posted on 20-Aug-2002 1:33:17 AM by Roswell Dream Girl
Title: The Love We Shared
Author: Meredith
Category: M/L with a little of everyone else.
E-mail: mbrown214⊕yahoo.com or sweetie121382⊕yahoo.com
Rating: PG-13 now (will become NC-17 later)
Summery: This is a future fic its ten years since Graduation and a number of things have changed. There are a few differences from the episode like Liz decided not to go with the Pod Squad (for reasons which you’ll find out later on in the story). Ava came back from New York when Tess was killed. Isabel, Michael, Maria, Kyle, Ava, Max, and baby Zan left Roswell ten years ago and haven’t been back since. Liz is currently the owner of the Crashdown; she lives upstairs with her daughter.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything that has to do with Roswell nor do I own any of the characters mention in this story. The title was taken from my own imagination.
Feedback: Yes, please.
Author’s Note: This is my second fic so please be gently… now on with the story


The Love We Shared


PART ONE:

“We have to go back.”

“No, the war is over. We are safe to go on with our lives.”

“Don’t you want to see her?”

“She choose not to have anything to do with us ten years ago. What makes you think she has changed her mind.”

“Max, it was ten years ago. Things have changed.”

“My answer is no.”

“Well, whether or not you like it we are going back to Roswell and that’s finally, so get over it.” With that said Maria walked out the King’s bedroom, slamming the door behind her.
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God sometimes he makes me so mad. Who does he think he is telling me no? Liz deserved to know the truth and if he doesn’t want to tell her then I’m going to. If they had only known the truth all those years ago, things would have turned out so differently. If only we hadn’t let that stupid bitch, Tess get so close but we did and we have paid for that in more ways then one.

“Mommy”
Maria looked down at her and Michael’s three-year-old son and thanked the heavens above for giving them such a miracle.

“Yes, sweetie.”

“Daddy wants you.”

“Does he now.”

“Uh huh.”

“Where is daddy, Jonathan?”

“I don’t know mommy.”

“Well then how do you know he wants me?”

“MARIA! Where are you?” Mother and son turn in the direction the screamed came from.

“Michael would you please stop yelling? I’m over here.”

“Oh there you are. I have been looking for you forever. Where have you been?”

“I was talking to Max about going home to Roswell.”

“Really? What did he say?”

“He didn’t say anything. I told that we were going to Roswell and that its finally,”

“Maria you didn’t. Please tell me you didn’t?”

“You know I did. He need to get his head out of his as...I mean butt and realize that he still loves Liz and wants to be with her.”

“Maria you know him and Ava are together now.”

“They are not and you know it. They only pretend to be for Zan’s sake but sometimes I think he knows that they aren’t together for real. Besides I have a hutch that Kyle and Ava are doing the deed if you know what I mean.”
“Mommy what’s doing the deed?”

“Nothing Jonathan it’s just grown up talk.”

“Oh okay.”

“Michael, honey what did you need?”

“Oh yeah I can’t find my pants. You know the ones button up in the front.”

“Michael you were yelling for a pair of pants. Sometimes I don’t know what I’m going to do with you.”
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Liz. My beautiful Liz. God how I miss her there wasn’t a day that went by that I didn’t think about her or miss her. But I can’t think about that right now. There was no use; it was over between us. She made that perfectly clear the day she said she wasn’t leaving. He tried to get her to tell him why but she refused saying only that she wanted a normal life one that didn’t include being chased and shot at by the FBI or some evil alien who was after me. I didn’t want to believe her but it made sense and I had no choice but to leave the woman I loved more than anything in Roswell.

Ten Years Ago: Roswell

“Max, I can’t go with you.”

“What? Liz what do you mean?”

“I’m sorry Max but I can’t go with you.”

“But…but why?”

“I have tried to get over the fact that you slept with another woman and I thought that I had but now that Zan and Ava are here it’s a constant reminder and I just can’t take it anymore.”

