|posted on 3-Jul-2002 1:50:30 PM by Shama|
|Title: Someone Ask My Heart|
Disclaimer: I don't own anything
Category: Max/Liz AU-sorta
Summary:Everything up to Departure happened except one little twist. There was never a Liz. There was still a shooting though, but I will explain all that later. Liz Parker had everything. She was popular. Was a cheerleader. Was dating the captain of the football team and every guy wanted her. It all changed when her parents decided to move to Roswell, New Mexico. Liz thinks that it has to be the most boring place on the planet and is seriously thinking of running away. However everything changes when she meets the mysterious Max Evans. Liz tries everything to get him, but nothing seems to work. Is Max really not interested or is something or someone holding him back?
Thanks to Lilac Stardust for the banner.
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|posted on 13-Jul-2002 4:10:49 PM by Shama|
|Wow! I seriously didn't expect that many people to be interested. Thanks for the feedbck. Here's part one. Sorry it took so long.|
AN: ** mean journal entries
Someone Ask My Heart Part 1
**It's September 5th. I'm Liz Parker. And right now my life couldn't get any better
God even the name gives me shivers.
Let me describe him for you.
A body to die for.
Captain of the football team.
Kind of an asshole.
Dumb as a doorknob.
Actually. Now that I think about it. He's like the complete opposite my dreame guy. Well exept for a few details.
Here I'll describe my dream guy for you now.
From an exotic place.
Plus I love basketball players. Fottball players are okay, but they kinda turn me off for some reason. Don't ask me why cause I have no idea. Basketball players however...
Anyway guess what happened?
Go on guess?
Fine. Don't then.
I'll just tell you
He asked me out!!!
dumb as a doorknob
He asked me out.
Did I say yes?
Of course I did.
Why wouldn't I?
Okay I have been dying to say this all day
JOSH ADAMS ASKED ME OUT!
Okay so I yelled more than said.
But he did ask me out.
Okay so I guess I'm gonna have to descibe me to you now right?
Alright here we go.
Cheerleader. (Not head. I was sooooo close. Really I was. But that little tramp Alison beat me.)
Aliso is our town slut.
I swear she's fucked every guy in town.
She even fucks peoples grandpas.
Hell she's probably fucked her own grandpa.
But we're getting off the subject.
What was the subject again?
Oh right me.
Here we go again.
Hottest girl in the world. (Yes I am sure. Noone compares to me. Not even Britney.)
Bitchy. (I amit it. I am a bitch.)
Smart. (Surprised you there didn't I. I am smart see I'll proove it. 167.6 multiplied by 54.9 is... Well that's what calculators are for right? But I really am smart. I plan on being valedictorian.)
Yup so that's me
Sound great doesn't it?
Yup I have it all.
And I don't want my life to ever change
Except for my parents.
You can have them.**
"Lizzie can you please come down here?"
As I walk down the stairs I hear... Actually I hear nothing. I'm just making stuff up.
In the kitchen my mom and dad are sittin at the breakfast table with huge smiles on the'r faces.
I just want to slap those away.
I don't hate my parent.
Seriously I don't.
I just wish they weren't so damn happy all the time.
My mom gets up and takes out a chair from under the table. She pats it with her hand and slightly bounces.
I decide that today I am actually going to be nice. Not that they'd notice if I was being mean.
I stick a fake smile on my face and sit down looking like I can't wait to hear whet they have to say.
"Lizzie guess what?" My dad says.
"What?" I say in a high pitched voice. I guess I need to work on my acting skills because that sounded really fake.
My parents frown.
Oh My God!
My parents actually frowned.
Quick! Someone get a camera.
They exchange a glance.
My mom puts her hand on mine.
"Honey are you alright?" She asks
I really want to laugh at her.
I bite my lip so I don't.
"Just peachy." I say.
They blow ou a sigh of relief.
"Honey we have something to tell you."
I bob my head. Up and down in excitment.
Look there goes my head
Up and down
up and down
up and down
My dad starts
Up and down
"Lizzie we're moving...
to Roswell, New Mexico." They finish together.
Up and do...
I stop bobbing my head.
My fake smile disappears.
My parents get up and hug me.
My mom is squeeling.
My dad is grinning.
I am crying.
**It's September 5th.
I'm Liz Parker, and right now.
My life couldn't get any worse.**
If you want.
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|posted on 17-Jul-2002 12:55:51 AM by Shama|
|Thanks for the feedback. Just so you know part 3 is already done, but I don't have time to post it tonight and I can't post it today cause I won't be here, but it will be up on Thursday. Oh and in this there will not be any Max bashing. There's really no point cause he never knew Liz so he didn't cheat on her. He actually loved the bitch in this. She is still the same evil ho though.|
Someone Ask My Heart part 2
And most importantly
I'm Max Evans
I live in Roswell, New Mexico
I'm 18 years old
I'm half alien,
King of the planet Antar
I'm a father
I have a chilld,
Who is the mother?
Someone I cared for,
Someone I loved,
Someone I trusted,
Someone who betrayed me.
The others don't blame me,
but they should.
I should have known
I should heve been stronger,
I should have been a king.
Wondering what I'm talking about?
I'll tell you
Her name was Tess Harding
She came to Roswell a little over a year ago.
I didn't trust her at first.
She made me nervous
She was always staring at me,
smiling at me
Always acted like she knew something I didn't
My sister Isabel was the first one to befriend her.
We told her not to
She didn't listen.
She started bringing Tess over to our house.
Tess would listen to My conversations.
She would always have some excuse to talk to me.
Whenever she was near me she would find some way to touch me
We were partnered up in Bio.
We started to become friends
We talked a little
Then one night she kissed me
We were outside the Crash
It was raining
I got these flashes from her.
I found out who she was.
I rejected her at first
But slowly I gave in.
I started trusting her.
I slept with her.
