posted on 17-Feb-2002 10:34:07 PM by Apathygirl666
Title: American Beauty-Roswell Style

Author: Apathygirl666

Rating: R-if you could watch the movie you can read this

Category: M/L, A/I, M/M, K/T, all cc

Summary: American Beauty (My fave movie) - Roswell style. There will be no plot with the characters of Jane’s dad (Lester-Kevin Spacey) and Angela (Mena Suavari – did I spell that right?). It will basically be mostly m/l with not much of the other characters. Parts of it will follow the movie, some won’t.

Disclaimer: I own nothing, if I did I would be cuddling with Max at this very second. American Beauty belongs to all the writers, producers, etc… Roswell belongs to Melinda Metz, Jason Katims, and Upn. Don’t sue I am in high school and have about $5 right now. lol

Author’s Note: This is my first fic and I’ve only been on the board about 2 weeks lurking so be easy on me. All feedback is appreciated.
Character Guide

Jane Burnham- (Thora Birch) - Liz
Ricki Fitz-(Wes Bentley) – Max
Angela- (Mean Suavari) – Tess
Jane’s Friend 1 (Unknown, she has a conversation with Angela on her sex life) – Maria
Jane’s Friend 2 (Unknown, she has a conversation with Angela on her sex life) – Isabel
Boyfriend of friend 1 - Michael
Boyfriend of friend 2 – Alex
Lester Burnham (Kevin Spacey) – Jeff Parker
Carolyn Burnham (Annette Bening) Nancy Parker
Col. Frank Fitz – (Chris Cooper) – Phillip Evans
Barbara Fitz – (Allison Janey) – Diane Evans

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Big thanks on the banner to Gabriel Knight52
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Prologue

Max Evans sat with his video camera in front of his eyes video taping his girlfriend, Liz Parker. She was lying on his bed wearing a black tank top. He listened intently as she talked about her screwed up life. “I need a father who's a role model, not some horny geek-boy who's gonna spray his shorts whenever I bring a girlfriend home from school” she said. “What a lame-o. Somebody really should put him out of his misery”.


He felt like she was the only one who could understand him. They both had screwed up lives and it was probably due to their freaky families. “Want me to kill him?” he asked.

“Yeah, would you?” She replied and he knew she was completely serious.
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Okay, what do you think? I know it’s short but I’m trying to follow at least some parts of the movie. I don’t really have a plan so if you don’t like it I won’t continue.
*bounce**bounce**bounce*



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posted on 17-Feb-2002 10:39:20 PM by Apathygirl666
sorry I double posted but the two posts are the same thing.*big**big**big**big**big**big*
posted on 2-Mar-2002 7:27:26 PM by Apathygirl666
****Authors note*****

Okay this was my first fic and I'm not sure if I gonna continue. I have tests all week for school so if no one is gonna read this I'm not gonna bother writing parts.So pleease post feedback if you want this. more feedback the more I will write

*sad*
posted on 7-Mar-2002 8:26:25 PM by Apathygirl666
****Authors Note******

I have one more test on wednesday but because I have a no studying on fridays rule I will probably have a new part out tommorrow, maybe two if I finish some stuff tonight. Thanks for all the feedback.

Also I m not sure where I'm going with the story and I'm not sure if I should include the parts with angela and lester. What do u think? Also if u have any suggestions post them because I might use them. Also one more point, I may change the plot all together just making the characters the same and the plot completely different except for the whole m/l - jane/ricki thing. What do u think???? Please the more fb the more I write.*wink*
posted on 8-Mar-2002 10:15:14 PM by Apathygirl666
********Authors note*******

2 new parts out in a couple hours -around 1 am eastern time

posted on 9-Mar-2002 12:48:44 AM by Apathygirl666
Part 1(disclaimer in prologue) thanks to Gabriel Knight52 for the banner
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**Authors note**
thanks for the fb:
Legal Alien, Chaos Theory, Cinder, Tyranese, Spicy trini1, Applebybehr, and a bigggggg thanks to Lucky Star (btw, I love the pot scene w/ ricki and lester, it’s the best.)

< > denotes thoughts

Liz Parker sat at her computer, at a plastic surgery website. She looked at the before and after photos wondering whether or not she could look like that. Not that it mattered to her. Everyone just thought she was the freak that hung out with that slut Tess.

She moved to the mirror against her wall and looked at her chest in it. She already had $3,000.00 that she saved from babysitting and she was fully intending to put it to good use.



She walked into the kitchen of her house, and sat down at the table. She sullenly glared at her parent, although they were oblivious to it all. Her mom was a real estate agent, she put on a mask of perfection, but Liz could see through all the layers beneath the perfection.



Liz lived in a town where everyone knew each other, and if one person knew your business everyone did. Liz looked towards her pathetic excuse for a dad, her face twisted in an apathetic glare that went unseen.

Her dad was worse than her mom he had no visible life, other than work and going to her moms posh parties, where her mom paraded him around for the real estate elite. She ate her breakfast quickly wondering when the damn day would be over and looked at her mother as she began to speak.

“Liz. Honey. Are you trying to look depressed?” she asked
“Yes,” Liz replied her voice serious.

“Congratulations, you’ve succeeded,” she said

Liz just glared and began to walk out to the car to go to school. She didn’t notice the figure in the window of the next house taping her.
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Part 2

Max Evans rolled out of bed and walked to his closet. He pulled out a bag of G-13, the only drug that was good enough for him. He had just moved back to his home town of Roswell after being in a mental hospital, for what reason, he had no clue.