“Liz please don’t do this. I need you.”

“Max if you needed me then you wouldn’t have slept with Tess in the first place.”

What could he say everything she accused him of was true. He had no defense.

“Liz you don’t understand I can’t live without you. I love you.” Please god she has to understand without her there wouldn’t be a me I would have killed myself a long time ago.

“I used to think that love was enough but its not, cause if it was you and Tess wouldn’t have happened. I’m not saying its all your fault because it’s partly my fault too. I should have noticed the change in you before she got to you but I didn’t and now I have to live with the fact that the man I saved myself for, slept with someone else.”

“Please Liz I’ll do anything.”

“Max I don’t think there anything you can do. I don’t know who I am anymore. I’m not saying its forever but I need time to figure out who I am.”

“I know who you are, you’re the woman I love.”

“Max please don’t make this any harder then it has to be. I can’t go with and I’m sorry.”

Max knew that she meant but he had to do something he couldn’t just let the love of his live walk out on him.
“Liz you say you love me then why are you leaving me? The Liz I know wouldn’t runaway when things get tough.” Once the words were out he regretted them.

“The Liz you knew died when she found out that her soul mate slept with some else and got her pregnant.”

He deserved that and he knew it but he couldn’t think of anything else to say.
“I’m not going to change your mind, am I?”

“No you’re not.”

“Will you tell the others for me?”

“If you want me to.”

“Just promise me one thing.”

“Anything…”

“Never forget me or how much I love you. If you ever need me look for me in your dreams.”

“I will Max, I promise.”


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[ edited 3 time(s), last at 30-Aug-2002 1:04:53 AM ]
posted on 20-Aug-2002 1:47:56 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
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posted on 23-Aug-2002 4:19:25 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
Title: The Love We Shared
Author: Meredith
Category: M/L with a little of everyone else.
E-mail: mbrown214⊕yahoo.com or sweetie121382⊕yahoo.com
Rating: PG-13 now (will become NC-17 later)
Summery: This is a future fic its ten years since Graduation and a number of things have changed. There are a few differences from the episode like Liz decided not to go with the Pod Squad (for reasons which you’ll find out later on in the story). Ava came back from New York when Tess was killed. Isabel, Michael, Maria, Kyle, Ava, Max, and baby Zan left Roswell ten years ago and haven’t been back since. Liz is currently the owner of the Crashdown; she lives upstairs with her daughter.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything that has to do with Roswell nor do I own any of the characters mention in this story. The title was taken from my own imagination.
Feedback: Yes, please.
Author’s Note: This is my second fic so please be gently… now on with the story


The Love We Shared

PART TWO:

ZAN: “Dad. Dad wake up! I have to ask you a question.” Man my Dad is so weird sometimes. He’s asleep but his eyes are open.

Max thoughts were interrupted at the sound of his son’s voice. MAX: “Yes son what is it?”

Finally. ZAN: “Are we going to Roswell?”

MAX: “Who told you we were going to Roswell, son?”

ZAN: “Jonathan did. I didn’t believe him at first because he’s just a baby but then I over heard Aunt Isabel talking about seeing Jesse. Who’s Jesse?”

MAX: “Well Jesse is Isabel’s husband or was before we left ten years ago.”

ZAN: “Does that mean he is my Uncle?”

MAX: “Yes by marriage.”

ZAN: “Cool I have another Uncle. So can we go? Please Dad I want to meet my Uncle.”

MAX: “Look I don’t think going to Roswell is…”

ZAN: “Come on. I want to meet my grandparents too.”

MAX: “Zan there are some things you just don’t understand.”

ZAN: “Whatever, I should have known you weren’t going to let us go.”
Zan big blue eyes welled up with tears but he refused to let them fall in front of his father.

What have you done? The boy wants to meet his family. If you really were to think about it you would know the only reason you don’t want to go to Roswell is because you might run into Liz. I can’t punish my son just because I’m being a coward about seeing Liz again. You knew this day would come.
MAX: “Okay.”