She got pregnant
The baby couln't survive on Earth
We had to go home
So we found a way
Turns out that's what the granalith was for all along
We were ready to go
We were prepared
But Michael changed his mind
He couldn't leave Maria
He wnt back outside
Only to fun Maria, Kyle and Serena (I switched Liz with Serena, but Max isn't with Serena nor has he ever been)
They were there to warn us
Tess was evil
Tess killed Alex
She was using me
I got everyone out
I needed to talk to her alone
It turns out she was working against us the whole time
She never loved our friendship
She never loved what we had
She never loved our son
She never loved Me
She was just a lying manipulative bitch
And now she has my son
She's on Antar
And there's nothing I can do about it
People are trying to help me
She's trying to get me to accept that they're gone
But I can't
She doesn't understand what its like to loose a child
She keeps telling me that she wants to help me
That she wants to be with me
But I know it can't work out
I love Serena
But not like that
I love her like I love Maria
Like a friend
I've only loved one person that way
And that person broke my heart
She destroyed my faith in true love
I can never be with anyone like that again
You know if anyone had told me 3 years ago that I'd be a father at 18, that I'd have friends that I could actually count on and that I'd be the way I am now. I would have called them crazy.
But here I am
With my friends
The group of 6
It used to be 8
But Tess ruined that
She destroyed what we all had
It's weird to think about how we all got together
It was a pretty normal day
We weren't expecting anything to happen
Me and Michael were at the Crashdown
Isabel was at the mall
Kyle was at home
Alex was practicing with his band
Maria and Serena were working
Everything seemed normal
That is until some guy pulled out a gun
I'll never forget that day
None of us ever could
That was the day our lives changed forever
That was the day that I
At the Crashdowwn Caf
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|posted on 17-Jul-2002 5:07:41 PM by Shama|
|Alright change of plans. I'm not going anywhere today so I get to post a new part.|
Someone Ask My Heart part 3
We're in Roswell.
Notice my lack of enthusiasm.
This place is disgusting
There's alien crap all over
Why did we have to move here?
I want to go back
back to my home
back to my school
back to my Josh
Actually scratch the Josh
That asshole dumped me
Can you believe that?
His exact words were
"Listen Liz. I think we should brake up. You're moving away and I'm not gonna have a long distance relationship with you. You're just not worth it."
Can you believe the nerve of that arrrgggghhh
My parents said its for the best
Like I care what they say
Anyway back to this town
It smells like cheese
I can't believe people would actually choose to live here
Well there's only one thing I can say
And that is that there'd better be some hot guys here
And I'm not talking regular hot
I'm talking MAJOR HOT
Our car pulls up to some café called the Crashdown
What a shitty name
Can't these people come up with anything better?
Anyway I'm curious to why we're here
Are my parents that hungry that they can't wait till we get to our house?
"Honey this is it." My dad says
I stare at him
"Its a café."
"Why aren't we going to see the house?"
My mom and dad look at each other
"Well," My dad starts, "Actually we're going to live here."
We're living in a caf
Where we gonna sleep?
In the kitchen?
"Mom, how are we going to live in a café?"
She looks really excited
I think I should be worried
"Well honey there's an apartment on top."
She nods and hugs me
"Shall we go in?" My dad asks
"Whatever." I mumble
Oh my god we're inside now
There's a few people here
Oh god they smell
Don't they know how to take showers
This is gross
Can you say eeeewwwwww?
Come on I know you can
Except mute people
But you're not mute are you?
Didn't think so
So come on and say it with me
There we go
A waitress starts approaching us
What in gods name is she wearing?
That is so tacky
"Hi! I'm Maria DeLuca. Are you the new owners?" She almost screams
Okay I think you've had too many space drinks
My parents ignore her and start walking around
"Fine. Don't talk to me then. It's not like I care." She mumbles to herself.
I think I'm going to like this girl
I extend my hand
"I'm Liz Parker."
Wow I can actually be nice
I didn't know that
She smiles and takes it
"I'm Maria DeLuca."
Like I didn't hear you the first time
But I wont say that to her
She seems okay
and I think we could be friens.
I smile back at her
Okay what is going on with you Liz
You never smile
At least not on purpose
I think Roswell is getting to me
Maybe I should leave
I should run away
That'd be fun
Then I could start my own life
Find my Dream guy
and live happily ever after
With my luck
My dream guy's probably gay
Don't laugh at me
It's not my fault my life is so screwy
I look up as a bell jingles on the door
4 teenagers walk in
The're probabl;y about my age
There's two guys and two girls
The guys aren't that bad
I'd say the're regulsr hot
The girls are pretty
I see Maria smiling at them
"I'll be right back." she says
She walks up to one of the guys
He's got long brown hair
She kisses him.
I'm guessing that's her boyfriend.
The other three sit down at a booth
The other guy has short brown hair
I wonder if he's my dream guy
One girl has short brown hair
Personally I think it would look better long and blonde, but oh well
The other girls got long brown hair
She kinda resembles me
"Hey Liz, come over here." Maria says
I walk over
Why am I following her orders?
I should have stayed in my spot
Well I guess since I'm stuck here I'd better make some friends right?
"Hi." I say
And it sounds nice
God what is wrong with me today?
"I want to introduce you to some people."
"Alright, this." She points to the long haired boy."Is my boyfriend Michael Guerin."
I smile at him
"This is Kyle Valenti." He winks at me
I roll my eyes
"This is Isabel Eva.. Remirez" She points to the short brown haired girl.
Didn't her mother evre tell her that its rude to point at people?
I guess not
"And this is Serena Bryans. Guys this is Liz Parker. She's new."
They all smile at me
I smile back
I think I'm getting the hang of it
You know smiling
Looks like I'm stuck here
I might as well get used to it.
Max and Liz will meet in the next part.
Oh and I need to know something
How do you change the size and coulor of the font?
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|posted on 21-Jul-2002 11:25:58 PM by Shama|
|Sorry I took so long with this, but I've been a little sick lately.|
Thanks Niki, for teaching me how to do this
Someone Ask My Heart part 4
I've been in Roswell for two days now
2 whole days can can you believe it?