He walked towards his closet and pulled out a light blue sweater his mom had bought him before all the crap with her started. He waved his hand over it and it immediately turned black. He pulled out a pair of khaki pants and waved his hand over them, making them the same color of black as his shirt.

He put them on and walked downstairs, his mom was making breakfast and he put a plate of food down in front of him, most of which he wouldn’t eat. Then she spaced out, just standing there. He tried to snap her out of it.

“Mom, mom I can’t eat this,” he said trying to get her to respond. She continued to look blankly at him and then still memorized by something, with her eyes glazed over, she sat at the table.

Knowing, it was hopeless he walked to the window. He grabbed his digi-cam and looked out. That was when he saw her, true beauty. She had dark brownish/black hair and her eyes, full of apathy were a shade of beautiful brown. Her face held no emotion, which just seemed to fascinate him more. He lips were painted a black that matched her outfit, which in turn happened to match his. His thoughts filled with the face of the beautiful stranger, he started to walk to school, his video camera still in his grasp, filming the street defiled by dirt as he walked down it.

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***Author’s Note****

Unless you really want the story line with angela/lester (aka.tess/ mr. parker-ewww!) I won’t include it. I am also not sure if I am going to have any member of the group other than max, liz and tess. In know in my character guide I have Isabel, Maria, Michael and Alex, but I just won’t work for the story. So if you have any ideas on how I can have them in the story than post them and I may use them. Also expect some twists with the whole alien thing, I may just surprise ya!! Also I wrote this quick so excuse all mistakes.
Thanks – remember the more fb I get the more I will write.


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posted on 16-Mar-2002 7:25:35 PM by Apathygirl666
Okay thanks for the fb, but due to my over zealous friends who think you guys are trying to brainwash me, the fact that I have a lil head cold and my horrible grades on two math tests I wont be back for a bit. Maybe tonight or tommorrow if I can get sum time in. In the mean time I'm gonna stay home and watch josie and the pussycats (I loove that flick) w/ some of mah friends.
The sooner I study and get ovah this cold the sooner I'll be back.

And two questions for ya -- 1. Should I make the next part the liz/max meeting or should I prolong it to develope the characters a bit?? and 2. I was thinking of making this the first cronicle of three - the Depression Cronicles -- three movies roswell style, I was thinkin american beauty, the virgin suicides and some other depressing movie (suggestions wanted). What do ya think??

P.S. Also due to the fact that I do not want my fragile pysche to be pyschologically damaged I am not gonna write the tess/ mr parker thing.
posted on 23-Mar-2002 10:39:53 PM by Apathygirl666
New part tommorrow or wednesday! I know I'm a horrible person for not postin sooner! but im happy *bounce* so I'm writing! I'm happy cause I didnt write I studied math and I got a 90 on mah test(way better than my other grades!).

also lucky star -- romeo and juliet is a great suggestion and its plenty deppressing but I dont think ill write it ,its not quite my style. I was thinking maybe a version of the book kerosene by chris wooding

(a great book if you like american beauty and the virgin suicides, I also recommend the book cut by Patricia McCormick ,I would use Cut but there wouldnt be a guy to be a max to lizs character).

I was thinkin maybe I'd use that or another book or movie. I still want suggestions.
Also iwant my feedback! DO YOU PEOPLE HEAR ME!!IF I DON'T GET FEEDBACK I'M GONNA CRY*sad**sad**sad**sad**sad* AND WE WOULDN'T WANT THAT!! lol!!!!!!
posted on 28-Mar-2002 8:18:28 PM by Apathygirl666
thanks to Gabriel Knight52 for the banner
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Pt 3

Liz made her way through the quad, she bumped a bunch of people to get through and a chorus of numerous voices screamed out ‘bitch’ in loud, and she searched for her friend. A slut she was but Liz didn’t have the energy to care anymore. She found Tess talking to two girls, Isabel and Maria, about some photographer she had fucked. They didn’t exactly believe her and moment later they had walked away. Tess screamed ‘Asshole’ n her piercing voice and all people in the quad screamed ‘shut up Slut’.

, Liz just stood by with her cigarette dangling from her hand. Tess turned to her and said

“God, just cause their so pampered they think I am”

“Who cares” she said as a guy with the most beautiful eyes walked past her. He had a video camera in his hand and he was dressed all in black, just like she was and something about him fascinated her. He had an air of mystery that seemed to crackle in his already dark aura. It was almost as if it wasn’t normal, could it be that he was like her. His aura looked a lot like hers, a deep drastic darkened brown that seemed almost black with lime green streaks running through it almost gliding in it. He caught her gaze and held it, his eyes emotionless. He turned away and she wanted those eyes on her again, forever.

He crossed the quad, his aura standing out against the nameless ones. They were boring, all the same colors, perky and somehow all conformist. But, his aura screamed conflicting emotions and she knew she needed to get to know this guy.

Pt. 4 Max POV

Max stood at the window videotaping her again, she seemed to have seen him, but didn’t really say much. He had been taping her for one whole week and she seemed to always fascinate him. Her aura was a lot like his and he thought maybe, just maybe if he watched her enough he would see her use the powers he already knew she had.

He knew she was the queen. It just fit so well. She had the aura and if his memories from home were right then she looked a lot like the queen should’ve only somehow better, less pretty princess, more realistic, more tangible. He finally found her, now all he had to do was get her attention. He had the perfect plan, all he needed was a way to enact it without his parents being suspicious of him again.

He looked at her through the frame of his camera. Oh, yeah she was his queen there was no doubt about it. He was going to get her back and unlike Zan he wasn’t gonna make the mistake of letting her go once she was his.

What do ya think???


