing it was a risk if she talked to Max inside the Crashdown.

Max nodded his head and Liz led him out through the back, to the door that led out to the back of the alley.

Steeping out the door, Liz closed it behind her.

“Um... this is a risk I'm taking I don’t know if your offer still stands and you still have those feelings but Michael talked to me this afternoon” Liz said before continuing “ He told me that well yesterday wasn’t a prank that you weren't out to hurt me” Liz answered.

“And my answer is yes” Liz whispered feeling shy.

Max’s expression suddenly changed to a smile, his heart was fluttering as he heard her whispered words and knew the meaning of them “Really” Max answered too excited.

Liz smiled with her eyes still cast down “really’ Liz whispered again.

“How about tomorrow” Max asked wanting it to be soon.

Liz smiled, her stomach had gotten butterflies and her mouth was dry so not being able to answer she nodded her head yes.

“Great I’ll pick you up at 6 then” Max said.

Liz shook her head, “it’ll be best if I meet you there wherever there is and not after 6” Liz answered blushing she didn’t want to tell him but she had too, it was too early to consider telling him about her life that would have to wait, but what was she to say oh 6 doesn't suit me.

“We can go see a movie, how about at 12” Max asked

“That’s fine” Liz answered

“I’ll seeya then” Max answered, his heart doing flip-flops, he no longer felt like life sucked.

TBC
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posted on 17-Aug-2002 9:53:46 PM by roswelllover
4 FBs ...OUCH...did that part really suck that much *sad*...I think it did *sad* I would’ve had a new part out faster but I guess the lack of FB pushed it further down my ‘to do’ list but here I am with a new part.
Thanks I've cut this part out in two parts; I don’t think I can write any long parts today. thanks to those who do read this fic though *big*

Alizaria, Linnie, Shama, marteloise, for the FB and shama for the bump

Part 9a - Prologue of the Date

“ Liz What’s got you so hyped up” Maria asks me, I probably shouldn‘t be so jumpy.

I sigh, guess who I was thinking about if you got Max Evans you were RIGHT.

“Come on girl you’ve gotta tell” She asks

“I’ve got a date” I answer giving her as little information I can but I know this is Maria here and she won’t just take that form me.

‘WHAT! C’mon Liz spill I live for these thing” She whines she’s always like this when something juicy happened to either one of us we always want to know might I ask I can be like this too.

“’Ria calm down” I have to laugh I mean she’s so cute “Breath in and out” She needs to be instructed on how to do this or else she might die form not breathing it happened once.... I swear.

“Liz quit changing the subject” she says did it look like I was changing the subject “Who, What where, why, when, how” Maria spouts out questions to me like some news interviewer.

“Max Evans, I'm going on a date with him, at the movies, I don’t know why, tomorrow afternoon, and I don’t know how” I answer in order as much as I possibly can.

“Did I hear you right this is the Max Evans that was an absolute jerk to you, the Max Evans that you’ve been pining over for like how many years” Maria says I know she means well but does she need to remind me about The Max Evans,

“Yes Maria it is the Max Evans” I answer I hope she didn’t hear sarcasm in my voice.

“Are you sure-” Maria was about to ask me but I cut her off

“Yeah Michael told me it’s not a prank, or excreta” I've gotta clear that up, I bet you that’s what everyone will think that I'm juts one of the victims for their little games.

“Oh Liz I'm so happy for you” Maria gushes and hugs me. “You’ve waited so long” YES I know I have.

“Thanks Maria but it‘s only a date, he‘ll probably find something off about me and call the whole thing off ” I mean really it’s the truth.

“Awe C’mon Liz can’t you be a tad bit happy” Maria says we’ve been through this before last time she tried it didn’t work and it won’ this time either.

“If I am happy and he does dump Maria then I know I'm going to be hurt” I answer lying.

“Your going to be hurt anyway” Maria answers you know sometimes I, which she wasn’t so damn smart.

“Maria please” I love her but even people you love can only go so far then you just...

Maria stops I know she’s thinking about the last time she tried I have mixed emotions don’t I always though, I’m really happy, I mean I'm the happiest I could be for someone like me, happy that Max total heart throb Evans had asked ME little Lizzie Parker on date, but there’s these feelings and constant nagging at the back of my head that makes me think that it’s only a date and will be the only date, asking someone out doesn't necessarily mean there will be another time, that me being born on September Friday the 13th was for a reason, I'm cursed and it’s going to stick with me everything I've done, everything I do and will do will end up destruction talk my life for example it might be good now but it’s been hell and it’s going to get worst.