I came on Saturday
It is now Monday
Monday means school
Yes I have to go to school
West Roswell High, if I'm not mistaken
So anyway I had to work yesterday
It was boring
Hardly anybody was there
I had to where that stupid, tacky outfit too
They're so horrible
I'm gonna see if I can get my dad to change them along with the name of the café.
You know what's really freaking me out?
My parents have turned normal
Like really normal
Now they always ask me questions
What I'm doing
Where I'm going
Who's gonna be there
What time I'll be home
I think it's Ria's mom's fault
They're always hanging out together
It's not that bad though
Cause now I get to hang with Ria more
Yeah I call her Ria now
The first one to too
She likes it
So I've become apart of Ria's group now
Well it's not actually Ria's
They said they've got a leader name Mack... Or was it Matt? I don't remember
I've never met him
I will today though
Cause you know
I Can't wait to either
Yeah like I really give a shit
But they've welcomed me in
They seem nice
Kyle's always hitting on me though
"Liz, Maria's here."
Ooops gotta go
Ria's taking me to school
She's turned out to be my best friend
We have a lot in common
Well except for the fact that she's crazy
I can tell Serena is jealous
Ria said that 2 years ago they used to be best friends.
I wonder what happened?
"Hey Ria." I say as I hop into her jetta
"Hey. So you ready?"
I shrug. "I guess. It can't be that bad, right?
She nods and we drive off
When we get to school Michael was just getting off his bike. "Hey." He says.
I'm not really sure what it is about Michael, but he always seems to be looking at me
Not like he likes me or hates me
Just like he's just making sure I wont attack him when he turns his back
I wonder if he's scared of me
That would be pretty funny
"Hi guys." Serena says as she and Kyle walk up.
So we're all here
She goes to college
She's married too
"Where's Max." Ria asks.
Max that's it. That's his name
I forgot about him
"He needed to go to the library. He needed to study for a test.
I could almost swear that Serena's got a crush on Mark, I mean Matt, well whatever it is
You can tell cause her face always lights up when someone mentions him
"And aren't you just a tree of knowledge." I say
Then I clamp my hand over my mouth
I seriously didn't mean to say that out loud
Everyone except Serena starts laughing
That's a good sign right?
That means they're not mad at me
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I just a little bitchy right now and wanted to take it out on someone." I say hoping she believes me
She sighs. "It's okay."
I can't believe she fell for that
"So need any help finding the principals office for your schedule?"
I smile and nod
"Yeah thanks I'd really appreciate it."
She signals for me to follow her
While walking down the hall I notice some guys staring at me
I flash them a smile and keep on walking
Just then a guy approaches me
"Hey I'm Sean." He says and grins
"And... I would care why?"
The look on his face was priceless
Serena is still walking, leaving me behind
I start running to catch up with her, not really paying attention to anything else
I'm on the floor now
Why am I on the floor?
I look up and see some guy staring down at me
His eyes are beautiful
Ooh and he's hot
And I'm not talking regular hot
Or even major hot
This guy is waaaay hotter
He's like a Greek God
He extends his hand
I take it and he pulls me up
I am so close to him now
"I'm sorry." He says
Am I missing something here?
Why is he sorry?
Oh right he knocked you on the floor
"No, it was my fault." I reply smiling sweetly at him
He's staring at me
Is that a good sign?
He then reajusts his bookbag strap on his back
"What's your name?"
"Max... My name's Max. Max Evans"
"I'm Liz Parker. I'm new." I say sweetly
He smiles then frowns
"I um, I gotta go."
He walks away
I am left staring at him
Well actually I'm staring at his ass.
It's cute too
"Hey Liz you coming." Serena yells
I nod and catch up to her
"What happened?" She asks
She stares at me then shakes her head
"Nevermind. C'mon lets go"
We start walking again
I can't help but, think about Max
Does he have a girlfriend?
Does he like me?
Does he play basketball?
Are his eyes for real?
Oh well. I guess I'll have to ask Ria
She probably knows him
Oh god she's so beautiful
What are you thinking Max
You can't be with her
You don't get involved
You have too much responsibility
You're a father
But god she's so beautiful
I want her so much
Why does my life have to be like this
Why can't I be normal
'Whats so great about normal'
That's what Serena always says
Well I can answer that
If you're normal you can live a free life
Not have to worry about people finding out your secrets,
You can have fun,
Hang out with friends.
What's so great about normall...
Is that when you're nomal
You can date anyone you want
You can date Liz Parker...
So normal is something I want now
Cause if I was normal
I Could date anyone I wanted
I... could have Liz Parker
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|posted on 23-Jul-2002 3:18:34 PM by Shama|
|I'm bumping myself. |
I'm a very pathetic person.
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|posted on 3-Aug-2002 6:41:16 PM by Shama|
|I wrote this in my five minute break of writing the new part to TMYLM. I was at a writers block and started getting ideas for a new part to this. That part should be up soon though.|
Someone Ask My Heart Part 5
Okay right now, I am completely and utterly confused.
I was talking to Ria in PE and I asked her if she knew Max and this is what she said
"Yeah I know Max. Why?"
"Well I just wanted to ask you some questions. You know what's he like? Does he have a girlfriend?" I say
"Listen Liz, I don't care about who you choose to date here, but I'm telling you right now. Stay away from Max Evans."
I know she doesn't like him
Cause she told me herself that she's in love with Michael
So I don't understand
Is he with someone
I hope not
And even if he is...
He won't be for long
Don't look at me like that
I have to have him
I will have him
I'll do everything I have to to get him
I'll even break him and his girlfriend up
But then again
he might not even have one
What if he's gay!
I mean the guys like... perfect
Okay so I can't be sure cause I only talked to him for about 30 seconds
But he sure looks perfect
God and those eyes...
