posted on 20-Oct-2002 12:27:35 AM by Lizzie_Parker17
Hey everyone!
This is Britt! Because myself and the other mods are doing are best to clean this place out I emsiled Zia and asked if she still wanted this RPG. I gave her the same time amout we gave everyone else to respond or else her RPG would either be deleted or taken over by one of the mods. So here I am! I for one was very intrested in this RPG and I would still like to do it. So here it is in the same form Zia had it! All characters are up for grabs once again!

Five years have passed since Departure, but things are a little different. Alex never died. Tess wasn't evil. And the Royal Four did go back to Antar. But now they are back. Things have changed a lot.

Liz Parker - Missed Max, but she went to college, started dating Sean, happily engaged with him and teaching biology at the highschool in Roswell. She lives above the Crashdown with Sean, her parents moved out a few years earlier.

Sean DeLuca - Cleaned up his act for Liz, wants to be able to give her a good life. Runs the Crashdown now.

Alex Whitman - Last year of university, works a lot with computers, but has also released a cd. He really misses Isabel, and doesn't date much.

Kyle Valenti - Followed in his fathers footsteps and became the sheriff of Roswell. Jim and Amy were married, making Maria his sister, worries about her a lot, tries to get her out and doing things.

Maria DeLuca - She got pregnant after her and Michael made love, but ended up misscarrying the baby. She sunk into a deep depression, she bought Michael's apartment, and rarely leaves. Spends most of her time sleeping, and trying to get Kyle and everyone else to just leave her alone.

Max Evans - They fought the war against Kivar, but their son was killed during the battle. Tess and Max found comfort in each other, despite his love for Liz.

Tess Harding - was able to find comfort in Max after their son was killed, but still misses him a lot. She cares about Kyle a lot, and was really glad to find out they were going back, and she had hopes that they could have a relationship.

Isabel Evans - She fought hard against Kivar, but occasionally had problems saying no to him, but in the end, was the one who was able to kill him. She proved to herself that history doesn't repeat it's self, wants to go back home, in hopes that Alex hasn't moved on.

Michael Guerin - He focused on the war to keep his mind off Maria. He hopes that she was able to do all the things she wanted to, but hopes that she didn't forget about him.

This will pick up right after the podsters land right outside of Roswell.

Liz - Lizzie_Parker17
Sean - Elizabeth Evans(TEMP)
Maria - LizParkerEvans4evax
Kyle - FireflyDreamer
Alex - Roswell428
Max - Jeremiah
Michael - I_LOVE_NICK
Isabel - Elizabeth Evans


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posted on 20-Oct-2002 11:55:53 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax
posted on 20-Oct-2002 7:43:01 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
All yours!
posted on 21-Oct-2002 5:32:01 PM by kristalynn

posted on 22-Oct-2002 6:29:49 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
Tess is all yours!
posted on 22-Oct-2002 11:24:38 PM by kristalynn
Thank You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, come on people and join this group!!!!!!!!!!!!

(You know you wanna!!!!)
posted on 23-Oct-2002 9:36:57 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
your welcome!
Yeah I can't wait to start this one either!
Everyone! Invite people!
posted on 23-Oct-2002 11:07:27 PM by FireflyDreamer
I haven't RPG'd in forever, but hey, count me in! Kyle please! *wink*
posted on 24-Oct-2002 6:00:16 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
kyle is all yours!
posted on 24-Oct-2002 9:07:12 PM by FireflyDreamer
Cool. Can't wait to start! *happy*
posted on 25-Oct-2002 12:56:40 AM by I_LOVE_NICK
Could I be Michael?
posted on 25-Oct-2002 9:23:38 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
Michael is yours!
Now all we need is alex max isabel and sean
posted on 25-Oct-2002 10:14:51 PM by Elizabeth Evans
I usually play Isabel on rpg's (when I'm not playing my fanfic character Ariel), so it'd be fun to play her again. It's been awhile! This storyline sounds really good...Alex still alive, Tess not evil, conventional couples mostly (we all know Max and Liz have to get back together ;) ). Hmm...maybe Ariel could be brought into the story for Sean? *happy*
posted on 25-Oct-2002 10:22:37 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
Sure Isabel is yours!
posted on 27-Oct-2002 2:06:19 PM by Elizabeth Evans
Thanks so much, Britt! *happy* I'm really looking forward to starting the RPG.

Please sign up for the remaining characters, people, so we can begin!*bounce*
posted on 28-Oct-2002 9:20:54 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
your welcome!
Me too!
posted on 31-Oct-2002 7:57:50 PM by jeremiah
I can be Max if you want.
posted on 1-Nov-2002 4:05:28 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
Sure Max is yours Jeremiah!
I will temp for Alex!
Anyone willing to temp sean!

posted on 1-Nov-2002 8:36:01 PM by Elizabeth Evans
I can try....anything so that we can get this rpg started *happy*
posted on 3-Nov-2002 12:38:00 PM by I_LOVE_NICK
Can we start now????
posted on 3-Nov-2002 7:58:15 PM by Elizabeth Evans
I second that! Can we start? I'll even be here this evening if we can get things going....*bounce*
posted on 4-Nov-2002 2:04:34 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
OK we can start if you want to temp Sean Elezibeth Evans!
I will send out the b-mails
posted on 4-Nov-2002 3:27:19 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

Okay, I am very excited to be starting this, so I am going to post now!!!!!



It's very hot here.

By 'here' I mean in the desert where the podchamber is located.

It feels wierd to be back. But it also feels good.

It's been a long time.

I can't help but wonder what has been happening here in our absence.

By 'our', I mean Max, Isabel, Tess and me.

I glance at them and see that they are as silent as myself.

I had thought for a long time while I was away about what I was going to do as soon as I got back here. It was never a second guess, I know exactly where I want to go.

But I'm not sure about the others.

"So what now guys?" I ask uncertainly.
posted on 4-Nov-2002 5:57:36 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
I'm with Liz, I can''t believe it Michael's actually gone. I feel so, I can't even explain it, My heart is like ripped into several peices, all I can think of is cryin. The pain feels so bad. It hurts so much. I can't help all that I get is hot tears out of my eyes. It hurts so much. You can't imagine. I know Liz is hurting to, but I feel like I'm going to die. All that's going on in my mind is why, I HATE IT I HATE IT!!!! I promised my self I wouldn't hate Michael, I don't hate him, I hate Max, and that stupid whore Tess! She took him away from me, I can't hold it in any more, I feel like I've been stabbed 5 million times, but I can't die, GOD I HATE THIS! Can't you just kill me!!! Tears are falling down my fuckin face! I just want to take thoes stupid fuckin blonde curls of that fuckin whore's head! But Micahel's happy, he can be happy, that's all that matters! BUT IT'S NOT FAIR! I LOVED MICHAEL! I STILL DO! I'LL NEVER STOP! THE PAIN IT HURTS SOO MUCH! IT WON'T STOP! PLEASEEE MAKE IT STOP!!!! I break down into tears!!!!!! IT HURTS SOO MUCH! I CAN'T HELP IT! MY LIFE IS GONE!!! PLEASE STOP!!!!! I SCREAM "WHHHHHHHYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Is this what I get trying to hard to have a good realationship. FIRST ALEX AND THEN MICHAEL!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY LIFE! I WANT A NORMAL LIFE!!!!! "I WANT A FUCKIN NORMAL LIFE!!!!!!!
Is that good? I don't know? I was writing from exprieince so I don't know if it's good or not.

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posted on 4-Nov-2002 6:54:04 PM by Elizabeth Evans
(Wow, powerful part, Maria! Really good. Such raw emotion!)


Standing here in the pod chamber feels so strange. So much has happened since the last time the four of us stood here. I look from Max to Michael, who are both standing beside me, quietly taking in the surroundings as Tess emerges from the Granilith to join us. I can't help but smile. It will be so wonderful to see Mom and Dad again. I worry that they'll be really mad at me and Max for leaving the way we did, but I pray they'll understand. Somehow I know they'll still love and accept us for who we are. And Alex...God, Alex...I missed him so much. I can't wait to feel his arms around me again...

Michael's voice captures my attention, breaking me out of my reverie. " So what now, guys?" he asks.

"Let's go home," I suggest. I am eager to return to my old life, where I can just be Isabel again, and see the loved ones we left behind: Mom, Dad, Alex, Liz, Maria, and the Valentis...

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posted on 4-Nov-2002 8:15:27 PM by jeremiah


We are finally home. After what seemed like an enternity Michael Isabel,Tess and I are back on earth. I Know Michael cant wait to see Maria, Isabel cant wait to see our Parents. Tess. Tess cant wait to see Kyle. And you must know who I am looking forward to seeing.


Liz My soulmate. The woman that I truly love. But a lot has changed since it all started. I had a child with Tess. I also had been intimate more than once with her on Antar. We were both seeking confort when we lost our son.