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posted on 29-Apr-2002 10:25:15 PM by Apathygirl666
should I continue this? please tell me coz' if I dun get response I wont
posted on 1-May-2002 10:34:25 PM by Apathygirl666
ill make you all a lil deal if chaostheory posts a new part of Bad Boy I'll post the amazin(if I do say myself and I do) new part

heres a teaser: “Of course it’s you, I’d know that kiss anywhere.”
posted on 15-May-2002 5:19:18 PM by Apathygirl666
okksyu new part soon cuz thers a new pt of bad boy kk...lata ill post

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posted on 15-May-2002 10:21:56 PM by Apathygirl666
here it is:
thanks to Gabriel Knight52 for the banner
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Pt 5 Liz POV

Liz was walking down the hall when an arm snaked out of the eraser room. She thought it was her disgusting ex-boyfriend Sean so she started to scream, but her lips were covered by another person’s. The kiss was rough and ragged and familiar, the kiss from her dreams. She turned on the light to see the stranger’s face. He was gorgeous and he looked so hot and mysterious. She started to talk but he cut her off.

“Shh, I know who you are and where you’re from, alright. I know you’re her, I know you’re an alien. I know you’re my queen. You’re Tarraizya. I know it because I’m Zan. I’m like you.”

She responded only by staring, smirking and bringin him in for another earth shattering kiss. “Of course it’s you, I’d know that kiss anywhere.” An hour later they were still making out but they had relocated to Liz’s room. Max and Liz pulled apart for some air.

“Max we…I…we can’t do this.” Liz said

“Why not?” Max demanded.

“Because my life is screwed up enough without you.”

“Don’t you remember this?”

“Remember what?”

“This! In our past life you walked away because it was screwed up and I never saw you again!”

“What?”

“I never saw you because Kivar killed you. It was the night before our wedding, you tried to cancel it because of so called “destiny” and you were killed and I couldn’t do a thing to stop it.”

“Max I…I…”

“The only way you could keep me away from you now is a restraining order, and even that won’t work.” He said forcefully.

“What...why the hell not?”

‘Because I’m in your head’ he telapathed to her. He moved in for another rough hard, aggressive kiss and she responded by making it even harder and more passionate. She had this guy pegged for one of those soft sweet guys but god he was so rough it made her want him even more. That was her last coherent thought as he kissed her again.

what do u think??

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posted on 15-May-2002 10:27:39 PM by Apathygirl666
dupe post

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posted on 20-May-2002 11:56:33 PM by Apathygirl666
Interlude

Liz walked out on to the stage and stood there looking out at the anxious audience and she began her speech

“Due to fb leaver beyond my control, that means you Choastheory, my dear friend Rachel, whom you may know as Apathygirl has decided to close the curtain on this fic and keep my dear sweet Max locked up in her room, to do things I’d rather not hear or talk about”

Then Rachel walks out on stage looking stunning and says “Nyah nyah nyah,That’s what u get for insultin me it’s war!!!!” sticks out her tongue and walks off with a smug look on her face.

























































Lol no it’s not the end im just teasin ya im startin the new part which will be dedicated to chaostheory but it’s still war!!!!!!!!hehe hey as you say in your siggy “why be good? It’s easier to be evil”

posted on 21-May-2002 2:19:03 PM by Apathygirl666
lol!!! I was just jokin Chaos but if u want a war fine wit me but u will have to deal with the wrath of Rachel and don't think u want to deal with that. Anyway new pt later tonight if possible

p.s if u wanna beta read my fic then u can chaos u get to read it early but only say yes if u know u can do it easily and time efficiently kk

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posted on 21-May-2002 3:39:36 PM by Apathygirl666
ill bmail it to ya but its not finished yet!!it might be done tonight maybe tommorrow if I have time-hey if u want I could beta bad boy plzz say yes I loove dat fic

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posted on 3-Jun-2002 12:42:26 AM by Apathygirl666
OMG!! I knew you'd come back read this!!!!MATTYY!!!!!I NEED YOUR FB YOU STUD MUFFIN U!!! I LOOOOVE YOU! LOL CONCERT NEXT WEEKEND SEE YA THERE! IM ME, U GOTTS TA BE THERE U GOTTAA, IT WONT BE THE SAME WITHOUT U ?PWEASE FOR ME?? COME ON! ILL SING THAT SONG.... YOU KNOW THE ONE... LOL BUT NOT IN FRONT OF CARRY! HE'LL KILL ME!!!!! AND DONT FORGET TO TELL SANDY TO BRING JAKE- DIDNT HE GET HIS HAIR DYED GREEN, INSTEAD OF ORANGE COZ I WANNA SEE IT!!!!!IM ME U JERK I HAVENT SEE U IN LIKE FOUR MONTHS- HOWS SCHOOL, ICCKK IS JANNA STILL STALKIN U???? I GOT MY OWN STALKER - LOL PARKER IS LIKE A PUPPY DOG!! BUT HES CUTE NOW HE GOT TWO MORE PEIRCINGS IN HIS LEFT EAR! AND HE WANTS TO GET A TATOO!LOL! HOW DARE U BMAIL ME INSTEAD OF IMING!!I CANT BELIEVE YOURE IN NYC?! U SHOULDA CALLED ME!! U GOTTA COME TO THE CONCERT, ITS SAT AT 7, AT THE PARK, NEAR ALLYS HOUSE AND GUESS WHAT... CARRY IS NOT SINGIN THANK GOD! ACTUALLY SAMMY IS! AND IM SINGIN THAT ONE SONG...THE ONE I WROTE FOR THE FAIR, THE ONE FOR U! U REMEMBER THE ONE THAT MAKES ME SOUND LIKE THAT GIRL...DAMN WHATS HER NAME! ANYWAY GOD SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED WHILE U WERE AT SCHOOL! I CANT BELIEVE YOUR MOM SENT U TO PREP SCHOOL INSTEAD OF OUR SCHOOL! SO...GET ANYTHING PIERCED*tongue*?!LOL UHH Y CANT I JUST EMAIL/BMAIL THIS TO U? IS IT COZ U DONT WANT LAUREL TO READ IT! COZ IF SHE TRIES TO SHE KNOWS ILL KICK HER BUTT! LOL!