Telling my parents I want to go out tomorrow is something that’s making me wet my parents here and I mean that technically but I'm like scared shitless out of my mind, I don’t know what there going to say lets just see what they have to say.

“Mom, dad” I ask in my sweet voce, there’s a time and place for everything.

“Yeah honey” My dad asks.

“Uh...Maria and I have a science project tomorrow at 12, can go” Liz asked, I sound like a 12 year old my god but it’s how I treated like a 12 year old, aren’t I smart though I'm a master of excuses I've got great timing to use them now.

“Sure Liz what time will you be back” My mom asks OH...My...GOD my mom did not just say yes, whoa cool.

“Uh before curfew Liz answered.

“Good, was that all” my mom asks

“Yeah that was all” I answer then sit down on the couch, I can’t just leave after that I have to be here for another reason too.
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“So Liz called you yet” Michael asked as he and Max sat outside n the cool grass like they did every Saturday evening, he’d be over at Max’s house every weekend it was like his second home now, sitting outside was just a way to get away form Diane’s cooking smells.

“No, why” Max asked, he was yet to tell Michael about his date yesterday, but he could've lite up a room with the grin he had on all day. He still couldn’t get over it, he was thankful to have a friend like Michael.

“Oh no reason” Michael answered not wanting to ruin anything.

“Michael” Max asked as he picked at the blade of grass.

“Yeah” Michael answered.

“I have a date” Max answered

‘What” Michael asked, he was kinda pissed Liz was suppose to ask him where the hell did Max get off going out with someone else.

“With Liz Max answered with a big grin.

The frown wears off Michael, into a smile “how” Michael asked if she hadn’t called him then...

“We kinda bumped into each other and the rest just fel into place she told me that you talked to her and she said yes, were going out tomorrow” Max answered.

“Whoa” Michael said.

“ And thanks if it wasn’t for you I don’t think I'd be going out with Liz” Max answered.

‘It’s nothing man, you two are like my closest friends you both deserve the best, but hurt her this time and I'm kicking your ass” Michael answered

Max chuckled it was such a Michael thing to do.

TBC
that was 9a, not so interesting but plz leave FB it’s a must Fb , FB and readers is what has kept thsi fic going and it is what will keep it going.

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posted on 23-Aug-2002 4:09:04 AM by roswelllover
Thanks for the FBs here’s the long delayed part 9b

Roswellian_chicka, AmandaLovesAlex, Lindsey, Lana Lane, Stardust, marteloise- thanks for the FB and / or bump.

m14- lol about own many stories I'm writing I've cut down on 2 of them and currently now have 6 fics going but 3 that I update frequently and thanks for the FB.

Shama- thanks for the FB and the bumps as to an update to Kryptonite Vs. The Pentagon I’ll promise to get a new part out just b4 my exams before I tend to my studying and abandon my fics for 3 weeks lol don’t worry I’m on it.



Part 9b- the date

It’s Saturday and guess what today is...yes I was so excited last night I had a hard time going to sleep, it’s 11:55 I slept in of course I mean that’s what the weekends are for waking up late, plus I need my beauty sleep it’s the reason I'm so ugly having to get up at 7 in the morning only or school. And plus it’s my gene’s fault I turned out like tis right? Whatever.

No the thing is I can’t look to good I mean I'm ‘supposed to doing a project at Maria's’ looking like I'm going out on a date is going to look too suspicious.

So I'm dressed in pair of beige cords and a black camisole top, simple yet it’s me and it won’t arouse suspicion within my parents especially my mo m who would start throwing about questions and come to a conclusion stating ‘It’s boy isn’t it’ and well this particular day it would be right but other time it would probably piss me off a lot.

“Liz Maria’s here” My dad shouts out I'm so glad it’s not my mom probably would've gave her the 20 questions although Maria been through them survived and is still my friend no one deserves to go through that more than once.

Running down the stairs as fast as my slow legs can take my grab my pretend ‘books, my wallet and my cell phone and head out the back door to meet Maria. “Hey”

“My aren’t we looking great today” Maria complements, right me looking great I roll my eyes at how strange the words sound to me.

“C’mon Maria we have a project to do” I say I need to be pretending cause I'm guessing my mom’s listening upstairs waiting for something to spill out.