I Just hope Liz understands. Because I Love Her.
posted on 4-Nov-2002 8:33:23 PM by Elizabeth Evans
I look to Max, and I can tell he's also ready to go home. He especially wants to see Liz. He loves her so much... but I can read the doubt in his face about whether she still loves him the same way, especially after everything that happened with him and Tess. What Max doesn't know is that to look out for him, not wanting to see his heart broken again, I dreamwalked Liz the other night to find out what she was feeling about this whole situation. I'll never tell Max about that. Instead, I put a comforting hand on his shoulder and tell him, "It'll be all right."
posted on 4-Nov-2002 10:34:09 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz couldn't wipe the smile off her face if she tried.
She was happy.
For the first time in a long while she was truly happy.

Liz looked down once again at the diamond happily positioned on her left ring finger.

Sean had asked her to marry him.
And the astonishing part was that she had accepted him.
She did love Sean. But it wasn't an undying never ending kind of love.

But then again...loves like that never really exist. Or if they do. They certainly end badly.

No Liz was never going to have another earth stopping love so she would settle for a plain old ordinary one with Sean.

They would be good together.
And she certainly didn't have many other options.

posted on 4-Nov-2002 11:21:39 PM by kristalynn

I watch as Isabel puts her arm around Max and tells him that everything is going to be okay.

I can remember when I was the one who wanted so desperately to comfort Max and love him and have him love me back.

But that all seems so long ago. That was when I was so wrapped up in this whole 'destiny' crap. And then of course I got pregnant.

My throat closes as think this. I can feel the tears well up in my eyes. I glance at Max. He is looking at me and I thinks he knows what I am thinking.

We lost our son. And found each other. A least for a little while. We found comfort in each other. Our son had died and there was nothing we could do about it.

And now we are back on earth and the old Tess Harding is gone. I am not that girl anymore.

I no longer believe in a pre-planned destiny, nor do I need Max Evans to love me. He is in love with Liz Parker. I've always known that, just never had the guts to acept it.

And I am in love with Kyle Valenti. It was five years ago when we left, but destiny was the only thing that was in my clueless head. Now that I am back will Kyle accept me?

Will all of them welcome us back?

Will they forgive me?

I look at Max and smile to tell him that it's okay. I am not going to cry. He smiles back. We have an understanding now. We are friends. And I like that. It seems right.

After all, he was the one who said we chose our own destiny's and he was right.

"Well, I don't know about you guys but I am dying to see Kyle and Jim." I state coming out of my gloomy state and thinking positively.
posted on 4-Nov-2002 11:32:52 PM by Elizabeth Evans

As Tess speaks, I see that she is near tears but trying to be cheerful. I know that she and Max have suffered the most...they've lost a son. Tess has changed and grown in so many ways from all she's been through on Antar, and it shows in how she's become so much more human. She'd begun this change when she lived with the Valentis, her first real family experience. Back then, we hadn't quite fully accepted her into the group. Only Max had done that. But now, having gone through everything we have together, the four of us have become the inseparable, powerful unit that we were meant to be. A true family. Linking my arm with Tess', I give her a cheerful smile to mirror her own. "What are we waiting for? Let's get home to the people we love."

posted on 5-Nov-2002 9:27:05 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax

Walking around in my ratty old apartment. I hate my life. Here I am in Michael's funckin old apartment, and standing here alone, all by myself.

I bet Michael's in his fucked up world Antar, probably fuckin out some other chick's brain, and not even have the decentcy to come and think about me!

He left for Max, and Tess's stupid baby, but couldn't even stay or sense his own fuckin baby.

She would have been beautiful, I know it was going to be a girl, I had a feeling. I was going to name her Jezel. She would be perfect, my little angel, the only part of Michael I would have left.

BUT NO THEY HAD TO TAKE HER FROM ME TOO! WHY ME!!! WHAT DID I EVER DO! First, my dad, then Alex, then Michael, and my baby.

I need to drink. I run to the fridge and take what's left of the whine, and drink the whole bottle.

I should have moved on, I could have moved on, My baby, my poor baby, she's gone now, She's been gone for 5 years now.

Liz moved on past her life, she's getting married, me I'm stuck here, my life, not doing anything, sure I talk to Liz once in a whlie, but she's abandoned me too, to busy, her life with Sean.

But Kyle, he hasn't gave up on me, not yet, I don't think he would. It's just to hard, I can't go back even if I tried.

I could have gone, got a record label, been a beautiful singer, but I couldn't push my self at it. Kyle said to take one step at a time, I'm still very much on the firststep I was when Michael left.

Michael He proabably forgot me by now. He's probably living the life of his dreams, goin back home. He always wanted to go home, and finnally has.

Maybe I'm being selfish. Maybe just Maybe. the slightest bit.

posted on 5-Nov-2002 4:41:25 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I watch Isabel put her arm around Tess. It's still kind of weird. To know that Tess is one of us. She's our friend.

That's a lot coming from me. I don't make friends too easily.

"Let's go home."

Isabel's word's ring in my ears. I don't have a home right now. There are no parent's for me to go and visit.

But, I have Maria. Well I hope that I do. On the way to earth, I got worried. Maybe she went to L.A and got a record deal? What if she left Roswell?

That would be great. I know how much her dreams mean to her, even if I didn't act like it.

I miss her. And I hope that she is happy to see me. And I hope that she is happy in general. If anyone deserves it, it's Maria.

"Yeah, let's go." I agree. Tess and Isabel begin the walk through the desert.

I look at Max. He looks excited.

"I bet you can't wait to see Liz and stare into her soul." I say jokingly while throwing my arm around him.

It feels good to be back.
posted on 5-Nov-2002 7:55:43 PM by FireflyDreamer

I sigh as I walk into my apartment. It's been a long day on the job.

I can't stop myself from looking at the picture of Tess and I on the fridge as I grab a drink. Just like I do everyday. Seems everyone has gotten into some little ritual of remembering since they left. Even Liz, who tries to deny it, will never forget. Whether she'll admit it or not, she'll never love Sean the way she loves Max.

The liquid feels cool on my throat. I should go check up on Maria, my other daily ritual. She took their leaving worse than all of us. Sometimes I see her and it scares me. I don't know what to do to help her. I love her like a sister, which she has been for the past couple years. Dad and Amy got married not long after everyone left.

As I sit on the couch I realize I'll probably never be able to move, I'm so tired. I'll just have to call Maria up and see what she's done today...
posted on 6-Nov-2002 12:55:45 AM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz looked down at her watch. It was nearly 6. Kyle shoudl be getting off of work soon and heading over to Marias.
Liz figured she would head on over.
Maria hadn't been doing very well. She hardly left the apartment and all she talked about was Michael.
Liz knew Maria felt she was betraying her, but when she heard about Micahel she thought about...She wouldn't even say his name. It would ruin her years of trying to forget about him

Liz pulled out her cell phone and dialed Alex's number. Maybe he wanted to join the impromptu get together!

"Alex. Its Liz. I'm heading over to see Maria. Alright see you there" Liz said hanging up

She pulled into the parking lot of the apartment building and walked up to Marias door.

She knocked and waited for the answer

posted on 6-Nov-2002 4:19:51 PM by jeremiah

I am nervous as hell. How can I make Liz understand that she is the only one that I love. Yes, Tess and I took confort in each other while we lost our son. I look over to Tess, and I am amazed at how much Tess has changed. I also know that she is in love with Kyle Valenti. I couldnt help but be happy.

I Just hope it is not too late for me and Liz.
posted on 6-Nov-2002 4:44:29 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I'm really nervous, just as I can tell that Max, Michael, and Tess are. What will everyone's reactions be to our return? Will the people we love and want to be with still feel the same way? Or have they moved on.....

posted on 6-Nov-2002 6:38:55 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

I heard someone knock on the door.

Great another visiter, probably Kyle, checkin up on me as usual.

I get up and go to the door, and open it, I expected to see Kyle but was surprised to see Liz.

"Liz?" I said opening the door more letting her know she could come in.
posted on 6-Nov-2002 10:15:04 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
OCC: I am borowing Maria a tiny bit in this post! I thought it was important to show the state of mind Liz is in. I couldn't do it without Maria.
Well heres my part! What do ya think?


Liz smiled softly at her friend.
She didn't look very good

Liz softly grabbed Marias hand and led her over to the couch.

"Alex and Kyle are coming over. It will be like a mini reuinion."

She didn't know how right she was

"Its been such a long time since we have all been together so I thought..." Liz paused

"I know we haven't been as close lately, and I am sorry for that, but Maria its time for you to move on. I hate seeing you this way! I want you to be happy!"

Maria looked at Liz
"Happy like you are?"

Liz looked down
"Maria I am happy. I may not love sean...completely, but we fit. It works...Maria they are never coming back."

Liz sighed
"And even if they did, why would we want them? Max got Tess pregnant and they left the planet! Micheal left you with the drop of a hat! We cannot wait for them all our lives."