U GOTTA GET BACK TO HALSEY! WE NEED U!! AND U HAFTA TAKE ME TO THE DANCE THE ONE AT THE SCHOOL NOT THE RESTRAUNT ONE! COME ON ITS TRADITION!

****to all who arent matt or the rest of the braindead brunette babydolls-this was to a friend of mine who doesnt want his sis to find this-he reads my fanfic and he used to go to my school and we’ve been friends (maybe more huh matty?*wink*) and he just came back from prep school(bet you’re still punk right coz if u’ve gone prep u know ill hafta change that lol) and I had to write to him!

PPS. MATTYYYY I LOVVE U!!!!!!- LOL REMEMBER THE DANCE! IM TEMP DYIN MY HAIR BLUE FOR IT AND AFTER PARTY AT CRASH’S HOUSE LOL ITLL BE THE GANG U GOTTA COME-AND GUESS WHAT MATTY I MET MAJANDRA! AT THE ROSWELL PARTY AND I GOTTA SHOW U THE PICS, U STAYIN WIT YOUR AUNT OR DID YOUR WHOLE FAM COME BACK? PLZZ LET IT BE JUST U COZ YOURE FAM IS SCARYY- ESP LAUREL WHAT IS UP WITH THE PINK SHIRT, WHITE HAT LOOK-I KNOW HER AND SHE TURNIN INTO A PINK BUNNY LOL WE GOTTA GET HER BACK IN BLACK-LOL
PPPS. MY SKIN LOST ITS PALENESS-SUN EXPOSURE ICKKK! GOTTA GET IT BACK TO PALE YA GOTTA HELP ME!!! BMAIL ME, IM ME DO SUMTIN!!!!

PPPW/E S: THIS IS A MILESTONE I WASTED ON U MATTY, NAW LOL MY 125TH POST!!!


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posted on 1-Jul-2002 4:49:56 PM by Apathygirl666
BUMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted on 5-Jul-2002 3:12:34 AM by Apathygirl666
bump

posted on 14-Jul-2002 9:44:14 AM by Apathygirl666
hey guys I know I've left everyone in the dark over this fic but im leavin in six days for three weeks and I have no ideas on where to go from here with this fic, I know where I want it to lead but I have no clue how to gwt there, basically I need a conflict to shake things up like they did in the movie, if anyone has any ideas you can bmail me but id do it soon cuz in three days im gonna be too busy to update any of my fics although ill try
posted on 14-Jul-2002 9:06:12 PM by Apathygirl666
hey bump and check out the banner in front of each pt
posted on 14-Jul-2002 9:19:03 PM by Apathygirl666
thanks so much michaela, im gonna try to get a part out tomorrow ok
posted on 14-Jul-2002 9:49:58 PM by Apathygirl666
clueless!!!!! hehe you rock!!!
p.s. im on a suga high!!!! marshmellows good, sleep bad!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 9:59:29 PM by Apathygirl666

the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!

and now everyone knows that yes I am insane and yes I am perfectly happy about it because...


the mushy mooey gooey marshmellow men are attackin!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:08:08 PM by Apathygirl666
hehe the marshmellow men are verry white and shiny!! see suga messes with my head and now the room is in pretty colors!! lets see theres the marshmellowy white and pretty black and green and ooh its my oompa loompa friends!!!!! party at willy wonkas house!!!teehee im going swimmin in the chocolatey river!!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:10:32 PM by Apathygirl666
a public service announcement:

VANILLA COKE TASTES YUMMY!!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:15:46 PM by Apathygirl666
NO NO NO!!! ITS VERRRY VERRY YUMMMY!! AND THE MARSHMELLOW MEN LIKE GOING SWIMMIN IN IT!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:23:17 PM by Apathygirl666
EDITED CUZ IM AN IDIOT

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posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:23:52 PM by Apathygirl666
YUP YUP IM AN IDIOT EVEN I ADMIT IT, NO I JUST SOUNDED WAY TOO STRANGE FOR WORDS

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posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:38:00 PM by Apathygirl666
well I cant be drunk cuz dat would be illegal cuz im of the minor persuasion so ill say im high on marshmellows and when I get high on marshmellows and vanilla coke I get hyper!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:43:18 PM by Apathygirl666
ooh michaela getiin pushy!!! and I hate pushy ppl mostly cuz I am one!! but I dont hate u michaela youre incredibly cool!! and im incredibly cool! were all incredibly cool!!
posted on 14-Jul-2002 10:45:08 PM by Apathygirl666
another public service announcement

its 10:45 pm do you know where your marshmellow men are? hehe


posted on 14-Jul-2002 11:25:18 PM by Apathygirl666
hehe michaela I love that pic but not b/c of liz ::wink wink::*wink* max looks so hot there!!! yum!!! anyway I gotta be going to beddy bye gotta get used to it for curfew at camp but ill be writin tommorrow and michalea I went out today to morning glory and I got a brand new shiny notebook and pens to work on my fic in camp hehe!! nighty night! sweet roswell dreams to ya!! nd michaela yes we can pretend to be cool together, that works for me! (I just reassured you I was a dork right? yeah I did, o well)