Sitting in the car while Maria puts her Shakira CD on full blast isn't what I wanted, Maria my dear friend has no taste in music her category of music starts form Britney spears, Hanson, Nsync which I think are okay Shakira and the list could go on my friend Maria 17 years of age is still a teeny bopper at heart ho we get along with our differences I don’t know. I have never been so glad to see the movie theatre in my whole life.

“Ria will you stay with me until Max comes or if he doesn’t then I won’t end up looking like an idiot” I ask just before the jetta came to a halt in the spare parking space. I mean I don’t won’t to look like a loser waiting.

“You have nothing to worry about Liz he’s going to come okay and you know I'll stick around I have nothing better to do instead of going home and well going home ”She answers.

I offer her a small smile and remember that’s what I love her for; Maria will always be there form me no matter what, when or why.

“C’mon chica lets go before your prince charming thinks you stood him up” she says as if he’s already here which I'm really doubting here suddenly feeling nervous as reality hits me that it’s actually really happening.

Walking inside the movie theatre I am meet with throngs of people as Maria and I stay together, seeing familiar faces form my school as they quickly head into a theatre with their significant other, suddenly all in a flash the theatre is empty leaving only me and Maria and the workers standing in the corner I listen as Maria rambles on about how the half of the population of Roswell must be here but I know there not only a few were here the rest are well around Roswell as you could say.

Suddenly to me time seems like it’s going really slow when it’s only been 1 minute and 19 seconds since I got here.

“Hi” I hear a deep voice behind me I turn around slowly as if thinking that my mind could be playing tricks on me but to my amazement when I come face to face with Max Evans and hear Maria gasp I don’t think it’s just me.

“Hi, I'm Maria Liz’s friend it’s great to meet you but I have an appointment to go to so I'll leave you to be” Maria rambles as I faintly heard her, what I couldn’t get over was the site before me I mean Max is a sex goddess anyway but now he’s whoa I am really lost for words I don’t think I've seen him wear that tight black tee before and are those new jeans he’s wearing...okay don’t get as a stalker I'm not I just you know notice these things.

“She’s nice” Max says after she’s gone I've stopped admiring now I think it’s enough.

“Yeah she is” I answer.

“You look great” He says whoa I was so not expecting that form him and I bet I've probably grown two or three shade redder.

“Uh...thanks you to” I answer I don’t know how to respond to complements it’s usually just Maria and Michael but they’re my friends there obligated to say nice things to me.

“So is there anything you want to see” Max asks as he comes to my side and turns around towards the board with the movie and movie times.

“I don’t mind what we see” I answer and shiver as his arm brushes against my bare arm.

“Bend it like Beckham or Insomnia” he asks oh I would so love to jump up and down and yell BEND IT LIKE BECKHAM! But he makes up my mind for me.

“I heard Insomnia wasn’t too great” Max says could it be my luck, Max, chocolate and my favourite not seen movie, I'm in pure bliss.

“I guess you made up my mind for me” I answer smiling and he smiles back which sends tingles down my spine.

After debating over who would pay I give in after he says it should be him since he should be making up for the times he was an ass, how can I refuse when he said that, I wanted to cry and yell out I love you, but I might scare him away so I sighed and he went and got our tickets for the movie. “You want anything popcorn, cherry cola” He asks.

I point at the chocolate bar behind the guy serving us and he comes back with 2 cherry cola, popcorn and my chocolate bar.

After purchasing the food I let Max lead us into theatre number 12 and we sit at the back in the corner, the lights are still on and the movie doesn’t start until another 10 minutes but I guess he wanted to sit down for the time being were the only ones I the big theatre with the big screen in front of us, I'm thank full that good music's playing and nothing classical.

“What have you been up to since junior high” He asks, did he have to mention junior high and how the hell am I supposed to answer him I know why don’t I say ‘oh my life sucks, I tried hating you but all you seem to do is consume my every thought while you make fun of me, yup life’s great’ I don’t think so.

“Not much...last year was a busy year with getting used to sophomore year and all but everything else has been great, how about you” lie if I was put on a lying dictator now it’s starts beeping like crazy.

He chuckles “it’s been busy” he answers, I bet it has, I snicker. “How’s Roswell girls” He asks great is that all you can ask about school, well at least he’s not asking about my life or that about the JH incident.

“That school has got to be the most worst school in Roswell, the teachers a bitches, uniforms are hideous and I think that some girls in my year are lesbians, I guess that’s what the school tries to turn us into, I hate it so much” I answer not realising it’s the first thing I've answered honestly.