Oops there's the bell
Its time for lunch
Okay I'm outside now
Oh look there's the group
Oooh Max is there too
Oh I get it now
Max is the leader
He's the same guy they were talking about
The one Serena wants
She can have Kyle
Or maybe that Sean guy
No wait she can't have Sean
He's gonna be my back up
You know if I can't get Max
Which I'm pretty sure I will
But just in case
I'll have to get Sean
No I'm not planning on going out with him
What I mean is that I'll use him to make Max jealous
But I don't think I'll have to
Well better go and put my plan into action
"Hey y'all" I say and sit down
"Hey" They all reply
"Hi Liz." Max says shyly
He's staring at me
Okay I've locked eyes with him
Wait. What is that thumping noise
I think its my heart
Why is my heart thumping?
Am I dying?
No then it would be the opposite right?
What is he doing to me?
I could stare at him forever and not get bored
And that's saying a lot
Cause I get bored reeeeaaaallly easily
"Hey Max can I talk to you for a sec?" Serena says breaking our staring contest
Just had to go and ruin my moment
You think I'm mad?
I don't really give a shit
He likes me better anyway
"Ya sure." He gets up and they walk away
God Serena please don't ask me what I think you're about to ask
"What's going on between you and Liz?"
"What are you talking about?"
That's it Evans
"I saw you staring at her"
"Oh" I say
God can I get anymore lame
"Max you know you can't get invo.."
"Yeah Serena I know!"
You just had to bring it up didn't you
Just had to remind me of what I am
Just had to remind me that I'm a monster who doesn't deserve to be loved by someone
"I'm not gonna do anything with her, so you don't have to worry, not that what goes on in my life is any of your fucking busuiness anyway." I'm yelling at her
She's got tears in her eyes
"I'm just trying to look out for you."" She yells back
"Ya well don't."
I'm walking back to the table now
I'm so mad
I'm mad because she's right
I can't get involved
I sit back down at the table
I want Liz so bad
But Serena's right
And what would Liz say if she found out what I am
She'd probably run away screaming
But then again that's Maria
Serena took it pretty well
She ran away, but atleast she wasn't screaming
She was pretty freaked
I had no other choice though
I had to tell her
3 Years ago
School had just started
Me and Michael were sitting in a booth
Talking about guy stuff
I got up to go ask for another bottle of tobasco sauce at the counter, when two guys started fighting
One of them pulled out a gun
But not me
I was too scared
I couldn't move
Than all of a sudden I was on the ground
Serena was calling out to me
Michale was yelling for me to do it
I kept thing do 'what'
Then it was like 'oh'
He was telling me to heal myself
But Serena was right there
Holding a towel over my wound
I had to do it though
I was dying
I picked up her hand
She looked so scared
I moved the towel
And put my hand over the gun shot wound
My hand started to glow
I healed myself
I knew she knew
I grabbed a bottle of ketchup from behind me
I broke it and poured the ketchup on me
She was staring at me
"I-I just broke a bottle of ketchup okay?"
"Please-Please don't say anything."
She nodded again
I told her the truth the next day at school
She ran away, like I told you
Eventually she accepted it
But it changed her life
It ruined her life
All of her dreams have been shattered
She won't admit it, but we both know its true
God and I just yelled at her
She's just trying to make sure I'm safe
She doesn't need to worry though
I'm not gonna tell Liz
I can't do that to her
I have to stay away from her
I'll do whatever it takes
I can't do that to her
I can't bring her into this
I can't ruin her life like I did Serena's
I can't fall in love with her
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|posted on 6-Aug-2002 1:57:53 AM by Shama|
|Just so you guys know, I'm leaving so I won't be able to post. I'll be back next week though and with a new part. Thanks so much for the feedback and bumps.|
I love u guys.
|posted on 11-Aug-2002 1:05:03 AM by Shama|
|Heeehehe I'm BACK! In less than a week too! I missed you guys soooooo much.|
I should have part six up sometime soon. It might even be tomorrow (Shrugs). Who knows. But it will be up soon.
I've got to add parts 8b and 9 to TMYLM first though cause its been way too long since I updated that.
Thanks so much for the bumps.
|posted on 13-Aug-2002 3:38:23 AM by Shama|
|I should definitely be in bed now, but I have to take a shower and get dressed oin like 5 minutes so.|
I haven't updated TMYLM yet, cause I just can't seem to get it the way I want it so...
Someone Ask My Heart Part Six
Liz asked me about Max today
I knew exactly what she was looking for
I made it seem like I didn't though
I have to see what Liz wants
I need to find out what her intentions are
I guess I kinda expected Liz to like Max
Every single girl in this school has at some point fallin in love with him
Every girl wants him
Hell if I wasn't so in love with Michael I would want him too
But that's not the point
The point is thatMax deserves someone who can love him unconditionally(I have absolutely no idea if I spelled that right)
Someone who won't care that he's a czech
If you ask me she's perfect for him
But I guess Max doesn't
He only wants to be friends with her
I can see the look she gives him though
Its the same look Max gives Liz
Which is why I told Liz to stay away from Max
I'm testing her
I need to know if she wants more than just a passing fling from him
It depends on her determination to get him
If she gives up right now then Max won't get hurt(ya right, he's already totally in love with her)
And if she doesn't
I'll help her get Max
That is if she can't get him by herself
I think she knows what she's gonna do
Kyle keeps hitting on her
He doesn't like her though
He's just trying to make Serena jealous
Of course she's way to blind to see it
Buit she's perfect for him
I know, I know
I'm confusing you right?
First I said that she's perfect for Max
And now I said that she's perfect for Kyle
To tell you the truth I DON"T think she's perfect for Max
I just said that to make a point
You know about the look?
Okay I'll tell you
Serena gives Max this look
Which Max gives Liz
Which Serena should give Kyle
Cause he gives it to her
But she doesn't cause she gives it to Max
And Max gives it to Liz
Caues he doen't give it to Serena
But she gives it to Max
And she should give it to Kyle
Cause he gives it to her
But she gives it to Max
But he never gives it to her
Cause he gives it to Liz
But Serena still gives it to him
And Kyle gives it to her
Did I just say that Serena gives it to Max,
Max gives it to Liz, and Kyle gives it to Serena.