Liz brushed a stray hair out of Marias eyes
"When it comes down to it All that talk about 'We make our own destiny' was bull. The chose Antar over us."

"PLease Maria. Just...just try for me. I know a guy...from work. Hes a real great guy. Just give him a chance!"

When she got no responce she pleaded
"Just one date! Just one! Then I promise I won't bother you any more"


Liz smiled!
"Great. I think I heard the doorbell. I'll get it for you."

Liz opened the door


posted on 6-Nov-2002 10:27:15 PM by Elizabeth Evans

The four of us walk quietly toward Roswell through the desert. It was really hot out here, and we were all so unused to the heat. One good thing about Antar is that the climate had been much more temperate. But it felt wonderful to be back among familiar surroundings and to be headed *home*. Antar hadn't really felt familiar or right the way deep down I'd expected it to. Earth, and Roswell in particular, was home. This was where we belonged.
posted on 6-Nov-2002 11:49:18 PM by I_LOVE_NICK
OCC: I was thinking about how they are going to find Liz, Maria, Alex and Kyle. Because if I am not mistaken all the humans are going to be at Maria's which was Michael's old apartment, so the pod-squad would definately not got there right?

So what if they went to the Valenti's first. Since Jim is the only adult that knows about their non-human status. I could be Jim, if that's okay with everyone.
And Jim would let them know that they are all at the apartment.

Just let me know how this is going to work!!!

posted on 7-Nov-2002 10:15:08 AM by Elizabeth Evans
Good idea. I'd been thinking about the four of them going there. The Valenti home could be the closest one on their way, so they stop in there first and find out where everyone else is.
posted on 7-Nov-2002 2:06:06 PM by I_LOVE_NICK
OCC: Okay, I got one response, so I am going to post. If anyone dislikes the idea, I'll just edit it later.


We walked for a long time not saying much. We were all lost in our own thoughts.

I couldn't stop thinking of Maria. I tried very hard to contain my excitement, but I think that the rest of them saw the grin on my face.

Well, I don't care anymore. The old Michael Guerin would be humiliated, but now I don't care. The only thing that matters is seeing Maria.

It's been five years since I saw her, held her. The day they left he had made love to Maria. It had been the best time of his life.

He only hoped that she wasn't married or anything or even living in L.A. as a big rock star.

Once they had all entered Roswell, they had agreed that they should go to the Valenti's house first. They needed to see Jim. He would help them. After all, what was everyone going to think of them all being back.

Michael glanced and Tess and saw the huge smile on her face. He could see how excited she was. After all their first stop was the only house that she had ever considered home.

They walked through the back streets of Roswell. The last thing that they needed was the Evans' or someone to sopt them.

The four kids who had disappeared five years earlier.

"Kyle or Jim better be home." I muttered as we ducked into an alley.
posted on 7-Nov-2002 11:20:53 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I nod to Michael. "Someone's got to be home..." But what if they moved? It had been five years, so who knows what could have happened in the time we were away. The possibilities scared me, but I prayed that whatever news awaited us about our loved ones would be good. I follow my family as we sneak around town. Then I realize..."Why are we sneaking around town this way?" The others are acting like they don't want to run into anyone else, like Mom and Dad, Mrs. Deluca, or the Parkers. Why wouldn't we?

posted on 8-Nov-2002 12:09:47 AM by kristalynn

I turn to answer Isabel's question.

"What are we going to tell them?"

It's a hard decision. We all basically dissappeared five years ago. We have no idea if Kyle and the rest of them told the other parent's that we are aliens.

What if they won't accept any of them anymore?

I suddenly feel bad for the rest of them. If the other's know that they are aliens, they might not want anything to do with them.

Well Michael is in the same situation that I am. He dosen't really need to worry. He has no parent's. But if Mrs. DeLuca knows, will she accept him with Maria? She's a little kooky, but how will she react if her daughter is dating a alien. *I don't even want to think of her reaction.*

But, I have nothing to worry about. Kyle and Jim know about me. They accepted me before.

But there still is a little bit of fear. What if they don't want me back?

I don't even want to think about it.
posted on 8-Nov-2002 8:10:05 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

Why'd I ever agree to such a stupid thing?

Well Liz is right, I should get on with my life.

I'm so stupid for wasting may life like this.

I'm gonna have a fresh new additude.

U know what I'm gonna call the label company that wanted to sign me.

I'm gonna do that right now.

I told Liz she loves the idea.

I call up. RING RING RING.

"Hello" They say.
"Um hi this is Maria Deluca, I was from a while back I remembered you wanted to sign me, and I was just thinkin, you know if it isn't to late, maybe I could re think it, and maybe get out an album," I said.

They agreed!

I can't help but smile!

Wow this is the first time in years since I smiled.

It feels so good.


It's good to be back!
posted on 11-Nov-2002 9:38:40 PM by FireflyDreamer

I called Maria up and she told me to meet her, Liz, and Alex at the mall. The mall?! And there was actually a smile in her voice...Not that that is a bad thing, but I was just a tad surprised. Whatever has gotten into Maria I hope it stays there.
posted on 11-Nov-2002 9:55:00 PM by Elizabeth Evans

Unconsciously, I look to Max for his response to Tess' question. What do we tell all the parents? I want them to know the truth about us, but it's Max's decision. Looking at the expression on his face, I can tell that he's torn.

He wants them to know just as I do, but he's also considering the safety factor. the more people who know about us, the more in danger we'll be. And so will those who know our secret. But there's something I feel has to be considered. "Max, I want us to tell Mom and Dad everything. They have the right to know where we've been these last five years and why we had to leave. The tape was too cryptic, and they deserve better."
posted on 12-Nov-2002 7:28:27 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz smiled she was happy now that Maria was happy!
Liz grabbed the phone from Maria
"Kyle its Liz! Were taking the mustang tonight! We'll be over in a few alright!"

"Its actually in my fathers garage" Kyle replied over the line

"Well then we'll meet you at the sheriffs. Can you call Alex and tell him whats going on?"

"Yeah sure I guess" Kyle replied

"Alright we'll see you in a few Kyle" Liz said into the phone

Alright Maria get your purse cause we're going out tonight!" Liz smiled taking marias arm.

It was amazing to see her this happy! I guess all it took was some time and a few friendly words to change a persons life! Liz just knew it was time to stop waiting for them!
They were never coming back

OOC: I am taking them directly to Valentis where we can have the big reunion! I think we need that soon! There isn't enough interaction between the 2 groups so lets make one again!


posted on 12-Nov-2002 7:39:29 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
Alright sounds good!

"So Liz where we going?" I asked.

I really don't care where.

I feel free!

Like I can do whatever I want

haven't felt like that in a long time

I guess how one small person can have a big impact on me



Hehe that felt good

really good!

"SO LIZ, How's everything going, huh, how's my annoying but lovable cousin Sean, how's everything going, how's Alex, come on girl, spill, what have I missed out, you don't know what your words meant to me, I feel like I'm alive again, and that I've missed out the past 5 years of life! You know so keep with me cuz I gotta a hell lotta questions! Lets see when's the wedding, I'm the maid of honor right, of course I am, ohh Liz your gonna looks os gourgeous, aww mah baby's growing up! We gotta plan, hmmm you know maybe, we can choose green for my dress, you know green to go with mah eyes. Oh baby we're gonna have so much fun,!" I said.

Wow! I feel like I've let out the whole 5 years of my life out just now with all those questions.

Well watch out world cuz baby, Maria Deluca's back and you aint seen nuthin yet!!!!
Was it good?
posted on 12-Nov-2002 7:50:04 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
That part was great! Keep it up!


Liz smiled at Maria!
"Of course your my maid of honor! Like I would ask anyone else! Oh maria I am so glad your happy"

"Thanks Liz. me too"

"Well we are going over to Sheriff Valentis and picking up Kyles car then we are taking you shopping! And I think the green dress would be great"

"You didn't say how Sean was."

"Seans fine" Liz said simply with little emotion

"Liz." Maria said disbelieving

"He is fine" Liz assured

"Its just you don't seem very excited"

"Maria I have said this before. What Sean and I have. Well its not special. Its not earth shatering, but he cares for me and I care for him and well we aork well together"

"How romantic"

Liz chose to ignore the last comment as she pulled up to Jim and Amys house. She saw Kyle waiting for them on the front porch

"Hey Kyle" Liz said

posted on 12-Nov-2002 7:57:54 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax


I run up to him and grab him into a big hug.

"We got lots of talking to do mah boy," I said.

"You look upset" I said looking at him.

"Do we need to fix you up, now lets not have another Maria case, god knows we don't need that!" I said.

"Come on Liz, chop chop, we don't got all day you know, I gotta get mah shoppin done, can you say halter tops, mini skirts, tank tops, ohh they better watch out," I said SMILING.

It's good to smile.

You should smile about 10 times a day.

It's nice and healty.