He chuckles, “Yeah Tess said something about that lesbian thing, I don’t think the teachers are likeable no matter where they teach, but I don’t think I'll agree with the uniforms you look cute in it” He answers, okay mentioning Tess’s name did make my stomach churn I knew that they still had ties since they belong to the same group but he said he name so tenderly, but his last comment made me smile.

“I can't believe you think there cute” I answer disgusted .

“I didn't say they were cute, I said you look cute when you wear it” Max answers, god why is he being so bold, I was hoping I could just change it but he’s so stubborn he’s not going to let it down until I respond.

I’m thankful for when I hear people starting to enter, saved by the people I guess.

“Looks like there’s going to be a lot of people” I answer.

“Yeah it does” max answers just before the sound from around us starts and the trails start t appear on the screen making us focus on the screen before us.


TBC
well that was part 9b thanks to your great FBing, Don’t forget the FB for the nxt part.
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posted on 28-Aug-2002 12:57:19 AM by roswelllover
thanks so much for the Fb but I have exams on next week*sad* but I mite be bale to post a lil part out as I've only written a paragraph so far..........


posted on 5-Sep-2002 3:05:28 AM by roswelllover
no time for individual thank you’s this time but thanks to those who did leave Fb u knw who u are now for part 10...hope u like, and lill not unfortunately no kiss for a while maybe 2 or 3 parts but I hope that doesn’t scare u away I’ll make it up to u promise *wink*

previously

“Looks like there’s going to be a lot of people” I answer.

“Yeah it does” Max answers just before the sound from around us starts and the trailers start to appear on the screen making us focus on the screen before us.


Part 10

jeez theses trailers are so long I wonder if we pay for the trailers or the movie, I don’t think I'm going to end up having date two what a tactic huh I haven’t been on this date for 10 minutes and I already blow it, I should’ve answered but how I mean these things just don’t slip out of my mouth naturally just like I don’t hear them naturally, I'm afraid of looking at him at the moment probably looking for the exit sign somewhere before he’s rapped to spend the rest of the afternoon with me. I should stop this Maria says it’s bad for me, she says she can see the thick cloud of negativity floating above me, although ti can’t see anything except the theatre ceiling but what if Max is like Maria what if he can see the thick black cloud of negativity floating above me. okay parker calm down deep breaths in and out.

The movies starting now I think I might be able to actually stop bickering inside my head for 2 and a half hours for once.


Max’s POV
it’s half way through the movie now I haven’t paid attention to the movie, I saw it last week with Michael and the guys so I can appreciate the beauty beside me. I turn to the screen when I see Liz laugh but turn back to look at Liz again, I wouldn't want to miss this for the world, Liz Parker hardly ever shows her inner true emotions, I hardly ever see her smile a real smile much less laugh. her laughter is like music to my ears, her eyes light up in ways I haven't seen before, I think she realised I was looking at her, this is something I can keep in my mind for a long time.

Liz’s POV

I loved that movie it was so funny, it’s great to be able to laugh again to enjoy something, I'm embarrassed that max saw me though it’s not my fault I couldn't control the emotions inside me so I laughed at what was being said and then completely embarrassed myself in front of Max, oh well I think I'll live with it. I don’t know where were headed next but um I'm headed where ever Max is leading us too

“so um where are we going I ask” after sitting in his car, yeah I stretch the word his car, it’s so fucking flash jeez I don’t even have a car all I got is m own two feet for transport and Maria.

“I want to show you something... is that okay” he asks hesitantly. awe I don’t think I've ever seen him uncomfortable and it makes this car ride to wherever he’s taking me much better.

“no I don’t” I answer smiling, got to help him take of some of the ease.
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Okay I just saw the you are now leaving Roswell, which means where ever he’s taking me it’s not in this town, I Liz parker am putting my life n Max Evans hands lets hope I don’t regret this decision although a road trip with max does sound absolutely great, I have irrational parents waiting for me at home.

I finally see something in view after scene after scene of desert sand it’s a rock formation, why the hell are we here, my question was about to be answered.

parking the car in a shady spot he turned off the ignition and opened his door which I did as well since I kinda think I have to get out, he walks around to my side and smiles at me, I so love that smile.

“Your kinda wondering why were here huh” he asks as we start walking up to the rock formation.

“yeah the though did occur to me” I answer smiling it’s only polite to repeat the gesture.