Are thay having a foursome or something
K what was a REALLY talking about
Cause I know I got better things to do than tell you bout my friend's sex lives
Another mental picture
What the hell was I talking about?
I was talking about THE LOOK
Not their sex lives
Cause like I said I got better things to do than that
Like tell you about mine...
But that's for later
In simpler terms that you would understand
Serena's in love with Max
Kyle's in love with Serena
Max is in love with Liz
And I have to find out if Liz is capable of loving Max
Ya got that all?
If you are too smart for that and think you're as brilliant as me and want the challenge I can give it to you again
No Not THAT!
Get you're mind out of the gutter
Here I'll tell you again
See Serena gives Max this look
Who gives it to Liz
And Kyle gives it to Serena
But she does cause he gives it to her
But she doesn't cause...
That sucked didn't it?
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|posted on 13-Aug-2002 10:21:14 PM by Shama|
|posted on 16-Aug-2002 9:43:19 PM by Shama|
|Okay, next part should be up either tomorrow or Sunday. Its gonna be Serena's point of view and then I might do Kyle's then go back to Max and Liz.|
Don't worry Max and Liz will get together soon. I promise, I've already got everything planned out.
Thanks for the feedback and bumps.
|posted on 23-Aug-2002 2:33:23 PM by Shama|
|Okay I'm so sorry for not tellin you guys sooner, but I'm gonna put this story on hold for a little bit. Not really long, but Just until I can get part 9 out for Unheard Truths. I've decided to just write it myself and Im trying to focus all my attention on writing that right now. As soon as I get part 9 up I'll continue writing this and TMYLM.|
Thanks for the feedback and bumps
|posted on 5-Sep-2002 11:12:25 PM by Shama|
|Hey well I've updated Unheard Truths and I'm working on the new part to this right now. I promise it'll be out within the next two days. Thanks for the bumps.|
|posted on 7-Sep-2002 4:28:38 PM by Shama|
|I had some trouble writing this at first cause I was completely making up a new character here. I hadn't really planned on making Serena one of the main characters, but then I changed my mind. For the part I just decided to put myself in Serena's shoes and think about how I would feel about this if it happened to me and It's kinda gone from there.|
Someone Ask My Heart Part 7
I can't take this
It hurts so much
Why does my life have to be like this
I was so close to having him
Then she had to come
It's not that I don't like her
'Cause I do
But why doeshe have to like her?
Oh come on
Wake up Serena
Why wouldn't he?
She's smart, beautiful, and normal
She's everything you're not
You should just let her have him
But I can't
I love him
At least I think I do
I guess I've never really known real love
My parents are the richest people in New Mexico
They never cared about me
Everyone thought they did
Everyone thought I had it all
But it was just an act
'This is our daughter Serena. She's our pride and joy. We give her everything she wants.'
If that's true then why did I have to get a job at the Crash to get money any buy my own stuff?
You know I've never even celebrated a birthday with my parents
It wasn't important to them
Cause who would care about the day that Serena was born
I've never gotten a Christmas present
I've never had someone tuck me in at night
I've never had someone read me a bedtime story
My parents have never even hugged me
I was alone
I never had anyone
That is until Maria and Alex came along
They saved me
The don't know it though
They cared about me
They helped me
They made me think that I was actually capable of being loved
But I was wrong to feel that
Who could love me?
The girl who's own parents didn't want her
Then Max came into my life
I fell in love with him in an instant
He was so kind to me
But not only that
He happened to be the only one who knew how I felt
Sure he had parents who loved him
But he didn't love himself
He hated himself
Just like I hated myself
The two of us became really close
He even kissed me once
Of course I never told him about me
I was too scared
Scared that he would hate me
Just like everyone else I loved hated me
One day I realized I had to tell him
I had to tell him everything
But then Tess came
Turns out she was his wife
Come on Serena
This is real life not a soap opera
Of course the guys not going to fall for someone like you
When Max told me she was pregnant I thought I was going to die
I wanted to die
All I wanted to do was hang myself, take poison, throw myself under a train, over a cliff
Anything to take the pain away
But I couldn't
I had to find out about Alex
And I did
It was Tess
Tess killed him
And Max had sex with her
He got her pregnant
It hurt a lot
To know that he preferred a girl who murdered one of his best friends over me
Then when Tess left I thought I had a chance
Maybe me and Max could be together
Maybe we could have a family and raise his son together
Then Liz came
I saw the way he looked at her
I've always wanted him to look at me like that
But he won't
He never will
I've lost him again
But then again one kiss doesn't really mean I've ever had him
'Cause I haven't
And I never will
I'm just going to have to accept it
Max Evans will never be mine
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|posted on 20-Sep-2002 5:12:25 PM by Shama|
|I'm almost done the new part. It'll probably be up later tonight. Thanks for the feedback and bumps.|
|posted on 20-Sep-2002 9:41:00 PM by Shama|
|Okay I started another fic and would really appreciate it if you checked it out. It's called The Game Of Love. For the people already reading it part 2 will be up very soon, but I just wanted to get this part out first. For Unheard Truths I've started part 10 and I'm working on it and for Tell Me You Love Me I'm at a writer's block. Sorry.|
This part is M/L all the way
Someone Ask My Heart Part 8
Max POV (Location - The Crashdown)
Oh god I have to talk to her
I have to make sure she's okay
I can't believe she saw that
What the hell is wrong with me?
How could I do that?
Oh good there she is
She's at a table giving some people their order
I walk up to her
She turns around to walk and crashes into me
She just keeps walking
I follow her
She walks around to the counter
"Serena?" I whisper
"What do you want Max?" She won't look at me
"I need to talk to you"
She nods. "About what?"
I look down then back up. "About what you saw. About me and Liz."
She finally looks at me
"Look Max I think I kinda figured it out when I saw you."