And it lasts a life time!
posted on 13-Nov-2002 9:39:58 PM by FireflyDreamer

I called Alex and he's on his way over.

I don't think I have ever been this shocked. Color me stupid, but last time I checked on Maria she was just as depressed as ever. Now she's bouncing and chattering just like she always did.

I'm happy for her though. It's good to see her back in the world of the living.

"You sound like you're doing really well, Maria. I'm glad. Alex should be over in a sec, then we can go to wherever the hell it is you two are dragging me off to."
posted on 14-Nov-2002 3:59:29 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Fantastic, imma gonna drag you to the mall, ohh I got alot of shopping to do, and lets see, oh I wanna eat at the crashdown, I haven't eaten there for ages!" I said.

It feels good to talk.

I'm soo happy everyones happy for me!

I'm gonna make the whoel world cheery!

I don't even care if that's a word or not, I like it!


Or maybe it is a word!

"OH when's Alex coming! Oh and I gotta see that Sean, if he has the stuff it takes to marry my best friend, then the man's pretty good!" I said.

Liz smiled. Ha my exact purpose!

HeHe it's good to be bak!
posted on 19-Nov-2002 10:02:17 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
posted on 20-Nov-2002 1:37:58 PM by jeremiah

"I Guess our time of hiding is over. I agree with Izzy. It is time to tell our Parents the truth. Michael, I dont want to hear it!"

I finally answer, After much thought, They deserve to know. But to be honest I was thinking of something much more inportant. Winning back Liz's love.
posted on 20-Nov-2002 7:00:47 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
posted on 20-Nov-2002 9:09:15 PM by FireflyDreamer

Dude, where is Alex?! I've been listening to Maria babble for what seems like forever now. Not that it's not good to see her happy again, but, god, I'd forgotten how much she can talk. Jeez....

"Where's Alex? Shouldn't he be here yet?"
posted on 20-Nov-2002 9:36:39 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I can see that Michael and Max may be about to argue again. Not wanting anything to ruin our homecoming, I distract them from any bickering that might be about to ensue. We'd all clearly been hesitating for too long on the Valenti's doorstep, just working up the courage to let them know that we're here. I paste a bright smile on my face to hide my growing nervousness and say brightly, "Ok, enough wating around. Let's knock on the door already." Boldly, I walk up to the door and firmly use the door knocker. Then, stepping back, I wait with Max, Michael, and Tess expectantly for the door to open......

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posted on 20-Nov-2002 10:10:48 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz heard a soft knock at the door of the Valenti home. It seemed almost hesitant.
She looked over to where Kyle was getting his ear talked off by Maria.

"Don't worry. I'll get it" liz called out to Kyle.
"Its probably just Alex."

As she walked towards the door she began to feel strange. It was a feeling that was almost familiar somehow. It kept pulling at her. A feeling that seemed to have been stored in the back of her mind until that moment.
She just couldn't place it.

She placed her hand on the doorknob and slowly turned it.
"Geez Alex your late-" Liz said as she opened the door and realized that it wasn't Alex at the door.

At first Liz couldn't believe what she was seeing. She closed her eyes tightly and in a moment when she opened them they would be gone.

She opened her eyes and they were still there.

"max" She whispered in awe, and then stumbled away from the door, yet never once taking her eyes off the people at the door.

"Kyle" She said softly
"Kyle" She said a little louder
"KYLE" She said running over to him!

The diamond of her engagement ring caught a ray of light and shined brightly, but then became dull and lifeless.

She looked up from where she was in Kyles arms to Max.
He was staring at her with those amazing eyes of his.

And she had never been so confused


posted on 20-Nov-2002 10:17:43 PM by Elizabeth Evans

Liz answered the door. I smiled at her and the others...I could see they were all here. All except Alex, that is. At first I worried that I wouldn't see him....maybe he moved out of state by now. But then Liz's words rang in my ears, *Alex, you're late.* Alex was coming over! Very soon, hopefully, I would see him. I could almost sense his presence, as though he were close by....
posted on 20-Nov-2002 10:20:08 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Alex got off the phone with Kyle and immediately made his way over to the Valenti home. He had been looking forward to a nice evening vegging with his 3 best friends but Maria had somehow convinced Kyle and liz into going shopping!
Alex sighed Shoping with maria and Liz was like a prison term in the tower of london!
He was however very happy that Maria was finally out of this funk she had been in for the last few years.
He couldn't help but wonder what brought on this drastic change.

He pulled to a stop in front of the Valenti house and locked his car.

He didn't notice yet the occupants already on the porch. He quickyly climbed the front steps and was met with the sight of the four people he thought he would never see again.
"Holy Shit" Alex exclaimed!
"Wow! Wow! Isabel. Your back...Holy shit!" Alex said dragging his fingers through his dark hair

Sorry for not doing Alex yet, but this is where I wanted to introduce him into the story!

posted on 20-Nov-2002 10:29:31 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I watched, stunned, as Liz backed away from us and into Kyle's arms. Was that an engagement ring she was wearing? My heart constricted with pain for Max, and I looked over at my brother to see his reaction to this. Just then, Alex arrived and I could feel that it was he climbing the porch steps even before I turned to look at him. I glanced at him a little nervously, uncertain what his reaction would be.

At his words, I grinned. Leave it to Alex to be Mr. Cool and Casual. I wondered if he was as excited and nervous as I was. "Hello, Alex," I greeted him simply, trying to hide how the butterflies were fluttering around in my stomach. "I've missed you."
posted on 20-Nov-2002 10:30:01 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I watch as Liz almost has a heart attack, from the sight of Max. She is clutching to Kyle as if her life depends on it.

We told them that we would be back?

I look in the house. No sign of Maria. Shit!

I hear someone from behind me. I turn to see Alex. He looks half as shocked as Liz.

"What? No welcome home?" I smirk.



Kyle. My Kyle is right in front of me. He is holding Liz, who looks shocked might I add.

I hear Michael's comment and I push past him.

"Kyle...Were back." I say not knowing what else to say.
posted on 22-Nov-2002 8:25:15 PM by jeremiah

I cant seem to breathe. Is it just me or is it stuffy in this room?

I Guess It is just me.

I shouldnt be suprised. Why would a wonderful person like Liz wait around for a loser like me? I know that I dont deserve her but I seem to be able to let go.

Liz is engaged to Kyle. Liz is engaged to Kyle. That seems to be playing in my head, none stop and It dosent seem like it is going to be stopping anytime soon. I know that I should be happy for her If I was a big person. But I am not. I am selfish. Completely selfish, I have be the only one that is with her.

I know. That makes me a hyprocrte. Since I been with Tess for a couple of occassions. But That was out of grief. Not Love. I could only make love with Liz. What I had with tess, It was comfort yes, But nothing more then just two hurt souls seeking some Refuge from the ongoing hell that cost us our son.

I can see that Liz is shocked to see us. To see me again. I know when we said our goodbye There was a chance that I wasnt going to come back.

But you would of thought that she could of at least try to wait for me. I mean we were suppose to have this ever lasting love?

Now please, I already admitted this before. I am a hyprocrte.

Now my only hope is that Liz still loves me.

posted on 23-Nov-2002 2:52:50 AM by Lizzie_Parker17

Alex stood completely blown away by the situation! Isabel was here. All of them were back.

"Um...I guess you guys should come in" Alex said with a clueless look on his face

He moved past the pod squad and went inside pulling Liz from Kyle and holding her to him.
Alex could already tell that out of everyone Liz was going to take this the hardest.

She was engaged. And it wasn't to Max.

Once they were all seated in the Valenti home
Alex shrugged
"I really don't know what to say. Welcome to Earth. I would take you to our leader, but I am not that close with the President"


Liz gratefully fell into Alexs arms
"Oh my god" she mumbled quietly
"What am I going to do?" She asked him in a whisper

She sat down on the couch beside him and buried her head in his neck. She shouldn't have been able to think, but all that went through her mind was what Max might be thinking of her and Alex right now. Was he thinking they were together. Or her and Kyle?

Liz mentally scolded herself. She shouldn't care. He left her. When it all came down to it. he chose Antar over her!

With a renewed sense of comfort Liz sat up straight and dried the tars from her eyes.
She would not let him get to her

"Welcome home" She said

posted on 23-Nov-2002 12:51:04 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
As I was waiting for everyone to come back in, kyle heard Liz scream.

I was going to follow but had a bad feeling

It's been 5 minutes

I go over there

"The fuck is going on, is Alex here already?" I asked.

I look and see what has reunied my life for the last 5 years.

I start shaking, Memories come flying back.

"NO! NO! NO!" I scream, dropping the glass in my hand.

I run into the house, and go into Kyle's room.


posted on 23-Nov-2002 1:32:08 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I watch as Alex makes his joke and I feels so good to be back here!

I realize how much I missed all of them...Alex and his quirky humor!