“I always come here when I need to think, or need time to myself, it’s kinda like my get myself together place, I wanted to show you ” he answers I couldn’t believe it max Evans had a place where he would come to spend some alone time, very shocking.

“why” is what comes out of my mouth, I wish I could take it back since his smile disappeared.

When all that meet was silence, what took me by surprise was when he took my hand and laced his hand in mine and sat us down on a smooth rock surface.

Looking up at his face I saw the deep emotions held within his deep amber eyes, and knew what he was about to say was important to him and possibly to me.

TBC
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posted on 13-Sep-2002 11:51:08 PM by roswelllover
Thanks Shama and Moonlily for the FB

from part 10

Looking up at his face I saw the deep emotions held within his deep amber eyes, and knew what he was about to say was important to him and possibly to me.

Part 11

“I think I owe it to you to be honest not that I haven’t been but you went through so much for me I treated you like I wouldn’t have imagined doing but I did and I was an asshole to you, you’ve taken the chance to forgive me and make this work, I even hate myself for what I did to you in junior high” Max spoke with emotion and I knew with the emotion in his voice and the help of his eyes expressing his honesty I knew he was for real.

“You, you remember that” I answer shuttering, I so didn’t think he’d remember.

“Of course I remember, that was the worst day of my life, I may have not felt the same but I realised after it that I was stupid to listen to Sean” he answered, I frown, Sean what does he mean by listening to Sean.

“It was Sean who wrote it, ti wasn’t me and e signed on my behalf or that’s what eh called it and since I thought I was cool I let him do that to him, I'm not even friends with him anymore, what he wrote I don’t feel that way about you” I guess he realised I was frowning cause he’s just answered my question.

“Liz I've liked you since the first day of high school, when I saw you walk down the rad to your new school cause that day I had realised that I wouldn’t get to see you everyday, that there wasn’t going to be a chance for me to be in any of your classes cause you weren’t even attending my school, since then all I've done is watch you from afar hoping that some day I'd find the courage to finally tell you hoe I feel. And I have, thanks to Michael I have and now I'm here telling you, I know just how awkward today was for you with us, you were afraid of me, afraid of disappointing me” I look down suddenly feeling bare naked, as if his eyes are stripping my soul I didn’t even now he knew this much of me.

He lifted my chin with his finger and finished “you could never disappoint me, just being you is all I could ask for. Will you give us a chance” He asked, he looked as though I would up and leave, how could I possibly do that after his heartfelt speech, maybe it was prepared to trap me...Parker shut up!

“You feel that way about me” I whisper oh god that sounded so bad, stupid, stupid brain.

“I wouldn't have if I didn’t Liz, look I see the uncertainty in your eyes, I’m telling you tot he truth” His face looks hurt, how can I possibly reject him, I'd die right after if I did.

Not knowing if the words that would come out of my mouth would help, I think he realised what I was thinking as he caught me in an embrace when I threw my arms around him, there wasn’t anything I could do except let my heart release the pent up emotions of happiness and pain, and the tears soon followed I knew that those tears were of happiness, my heart was gloating in joy, the guy of my dreams had finally answered my plea, the guy of my dreams had just spilled out his heart, why wouldn’t I be happy. Close my eyes as the feelings of being in his arms for the first time arose within, and I wonder if I've died and gone to heaven.

Max

I didn’t even think I was holding in my breath while I was waiting for her answer until I felt the sudden wave unconsciousness hit me, I wouldn’t be any good if I was unconscious, when I had her in my arms was when I heart beat had somewhat slightly settled, and I knew that she would give us a chance, telling her how I felt was like the weight off my shoulders, knowing she knew helped cause I know she’ll act herself around me, I saw how she pulled away every time something about Liz Parker showed up and I'm hoping that though this was one small step for me, it’s going to be one giant leap for us.

I pull away I could tell she was crying as she was sniffling and the drops of her tears had soaked through my shirt making it wet, though I didn't indeed but I was afraid of why she was crying.

“What's wrong” I ask, she’s wiped her tears away and is smiling now, smiling it’s something I can see will happen a lot more often from now on.

“It’s nothing” I know she’s hiding away again afraid that I'd probably run away finding out about the real her, even though she may not know that I already know some of her.

“Could you tell me to at least reassure me” I ask, I know she’s conflicting over what to do but then she finally answers.

“I just, I've always wanted this I just can’t believe it has, they were tears of joy” She answers and then looks away blushing and at that moment there’s nothing more that I want to do than kiss her, but I don’t, it’s too soon I know that with Liz Parker a kiss is a third date thing.

