posted on 15-Sep-2001 9:54:04 PM by latahart
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Always In My Head
by LaTaHart



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posted on 17-Sep-2001 12:53:02 AM by latahart
Author’s Note: Here it is . . . the much awaited update of AIMH . . . Not a whole lot of smut (sorry) . . . lots of storyline/background information . . . Introduces two more of our beloved characters . . . (hey don’t bite my head . . . I never meant to imply that Tess was a beloved character . . . but it’s funny how your minds went there . . . LOL) . .. anyway, I hope you enjoy this and for all those Dreamers who are clamoring for some Dreamer Nookie . . . all I can say is . . . Flashbacks will have to do for now . . . As always I thank you for your time and wish you happy reading . . . *wink*

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posted on 1-Oct-2001 4:33:04 AM by latahart
Author’s Note: Okay folks this part is relatively short . . . but I needed to get something out . . . right? . . . Oh well, I hope it doesn’t suck too bad. Thanks for taking the time and as always I wish you Happy Reading [lovesigh]




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posted on 1-Oct-2001 4:50:30 AM by latahart
Okay . . . I'm such a flake . . . I need to thank someone . . . My good friend and mentor Phaedra223 . . . thanks for the collaborative thoughts . . . and as always for your honest feedback (man she can be brutal . . . LOL) . . . Part 4 although short is dedicated to you . . . *big*

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posted on 1-Oct-2001 9:52:01 PM by latahart
Well . . . imagine my surprise . . . who would have thought that such a short part would garnish such incredible feedback . . . In regard to all the questions . . . comments and suggestions . . . All I can say is thank you for caring enough to voice your opinions and guesses . . . In future parts . . . I will disclose through flashbacks what happened to make Liz break off here connection with Max . . . Yes, Max will continue to play . . . er . . . mind games with Liz . . . I hope that you won't be disappointed . . . Sidenotes: I am currently working on inputting Splendor . . . and I have made notes for TSS (That Sexy Something)so please hang in there with me . . . Thanks for your time . . . and your support . . . Happy Reading *smile*


posted on 26-Oct-2001 12:55:22 AM by latahart
Hey guys . . . sorry that it has been so long . . . I'll be updating so . . . real life got in the way . . . been working 13 hour days and crashing hard at night when I get home . . . but please know that I haven't forgotten about the fic or the faithful readers . . . thanks . . . see you soon . . . *happy*
posted on 1-Nov-2001 10:41:14 PM by latahart
Are self-promoting bumps allowed? . . . Well, here's one anyway . . . (I don't want to chance this falling off the page . . . )*wink*
posted on 30-Nov-2001 9:30:09 PM by latahart
Thanks for all the positive feedback . . . I am working on AIMH . . . in my fic rotation, it is the next one to be updated . . . please hang in there . . . usually I have weekends off, but I have to work for 5 hours tomorrow, but after I get off, I promise to get on and post an update . . . before the clock strikes midnight . . . (Pacific Standard Time of course ;) ) . . . I had to do a little reworking on this latest part because I actually read a fic that had a similiar concept and well I didn't want to be accused of copying (even though I planned it out months ago and bounced some ideas off of Phaedra) . . . any WHOO, enough with the excuses . . . I'll update tomorrow . . . I promise (scout's honor) . . . I'm sure that would mean more if I was actually a scout . . . LOL . . . see you soon people . . . *happy*

Tanya

posted on 2-Dec-2001 4:11:44 AM by latahart
Okay . . . sorry . . . I worked an 8 hour day . . . came home . . . wrote a little . . . then showered and changed . . . invited to India Arie concert for my birthday . . . damn I'm old . . . anyway . . . there is a delay . . . but I am working on it as you read . . . lol . . . *happy*
posted on 2-Dec-2001 11:50:20 PM by latahart
Sad news . . . this fic is not scheduled for an update . . . it will be another week . . . sorry . . . I had to put my fics on a rotation for update and since this one was updated last week . . .

Sorry about the long wait, but unfortunately my work schedule . . . school schedule and life in general is making it virtually impossible for me to keep up with the demands for updates . . .

In case you are wondering here is the rotation schedule
1. Always In My Head
2. Splendor
3. That Sexy Something
4. Fictitiously (Posting of Part 1)

Of course I reserve the right to change my mind and update any one of these when the mood strikes me . . . or when the inspiration hits . . . sometimes it just comes and I have to go with the flow . . .