It feels good to laugh...after everything that happened...after my son was kill-

I shake my head, getting rid of the thought.

Not now. I tell myself.

I glance over to Max and see how confused he looks. I feel so bad for him. Not that I want to run and comfort him or any thing like that. He dosen't need me right now, he need's Liz, they're meant to be together.

I can't help but wonder if Max will tell Liz that he and I were together on Antar after we lost our son...I wonder if she still hates me?

I hope not. I just want everything to be normal.

I look over to Kyle and really look at him. He hasn't said anything...usually he doesn't shut up.

I then wonder if he and Liz are back to gether. When we first walked in, Liz clung onto him for dear life...but now she's hanging onto Alex.

God, I hope that Liz isn't with Kyle...because if she is, then I have nothing.

I'd have lost everything...

And I don't think that I could handle that.



We all go into the house and sit on the couch, not much talking was happening.

Alex cracked a joke, bug surprise...Man I missed him!

Then Liz mumbled something...I think that she welcomed us home, not that she looks very happy...

Anyway, we just sat there, not saying anything, everyone was just looking at each other as if this wasn't really happening.

Everyone except for me...I want to see Maria. She's the only reason that I am here. I have to tell her that I love her and I will never leave her again.

I'm about to break the silence and ask where she is when she comes through the door.

She takes one look at all of us and runs towards Kyle's bedroom screaming.

Kyle and I jump to our feet. He looks pissed.

What the hell is going on?


OOC: I wanted Kyle and Michael to both get up concerned over Maria, because Kyle is supposed to be the one who has been trying to get Maria to live her life after the misscarriage...And Michael doesn't know about the baby, so I think that Kyle would be a little upset because Michael left her and all...

Hope you don't mind that I used Kyle.
posted on 23-Nov-2002 2:22:34 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

How could this be happining

I just got over it

This isn't right

It's not fair

they always fuckin do this

I need Kyle, Liz and Alex!

Please come here!


I need you guys

COurse Alex is probably happy to see Isabel

and Kyle to see Tess

I guess the only one who truly unserstands me is Liz

Poor Liz, Max has done so much to her

and she finnally bacame happpy

And look what happens

I have to stay strong for Liz and me

I go back outside.

I see how protective Kyle is for Liz.

I walk up to Liz, and whisper in her ear, make sure that only Kyle can here.

"Babe, I'm here for you wanna go talk in the room?" I asked.

It's not fair for Liz

This has all ruined mine and everyone's life

They shoulda just stayed on Antar

where they belong

we belong here

to be happy

and drag Alex, and Kyle shoppin

Like the old days

but I guess that would never happen

not anymore

we just lost our chance.
posted on 23-Nov-2002 4:20:14 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

Okay, I admit that I was happy to be back.

Happy to come to earth and be with Maria...

But now I'm just pissed. I mean I come back to tell her that I love and I will never leave her again and she ignores me.

I mean it's not like I never told her that I wasn't coming back...She knew I was coming back.

Shouldn't she be happy?

But, no she comes in screaming like a moron and then she comes back and start whispering to Liz, she doesn't even look at any of us.

I stand up.

"What is up with you? Don't you have anything to say to me? Hello? It's been five years! Why are you acting as if we aren't here?"

Great Michael...The first thing you say to the girl in five years and you sound like an ass.


OOC: Remember, Michael doesn't know she had a miscarrigae so he doesn't understand what is wrong with Maria...Sorry for making him seem like an ass.
posted on 23-Nov-2002 5:18:55 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz looked at her friends pained expression and then turned towards Michael anger showing in her eyes.

"Your right Michael" Liz said speaking to him for the first time in a long time.
"It has been five years. Fives years in which none of us knew if you were even alive! We didn't know if you would ever be back."

Liz lauged a little
"I mean did you think we would just wait for you forever? I mean did you think we wouldn't have a life going on that didn't revolve around you? Well let me tell you something" She said looking directly at Max.

"It took me a long time...a very long time to get over you. In someways I still might not be, but..." Liz dropped off.

She took a big calming breath
"Look I can't do this right now.This is too much she said. How about tomorrow after the Crashdown closes we meet there to talk."

She grabbed Marias hand and pulled her out the door with her

"Come on Ria. We are going shopping"

posted on 23-Nov-2002 5:19:45 PM by Elizabeth Evans

God, could this be any more awkward? Nobody seems glad to have us back, not even Alex. I put a reassuring hand on Michael's shoulder, seeing how hurt he was by Maria's ignoring him. And Alex...he was pulling away from me like it wasn't necessarily a good thing that we were back. Maybe I was just being judgmental and that things would get better once he got over the shock of our return. I didn't realize how much this would hurt, or how much it would feel like we no longer have a home or place here....That our friends had become strangers to us, strangers who maybe would be just as glad if we had stayed on Antar. It hurt. Deeply. Tears shimmered in my eyes as I sat down beside Max, but I willed them to stop so that nobody else would notice.

"Yes, it was five long years," I say quietly, hoping that Liz and Maria still hear me. "Five long years of missing all of you and thinking about you every day, wanting so badly to be back here. We would have given anything to have been able to communicate with you somehow, but it was too far away for me to even dreamwalk. I tried, believe me...every night. Just the thought of our family and friends here--all of you--kept us going when things were at their darkest. You guys are what kept us from giving up! Please know that. Everything we did there was to get us back here to you." I could no longer stop the tears, and some spilled down my cheeks as I spoke. When I finished, I wiped the tears away I looked around the room to each person in turn, hoping they would understand.

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posted on 23-Nov-2002 5:39:25 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Alex felt the urge to pull her into his arms and kiss away the tears that were now shimmering down her face. He settled for just placing his hand over hers.

"I understand isabel" he said
"But you've got to understand to. Five years is a long time. It can't go back to the way it was before in a matter of seconds. It takes time"


Liz felt herself falter at Isabels soft plea. She stopped at the door and turned around, for some reason desperate to share how they had felt when they were gone. She looked first to Max and then To Tess. No doubt they were together. She looked at Michael next. Nope not Michael.

"Isabel will you come with us?" Liz asked softly to the girl she had never really gotten to know.

Isabel hesitated only for a second before her hasty reply

Liz managed to smile at the rest of the occupants before walking outside with the two girls and getting into her car to drive to the mall.


posted on 23-Nov-2002 5:51:31 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I smile through my tears at Alex as he puts his hand over mine, a brilliant smile that felt really good. It had been so long since I'd really smiled like that. "I understand, Alex. I can be patient. It's worth everything to me to work toward being close with everyone here again."

Then, Liz astonished me by inviting me to go to the mall with her. God, I want so much to hug Alex and her right how! But I know I should take things slow, so instead I settle for giving Alex's hand a loving squeeze as I answer Liz.

"Yes," I tell her, smiling again and so grateful that she included me in their trip to the mall. It would be heaven to do something so *normal* again. I get up and wave goodbye to everyone else in the room, and head out to the car with Liz and Maria.
posted on 23-Nov-2002 5:53:36 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Wait Liz," I say.
I look at Michael, Max, and Tess.
"You know what, I don't care what happened, yes it has been five long years, five fuckin years, of nothing but pain, and worry for all of us, you come back and think that we would take your sorry asses back, well let me tel you something, I was the stupid one who didnt give up, I was the one who lived in sorrow, waiting for this day to come, but Then I gave up hope, and the minute I gave up hope and find true happiness the one true moment I could actually be like a normal human being, it all gets taken away by you, you don't realize it but you did ruin our lives, we were all stupid and said it made us better, but that all changed the moment Max became stupid and to fuckin lazy to use a fuckin condom. That moment teared all of us apart, and mostly Liz, and now Liz is fuckin happy, and I'm goin to tell you this once Max, and hopefully won't have to reapeat myself again don't you dare fuck this up for her, I don't care how sorry you feel, or how wrong you were, you made your decsion to leave Liz the night you fucked Tess, you fuckin leave her alone, she's doing great without you, if you at all fail to do what I just told you, I will be forced to kick your ass, and trust me I can, as for you Tess I hope your fuckin satisfyed, you have succeded in ruining our lives, congrats, and Michael I'm gonna clarfy something to you right now, you can go ahead and tell me how much you love me and all that shit, but now for the first time in my life I'm not gonna give a flyin fuck. Hope you all had fun ruining our lives, but now if you don't mind me and Liz have some shopping to do, Alex, Kyle would you like to join us?" I asked Looking at them.

I get Isabel, she's safe in this it was never her intention for anything, I know it isn't Michael's fault either, but he had no right to yell at me!

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posted on 23-Nov-2002 6:35:25 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I send Max, Michael, and Tess a look of reassurance, knowing that they are pained by Maria's words. But I understand Maria's pain and protectiveness of Liz, too. It's difficult to be caught in the middle of all of this...I just hope that as a group we can work past all the pain and become close again, like it used to be.
posted on 23-Nov-2002 10:54:46 PM by FireflyDreamer

I'm speechless. I can't believe this is happening.