I can hear the hurt in her voice. There’s tears in her eyes
I feel like a jackass
"Serena... I-I'm sorry."
"Because I know that hurt you." I reply
"I'm fine Max, really I am. I just need some time alone."
I nod. I don't want this to be the end of our friendship.
"We're still friends aren't we?"
She nods. "Of course Max, we'll always be friends. Just friends." She whispers the last part, but I still heard her
"I'll see you later Max, I have to get back to work."
I nod and she walks away from me.
Liz POV (Location - Back room of Crashdown)
Urrrrrrggggggghhhhhh. Stupid Serena!
Had to ruin my moment with Max AGAIN!
Okay I think I'm being a little mean
That must have been pretty hard for her to see
I know Max felt bad about it
Why else would he run after her without saying hardly anything to me?
I don't care though
He's mine now
My plan worked
Just the way I wanted it to
Wanna know what happened?
Come on I know you do
So I'll tell you
Yes right now
Unless you're too busy
3 hours earlier Location - WRH Lunch time
"Hey Max wana go for lunch with me?"
Um, sorry, but I've gotta do.. um other stuff."
What's up with him?
"Oh okay, well I'll see you later then."
He nods and walks away
What's going on?
Yesterday he's staring at me, and today he won't even look at me
This has to be Serena's fault
I know it is
So now I have to think of another way to get him
Think Elizabeth, THINK!
Did I just call myself Elizabeth?!
Noone's called me that since... well actually my mom called me that this morning.
Anyway back to the thinking
Think Liz, think
Oops too much thinking
I've got a headache now
I'd better find Ria. She'll probably have some Tylenol or something
Oh my god
I’ll ask Ria for help
She's friends with Max
So she'll know what's up with him
At least I hope she does
I'd better go ask
'I'm off to see Maria, the wonderful Maria of Roswell. Cause she is...'
Oh god now I'm singing the wizard of oz? This place is really getting me messed up
How about, when I get Max, I take him and leave this hellhole, um black hole, um... whatever
Okay first things first. Find Ria
Oh look there she is
"Hey Ria!" I yell
She turns around and looks at me
"Hey Lizzie what's up?"
Did she just call me Lizzie?
Leave it alone Liz, now is not the time
I walk up to her
"I need to talk to you"
"Alright well we have to go to my locker first. Spaceboy's waiting there for me."
Spaceboy is Maria's nickname for Michael
We walk to her locker
He's not there.
HA HA HA HA!
"Okay forget it let's go." She's got this look of anger on her face
Uh oh. Watch out Mikey G. You're in for some major ass kicking.
We walk outside.
Whoa it's bright
"Okay so what'd you wanna talk about?"
"Um its about Max."
She sighs. "Look Liz I already said..."
"Maria.. Please? I really like him okay. Please?"
I'm swallowing my pride here she'd better help me
She thinks about it for a moment then smiles
"Sure I'll help you. Um what'd you need help with?"
"Well I'm not sure exactly. Yesterday Max was staring at me and today he won't even look at me. He's avoiding me now."
I'm whining now, I know I am
But I really really really really really really really really want him
"Look Liz, Max is not like other guys okay. He'd different, special. Just give him some time. He'll cave eventually."
"But I don't wanna wait. I want him now! Today!
When did I become such a whiny brat?
Um, must have been today
"Okay then. How about you first try and talk to him"
"Tried already. He ran away." I reply
"Oh, okay then try ignoring him."
"What?" I'm confused
"Maybe if you ignore him, he'll realize what a dumbass he's being"
"Uh no, I can't ignore him, he's too hot to ignore."
"Ok then there's only one thing you can do. Make him jealous."
An evil smile creeps onto my face
"So have you decided who you're gonna use yet?" Maria whispers
I nod. "Yup. Sean... um something. I don't know his last name. Oh he's right over there." I point across the room.
"EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW! That's my cousin. I hate him."
"Well I think he's kinda cute."
"EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW EW..."
"Maria, stop it! I'm just using him to get Max, remember?"
"Oh yeah, I forgot." She says sheepishly
She's so weird
Oh there's the bell
"Wish me luck."
Not that I'll need it
I run after Sean
"Hey Sean whatever. Come here."
He walks up to me
"Yes Liz?" He asks. He's got this cocky smile on his face
Arrrggghhh I wanna punch him."
But I can't. I have to do this.
"Um would you like to go out with me tonight?"
I'm cringing at those words
For some reason I feel like I'm cheating on Max
"Um Gee I'll have to think about it."
I roll my eyes
What a loser
He's trying to act cool. Fine I'll just find someone else. Maybe Kyle.
"Forget it then."
I turn around to walk away
"Okay, okay I will. Um where do you wanna go?"
"We'll just eat in the Crashdown."
Max will be able to see us then
"Yeah sure I'll meet you there after school."
What that's it? He didn't even offer me a ride home.
"Yeah sure whatever see you there."
Finally I can get away from him
Maria was right
Sean is ew
EW EW EW
Oh look there's Max
He's looking at me
Okay, now he's walking in the other direction
I think I should be offended
"Hey babe." Sean says as he slips into the opposite side of the booth.
I hate him. He shows up at 4. School's over at 3 buddy. Then he calls me babe. What the hell is up with that?
"Hi." I reply
Maria walks up to us with a fake smile on her face. Of course I can tell she's disgusted with me for choosing Sean
"What can I get you?' She asks
"Uh I'll just have some space fries and a cherry coke." I say
"I'll have a Will Smith special and a Green Martian Shake." Sean says
Maria nods."Okay I'll be right back with your drinks."
She walks away
I look around the café and see Serena looking at me and Sean.
What's that look on her face? Relief? Sorry girl, but I'm not through with Max just yet
The door bell chimes and in walks... oh look its Max
I turn my attention back to Sean and look at Max out of the corner of my eye
He's staring at us
I slip my hand into Sean's
Oh Max looks pissed now
He's walking up to us
It takes all my strength not to squeal in excitement
He's standing in front of us now
"Did you want something Evans?" Sean asks in an irritated voice.