As always, I would thank you for the time you took to read my fic or fics . . . and I would thank you for the time you took to reply to my fic or fics . . . your feedback is greatly appreciated . . . your suggestion are very interesting and I may use some of them . . . your predictions are cool . . . some of you are right on target and some of you . . . well . . . LOL . . .

Thanks Again
Tanya
Roswellians Rule




posted on 18-Dec-2001 3:04:45 AM by latahart
This is what I have . . .

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posted on 21-Dec-2001 9:35:18 AM by latahart
!!!!!!!!!!WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!

This is a serious TEASER!!!!!

Turn Back Now . . .

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[.b]Proceed at your on risk . . . frustration is inevitable . . .
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posted on 21-Dec-2001 10:53:15 AM by latahart
In my own defense . . . I must say that I do not intentionally stop at . . . er . . . shall we say,"interesting parts" on purpose . . . I simply stop because that is where my mind . . . my muse . . . my thoughts . . . my "creativity" has flowed and stopped . . . seriously . . .

I do apologizes for the delays . . . my life is still crazy, but I have tried to at least write one good paragraph a night . . . it's a slow process, but I'm hoping that it's better than nothing . . .

Thanks for the great feedback and the enthusiam . . . you are good for my writing ego . . . I promise not to let it go to my head . . .

I'm on vacation for 3 weeks and I will devote my time to updating . . . well after Christmas I will . . .

Thanks again,
Tanya.

*big*
posted on 31-Dec-2001 2:33:55 AM by latahart
quote:
I have tried to at least write one good paragraph a night . . . it's a slow process, but I'm hoping that it's better than nothing . . .


*tongue*

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posted on 31-Dec-2001 2:39:57 AM by latahart
[Author's Note . . . 12/30/01

I know that Fictitiously is next in line for update . . . but, well my Muse has a mind of her own (the willful little vixen) . . . so I apologize, but the rotation has changed . . . I am currently working on Splendor . . . Part 10b The Morning After Continued . . . This Part will pick up with Maria . . . catch us up on Alex and then . . . you got it . . . more Max and Liz . . . right where I left them all hot and bothered in Max's plush bed . . . on the verge of . . .

Well, you get the picture . . .

posted on 2-Jan-2002 7:26:57 AM by latahart
Okay, my Muse (you know the wilfull vixen, who controls the flow of ink from my pen) . . . well, she has reared her naughty little head again . . . and she has decided that AIMH (Always In My Head) needs an update . . . I mean I was in the middle of Splendor and she just up and left . . . and where did I find her . . . rolling around in all sorts of AIMH notes . . . so here I sit . . . trying to get my pen to move as fast as she is dictating . . .

So just so you know . . .

UPDATE SCHEDULED FOR AIMH THURSDAY NIGHT!!!!!

Thanks again for your continued interest and for your extreme patience.

Tanya.

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posted on 3-Jan-2002 3:45:56 AM by latahart
Author’s Note: Thanks to all who read and/or posted feedback. I appreciate your continued support. I tried to make it longer, but the Muse is overbearing sometimes . . . She wants what she wants and refuses to listen to my pleas . . . (the stubborn little bitch) . . . Anyway, I hope that you enjoy it. Happy Reading . . .
*happy*

Disclaimer . . . it’s around here somewhere . . . so please don’t sue . . . “Cuz, I is po.”


In the next installment I will finally explain what broke them apart . . . and just for the record they are going to meet up in person . . .

I BEAT MY SELF-IMPOSED DEADLINE!!!


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posted on 3-Jan-2002 7:23:23 AM by latahart
Sweetie . . .
baby . . .
honey . . .
dumpling . . .
sugar . . .
phyco352




What are you waiting for? . . . Another update? . . . I just updated this today . . . I'm a little old and I tire easily . . . I won't be updating this again for a good week or so . . . LOL . . . My bitch of a Muse, packed up her bag and headed south to Mexico for an unexpected trip . . .