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posted on 14-Jul-2002 11:36:05 PM by Apathygirl666
my final reply of the night-yes jason looks hott everywhere literally! hehe! and yes we can be dorky togeth, and I doubt anyone at camp will halp me but I do have 6 days till camp thats a lil while for me to cram packin and writin the two essientials in amoung sleep and marshmellow men eatin lolz! write ya tommorrow mornin gurl! night night!
posted on 15-Jul-2002 1:34:59 PM by Apathygirl666
hey michaela im sendin the new part toi my beta now so itll be out lata
posted on 15-Jul-2002 5:49:48 PM by Apathygirl666
if my beta doesnt reply soon im postin the unbetaed pt kk and its pretty good in grammar cuz im a perfectionist
posted on 15-Jul-2002 6:32:28 PM by Apathygirl666
thanks for the fb
LixMix
Fallin' Angel
not_of_this_earth- 2 times
Lucky Star

m14-16 friggin times-you rock girl!!!+ thanks so much for the ideas on where to go wit this fic!! once again u rock michaela!!!

clueless-4 times- you rock too!!
Chaostheory-who is the beta who is currently M.I.A.


be back in five wit the new pt
posted on 15-Jul-2002 6:34:10 PM by Apathygirl666
here it is:

Thanks to Gabriel Knight52 for the banner

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Part 6 –Songs are Bruises by Majandra Delfino and Why Georgia by John Mayer-(Song Lyircs are in Italics)
Liz POV
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Liz sat on her bed almost an hour later, she shouldn’t have been mad but she was. Max had invaded her brain, he had seen if only for a brief second what she truly thought, and she couldn’t even do it to him which made it ten times worse. He had the opportunity to see what she thought, her every emotions, her every little fantasy and she was pissed off. How dare he invade her brain! BASTARD! She thought putting on a cd.

I can't stop thinking about cutting myself up
Visual bruises can be covered with make-up
But down to the core I'm all bruises
My little whore gives this excuses


She clawed towards her drawers and pulled out a razor blade.

How can this be rationalized?
Your brain has programmed all of those lies
What do you tell yourself about our situation?
How can you look at yourself without having some sort
of revelation?


Slice. Slice. Slice. As the blade cut through her skin.

How do you live with yourself?
How could you possibly hurt someone like myself?
The saddest part though, is I would take you back
You've turned me into some spineless hypochondriac


Drip. Drip. Drip. Went the blood on the floor.

Now I tend to every last emotion
I'm just so caught up in this
I cannot grasp its hazed proportions


Slice. Slice. Slice.

Alright now I'll be fair
I'll just pull you by your hair
I'll just kick you from time to time
And then I'll love you in the meantime


Drip. Drip. Drip.

It will be just like before
I'll be your girl, you'll be my whore


Slice. Slice. Slice.

I'm not an angry child
I don't run hot nor mild
But for some reason when it comes to you
I smile at the thought of hitting you


Drip. Drip. Drip.

I smile at the thought of watching you die
I strive off the image of making you cry
I feed off the feeling of having you need
I lick the illusion of watching you bleed


Bastard was her last thought was she watched the blood falling and slipped into darkness, as the blade clattered to the floor.

Max POV
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Max couldn’t figure out why Liz had freaked out so much, he had just seen connected to her for a minute, it didn’t matter. It wasn’t like he’d heard any of her friggin thoughts anyway. Who needed her! BITCH! He thought turning up the radio.

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind


Bitch, he thought, turning his head.

Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?


“Fuck!” he exclaimed seeing the horse in front of him.

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul


He tried to swerve.

Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?


His brain felt weightless as he crashed into the trees on the other side of the old desert road.

So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask myself


And the last words he heard from the radio were:

If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?


As he slipped into darkness.

so? what do u think?



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posted on 15-Jul-2002 6:47:19 PM by Apathygirl666
COMP QWOULDNT FRIGGIN LET ME DO ANYTHING WHILE IT FROZE SO I JUST UPDATED THE TITLE LINE KK AND DIS IS THE BUMP FOR DAT KK
posted on 15-Jul-2002 7:12:10 PM by Apathygirl666
no fb no fic!
posted on 15-Jul-2002 8:15:37 PM by Apathygirl666
fine!
posted on 15-Jul-2002 9:01:24 PM by Apathygirl666
michaela? clueless? you guys aren't dead or sumtin right? bump for you two...
posted on 15-Jul-2002 9:40:44 PM by Apathygirl666
hehe lolz now is micheala of the living?

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posted on 15-Jul-2002 9:52:43 PM by Apathygirl666
you're high on marshmellow men aren't you!
hehe hello, my name is Rachel and I have a problem, I am addicted to marshellows, feedback and bumps!!
posted on 15-Jul-2002 10:11:21 PM by Apathygirl666
hmmm...that wasn't scary, no not at all!
posted on 15-Jul-2002 10:41:50 PM by Apathygirl666
I love the banner too michaela Gabriel Knight52 did it it's amazin! and michaela girl have faith in me, esp because you are so amazin im writin the next part now instead of
lmktynm ok! and I have a tendency to kill off charcters unintentionally anyway but never fear marshmellow man is here! lolz!