ZAN: “Okay? Do you mean it? We can go to Roswell.”

MAX: “Yes I mean it. We leave tomorrow so go get packed.”

ZAN: “Cool thanks Dad.” Zan throws himself into his father’s arms giving him a hug

Oh god please don’t me regret this.

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AVA: “You’re going to her aren’t you?”

Max knew what she was talking about but hoped that maybe he was wrong, MAX: “Ava, what are you talking about?”

AVA: “Don’t play dumb with me Max. You’re going to see her.”

MAX: “Ava, please I don’t need this right now.”

AVA: “Max you have to understand, I want you to be happy and I excepted a long time ago that I don’t make you happy but I will not have you upsetting Zan.”

MAX: “Upsetting Zan? Ava you have to know that I would never do anything to hurt Zan.”

AVA: “I know but…I guess I just hoped that someday we could be a family and if you’re going back to Liz where does that leave me?”

MAX: “We are a family but I can’t be anything more to you then a friend.”

AVA: “I know Max it just hurts, wanting something you can’t have.”

MAX: “I know Ava, believe me I know. No matter what happens in Roswell we will always be there for each other and for Zan.”

AVA: “You mean it?”

MAX: “With all my heart.”

AVA: “Thanks Max, I hope Liz knows what kind of guy she gave up.”

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KYLE: “Isabel did you hear the news?”

ISABEL: “What news Kyle?”

KYLE: “We’re going to Roswell and the best part is that we leave tomorrow.”

ISABEL: “Oh gosh are you serious? I get to see Jesse again?”

KYLE: “Yes Isabel, you get to see your husband again.” As much as it pain Kyle to see Isabel and Jesse together he knew in his heart that Isabel was in love with Jesse and she always would be. He had tried to get over her but it seem that his heart wouldn’t let go. Maybe someday Isabel would be ready for him but until then he would have to love her afar.

ISABEL: “Oh god Kyle I’m so happy. I get to go home and have a family with the man I have always loved. Life couldn’t get any better then this.”

KYLE: “Right Isabel life couldn’t get any better then this.”

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NEXT DAY: ROSWELL

FELISSA: “Mommy, can we go to the park today?”

Liz looked up from the newspaper at the sound of her beautiful 9 year old daughter’s voice. God sometimes it still amazed her how much she looked like Max, her father. Once when Felissa was six, she asked where her daddy was. I didn’t know what to say to her except that her daddy was out saving the world and if he could be here, he would be and then I showed her a picture of him that I kept in a locket next to my heart. I wanted so much for her to know what a great man her father was but I gave up that hope a while ago. I honestly thought that when Max left ten years ago he would be back for me but he never did. I know he didn’t know about Felissa, I didn’t even know about Felissa but I still thought that he would come back. He had to know that I didn’t mean what I said I was angry that Ava was there. All I wanted was for him to say that he loved me and not Ava. If he had said that I would have gone with him in a second.

LIZ: “I don’t know sweetie. We’ll see how the day goes.”

FELISSA: “Okay.”

FELISSA: “Mommy?”

LIZ: “Yes, sweetie.”

FELISSA: “Do you have to work today?”

LIZ: “Martha is taking care of the crashdown today.”

FELISSA: “Really?”

LIZ: “Yes, really.”

FELISSA: “Oh boy, oh boy. We’re going to the Park.”

Laughing, LIZ: “Felissa you are so smart. I guess we are going to the Park today.”

FELISSA: “See I told you mommy.”

LIZ: “You did, didn’t you?”

FELISSA: “Uh huh.”

LIZ: “So what to do you want to do at the park, today.”

FELISSA: “Everything. I want to play with the birds and the squirrels.”

LIZ: “Oh no, Felissa the last time you decided to play with the squirrels I ended up chasing you around all day.”

FELISSA: “But mommy we had some much fun. Please mommy can I play with the squirrels?”