Seriously, thanks for your interest . . . We'll see what we can do . . . *wink*

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posted on 20-Feb-2002 1:30:38 AM by latahart
I'm alive . . . and I do plan on continuing this fic, as well as all of my other fics . . . unfortunately I can not say when that will be. Real Life has gotten a hold of me and it doesn't appear to be letting up anytime soon. I do apologize for the delay. Just in case you were wondering a mild bout of depression coupled with an extremely stressful job (and job expectations) have made fic writing virtually impossible at present. I promise to bmail and email as soon as I have updated any of my fics. Again I thank you for you patience and understanding.

Tanya*happy*
posted on 20-Feb-2002 2:39:07 AM by latahart
I would like to thank everyone who has read my fic. "Thank you from the bottom of my heart." I really do appreciate you for taking the time to read this. For those of you who have left feedback . . . I have read each and every piece . . . You have my never ending gratitude . . . thank you for all of your comments, questions and spectulations . . . Your opinions are very important to me . . . Please behr with me as I struggle through REAL LIFE . . . I will return to the world of Roswell Fic Writing as soon as possible.

In answer to the question that seems to pop up most often . . . "WHAT HAPPENED TO MAKE LIZ BREAK OFF THERE CONNECTION?" . . .


Well, all I can say is that there was a misunderstanding . . . Max said and did something that Liz miscontrued . . . and Liz never gave him the opportunity to make things right . . . and Max being Max (Season 1 Max) he respected her wishes and backed off until now when he felt the opening in their connection.


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Klaatu42
I'm finally back . . . and I hope to update some time soon, if my Real Life will allow it . . . thanks for all the flattering things you had to say about my writing and about this particular fic . . . I really appreciate it.
tazno
I'm not trying to torture you . . . I promise . . . I just haven't had the time or the inspiration I need to work on this fic . . . thanks for being patient with me . . .
anonymousarfan
I will be continuing, just not sure when . . . sorry and thanks for asking.
katmcken
You'll get more . . . take my word for it.
Joscelyn
I'm sorry that I wasn't able to alleviate your boredom . . . I'll try to do better . . . Did you trying rereading (okay, I couldn't resist the self promoting plug [;)] )
DreamingOfMax84
I hope you mean "stalking" as in a friendly revisiting . . . Please say yes . . . just kidding . . . thanks for your continued interest . . . My fics will be updated . . . eventually.
Gabriel Knight52
I hope that the above answers your questions . . . I'm sorry I was MIA . . .
thanks for caring enough to ask . . . *sending huggles to you*
SarahWhitman
I am curious though, of two things: ONE how is it that Max can be inside Liz's head? and TWO did they do all that stuff from the flashbacks before college? It was mentioned, I think, that it had been a year and a half since something wrong happened with Liz, but Michael's mentioned that the bet has gone on for three years? ONE how is it that Max can be inside Liz's head?
When Max and Liz had sex . . . made love for the first time . . . they unknowingly opened up a connection . . . a mind link . . . that allows their deepest thoughts and feelings to be felt by the other . . . it also allows images to be transferred . . . I hope that explains it.
TWO did they do all that stuff from the flashbacks before college?
Some of the flashback stuff happened before college and will be mentioned in greater detail later on in the story. The shower (sex scene) flashback happened during college over one of their breaks when they were both back in Roswell visiting the parental units . . . I hope that explains question 2.
Faith Evans and abbs007
Thanks huns . . . for understanding my lack of updating and for allowing me the time that I need to go quietly crazy . . . btw, I'm on the mend . . .


Much Love.
Tanya


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posted on 25-Mar-2002 4:43:20 AM by latahart
This is a self promoting bump . . . For those who have read this story thank you . . . might I suggest a reread . . . some editing and minor changes might surprise you. For those of you who might be passing by . . . give it a try and tell me what you think.

Thanks.
posted on 8-May-2002 1:35:58 AM by latahart
Howdy . . . howdy . . . hey fellow Roswell lovers . . . I have not given up on this story . . . I simply haven't had time to write . . . and I do apologize . . . but Real Life and Adult Responsibilities have me in a bind at this point in time . . . Just for the record I am overworked . . . stressed-out . . . under- paid . . . under-appreciated . . . and the government and society at large keeps pointing their collective finger at me saying that I am responsible for the ruination of the world . . . anyone care to guess my profession . . . it was once called noble . . . RIGHT NOW ITS ALL POLITICAL and it sucks . . . major depression behind it . . . Can't get out of bed on Saturdays, let alone write
Thanks for all the compliments and all the bumps . . . very flattering and encouraging . . . You Guys are soooooo totally AWESOME!!!!!!!