I watch everything, not able to react.

God, Tess is as beautiful as ever.

Maria's question stirs me out of my speechlessness.

"No, I think I'll stay here. No offense, but shopping just isn't very fun for me. I think I'll take a nap...or something," I mutter the last part staring at Tess.

I understand that Liz and Maria are upset. But I've always held this secret hope that Tess would come back. And now that she is I can't help the small smile that comes across my face.
posted on 24-Nov-2002 4:26:10 AM by jeremiah

I knew Maria was protective of Liz, But I never knew how much. But she was Right. I fucked up big time when I slept with tess.. I am the one responsible for all this shit.

Maybe I should of just died on Antar. Obviously No One missed me here.
posted on 24-Nov-2002 10:46:10 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax
"Ok, Liz, Isabel you wanna go now?" I asked.

Great the whole fuckin rueinon is ruined, I was so lookin foward to it.

It's not gonna stop me no,

I'm gonna get new clothes,

and head mah way down to New York City, and get my record deal.

I'm gonna live my life the way I dreamed,

nothings gonna stop me!
posted on 24-Nov-2002 12:54:05 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I nod to Maria, and get ready to head out. Before we go, I send a telepathic message to my brother. We've been able to do that sometimes, now that our powers have grown. I picked up on his thought that he should have died on Antar and it deeply worries me.

"Max, don't ever think that way...." I tell him telepathically. "I don't know what I'd do without you, what any of us would, for that matter. You are loved and needed, and they do care about you even if they can't admit it yet. Our leaving was really hard for them, too." I hope that helps Max put things in perspective. I hate to see him so upset about things.
posted on 25-Nov-2002 3:18:01 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I stand up as Maria, Isabel and Liz leave the house.

"Can you believe this!" I scream and eveyone just stares at me.

"I mean...we said that we were coming back, so sorry that we had to go home and save our PLANET! Save our people. It's not like we were having a fucking party or something! It was our dutie!"

I start to pace the room and they continue to look on. Max looks at me with no real emotion, he looks crushed. Alex and Kyle looked slightly afraid. And Tess looks like she is about to cry.

"I'm not blaming you." I tell Alex and Kyle. "But what the hell is up with them? WE CAME BACK! It was horrible up there, we were in WAR! And Tess and Max lost-"

I stopped the last sentence when I saw Tess shoot me a pained look.
posted on 25-Nov-2002 3:20:37 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I look at Michael and feel the urge to go all fetal like and start screaming.

He was about to bring up my son.

My poor baby, he was so innocent. I see Max shoot a wuick glance over to me with worry, but just as soon as he looked my way, he went back to spacing out.

"Kyle," I say and lean over and take his hand. "We need to talk. Can we go in your room?"
posted on 25-Nov-2002 3:43:57 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
Can't beleive this is happinin

Knowing Michael he's probably yellin right now

I look over at Isabel,"So, how you been?" I asked her.
posted on 25-Nov-2002 4:03:10 PM by jeremiah

I appreciate izzy's concern for me. I guess I am too numb to evn feel anything. I saw the way that Liz looked ate me. When she said that she was over me, That was when I died inside. I know I have no right to say anything. It was me who caused this but I just wanted a chance to fix it. To make things go back to normal.

Yeah I know. Nothing has been normal about this.

I barely hear michael's tirade until I noticed that he was about to mention my son.

My innocent little boy. The one that was taken away from me. I cant help but relive the day that he died. When tess first told me about being pregnaut. I admit I was hoping that it would all go away.

Because the only person that I wanted to have children was Liz and obviously she didnt want me anymore. But Once we got back to antar. I got more excited about it. I mean I was going to become a father. I was going to have a little boy . I was going to have a little one to play catch with.

But that was taken away from me. Another person that I lost.

I see tess's pained face , I try to comfort her but I am way to lost in my own pain.

I lost Zan, I lost Liz. What the hell am I going to do?

posted on 25-Nov-2002 4:18:19 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
Hereing Isabel talk, brings back memories, about how Isabel use to be.

Things really changed.

Life is different

The world changed.

Weather I like it or not

I have to deal with it no matter what
posted on 25-Nov-2002 8:29:54 PM by Elizabeth Evans

Maria asks how I've been. Usually it's such an inocuous thing to say, but for myself and the others, that question brings up so much more than it does for normal people. Not that I mind the question, it's just that there's so much there....I laugh bitterly. I can't help it. "Better now that I'm home. Before that....let's just say not good. If you want to hear about the details about what happened, I don't mind talking about it sometime. I...I think I need to start talking about it at some point before I go crazy....but it's really not the typical light going to the mall stuff people chat about." I look at Maria and Liz, gauging whether they really want to hear the story.
posted on 26-Nov-2002 10:07:15 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Oh, Ok, well this whole Mall thing, is kind of this really big thing for us, lets say its kind of a big reuinion, I know it may not make sense, but It will," I said.
posted on 26-Nov-2002 10:57:05 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I nod. "OK. It's just great to be back with you guys again and to be doing something *normal*."
posted on 27-Nov-2002 9:34:48 PM by FireflyDreamer

"Sure, Tess. Follow me."

I look around worriedly. It's obvious so much has happend to them. I don't know what to say.

We quickly reach my room and I sit down on the bed and Tess sits beside me.

"So...what's it you wanted to talk about?"
posted on 27-Nov-2002 10:39:55 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I sit beside Kyle and I feel my stomach tremble. There is so much to tell him...

I don't even know where to start.

But I want to tell him. He has to know everything, I have to see if he will still want me after everything that has happened.

If he doesn't, I'll have nothing. I'll have lost everything.

And I can't lose Kyle.

I turn and look him in the eye.

"Well..." I say just getting to the point...there's no turning back now. "As you know when we left Earth, I was pregnant. And I guess that you realized that there is no child with me."

He looks at me and nods silently.

"Kyle....My son was killed on Antar." I tell him and begin to sob over the loss of my innocent son.
posted on 28-Nov-2002 10:23:48 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Well Great! Cuz see this is gonna be a normal, normal, time at the mall, we're gonna try on clothes, oh we gotta go to the new store, too cute! I loved it in New York, when I was there for that short time, they have such cute clothes, and oh hottie hottie! Luv it," I said, all excited again.
posted on 1-Dec-2002 1:06:54 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I grin at Maria's enthusiasm. It's totally infectious, and I allow all thoughts of Antar to slip away for now and focus on having a totally normal time at the mall with my friends. Somehow, I get the sense that they need this just as much as I do.

"Great!" I exclaim at Maria's description of the clothes store. "It'll be so fun to check out that clothes store. I *so* need a new wardrobe!" Thank God I saved some cash to bring back with me just for this type of occasion.
posted on 1-Dec-2002 2:26:33 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
"Yeah, we gotta get you new pair of pants, how bout black leather, u'll look good in it, Oh and Liz, we gotta get plannin on ur weddin, and we gotta get weddin dresses, Oh and My dress, we gotta pick my dresses!!!!!" I say, Hehe this is gonna be so much fun.
posted on 4-Dec-2002 2:39:21 AM by jeremiah
posted on 4-Dec-2002 11:36:10 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

Tess leaves to go with Kyle and no doubt she is going to tell him what happened to her and Max's son.

I feel so bad for her, I just hope that Kyle understands. I mean no one else seems to be really happy that we are back, so if Kyle rejects Tess then this whole 'return' will be pointless.

I look and see that I'm alone with Max and Alex.

"So what are we going to do now?"
posted on 6-Dec-2002 2:27:07 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz was jarred from her thoughts when she heard the word wedding

Her wedding.

"Oh god" She whispered hoping no one heard her.

"Yes we do" Liz said to Maria.

Liz looked at Isabel
"I'm engaged to Sean Deluca" Liz said flashing her ring

Liz forced a smile to her face. She hoped it looked natural. It felt a little too big to be natural though.

"Isabel would you like to be a brides maid. I need 2 more. So far I have Maria as my maid of honor."

posted on 6-Dec-2002 6:02:08 PM by Elizabeth Evans

I gasp in excitement and astonishement as Liz flashes her ring. I, of course, do the typical inspecting of the ring and the obligatory oohing and aahing over the ring. It is beautiful! A part of me is so happy for Liz that she found someone who she wants to be with and who will make her happy. A part of me is sad for Max, though. I always thought they'd end up together.

But of course this was Liz's decision, and if it brought her joy, then she of all people deserved that. I didn't really know Sean, but he was Maria's cousin, so he'd have to be a good guy, right? And Liz clearly had good taste in men. "Oh, Liz....I'd be honored to be a bridesmaid." I smiled a thousand watt smile, truly thrilled and touched that she had asked me to be a bridesmaid. On impulse, I pull Liz into a hug.

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posted on 6-Dec-2002 6:49:07 PM by FireflyDreamer

I don't know what to say. I feel so horrible for her. Of all people she didn't deserve this.