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posted on 15-Jul-2002 11:08:17 PM by Apathygirl666
and by the way michaela if they're not alive I cant make them make up and im a sappy romantic at heart
posted on 15-Jul-2002 11:19:27 PM by Apathygirl666
michaela you are defineitly NOT buggin me! I need the inspiration girl! and its a sappy part!! and trust me its worth your while! well not at first but...
posted on 15-Jul-2002 11:42:19 PM by Apathygirl666
hey michaela feel free to post 14 more fbs! hehe
posted on 15-Jul-2002 11:49:55 PM by Apathygirl666
lol michalea my friend sent me a cute pic of jason like five min ago hehe but im not sharin...well maybe lata
posted on 15-Jul-2002 11:53:19 PM by Apathygirl666
and yeah that pic is hott enough I was just at ln, hehe great minds think alike, feel free to post more pics they inspire me
posted on 16-Jul-2002 12:01:30 AM by Apathygirl666
hmm should I post the part now? or tommorrow morning?
posted on 16-Jul-2002 12:04:51 AM by Apathygirl666
hmm or maybe just a teaser perhaps? hmm...well the next pt involves a shirtles Max! hehe still want it right?
posted on 16-Jul-2002 12:13:31 AM by Apathygirl666
hey michaela I gotts head to bed and I dont mean to be a tease but if u want me to be able to write anything I gotta get to sleep but dont worry ill post tommorrow mornin-leave me tons of fbs and maybe ill write some more then kk
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:53:50 AM by Apathygirl666
hey clueless thanks for the bump im postin a in a lil bit cuz I wrote a part ut im unsure of the endon its too...err...happy for american beauty so far soo...
posted on 16-Jul-2002 2:09:01 PM by Apathygirl666
thanks to

B4echstarrynite

clueless- 5 times- u still rock clueless!

m14- 16 times- u spoil me girl! lolz

ok just to tell u I changed the ending to make it slightly more american beautyish
be back in a few
posted on 16-Jul-2002 2:16:50 PM by Apathygirl666
here it is:

big thanks on the banner to gabriel Knight52
abrs

Part 7
? POV
* * * * *

Unbeknownst to the two lovers a creature watched them as they were wheeled into the emergency room on gurneys. He cackled, a cold icy laugh that shook the room and sent it into darkness. He knew without the proper medical help soon, the King and Queen would surely die. And the earthquake still rumbling beneath them, the very one he had started minutes earlier with his laughter, would cease all medical operations and by the time they could be treated, they would be deceased. And for that his cackles resumed.

Max POV
* * * * *

Inside Max Evans head was a scene familiar to him, ever since he had met Liz Parker, it was dank and dark and painful, yet so pristine and beautiful. He reached out with his mind trying to connect with Liz, to save them both. He let his mind block out the dark place and fill with images of Liz. Her, getting ready for school, her, at school, standing next to Tess, her, looking angrily at him, her, laughing, at him, her kissing him.

And she appeared before him, he was in her dream, and she ran to hug him, to see if he was real, and then pulled back with a smirk.

“I told you not to invade my thoughts” she said looking around “But isn’t it great here.”

Max looked around, it was dark and dank like his dream had been.

“Liz, Liz, listen to me, ok? There’s something happening, ok? I can feel it, something, whatever it is could kill us if we don’t fight it, ok? Liz! Liz!” he shouted as Liz walked further away from him in the dream world she had created for herself.
“Liz what are you doing?” Max exclaimed, seeing Liz come forth, swaying.

“Max, don’t you see, this was meant to be, we can do anything here, no one will ever know, this is meant to be our paradise, our retreat. Don’t you see, this is paradise!”

“No, Liz! No! This is anything but that, our spirits may be here but our bodies are on earth, wasting away, dying and when they die so do we.”

Liz simply walked up to Max pulled his collar down so he was lying on the blackened floor on his back and straddled him.

“No, Max, this is what’s meant to happen.”

Max leaned up and kissed Liz, not fighting it any longer. Then the dream version of Liz disappeared, and he fell back, into nothingness.

Liz POV
* * * * * * *

Liz woke up, panting in the dark hospital room. Max, Max, go to Max, was her mantra as she peered at the nurses and doctors under the emergency lights. She ripped the ivs out of her arms with a simple wave of the hand. Max, Max, go to Max.

She ignored the nurses and doctors, and ran into the dark corridor, Max, Max, go to Max.

She ran into rooms randomly and when she reached Max he was pale and with a large gash on his head, pouring blood. He needed her, he needed his queen. She kissed his cheek, making a connection.

She entered his dream, it was like hers dark, but the scene changed to a forest. She heard Max’s voice, only it was more playful than it had ever been before.

“Come find me Liz…”

“Max!!”

“Come find me Liz…” was his only reply.

Liz saw his head of cute brunette hair peaking out from behind a tree. But then the dream plane disappeared. And Liz saw the same pale Max, and she decided to try her “powers”.
She ran her hands over his head, and in defeat, she dropped her hand to hold his.

She didn’t notice the glow their hands made, as they touched, before Max bolted up and without a word, led her down the corridors, down 8 flights of stairs and out the hospital doors. When they reached the parking lot, he looked around, found a jeep, and with his powers he unlocked the doors, and jumped in, with Liz on the other side. He drove to the darkest corner of the parking lot, the only one without a street light, and jumped out putting his hand on the jeep, turning it a dark black, he then changed the plates to his own and drove off as Liz watched on in the passenger seat.

Soon, she realized they were in front of his real car on an old road and she watched as he changed his car into the color of the jeep they were now in and changed the plates too. Then he drove to a cave, climbed out, grabbed her hand and jumped down the crack in the desert floor that was the cave opening and helped her down.

She looked around. It was familiar, sort of. She looked at Max, who was sitting against the back wall of the cave, his head in his hands. She came up to him gently and he grabbed her wrists, pulling up the sleeves and tracing the scars, she had made, with his thumb. Then his arms roamed over her arms and she lifted her arms as he begun to pull off her shirt, and tossed it against the cave wall.