LIZ: “Ok, ok but you are not to use your powers. If someone is hurt you come and get me.”

FELISSA: “Ok mommy I will.”


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posted on 24-Aug-2002 5:42:14 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
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posted on 24-Aug-2002 7:31:54 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
Ok here's the deal I'm going to go ahead and post the next part but only because I'm nice and am in a good mood...you guys I take the time to right the story so please take the time to leave feedback!!!*wink**big**wink**big**wink**big**wink**big**wink**big**wink**big*

Title: The Love We Shared
Author: Meredith
Category: M/L with a little of everyone else.
E-mail: mbrown214⊕yahoo.com or sweetie121382⊕yahoo.com
Rating: PG-13 now (will become NC-17 later)
Summery: This is a future fic its ten years since Graduation and a number of things have changed. There are a few differences from the episode like Liz decided not to go with the Pod Squad (for reasons which you’ll find out later on in the story). Ava came back from New York when Tess was killed. Isabel, Michael, Maria, Kyle, Ava, Max, and baby Zan left Roswell ten years ago and haven’t been back since. Liz is currently the owner of the Crashdown; she lives upstairs with her daughter.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything that has to do with Roswell nor do I own any of the characters mention in this story. The title was taken from my own imagination.
Feedback: Yes, please.
Author’s Note: This is my second fic so please be gently… now on with the story

The Love We Shared

PART THREE:

MICHAEL: “Man this place sure hasn’t changed.”

ISABEL: “I know, it’s amazing. When I was growing up I never thought I would miss this place and now after ten years it feels like I’m home.”

MAX: “Look before we take a trip down memory lane I think we should find a place to stay for the night.”

MARIA: “Max we haven’t been home in ten years. I haven’t seen my mom in ten years the first thing I’m gonna do is go see her.”

MAX: “Maria, I think we should stay together in case something happens.”

MARIA: “Max nothing has happened in years. The war is over it has been for years.”

MAX: “I know but still…”

MARIA: “But nothing, Max. I think we should go over to the Sheriff’s house and he can tell everyone to meet us there.”

MAX: “Isabel what do you think?”

ISABEL: “I agree with Maria.”

KYLE: “Me too, Max” Kyle missed his father over the years and it would be nice to see him again.

MAX: “Ok then. Lets go.”

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Sheriff’s House

AMY: “Jim honey there’s a car in the drive way. Are you expecting someone?” Amy looked down the hall way towards he husband of seven years. It still brought a smile to her face every time she thought about being married to the most handsome man in the town. Things were hard after her daughter run away but Jim was always there for her and eventually he told her the truth about the aliens. At first she thought Jim had gone crazy but he would not let up on the whole alien thing and she had no choice but to believe him. Secretly it made her feel better to know that Maria was with people who could take care of her and make sure she was safe from harm. Don’t get the wrong idea, Amy still worries about Maria everyday but its easier now.

JIM: “No I don’t think so. Give me a second and I’ll be right there.”

AMY: “Jim hurry up, they’re getting out of the car.”

All of a sudden Jim heard a screamed from Amy. His heart skipped a beat.

JIM: “Honey what’s wrong?”
There was no answer.
JIM: “AMY!!!”

Amy couldn’t her Jim screamed her named because after ten years she was looking at her daughter through the front window.

JIM: “Amy! Answer me.”
Jim ran into the living room only to find his wife staring out the front window. He wasn’t sure what she was looking at but what every it was it was important. Walking up beside Amy he looks out the window and see what has put his wife in a state of shock. They were home. They were finally home. Kyle was home.

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ISABEL: “You think they’ll be happy to see us, Maria?”

MARIA: “What of stupid question is that Isabel? Of course they’ll be happy to see us.”

MICHAEL: “Come on we better get this over with.”

MAX: “Dad, where are we?”

MAX: “Zan, we’re at a friends house. Uncle Kyle grew up here, his dad is the sheriff.”