Max nods. "Yeah I do."
He takes my hand out of Sean's and pulls me up to my feet.
Oh god I can't breath
He's leading me into the back now
Okay am I dreaming this?
I'd better not be
After the back door is closed Max slams me into the wall. Not hard of course. I don't think Max would ever hurt me
I see his face inching closer to mine
OH MY FUCKING GOD!
Max is gonna kiss me
He captures my bottom lip in his mouth and starts sucking on it
Is this really happening?
His arms slide around my waist and mine go around his neck
Max's lips start trailing down my neck
I throw my head back to give him more access
His hands, oh god his hands are going up my shirt
His lips return to mine
He slips hi tongue into my mouth
It starts massaging mine
I start unbuttoning his shirt
He lets his arms fall to his sides as I push the shirt off of him onto the floor
They then return to their spot inside my shirt
His hand starts travelling up, taking the shirt with it.
He pulls it over my head
He's kissing my shoulder now and his ands start pulling at the back of my bra
We then stumble back and fall on the couch
His hands start to roam all over my body
I move my hands to the zipper on his jeans and...
We look up to see Serena standing at the door and a broken plate on the ground
"I-I'm sorry." She says and runs back out.
I look over at Max and he's got this guilty look on his face.
He picks up his shirt from the ground and puts it back on
He starts buttoning it back up as he stands up
"I um, I'll have to talk to you later." he says
I nod and stand up too
He quickly gives me a kiss then leaves
A smile forms on my face
So that's what happened
Pretty awesome huh?
Could my life get any better now?
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|posted on 22-Sep-2002 5:59:33 PM by Shama|
|Okay just wondering, is there something from season 1 or 2 that you'd like to be explained cause it doesn't make sense without Liz there, cause I can make a part explaining what happened.|
|posted on 6-Oct-2002 6:34:50 PM by Shama|
|I'm so sorry for this guys. I know this is taking really long. I've just been so busy lately with school. I'll try and have the next part out soon, but right now my the main story I've been working on is The Game Of Love which will probably be updated in the next few days, then I'll start working on part 9 for this.|
Oh My birthday's in 2 days YAY!
|posted on 14-Oct-2002 12:25:39 AM by Shama|
|I'm so sorry. I'm moving on Tuesday so I can't update till my computer's hooked up in my new house.|
|posted on 5-Nov-2002 10:40:06 PM by Shama|
|Part 9 is almost done, I'll have it up soon.|
|posted on 19-Nov-2002 11:50:42 AM by Shama|
|Part nine is done, chances are it'll be up later tonight. Thanks for the bumps.|
|posted on 21-Nov-2002 9:42:22 PM by Shama|
|I'm late I know, I'm sorry|
AN: Isabel married Jesse in the summer. None of season 3 happened.
Also I have stopped writing Tell Me You Love Me.
Someone Ask My Heart part 9
Life isn't fair
That's my new motto
I will never understand what girls see in Max Evans
The guy hardly ever talks to someone out of our group
Urrgghh Why doesn't Serena just open her eyes?
I'm right in front of her yet she doesn't see me
She doesn't see the anything but the fearless leader
I have nothing against Max really; the guy saved my life after all.
But why does Serena have to like him?
Hold on someone’s knocking on the door
"Just a sec." I yell
The knocking gets louder. "Hold on!"
I open the door to see Serena standing there. She's soaked from the rain, but I can tell all those stains on her face weren't caused by it.
"Are you okay?"
She shakes her head no and runs into my arms
Okay what the hell did Max do?
I pull her inside and shut the door.
We both sit on the couch not saying a word
Finally I can't take it any more
She starts rambling about something. The only thing I catch is Max, Liz and Crashdown.
I told you this was about Max
There's never been any other thing she comes to me for
"Hey slow down." She stops her rambling and stares at the floor.
"Now care to say that a little slower?"
"I... w-was working... in th-the Crash and I went into the backroom and ...M-Max was in there with L-Liz."
That's why she's crying? Why would... oh
"What were they doing?"
She sniffles. "They were making out... on the couch. He didn't... have his shirt on and... n-neither did she."
She bursts into tears
I can't believe him
Not only does he go off and screw Tess, but gets her pregnant and now he's screwing the new girl
What's wrong with this guy? Can't he see how valuable Serena is? She's the sweetest girl I know. Even though she's grown up with a rich, snobby family, she's not stuck up at all. She's beautiful. Inside and out.
I feel her lean her head on my shoulder
I sneak a glance at her and she's got her eyes closed.
The tears are still falling though
I should be happy right now. After all the girl of my dreams is sitting beside me with her head on my shoulder, but I'm not. This isn't real. Nothing's real anymore.
What am I going to do now?
I guess I could talk to Liz, but I don't think I can
I should talk to Serena too, but I can't find her. She's probably with Kyle.
I'm so confused
Tess, Liz, Serena
I've had a relationship with all three
Just because me and Serena were never officially together doesn't mean I never felt anything for her, cause I did, I do, I'm just not sure what
What I am sure of though is that my feeling for her are nothing compared to what I feel for Liz.
As for Tess... Well that's the most complicated thing. I used to think I loved her. But if that was love then what do I feel for Liz.
They don't measure up. I see her smile and I feel... I can't explain it. I could get drunk from her kisses. And the feel of her skin against mine... Okay Max time to come back to earth. You might not be from it, but you definitely don't belong in the clouds.
I lost control today. One look at her with Sean made me go crazy. I had seen Tess flirt with countless guys to get me jealous, but I never really cared.
Then after Alex died she was the only one standing beside me. Everyone else was too busy or unconcerned about me.
Then she promised she'd always be with me and I gave in
I didn't want to be alone. I had spent my life locked away from everyone else. Hiding who I was, how I felt and I couldn't take it anymore. Isabel had mom, Michael and Maria had each other, and so did Serena and Kyle. I needed someone too. And Tess... She was the only one there.