I hug her close to me and stroke her hair comfortingly, just letting her get her emotions out. "Shhhhh...It's gonna be okay, Tess. It's gonna be okay..."
posted on 7-Dec-2002 12:12:41 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
"Yay! So everythings set, we just need a few more braidsmaids!" I say.

This is gonna be so much fun, coming up with Liz's wedding dress.

"We gotta go lookin for your dress first, its gonna be the perfect ideal for Liz, oh and we gotta choose the colors, for us, and the perfect dresses, and shoes, Liz make a right, their's a great wedding store by Halivin St." I tell her.

I'm so excited, My lil Lizzie is growing up!
posted on 8-Dec-2002 4:52:35 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
posted on 9-Dec-2002 1:25:06 PM by jeremiah

I am here left in my thoughts. I cant believe that seeing Liz again would be like a double edge sword. I mean I thought that seeing her again would be nothing but pure happiness. BUt seeing how she Reacted to my presence. It hurts. It hurts like hell. But I am the one to blame.

I just hope that someday soon, She can forgive me. And the only way that is going to happen is If I tell her the whole truth that happened on Antar.

But I am pretty sure that once I do, She will hate me. No love, Nothing but hate. Am I Ready for that?

posted on 11-Dec-2002 7:06:51 PM by jeremiah
posted on 12-Dec-2002 7:50:52 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
posted on 12-Dec-2002 9:56:14 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

He pulls me closer and whispers that everything is going to be okay.

I pull away and shake my head.

I have to tell him now. I have to tell him that Max and I were together after the loss of our son.

I don't want any secrets between us.

He has to know.

"Kyle, there's something else...Max and I..." I break off and take his hand in mine.

"Max and I were together after the death of our son...Intimately." I lower my gaze, not knowing what else to say.

posted on 12-Dec-2002 10:00:28 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

Max isn't even listening to me.

He's off in his own little world. Not that I blame him.

Liz just ran out on him.

And Maria...

I block out the thought and turn to Alex.

"So what's been going on since we've been gone?" I ask dropping down on the couch beside Max.
posted on 13-Dec-2002 6:50:52 PM by jeremiah

I Remember the good times. What few they were. But they were good times none the less. I Remember playing pool on our First date. The first kiss on her balcony.

The First time we said I Love You. That was before it went straight to hell.

But I Know some were there is hope. I Know I flp flopping here. But I cant not believe that there is NO Hope.

I Just hope that she forgives me. Now I just hope that I can forgive myself. That Is the one thing I can do for Liz and for My dead son.

For me.

posted on 15-Dec-2002 6:50:32 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz smiled briefly. Though it didn't reach her eyes.

"Yes. I'm all grown up. I stopped believing in fairy tales years ago" She said looking directly at Isabel to drive the point home.

"Sean isn't a fairy tale. Hes dependable. And he cares for me. As I have tod Maria many times before. it may not be the sort of Earth Shattering Love, but its safe. I can't afford to have my heart broken again. I don't I'd survive"

"Now who wants chinese?" Liz said walking towards the food court in an obvious attempt to change the topic


posted on 15-Dec-2002 7:31:33 PM by Elizabeth Evans

Liz goes on about how she doesn't believe in fairy tales and hasn't for a long time. Then she looks at me as if to drive her point home. She associated us...maybe her love with a fairy tale? Since when was anything about our lives a fairy tale?

Then she tells me about her relationship with Sean. Well, she does deserve stable happiness. "I'm glad you found what you were looking for, Liz."
posted on 16-Dec-2002 12:11:17 AM by Roswell428
Okay, on the thread title it says that you need an Alex, but in the cast list it says that you, Lizzie_Parker17 are Alex. Do you still need an Alex? Cause if you do, I'd be willing to play him.
posted on 16-Dec-2002 4:40:53 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
I was only temping Alex!
Hes yours man!
posted on 16-Dec-2002 5:42:45 PM by Roswell428
Thanks! I'll have a post in for him by tomorrow, at the latest.
posted on 17-Dec-2002 10:30:49 PM by Roswell428
~*~ Alex ~*~

"So what's been going on since we've been gone?" Michael asks him.

Such a simple question, and yet, it had so many complicated answers. First there was Maria with her almost comatose depression, after Michael's departure and the loss of the baby. Then there's Liz marrying Sean. But he couldn't tell them about any of that, he couldn't tell his friends secrets like that, things they probably wouldn't want the aliens to know. So he decided to stick to a safe subject for the time being.

"Well, Amy Deluca and Jim Valenti got married. Kyle and Maria are now brother and sister."

~*~ End Alex ~*~

Was that okay?
posted on 17-Dec-2002 10:54:22 PM by I_LOVE_NICK
THANK YOU ROSWELL 428!!!!!!! I thought it was great and I am so glad that someone is responding to Michael...LOL!!!!



I can't help but laugh out loud when Alex tells me that Kyle and Maria are brother and sister.

"I bet she just loves that!" I say, not even being able to imagine them living together.

Then I wonder if Maria does in fact live here or if she has her own place.

I turn back to Alex.

"How is Maria?" I ask him seriously because I'm getting the vibe that something is going on that I don't know about. "I mean she ran out of her like she saw a ghost or something..."
posted on 17-Dec-2002 11:39:14 PM by Roswell428
No problem, I_LOVE_NICK! Glad to help!

~*~ Alex ~*~

He wants to know about Maria? Oh shit! He couldn't talk to Michael about Maria; those weren't his secrets to tell. Alex nervously mumbles, "I think you'd better talk to Maria about Maria."

He pauses, "On second thought, maybe you'd better just stay away from Maria. I don't want you to hurt her anymore. Yeah! Stay *away* from her Michael! And that goes for you too, Max!" Alex just sat there, glaring defiantly at them, glad he was finally able to protect his friends.
posted on 18-Dec-2002 3:45:45 AM by jeremiah

There is something that Alex is hiding. You can tell in his body language.

"I can't, Alex I Love Her! I Know I Hurt her deeply But I Love her." I answer Alex's demand.
posted on 19-Dec-2002 12:35:08 AM by I_LOVE_NICK

I look at Alex in shock as Max declares his love for Liz.

"Alex, what the hell are you talking about? I would never hurt Maria...and I never did hurt her."

posted on 24-Dec-2002 1:40:59 AM by Roswell428
Hey everybody. Sorry I haven't been around for awhile- my grandmother died unexpectedly and it was quite a shock. Needless to say, I haven't been able to get on for awhile. I haven't had a chance to catch up on any of my fics or the RPGs I'm in yet, but I'm going to try to be on tonight (11/24) to do that.

I'm just posting this to let everyone know why I disappeared. I'm going to get on tonight (after I get off work) and catch up with everything, so I hope to see you all then.

I'll be posting this in all my fics and the RPGs I'm in. See you all later.

posted on 24-Dec-2002 1:43:36 AM by Roswell428
Okay, I couldn't resist posting for Alex now.

~*~ Alex ~*~

Alex turned to Max first. "I don't care! Just stay away from her!"

He then turned to Michael and said heatedly, "Michael, that's a load of crap and you know it." At seeing the protesting look on Michael's face, he continued, "Michael, just by leaving you hurt her, whether you realize it or not!"
posted on 24-Dec-2002 6:13:31 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
anyone know where elizabethe evanz or lizzie parker is? Im so bored I wanna RP but I guess I need dem!
posted on 24-Dec-2002 6:43:08 PM by Lizzie_Parker17
I am here!
I am waiting for people to post something for me to work with, but I guess I will just move it along!
I will post later tonihgt!
posted on 25-Dec-2002 2:36:37 AM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz couldn't even force a smile
"Thanks she said flatly."

"So why don't we go get some food in the food court and you can start to tell us a little about how life was for you Czechs the last few years"

I know its not much but I just wanted to move it along and I don't think Liz is ready to really open up to anyone even herself about how she really feels about Max

posted on 25-Dec-2002 5:26:05 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Yah dat sounds great im diein to know wut happened, in antar, letz go get sum food im starvin mah ass off!" I said.
posted on 27-Dec-2002 1:11:16 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

"Gladly" Liz said linking her arms through Marias and offering her other one to Isabel

When Isabel took her arm the walked like three happy girls over to the food court where they all sat down and ate their food

"So Isabel What happened up there" Maria said breaking the ice

"Yeah spill the beans" Liz said

posted on 27-Dec-2002 5:49:57 PM by I_LOVE_NICK

I turn shocked at Alex's outburst.

"Look man, she knew what she was getting into when we got together and she was FINE with it!" I tell him heatedly and he opens his mouth to say something but I cut him off.

"And I told her that I was coming back and she understood!" I protest wondering what the hell is going.
posted on 27-Dec-2002 10:36:20 PM by Elizabeth Evans
OOC: OK, guys tell me if this story is all right...I'm just making this up as I go along, and if people have different ideas that don't fit, I can edit.