Her hands caressed his sides and she lifted his shirt off, and tossed it over her shoulder. She stared at his muscles and leaned up to kiss him, their tongues dueling. Then she let out a soft sob as they pulled apart, and he wrapped his arms around her tiny frame, in a move of protection. She sighed into his broad, smooth, shirtless chest and heard him whisper “My queen, my love, I love you.” And in a gesture of love, she looked up at him with wide eyes, and said “I’m nobody’s queen.”

Liz watched Max sleep off his injury, and she slid out of his embrace, she fingered the sharp disk in her pocket. She pulled it out, and slid the cool metal on her skin, then she pressed the edge in, watching the small flow of red blood that slid out of the opened wound. She was captivated by its almost metallic glow as it ran down her skin to rest on the cave floor. She looked at the wound on her arm, smiled, and slid the metallic blade up her other arm, making and identical slit, and she stared as the blood dropped out, soon the blood took over her vision, then the darkness, and the only sounds that were heard in the cave were the drip drop of Liz’s blood on the floor and Max’s soft oblivious snoring, that was, until a cackle sliced through the air, breaking through Max’s sleepy haze, as he looked towards Liz, he noticed the blood on her wrists and grabbed her wrists healing them, and he curled his arms around her tiny frame, bringing her back into consciousness and then into sleep.


posted on 16-Jul-2002 9:43:27 PM by Apathygirl666
bump ans just as a note till I get at least one pt of each of my other fic out im not writin more of dis so pt 7 may be the last pt u get till I get back
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:07:52 PM by Apathygirl666
yeah im taking the challenge and after I proof and post the next two parts of amys song im startin it, maybe after lmktynm, I really need an escape from reality for now, im havin a bad night, I dont want to elaborate so I wont and liz is cutting herself for a reason.
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:14:55 PM by Apathygirl666
the reason has nothing to do with tess or being queen it has to do with max and being loved thats all I can say for now
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:23:43 PM by Apathygirl666
if you want more clues go read amys song!!!I need fb on that thread and ill give you more clues kk
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:26:20 PM by Apathygirl666
I only have four-read them all!!
1.american beauty-roswell style-(duh)
2. Let Me Know That You Need Me
3. Amy's Song
4. Time Of Your Life
and well also the new one on heartbreakers im writin so only five
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:30:12 PM by Apathygirl666
umm technically its four cuz I havent posted the fifth and ive only got one line which im workin on now
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:33:38 PM by Apathygirl666
well u have great challenges clueless why dont u try writin one...im sure itll be amazin I could even beta it cmon what do u have to lose?*big**big*
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:35:38 PM by Apathygirl666
and michaela the title is based on the song and its not about jenifer love hewitt cuz I only saw two movie by her heartbreaker and still know what u did soo..I dont like her too much
posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:36:23 PM by Apathygirl666
lol agreed clueless on the behr bein hott thing

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posted on 16-Jul-2002 10:39:19 PM by Apathygirl666
oh come on you could totally write a story, dignity smichnity oh come on I know about dignity, you are talking to the girl who stood on the top floor of the queens center mall and screamed I love Jason Behr in the middle of the christmas rush! almost got kicked out too hehe! and I didnt use my indoor scream either! *wink*
posted on 16-Jul-2002 11:59:34 PM by Apathygirl666
dupe post

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posted on 17-Jul-2002 12:00:24 AM by Apathygirl666
what?! ok michaela I think u need some sleep....

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posted on 17-Jul-2002 12:09:37 AM by Apathygirl666
then might I suggest some prozac?
posted on 17-Jul-2002 12:13:49 AM by Apathygirl666
eww you touched something touched by her! sorry but im still mad she broke carson daly's heart! and hes such a sweetie!
posted on 17-Jul-2002 12:38:08 AM by Apathygirl666
hmm...no comment
posted on 17-Jul-2002 1:05:38 AM by Apathygirl666
cant see it
posted on 17-Jul-2002 1:14:33 AM by Apathygirl666
ive seen it before and I have it printed and inside my closet in three color schemes-regular, blue background and green antar water background as fanart
posted on 17-Jul-2002 1:20:49 AM by Apathygirl666
hey dont laugh that pic is hott!
posted on 17-Jul-2002 1:27:38 AM by Apathygirl666
me too im just readin one more pt of a fic then bed for me
posted on 19-Jul-2002 8:35:20 PM by Apathygirl666
This is a note I’m posting on all of my fics: I’m leaving for three weeks tomorrow sand I’ll be back with new fic on August 9th, with new parts of all of my fics, meanwhile leave me tons of bump and you’ll get more fic when I get back and in the meanwhile read my other dreamer stories:

Amy’s Song
American Beauty-Roswell Style
Let Me Know That You Need Me
Time Of Your Life
Pushing Me Away


posted on 20-Jul-2002 8:00:00 AM by Apathygirl666
another thanks to michaela (check my other threads I thanks u for u)
posted on 20-Jul-2002 8:01:17 AM by Apathygirl666
another thanks to michaela (check my other threads I thanks u for u)
posted on 10-Aug-2002 3:31:44 PM by Apathygirl666
postin this on each of my fics:

hey guys, im back from camp and its so bittersweet, im happy to be home but I really miss the friends I made at camp,on the last night, after the art displays (I won two awards) and the drama show and the fashion shows and the floor awards (hehe-I got the floor award for always having a smile :D) there was the candle light and it was so sad, and yesterday morning my best friend from camp flew back to chicago at 9 am and I cried for about an hour, it was so sad, and everyone leaving, I swear it the worst part of camp, I loved camp sooo much, and I had soo much fun, anyway im gonna try to post later but right now its kinda hard to see the computer screen with the tears and all, it's just not the same anymore, I miss it all so much, I really miss my camp, and my friends, anyway im off to talk to some camp friends and then…I’ll be back….I guess…