“I move her face to look up at mine “Liz Parker have just spilled my heart to you, and you shouldn’t be embarrassed about being honest with me okay” I see that I have now made her smile again, maybe making Liz’s eyes alive won’t be so hard anymore.

Liz

As much as he’s being honest with me, I don’t think I can be honest with him fully just yet, maybe 2 or 3 weeks from now, I mean he’s going to want to know why my parents can’t know, or why I won’t be allowed to go out some of the time, why am I even doing this what if there isn't a second date...what are you doing to yourself parker didn’t you hear him speak from his heart, if you had listened it says that he likes you that means there will be more than one date. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the twilight zone with the amount of times I argue with my self, I'm glad that it’s not outspoken I'd sure be in the loony bin for it.


The New Mexican sun is out and hot, it’s the afternoon and us being out in the desert doesn’t help much either.

“So what do you think about when you come here” I ask, I doubt I'd get an answer I mean I sound like I'm being nosy, girlfriends have the right to ask that, I'm not even his girlfriend you have to have gone on a second date to be considered a girlfriend officially, why do I do this to myself.

Max shrugs I guess I can live with that answer “about my parents, school but mostly I come here to think about you” Whoa I was surprised with that answer and so did not see it coming.

I swallow “what do you think about...about me” I am so asking for it.

“I think about how it could've been if I hadn’t been an ass, or how I let my so-called friends talk to you the way they do. And sometimes I try to think of the reason why your eyes don’t light up like they used to” okay, that I'm not ready to answer.

“Max, I...I can handle the shit your friends give me” I answered lying through my teeth if only he knew how much each remark and comment has a full blown effect on the little self esteem I have left with me.

“You’re lying I see the pain that clouds your eyes whenever one of them say something you shouldn’t have to put up with that, you shouldn’t have put up with that if only I could’ve said something” how does he do it, how does he seem to know me, it’s like how it is for me, I would know every gesture and emotion of Max Evans that’s what 4 years of studying does to a girl.

I look down I don’t think I want to show him how truthful his statement really was.

After talking Liz announced the time to leave, her mom was going to call at 3:30 which meant she had 20 minutes to get to Maria’s

10 minutes later they came to a halt in front of Maria’s house. “I had a great time” I answer, got to be polite I think he’s beginning to think I resent this date, and I'm being honest this date was more than a dream come true

He smiles and I think I've reassured him “yeah me too”

As I was about to get up he stops me with his hand on my arm. “How about next week” he asks, and those words are what caused my heartbeat to increase for the 4th time that day, Max just asked me on date number 2 I could be on cloud 9.

“Uh...sure, I'll let you know when” I sound bad when I'm over excited.

His hands lingers for a while before he pulls it away and I step out of the car, he drives away and I stand there contemplating weather it shouldn’t hurt that he didn’t kiss me because I would've pulled away anyway, I don’t want to disappoint him and my lack of experience in the kissing department would.

TBC
It was longer, now lets hope that everything can run smoothly for them from now on.
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posted on 23-Sep-2002 2:23:57 AM by roswelllover
The Fb is greatly appreciated thanks.
now for part 12 hope you like.....

Part 12

I’m all giddy and have this tingly feeling inside me all because of Max’s doing, Yes Max Evans is the cause of my feelings, not that there’s nothing that he could do that wouldn’t make me feel every emotion known to man kind but I'm dancing in heaven. The date was great god I though was acting like such an inexperienced geek although I am no was inexperienced but Max had thought otherwise, after the movie which I really enjoyed he took me to his place can you believe it he took me somewhere where NO ONE ELSE has been and that’s when I think I had died and actually gone to heaven or fainted and was dreaming he’s always liked me, the whole yearbook incident was all Sean Summerfield’s doing, Sean Summerfield is an A-Class jerk , even I know that. I should’ve realised that but the hurt had blinded me from seeing what was real but it doesn’t matter anymore I've forgiven him even if he did hurt just as much as I had, god I can’t believe he was hurting just as much as me, the whole time he was feeling the same as me, there’s also a second date with dream guy *sigh* I don’t think I could ask for anymore, though from now on things are going to become complicated if me and Max do end up together I'm going to have to become the best liar in the world to go past my parents, keeping this away from my mom for a long period of time will be a challenge, a challenge I'm willing to take.