Liz, Maria and I find a place to eat. As we sit down with our food, they excitedly ask me to tell them what happened on Antar. Thankfully, we're in a private booth away from other customers, so we can talk freely. It would be a relief to tell them, but they needed to be prepared that this was anything but a fairy tale. Tears spring to my eyes at the question, because it brings to mind all we've gone through....the losses, the horrible things we'd seen and had to cope with....

I take a deep, steadying breath and then start the story. "Before I begin, you should know that the things that happened up there were truly...grisly. There's no other word for it. It really was worse than anything imaginable, because a person can imagine anything, but living it is a much different and much worse thing. And we lived it." By the now somber looks on their faces, I can tell that Liz and Maria understand that what is to follow will not be something fun to tell or hear.

Having prepared them, I continue, "Well, Max and Tess lost their baby. Khivar took him and..." I can feel my body trembling, and my voice is definitely shaking as I recount this. I'm not sure how much to tell Liz...most of it should come from Max. At least the part about how they found comfort in each other afterwards. "We're not sure exactly how it happened, but Khivar managed to use one of his spies to get him into the castle. We...we found little Zan's body, badly burned, lying there on the throne and a number of dead guards all around the room." Tears stremed down my cheeks as that horrible image came vividly to mind.

Wiping away the tears, I took another steadying breath and forced myself to continue. "By that time, Khivar had already escaped. But we knew who was responsible. We readied troops and immediately launched an attack, and I...I was...captured." Stunned looks and gasps came from Liz and Maria, but I felt as though I was barely aware of anything around me now. My mind was replaying the events, events which dominated my focus as I quietly related them to my friends. "Khivar tried to...seduce me, to make me trust him again and turn against my family...I can't relive the details of that's just to much...but in the end I...I killed him..."
posted on 28-Dec-2002 12:31:57 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"OH SWEETY! HOW HORRIBLE! OH MY GOD! HOW TERRIBLE!" I say as I get up to hug Isabel.

"Oh that must've been horrible, oh honey you don't have to say any more! oh that's just so horrible, oh baby I'm so sorry," I say.

I feel so stupid to bring it up.

"I won't bring it up ever again I promise ok don't worry about it because now your here with Liz and Maria, we are going to buy you new clothes, new shoes, oh and a new hair do. How about your hair brown and short, Look a little sophisticated, what do you say?" I said tryin to change the subject.
posted on 30-Dec-2002 6:26:55 PM by Elizabeth Evans

Maria comes over and hugs me, and I hug her back as I calm myself down. I reassure her, "It's ok,'s ok. We're back here and I'm with you guys, so that's what's important. And thank you guys for listening. I needed to start talking about it."

Maria suggests a different hairstyle and some shopping, and I smile as I sniffle. "A new hairstyle would be great," I tell her. "And I definitely need to shop. I am so ready for a new wardrobe. So, what are we waiting for?" I grin, getting back into the shopping spirit. I'm glad to see that Liz and Maria do the same. I'd hate to ruin this much-needed outing.
posted on 30-Dec-2002 6:54:47 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Well the food kind of was, but now I'm all ready, lets go I'm in need of serious change, after all this little hottie is going out for her solo carrer in New York, afta my little baby Liz's wedding," I said.

Wait I should'nt have said that.

It might have been a little too soon.

"So who's up for going to Too Cute, I heard it just opened," I said trying to change the subject.

posted on 7-Jan-2003 9:35:07 PM by jeremiah
posted on 12-Jan-2003 10:12:31 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

Liz smiled.

This seemed right. Isabel being back. Shopping with her and Maria.

Everything seemed almost normal.

That is until she thought back to someone sitting in Kyles house. Or when she thought about her fiance. It was the worst when she thought of the person on the couch at Kyles house and her fiance.

Especially when secretly part of her still wanted Ma- uh the person at Kyles house to BE her fiance

she sighed

"Whats wrong Liz?" Isabel asked

Liz placed a smile on her face
"Nothing" She lied
"Lets shop"

posted on 14-Jan-2003 10:22:19 AM by Elizabeth Evans

I give Liz an "are you sure?* look because I can tell it's not nothing. But I don't push it, because I know Liz. She's thinking of Max but would never admit it because now she doesn't want to be disloyal to Sean.

Smiling to myself because I can see hope for Max and Liz getting back together, I let the subject drop and go with the flow. "Shopping it is, then." I proclaim. We head off to the store Maria suggested.

As we walk inside, I'm in awe of all the incredible clothes. God, I missed wearing normal clothes! Antar's fashions took a lot of time getting used to again, so to be able to wear the things I like again is heaven. I spy a really adorable peasant blouse and cute flare jeans that would be perfect together, and I immediately rush over to the outfit.

"Oh, my God, you guys...this is so perfect!" I exclaim, holding the outfit up to my body. I am so going to try this on!
posted on 21-Jan-2003 12:32:53 AM by Roswell428
I AM SO SORRY!!!!! I am so incredibly sorry that I have been gone for so long- everything has gone wrong over the holidays- first my grandmother died and then right after that my computer broke (the monitor fell and cracked open) and it is now finally back in working order (thank God!). I have been so computer deprived these past couple of weeks (because I had no way of getting on), it is not even believeable! As a result of all of the commotion, I have fallen SO behind in all of my stories and the RPGs I'm in, not to mention all of my emails and bmails and stuff for other sites, so it is going to take me a while to catch up.

I am posting this in all of the RPGs I'm in (that I HOPE I'm still in) just to let everyone know what happened to me. Once again- I am SO sorry- please forgive my long absence. Thank you all for being so patient with me.

Let me just tell you how glad I am to be back up at school, and that the break is finally over!

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posted on 21-Jan-2003 11:43:13 PM by I_LOVE_NICK
OOC: Here's a Tess part...but where is Kyle????


I watch as Kyle turns his head away and I look down at my shaking hands.

I wait for him to re-act. Yell, scream, run out...cry. Anything.

I just told him that Max and I were togther on Antar after the death of our son...I can't imagine what he is thinking.

I just hope to God that he knows the he is the man that I love and I'll never love anyone else.

I look back up at him and release the breath that I hadn't realized I was holding.


OOC: Now that Roswell428 is back I'll hold off on a Michael part until she posts for Alex.
posted on 24-Jan-2003 12:00:42 PM by Lizzie_Parker17

I smile a real smile at Isabels find.

"I can see you certainly didn't lose your fine taste in clothes" Lizzie smiled.

Well go try it on and buy it!

Then we should go. I don't wann leave Alex and Kyle alone with Max and Michael too long. Who knows what could happen there.

There she did it. She had said his name.

Oh god. What was she going to do.

More importantly.

Who was she going to choose!

posted on 26-Jan-2003 11:11:36 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax

"Oh Chica that is banging, great choice obviously your choices didnt go away!," I said looking at Isabel's outfit.

This is so much more fun then well lets just say it's so much more fun than it has been in the last 5 years.

I should be enjoying my time witch I am but I keep worrying about when we go back.

If Alex said anything,or If I should say something to Michael.

Oh fuck that shit im suppose to have fun!

"Go try it on!" I say to Isabel pushing her towards the dressing room.

Lets see if I still have my taste.

Hmm oh look at that gold halter top there.

Yup still got it!

Got my halter now all I need is oh look at that little jean skirt with that big ass belt.

"Well Lizzie im gonna try this on, u go find something yourself too," I told her while I was going into the direction of the dressing rooms.
posted on 29-Jan-2003 10:25:43 PM by jeremiah
posted on 1-Feb-2003 9:27:01 AM by Elizabeth Evans

I grin at Liz and Maria's compliments about my taste in clothes. Yes, I've still got it! *happy*

"You're right, we should get back there soon before the guys end up hurting each other. Poor Tess, we left her all alone with them!" Now I was getting worried...we really needed to get back! "OK, we'll try on our stuff fast and get out of there. By the way, Maria, I love that top! It's perfect for you!" Maria hasn't lost her taste in clothes either. I give Maria and Liz a smile, then retreat into a dressing room to try on the outfit.

I glance at myself in the mirror and smile again. The outfit is perfect! I quickly change back into my clothes and prepare to buy the peasant blouse and jeans.
posted on 1-Feb-2003 10:41:29 AM by LizParkerEvans4evax

Tess The one that ruined mine and Liz's world.

I look over at Liz giving her a ressuring smile.

I figured that Isabel hasn't realized that this outing was to get away from the situation.

Im not sure if I'm ready to face Michael again.

But Isabel feels worried.

I don't know what to do.

I was suppose to be back be Maria the old Maria carefree don't give a fuck about anything in the world, get back to single and my singing.

Now everythings changed again.

Nothing with aliens can make your life better.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

posted on 2-Feb-2003 1:41:48 PM by LizParkerEvans4evax
posted on 19-Feb-2003 9:43:37 PM by jeremiah