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"Get up BITCH!" Liz said after blasting Tess' ass across the room.

Anyone else love the line from tonight's episode . . . *bounce*

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posted on 26-May-2002 12:59:49 AM by latahart
For anyone who is interested . . . I've wrote about three hand written pages of this story . . . woohoo . . . its a major accomplishment for me . . . so please celebrate it with me . . . what does it mean . . . it means that an actual update is not too far off . . . Sunday Night . . . maybe, Monday afternoon . . . keep your fingers crossed for me . . . THANKS FOR ALL YOUR ENCOURAGING WORDS.


Peace be unto you.
Tanya
posted on 27-May-2002 5:17:11 AM by latahart
Author’s Note: I have finally returned. I know you thought I was dead, but guess what . . . I’m not (thank God) . . . Real Life has reared its ugly head and fanfic had to be put on hold . . . I do apologize for the long, extended delay, but when it rains, it pours as the saying goes. This particular part is not NC-17, its more transition and expositional set-up. I wanted to give you something so . . . at long last here it is . . . 5 1/2 pages of something . . . Thanks again for your continued support! Enjoy!



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posted on 27-May-2002 7:42:15 AM by latahart
Author's Note: Okay here is the other part of Chapter 7 . . . this is where I think I wanted to leave off . . . but hey it's 4:30 in the morning and I haven't slept . . . so I could be wrong . . . please forgive any typos . . . I'll get to them later . . . Thanks again for putting up with me . . . Sorry still no NC-17 . . . YET!

Previously on Always In My Head

Max froze. “I didn’t speak. How did she know what I was thinking?”

Liz bolted up in bed, fully awake. Her dark chocolate pools staring unbelieving into his utterly confused face.

“What did you say?” she asked with her mind without even realizing what she had just done.

Max’s amber eyes grew wide with wonder. “You do realize that neither of us has opened our mouths?”

Liz’s hand flew to her mouth. Her large doe eyes grew wide with astonishment. “Oh My God,” she finally said.

“You can say that again,” Max concurred.

Always In My Head Chapter 7b

~Flashback Continued~ . . .

Max and Liz stared at each other in awe. Simultaneously their faces contorted and robust bursts of laughter ruptured from each of them.

“Lizzie, Lizzie, honey, you and Max come down for breakfast,” her mother called from the stairwell.

Liz and Max stopped in mid-motion.

“Oh My God,” Liz repeated in her head. “I think I’d better put some clothes on.”

Max nodded his head in affirmation. As Liz scrambled off the bed Max’s amber eyes followed her every movement. His eyes drank in as much of her as he could. There was not one detail that he wanted to miss.

Liz flushed from head to toe when she felt Max’s eyes upon her. She was unable to make eye contact. Her downcast eyes searched her room for something presentable to wear down to breakfast.

Max sat silently.

Suddenly Liz stopped her frantic actions. Her dark eyes sparkled with merriment. A huge smile spread across her very youthful face. “Stop it,” she transmitted to Max.

“What,” Max questioned innocently, but couldn’t maintain his charade of innocence, when a big goofy smile would not be suppressed.

“Stop it Max, I mean it,” Liz conveyed again. Her face taking on a slightly stern expression in an effort to dissuade him, but she did not quite achieve her objective.

Max continued his silent plea.

“No,” she continued.

“Just one,” Max whispered, “and then I’ll go down and stall for you, scouts honor,” he finished crossing his hand over his heart.

This teasing and playful Max was her Max . . . her best friend . . . her lover . . . as the word lover registered inside her brain, her eyes immediately sought his and the smoldering fire she saw there made her gasp out loud.

Her eyes scanned down the smooth muscular planes of his still developing body.

“Max, Liz,” Nancy called again from below.

“We’d better go,” Liz said as she slipped on a bra.

“Then kiss me quickly,” Max said.

“This is blackmail,” Liz responded as she tugged on a pair of flower print undies.

“Yep,” Max said a second before he puckered and leaned forward and awaited his payment.

Liz couldn’t believe she was doing this with her parents less than a few feet below, but she just couldn’t help herself. Max was just too appealing. Slowly she walked over to the side of the bed and came to stand in front of Max.