ZAN: “The sheriff? Cool dad. Do you think he’ll take me for a ride in his car?”

JONATHAN: “I wanna go too, Uncle Max. Please Mommy can I go?”

ZAN: “You can’t go Jonathan, babies aren’t allow in the sheriff’s car.”

JONATHAN: “I’m not a baby, am I mommy?”

MARIA: “No sweetie you’re not a baby and you can go in the sheriff’s car if you want to.”

MAX: “Zan, say you’re sorry to Jonathan.”

ZAN: “But dad…”

MAX: “No buts. Say you’re sorry.”

ZAN: “Sorry Jonathan.”

MARIA: “Jonathan, Zan why don’t we go inside and see if the sheriff has any chocolate milk.”

JONATHAN: “Yay I love chocolate milk.”

MARIA: “How about Zan does that sound good?”

ZAN: “Yea but I want a big class.”

MARIA: “You got it.”

ISABEL: “Ring the door bell, Max.” Before Max had a chance to ring the bell the door was opened and there stood a hysterical Amy running pass Max to Maria and hugging her with all her might telling her over and over again how much she loved her and how much she missed her.

Maria through her tears managed to say. MARIA: “Mom I’m so sorry I left. I never met to hurt you or anyone else but Michael was leaving and couldn’t imagine spending the rest of my life without him.”

AMY: “Shh Maria its okay, I know.”

MARIA: “You know but how?”

AMY: “Jim told me.”

MARIA: “Jim told you but how…I mean why would he tell you?”

JIM: “Why don’t we all go inside and talk about there?” said Jim

MICHAEL: “Sounds like a good idea Jim.”


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[ edited 1 time(s), last at 24-Aug-2002 7:33:36 PM ]
posted on 25-Aug-2002 1:46:10 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
is anybody reading this???
let me know if you are and I will go on with the story


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posted on 30-Aug-2002 1:02:05 AM by Roswell Dream Girl
Title: The Love We Shared
Author: Meredith
Category: M/L with a little of everyone else.
E-mail: mbrown214⊕yahoo.com or sweetie121382⊕yahoo.com
Rating: PG-13 now (will become NC-17 later)
Summery: This is a future fic its ten years since Graduation and a number of things have changed. There are a few differences from the episode like Liz decided not to go with the Pod Squad (for reasons which you’ll find out later on in the story). Ava came back from New York when Tess was killed. Isabel, Michael, Maria, Kyle, Ava, Max, and baby Zan left Roswell ten years ago and haven’t been back since. Liz is currently the owner of the Crashdown; she lives upstairs with her daughter.
Disclaimer: I do not own anything that has to do with Roswell nor do I own any of the characters mention in this story. The title was taken from my own imagination.
Feedback: Yes, please.
Author’s Note: This is my second fic so please be gently… now on with the story

The Love We Shared

PART FOUR: ------------------------------------------

30 minutes later: Living Room-Sheriff’s House

JIM: “Guys don’t get me wrong I’m glad but why are ya’ll back? I mean is it safe?”

ISABEL: “Max killed Khivar a year-half ago. Nothing has happened since then. Antar is free and so are we. We can live our lives the way we want too.”

JIM: “You killed Khivar? How?”

MAX: “My powers. It seems that we were lied to about how powerful we are. I was able to kill him because basically I have more power then all his men put together, I just didn’t know it before.”

JIM: “Well that’s great Max.”

ISABEL: “Look we think that it will be easier for everyone if you would call our parents and Liz and tell them to met you here in about an hour. Don’t tell them we’re here.”

AMY: “Max I’m not sure that is a good idea.”

JIM: “She’s right Max, things have changed since you left.”

KYLE: “What has changed, dad?”

JIM: “For one thing Liz is a mother.”

MARIA: “What! She’s a mother. Is she married?”

AMY: “No but her little girls name is Felissa Mari, after you Maria. I see her all the time.”