It makes me sick to think about how my first time was with someone like her. She didn't even have a soul.
What is that banging sound?
Is Michael at my window?
If it is then why is he banging so hard?
Its not like I'm deaf
Its getting louder
What the heck, he's gonna break my window
I open it
"Michael you're gonna break my frickin win..."
Oh fuck, that's not Michael
Definitely not Michael
I am now staring into the icy blue eyes of Tess Harding
She looks different
Oh no wonder Max, she's not Tess. I think its Ava. Correction I’m pretty sure.
Her hair isn't pink anymore though. It’s longer too.
"What yous just gonna leave me out 'ere?"
I move aside to let her in
She's soaking she must be cold
"Are you cold?"
"Nah I've just been in da rain for 15 minutes, what do yous think?"
Okay, I think I'll get her a towel
"What are you doing here?"
"I 'ere ta tell ya da truth."
"Yous and Tess."
"What about us?"
"She fool ya Max. She ain't knocked up. Yous never slept wid 'er. ‘Cause if ya did she'd be dead."
She's confusing me
"What are you talking about?"
"She'd have died soon as yous had sex."
"Cause you two not work together."
"You nots..." She looks like she's searching for a word.
"Compatible?" I suggest
"Ya dat works. You guys different races so yous not com... Whadever ya said."
"She's not Antarian?"
"Nope, ya married her to form union ‘tween your planets."
"What race is she?"
God I can't believe this
"She a skin."
"Yup Kivar's baby sis. Afta you married n ya slept wid her she got sick. Then she got so sick she died. Kivar got mad n ‘cided a take ya throne. If ya slept wid her she would be dead.
I can’t believe this
No wait my son
“That doesn’t make sense, I connected to my son.”
Ava slaps me on the side of the head
“Haven’t yous eve ‘eard of MINDWARP?”
Ya I am officially Mr. Stupid now.
I stumble onto my bed
“We have to tell everyone.”
“WOW, so you didn’t fuck the bitch, good to know!” Maria exclaims after we fill everyone in.
It’s nice to know she thought so highly of me
“I don’t understand, why were they naked when they woke up?”
“Max saids it too soon n he not ready so she gots mad and knocked ‘im out and took off his clothes.”
“How do you know all of this?” That’s Serena, always the thinker.
“I not as dumb as a I look ‘aright I know stuff.”
Okay I don’t think we should keep them in the same room for very long
“Okay so just to clear everything up, I didn’t sleep with her?”
Ava shakes her head no
“I don’t have a son?”
She shakes her head again
“HELL YES I’M STILL A VIRGIN!”
They’re all looking at me with amusement
“That didn’t come out right.”
Okay we still don’t know if Ava’s telling the truth okay so don’t get your hopes up
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|posted on 14-Jan-2003 11:51:50 AM by Shama|
|Only a few parts left in this story, I'll try and update soon|
|posted on 4-Feb-2003 7:17:21 PM by Shama|
|Yes it’s soon now lol|
Someone Ask My Heart Part 10
Now that I know the truth I have no idea what to do
Before it was so simple
I needed to save my son
So what do I do now?
I'm so unsure about everything
Especially about Liz
I love her, but how can I be with her if she doesn't know the truth about me?
Yes I love her, it wasn't supposed to happen, but it did
I can't tell her I'm an alien though
I won't ruin her life like that
And what about Tess?
She could come back any day and kill us all
I can't put Liz in that kind of danger
I'm just going to have to accept it
I'm destined to be alone
I haven’t seen Max in like two days
He hasn't been in the Crashdown lately
Well actually he came yesterday, he didn't talk to me though
There was this short, blonde with him; she was the only one he talked to
You know what I've been thinking?
Maybe I was reading the signs all-wrong
You know Maria never actually said he didn't have a girlfriend
And there was always something holding Serena back
Maybe Max is some kind of player
Yup that's it, I've been played
He probably puts up that whole innocent act to get in girls' pants
I can't believe I let this happen
I've dated tons of guys, put I never felt anything for them
It was just something I did for fun and to piss my parents off
Don't think I'm a slut or anything
Really I'm not
Believe it or not I'm still pure
Okay well not pure, pure, saint pure, but you know what I mean
What I did with Max was the farthest I've ever gone
I've never been comfortable thinking about it before
Not that I haven't wanted to, it just didn't feel right
But hey, what do I know, cause what happened with Max sure wasn't right
That's probably what Serena was mad about
She probably realized that she had been played
Max probably slept with her and then she saw us together
Maybe that's why Maria first told me to stay away from him
Because she was with him then
Or maybe I'm just being paranoid about this whole thing and should just talk to Max about it
Or that blonde girl
She's here right now
I must admit though, she looks different, and yesterday she seemed friendly
And now? Hell she looks downright mean
Look at that, she's glaring at me
What did I do?
I don't want to take her order
But I have to
She better leave a very good tip
"Hey, what can I get you?"
She looks me up and down
"Space fries and a diet coke."
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
I fill up her drink and look over at the Tabasco bottles stacked up under the counter and smile
I take the top off and drop A LOT in her drink
"Here's your drink"
Awww, I forgot to drop it on her
"So, do you know Max Evans?"
She takes a sip of her coke, but doesn't seem to notice the Tabasco
"Of course I know him, I'm his wife."
I walk to the Crashdown
I don't trust myself to drive
Okay Max, just go in there and tell her... tell her you can't be with her
God you're such an asshole
You make out with her, then ignore her and then tell her you don't want to be with her
No you have to do this
Take a deep breath and go do this
I pull the door open and walk inside
I immediately spot her at one of the tables
She has this hurt look on her face, but its not directed at me
The girl she's waiting on turns around
I can't breath
Ava was with Isabel; they were hanging out today, which can only mean one thing...
Liz looks at me with a pure hatred
I can't move
She than shakes her head and runs into the backroom.
Tess gets up from her seat and walks towards me
"Aren't you gonna give your wife a hello kiss?"