posted on 11-Aug-2002 2:44:27 PM by Apathygirl666
bump- this is the fic im gonna update first be back later with a new part
posted on 11-Aug-2002 8:54:21 PM by Apathygirl666
bump
posted on 12-Aug-2002 8:14:32 PM by Apathygirl666
does anyone actually want the new part of this, cuz if I dont get any indication of that im gonna move on to another fic and come back to this one later....
posted on 12-Aug-2002 8:46:17 PM by Apathygirl666
should I continue now or make u guys wait? tell me if u want a new pt...
posted on 12-Aug-2002 10:35:38 PM by Apathygirl666
anyone? ::gulp:: anyone at all? anyone want a new part?
posted on 12-Aug-2002 11:28:40 PM by Apathygirl666
due to the enthuasium (did I mention I went braindead at camp and can no longer spell?) of ann the new part will come out before 1am if I can stay awake-I've been really sleepy lately
posted on 13-Aug-2002 12:11:47 AM by Apathygirl666
thanks to:

roxygurl182
clueless-10 times
m14-22 times
roswellluver
Lindsey

Chaostheory - I still want u as a beta but im postin this unbetaed cuz im gettin ready to start a new fic

starbright
b4echstarrynite

be back soon with pt

posted on 13-Aug-2002 12:13:11 AM by Apathygirl666
Part 8 Liz POV – song is Meet Virginia by Train
* * * * *

Liz woke up to the sights and sounds unfamiliar to her, she was lying down on the cold stone of a tiny cave, a small portable radio blasted on the wall opposite her, and she could make out the faint trace of Max, moving in the darkness, a joint poised at his lips, in just a pair of boxers. The music hit her, she had heard it, but never really listened to the lyrics before.

She doesn't own a dress
Her hair is always a mess
If you catch her stealin' she won't confess
She's beautiful

She smokes a pack a day
Oh, wait, that's me, but anyways
She doesn't care a thing about that hair
She thinks I'm beautiful
Meet Virginia

She never compromises
Loves babies and suprises
Wear high heels when she excersizes
Ain't that beautiful?
Meet Virginia

Well she wants to be the Queen
Then she thinks about her scene
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna be the queen

Her daddy wrestles alligators
Mamma works on carburetors
Her brother is a fine mediator
For the President

Well here she is again on the phone
Just like me, hates to be alone
We just like to sit at home
And rip on the President
Meet Virginia

Well she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna live this life

She only drinks coffee at midnight
When the moment is not right
Her timing is quite unusual
You see her confidence is tragic
But her intuition magic
And the shape of her body - unusual

Meet Virginia-I can't wait to
Meet Virginia-Yea

Well she wants to be the Queen
Then she thinks about her scene
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna be the queen

Well she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna live this life

I dont really wanna be the queen
I dont really wanna be the queen
I dont really wanna be the queen
I dont really wanna live this...

The song was for her, she knew why Max had played it, and she didn’t care, she could make out Max’s form against the twilight of the morning and as he walked towards her she began to wonder what he’d do.

She watched with blank eyes as he sat next to her, Indian style, grabbed his shirt from the floor, tugged it on, and grabbed her wrists. His touch did nothing to her, she couldn’t feel a thing, she felt paralyzed, her arms wouldn’t move, Max was healing her, numbing her.

She slid from his grasp minutes later, to have him grasp her wrists again, he traced her scars and murmured “Beautiful ”. Then he pushed her roughly away, so a gasp escaped her lips and his joint fell from his lips and he screamed “Why? Tell me why the fuck you’re trying to fuckin kill yourself?”

She remained silent, and he screamed again, grabbing her wrists “T ell me what the fuck you were thinking?” then gentler he said “Tell me why you cut yourself?”

She said in a whisper “If I didn’t…then you would think I didn’t need you anymore…and you’d leave, like everyone else…”

“No, I wouldn’t” he said harshly and then “I need you, you’re my destiny, my queen” he said gently.

To which she screamed “I’M NOT YOUR FUCKING QUEEN, I’LL NEVER BE A QUEEN” and with that she broke down into sobs.

“Why? Just tell me why? Tell me why and I’ll let it go…”

“Because I’m not…I’m not good enough to be a queen, I’m not good enough to…to…be loved…by…someone like you.”

“That’s not true, it will never be true, don’t you get it Liz? I do love you, I loved you on Antar and I love you here, and nothing, no matter how screwed up, can change that feeling. Even if I don’t have to heal you everyday, even if you don’t need me, I’ll always be there, because I…I…I love you.”

Liz backed away from him inching closer to the cave opening, then she shook her head and rushed into his arms, and whispered “never leave me”, then she slid her hand into her pocket pulled out her blade and let it fall to the floor, she kicked it towards the back of the cave and let Max slid her into a lying position on the floor of the cave. And finally, for the first time in a while she felt…FREE! Little did she know, all good things would come to an end, some sooner than others, and unseen, in the light of night, an apparition shimmered, to smile upon her family, her son and his bride, and although she knew of the trauma ahead of them, she couldn’t help but hope that they would pull through…alive.


posted on 13-Aug-2002 6:52:48 PM by Apathygirl666
bump
posted on 18-Aug-2002 1:05:58 PM by Apathygirl666
going on a vaca - be back in a week!
posted on 11-Sep-2002 7:13:33 PM by Apathygirl666
September 11th, I remember