MARIA: “Max are you okay?”

MAX: “I’m fine.”

MAX: “Look could you just tell them to met you here an hour?”

JIM: “Yea, sure Max.”

MAX: “Thanks, Jim. I’m gonna go for a walk. I’ll be back before they get here.”

MICHAEL: “Max do you want me to go with you.”

MAX: “No I’ll be okay. Will you watch Zan for me?”

MICHAEL: “Yea sure man.”
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She has a daughter. What was I thinking coming back here; I knew it was a mistake. Just admit it Max the only reason you’re mad is because Liz was with someone else besides you. I can’t be mad at Liz because of that I was with Tess. I didn’t know it then but I thought she had forgiven me but deep in my heart I knew she hadn’t. I don’t think we even talk about it; we just went on with our lives like nothing happened. The problems begin when Ava showed up with Zan and it was decided that her and my son would come with us after graduation. I didn’t even ask Liz if that was okay, I just assumed that we would all be one big happy family. How wrong I was. I know that was what eventually torn us apart but she was always there for me when I needed her and I guess I just thought she always would be. At first I was mad at her for not coming with us but over the years I begin to realize that it was my fault just as much as it was hers. I no longer have any angry towards Liz I just let everyone think that, it’s easier that way. I don’t have to deal with everyone’s sympathy and pity.

Making his way back towards the house Max decided that maybe it was time to let Liz go. She had moved on and it was about time he did too. He was a young man, he still had a few good years left in him and he would be damned if he was going to spend them alone.

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MAX: “Is everything set?”

JIM: “Yea…well I couldn’t get a hold of your parents. I forgot that they are on vacation in Mexico but they should be back on Monday and Liz is on her way. Her and her daughter.”

Max choose to ignore his comment about Liz’s daughter coming as well. He would have to deal with her daughter later, right now he was just trying to make it thought the night.
MAX: “Great. When do you think she will be here?”

JIM: “She still leaves at the Crashdown so she should be here in about ten minutes.”

MAX: “Great just enough time for me to take a shower. No one tells her anything until I get out.”

JIM: “Okay Max, we understand.”

ISABEL: “Jim could I talk to you for a minute?”

JIM: “Sure Isabel.”

ISABEL: “Well I was wondering if you knew where Jesse was?”

JIM: “Well…Isabel I didn’t want to be the one to tell you this but Jesse remarried about five years ago. He lives in Boston with his wife and his two sons.”

ISABEL: “Oh god!”

JIM: “Isabel are you alright?”

ISABEL: “God no…no I’ll never be okay again.”

JIM: “Hold on a second and I’ll get Amy.”

ISABEL: “No…no please Kyle I need Kyle.”

JIM: “Okay let me get him.”

What am I going to do now? I have nothing I don’t even have a family. My husband married someone else and now has two kids. Oh god please help me, I knew this was possible but in my heart I hoped that Jesse would have waited for me. Just calm down Isabel, Kyle will know what to do. He won’t let you down, he hasn’t in the past ten years and he wouldn’t start now.

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LIZ: “Felissa hurry up honey we’re gonna be late. I told the sheriff we would be there ten minutes ago.”

FELISSA: “Just one second mommy. I want to finish painting my nails.”

LIZ: “Painting your nails?” said Liz under her breath. She couldn’t believe her nine-year-old daughter was upstairs painting her nails. I don’t even paint my nails and I’m twenty-eight years old.

FELISSA: “Ok mommy I’m done. See look I didn’t even get any on my hands and I didn’t use my powers either.”

LIZ: “Good job honey. Now come on we’re gonna be late.”


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posted on 4-Sep-2002 7:16:04 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
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Oh and nine isn't to young to paint nails, when I watch kids I paint their nails for fun all the time...(I didn't mean that rude either) *big*

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posted on 5-Sep-2002 1:41:39 PM by Roswell Dream Girl
ok so I'm bumping this again...


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