Without opening his eyes Max’s arms snaked out and brought Liz forward into his full embrace. His magical mouth clamped down on her. The soft sweetness that greeted him caused him to moan. He deepened the kiss. His questing tongue delved into her warm nectar.

With the wave of his hand Max dressed and cleansed them both.

“Now that’s a handy trick,” Liz thought.

Max laughed into her mouth and then pushed her away from him.

“Let’s go,” he said extending his hand to her as he stood up.


~Present Day~
~Liz~


She remembered that morning too. The morning after . . . breakfast had been a mixture of routine and folly and then she and Max had said their goodbyes.

The look of surprise on the faces of their parents, Maria and Isabel when Max pulled Liz into his arms and kissed her quite thoroughly, before jumping into his jeep and heading off to college.

Liz laughed out loud in the confines of her room.

Liz’s mood of sweet melancholy changed into one of supreme sadness as her mind remembered another more painful time in which she and Max had to say goodbye.

“Damn you Max Evans,” she says as a solitary tear glides pass the curve of her nose, down the smooth plane of her cheek and drips from her quivering chin. “Damn you.”

~Max~

Max Evans was in trouble. His efforts of the previous days were about to be rendered null and void.

“Oh no you don’t,” Max said through their connection when he felt Liz’s sudden sadness. “Not this time.”

TBC.



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posted on 27-May-2002 2:23:39 PM by latahart
Okay . . . first thanks for the feedback . . . sorry that the parts are so short . . . I'm working on that . . . I know many of you want me to just get to it . . . but it is a process for me I can't just blurt out what happened between Max and Liz . . . I apologize if it is frustrating you, that is not my intention . . . in my writer's mind it has to flow, there needs to be a smooth transition . . . and I'm trying to set it up as fast as I can, but I would really appreciate a little more patience . . . I mean I've just gotten back into the swing of writing and the pressure could drive my Muse away . . . she's very flighty and so I'm handling her with kid gloves . . . But just in case you are wondering, I am currently work on another part . . . after only 5 hours of sleep . . . so Please Hang in there . . . THANKS!

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posted on 28-May-2002 1:36:16 AM by latahart
Thank you all so much for the wonderful feedback. It's nice to know that you remember me and my fic. I'm off to bed, but I wanted to let you know that another part is not too far off . . . maybe even tomorrow if the moon and stars align themselves right. You have my deepest gratitude for allowing me and my words the privilege of entertaining you. Thanks and see you soon.

Peace be unto you.
Tanya
posted on 26-Jun-2002 5:15:43 AM by latahart
Hey folks sorry for the long delay . . . I'm out of town and away from my still broken computer . . . My grandfather who has been sick for the past year and a half passed away last week at the age of 74. I am with my family. I have checked in and even read a few stories . . . just to keep my mind from dwelling on my loss. I just wanted to let you know that I haven't forgotten you. Real life has made its presence felt and it has taken the frontburner in my life . . . thanks for understanding.

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posted on 12-Jul-2002 10:48:56 PM by latahart
Thank you all for you warm wishes and expressions of sympathy . . . they are greatly appreciated. I am doing okay . . . good days . . . bad days . . . good moments . . . bad moments . . . the most important thing is that my Grandfather is no longer suffering.

As for my fics . . . they are on hold for at least another week . . . not off track yet . . . summer break begins on the 19 . . . but please know that I plan to finsh them all up . . . nice and neatly by the end of September.

Thanks again.
Peace be unto you.
Tanya
posted on 3-Feb-2003 12:00:25 AM by latahart
Look at this lovely banner by Dreaming of Max. . .

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posted on 3-Feb-2003 10:20:01 PM by latahart
For anyone looking for Daddy Makes Three, this is just to let you know that it has been removed. I was informed today 2/3/03 that I did not vary the storyline enough and that it could be considered plagiarism, even though I credited the author. Plagiarism was not my intention and I would never want to do anything to jeopardize the Board or my integrity so I will be kicking my very own personal muse in the butt and getting back to those stories that are mine, mine, all mine. Thanks for understanding and if you are interested in seeing how this story would have played out . . . My suggestion is get the book, it is a great read.

Peace, Love and Happiness.
Tanya