Liz closed her journal and got up to hide it behind the loose brick in her wall, wouldn’t her mom just love it if she found the source to Liz Parker’s life.

Placing the black leather bound journal into it’s place and the loose brick behind it Liz got up from her swatted position and climbed through her window and pulled the covers back and got in, she was exhausted, telling a very excited and curious Maria about her date had taken it’s toll on her, she was glad no one had spotted her and had told her Parents were she’d really been and they had accepted the lie thinking she really was at Maria’s. Liz’s eyes fluttered closed as her unconsciousness wavered to heaven where she dreamed about the one and only Max Evans.
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“You‘re still happy” Michael said as he walked up to Max it was Monday 8am West Roswell High, the first day of school for the week which meant there were 5 agonizing days of school left since Mondays hadn't started yet.

“God yeah” Max sighed.

“You haven’t even gone on your second date yet and you’re already whipped” Michael answered rolling his eye but in truth was happy for his two best friends they both deserved the best and he knew that they both would be.

“Whatever Michael, I'm take back what I said yesterday” Max said.

“Be my guest Maxwell, you were way too sentimental for my own good: Michael answered chuckling as they walked down the halls of west Roswell, they dominated them and they knew.
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Max parked his car on the side street before approaching the school gate, it was weird seeing it now with all the girls around. Max looked around to for Liz when he saw Liz and Maria sitting under the tree, a secluded area, a place where no one else was out of the corner of his eye.

“Liz” Max yelled quietly making sure to not let the rest of the school hear him, West Roswell had no rules about going outside school, they didn‘t care just as long as they attended their classes, but everyone knew of Roswell girls, they weren’t even allowed outside school for lunch he figured life RG would be hard.

Liz looked behind her to see Max “Max what are you doing here” Liz asked panicking ohh this was bad.

“I came to ask you out on our second date, maybe a lunch date” Max said sheepishly.

Liz’s brows ceased, lunch date, now.

Max could see the conflicting emotions swirling around in her gorgeous doe brown eyes Max was about to ask when Maria cut in.

“C’mon Liz when have you actually had any fun, it’s only for an hour Beak won’t miss you” Maria answered talking bout their strict principal.

Liz sighed it would be fun “Liz was I caught when I cut the whole day, I swear this school is dumb no one’s going to notice that your gone, go have fun with Max” Maria continued knowing she was pushing the right buttons to make Liz give in.

Max looked at Maria silently thanking her with his eyes when Liz had finally given in, Max was glad Liz too had friends during school that supported her, together maybe they could make a difference and bring back the life in Liz.

Liz got up and grabbed her Jansoprt bag “you’ll cover for me right” Liz asked.

“Of course I will Liz” Maria answered.

Liz smiled and walked over to the secret hole as they called it, girls before her, girls like Tess Liz added had found a hole in the bushes in which they could slip through without the anyone knowing.

Max had walked over to where Liz was and ended his hand for he to take as she jumped of the steep ledge and brushed her self off again.

“So where are we going” Liz asked as Max opened the passenger side of his car?

“The new taco place just outside Roswell” Max answered before he closed the door and walked around the other side.

Liz smiled just outside Roswell was.....Was safe.

TBC *big*
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posted on 28-Sep-2002 3:00:19 AM by roswelllover
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posted on 20-Oct-2002 2:07:54 AM by roswelllover
I'm really sorry for not posting for so long but it's been really busy and I've only had time to write one fic so far but here I am nevertheless with a new part huge thanks to everyone that left fb and shama, newyorker18 thanks for bumping.

Part 13
My life wouldn't have been so crap if well if it wasn't for my loveable cousin, I'm going to try and explain my parents views on why they make my life hell even though yes I do understand but they blow everything out of proportion. Courtney Parker now 20 and a single mom to cute little Taylor at the age of 15 Courtney had found out she as pregnant and well her jerk of a boyfriend left as he was scared and selfish saying he wanted to live his life first. Well this news kind of bought my parents into reality and they made a complete 180 degrees turn and changed my life upside down not knowing where it all came from in the beginning but I soon found out it was because of the mistake Courtney had made, she doesn't regret having Taylor but she does wish life could've been a lot different, it wasn't easy for her, as he parents my aunt and uncle had freaked and made her life just as hell but it was worst for her. I don't blame her I never could blame her I love both Courtney and Taylor, m and court are still close and little Taylor is so cute he's already started school. Who I sort of blame is my parents I mean things happen to people it doesn't mean the whole population of the world will end up doing the same thing like I'm going to sleep with the first guy that comes along jeez.

I guess it was my fate though I mean whatever way things would've turned out I would've been here sitting next to Max although it might have happened a lot earlier but things turned out good, for once.

Since getting in the car Max asked me about my day and vice versa we chatted a little before he turned on the radio and we both sat silently in our thought or I was in my thoughts.

We passed the sign to the Taco shop 2 miles ago and I have no clue where it is though we just passed the Welcome to Roswell and You are Now leaving Roswell signs so I guess I won't be so long.
If you would've asked me 2 weeks ago if I would cut school well my answer would be no, but sitting here in my well my school uniform next to Max it feels great it's lunch time and it's not like I cut class is it.

I finally spotted the Taco building as we got closer it's bigger than I thought smaller than the diner but bigger than most taco places. After turning the ignition off Max gets out of the car and hurries over to my side and opens the door and holds his hand out his hand in which I take while smiling at him, he's so sweet I can't believe that I'm here with him.

Letting go of my hand and opening the backseat door he takes out his leather jacket and hands it to me.

"You might want to sort of hide your uniform just in case they decide to call your school" He answers Aw if I wasn't so damn scared embarrassed I would kiss him.

Closing the door he takes a hold of my hand again and I feel the warmth spread throughout me again, walking inside I was pleased to find that it wasn't as dull as I thought it' be and someone I knew personally wasn't there, Roswell was small and everyone knew everyone but no one knew me and my parents enough to know that in my family there were extreme rules only my close family and friends did.

For some reason I think Max could sense the uneasiness I felt and he walked us to the farthest booth available and I fell in love with him even more, I think there's more that Max knows about me than he lets out.

This place is like McDonalds but lot healthier in some ways and well you can’t find McDonalds in Roswell, unlike most places in Roswell we as citizens actually have to et up and give our orders at the counters which totally pisses me off because it meant Max had to get up and go order while I sat at the booth waiting.

After asking what I wanted Max must've realised I didn't eat much since all I wanted was a vanilla milkshake what could I say I wasn't hungry. To my surprise I hadn't had to wait very long since Max comae back in less than 5 minutes and had decided to bring me something extra.

"I asked you out to lunch and your going to do exactly that have lunch" He bought me a taco which I know I don't be able to finish it. But I smile back I too must learn something when it comes to Max so do he surprises.

Throughout lunch we talked a little more about each others dislikes and likes and dreams and no matter what the question was our answers would end up being similar or the same. And like I had said I could only eat half my taco and Max had said it was better I had eaten half than not at all.

"Uh Max" I say, it's time if I don't tell him now about my parents rules then I might end up in trouble.

"Yeah"

"Okay I'm just going to say this, my parents well they have these rules and one of them well there are a lot but dating is one of them, I'm not allowed to date or even talk to guys like I do with Michael and you if My parents saw or find out I don't know what they'd do but I, 'm not saying that we should stop dating I just I want you to know that it won't be easy that us we'll have to be a secret not a secret but hidden well and that means I won't be able to talk to you in the Crashdown or anywhere were my parents are or could find out" I say whoa this is hard but I've said it.

Placing his over mine on the table he looks at me his, piercing eye making me shiver under his gaze as he replies "I figured that a long time ago, Michael sort of confirmed that for me but I understand Liz it's okay"

I nod I'm happy that he understands, that's one issue out of the ay I just hope my other ones don't come up for a long time.

Realising We had 20 minutes to get back which wouldn't be a bad thing since it only takes 15 but we left just in case.
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We had arrived in 15 minutes and we were safe so far this was the side of my should where there was no one but I could see Maria and she was watching us.

"I should go before I get caught I had a great time" I say as I open the door.

"I had a great time too, again" Max said smiling "how about I see you again tis weekend"he asks.

"I'd like that" I answer smiling I'm going on a date this weekend, my heart is doing flip-flops. “

"So I'll seeya on Saturday" Max says as I get out of the car.
“Uh here you'd want this back” I take his jacket off and hand it back to him.

He smiles as he takes it then I shut the door and say good bye through the opened window before turning around and walking over to the secret passage way I turn to look at Max who's still waiting and smile at him before walking through the ’secret hole’ and Max leaves after seeing I've made it back safely. When I reach Maria she attacks me as soon as she sees me.

"You've been on two dates and still no kiss" Maria says it's the only thing she probably thought throughout the whole time. It’s so Maria.

TBC
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