posted on 22-Jan-2003 10:29:14 PM by baby_bre
Serena is Liz’s sister but she runs away about 2 or 3 years before. Liz goes to max about it they start to bond. Liz and Maria and Iz share an apartment. they're all very close and tell each other almost everything. Maria works at a club as a singer and Michael’s the bartender she has a slight crush on him. Serena and her boy friend who she claims to be engaged to catch a ride with Tess back to Roswell. Tess’s twin Ava stays in New York not wanting to leave her friends but after a little while she starts missing Tess and decides to come to Roswell to be with her. Kyle is Maria's step brother he's really close to the girls and alex like a big brother sorta...(AU story NO aliens)
please give a character description and summary


Serena: Liz_Parker
Matt: me (for now)
Liz: Dreamer_Dreaming
Max: CrazyAphrodite
Maria: Me
Tess:tabasco sauce

Optional Characters

Please Join!!!!

Role play made by Baby_Bre and Liz_Parker

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posted on 22-Jan-2003 11:32:24 PM by qt4167013
ooooo another role play? Very nice. Could I maybe be Alex? What part does he exactly play in it though? It didn't really say in the opening. And if you ever need a Kyle I'll play him too! LOL!

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posted on 22-Jan-2003 11:34:37 PM by baby_bre
sure u can be Alex... he is basically what he is in the regular Roswell hes their best friend... (gets with iz) and u can most likly pick a job for him.. so make a character description and summary!

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posted on 22-Jan-2003 11:45:16 PM by qt4167013
oooo thank you so much bre! Ok, how do you like this?

name: Alexander Charles Whitman
job: lead guitar player for the whits

summary: Alex is Maria's and Liz's best friend. During High school he was the stereotypical geek and his only comfort was music. Now, after graduation, he has filled out and become a 'hunk' his dream is to be in a band, and he plays the guitar, bass, and piano. He sings too, and sings many duets with Maria. Alex loves computers and his day job is working as a software technician. Alex is also in love with one, Isabel Evans. Once during high school, everyone was playing '7 minutes in heaven' and Alex's name was picked with Isabel's and not wanting to disrupt her image, kissed him. He has been gone ever since!

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posted on 22-Jan-2003 11:47:49 PM by baby_bre
its great! *although you could have added something bout Izzy but all in all its good!*
posted on 22-Jan-2003 11:54:13 PM by qt4167013
ill edit!
posted on 23-Jan-2003 12:05:35 AM by baby_bre
ya didnt have to edit it was fine! but its even better now that u included isabel! *didnt want you to think I was being mean* lol just wanted to make sure ya knew it was iz and alex hehe
posted on 23-Jan-2003 1:29:06 AM by baby_bre
posted on 23-Jan-2003 7:15:10 AM by Liz_Parker
Hey guys, Just popping in to say hi before school hehe.
posted on 23-Jan-2003 10:53:51 AM by baby_bre
hope we can get some more people so we can start!
posted on 23-Jan-2003 11:07:13 AM by Dreamer_Dreaming
Liz? if she not taken!
posted on 23-Jan-2003 11:38:43 AM by baby_bre
sure you can be liz! just post a character summary and description using the summary I wrote about the story and I think you get to pick her job!
posted on 23-Jan-2003 3:03:49 PM by LuvRug
posted on 23-Jan-2003 4:59:41 PM by Galita
may I have Isabel? Plz
posted on 23-Jan-2003 5:02:09 PM by baby_bre
Galita... sure you can have Isabel! just make a character summary and description (choose a job for her) (make sure to include the stuff in the main summary and something about alex) (not trying to be pushy :-) just suggesting)
posted on 24-Jan-2003 12:36:55 AM by baby_bre
posted on 24-Jan-2003 9:24:12 AM by LuvRug
posted on 24-Jan-2003 12:11:45 PM by qt4167013
I just sent you a b mail aobut your offer of Kyle...what exactly IS kyle is the story though?
posted on 24-Jan-2003 3:22:18 PM by baby_bre
ok basically all the characters are alot like their normal characters (cept tess isnt evil)... like they act alot like they usually do.. but the way they meet each other is differently... Kyle could be Maria's step brother... and he could like have pretty much any job you'd like.... (I will edit Mandy if you dont agree this is just what I got from it)
posted on 24-Jan-2003 8:36:37 PM by LuvRug
So I guess I can't have Michael*sad**sad**sad*
posted on 24-Jan-2003 10:28:49 PM by baby_bre
I am very sorry! you can have Michael I didnt see that you had posted! I am really sorry! so make up a character description and summary (keeping in mind the main summary for the story)
posted on 25-Jan-2003 4:05:13 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
Elizabeth Anne Parker

She works in a bio lab with her bio teacher dicovering new things everyday.

She live with Maria and Isabel.

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posted on 25-Jan-2003 4:26:07 PM by tabasco sauce

If you still need a Tess, I'm your girl. Just a few quick questions:
Does she know anyone in Roswell, or is just giving Serena a ride?
Is she going to be paired with Kyle?

posted on 25-Jan-2003 4:51:57 PM by baby_bre
yes we still need a tess! and your perfect for Tess! umm I never asked mandy if we wanted her to just becoming to roswell because she wanted to.. or she got a job offer... or if she knew someone... so you can just pick why she's coming! and yes she is going to end up with kyle!
posted on 25-Jan-2003 4:59:41 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
by the way who are the couples?
posted on 25-Jan-2003 5:03:03 PM by baby_bre
michael and maria(there not...yet)
alex and iz(there not..yet)
liz and max(there together)
tess and kyle(there not...yet)
matt and serena (as far as I know there together)

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posted on 25-Jan-2003 5:16:43 PM by qt4167013
name: Kyle James Valenti
Job: PE teacher and football coach for the local high school
Summary: Kyle was always really good at football, but after an injury had to quit the game with no back up plan and no money. His step-sister Maria helped him get the money and got his teaching degree. He than became a PE teacher and was asked to be the football coach. So far the team is undefeated and everyone loves Kyle.

note: ill add about tess if you want me to...does he like her yet?
posted on 25-Jan-2003 5:25:07 PM by baby_bre
no you dont have to add her because he hasn't meet her yet :-)

(ok so we need a ava, max, and matt (matts a made up character!) and then we can all start!

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posted on 25-Jan-2003 5:28:52 PM by tabasco sauce
Tess's Character Description

After getting into a big fight with her twin sister Ava, Tess was desperate to leave New York. When her good friend Serena told her that she wanted to return to Roswell, Tess jumped at the opportunity. She would drive Serena to Roswell, get an apartment, and then find a job as an English teacher at the local high school. But she didn't plan on falling for the oh-so-hunky PE teacher/football coach, Kyle Valenti. Nor did she expect to miss her sister.

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posted on 25-Jan-2003 7:35:04 PM by LuvRug
Name: Michael Guerin
Job: Bartender at A Club

Summary: After he was taken a way from his foster father because he was abusing him. Michael has Lived By himself for most of his Life since then.Has never really been intrusted in girls until he get's a job at a Club in roswell, New Mexico. Then he see's a girl singing and eventully starts to really like her. So this adds more choas to his life when he try's to not be a grade A ass around Maria and tries to keep his small apartment and his life. He slowly but surely is becomes good friends with to guys named Alex and Kyle.

is That good??

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posted on 25-Jan-2003 10:18:19 PM by tabasco sauce
quick question:

how old is everyone? I don't think anything will make sense if some people are high school students and others are high school teachers...unless, that's what you wanted.

posted on 25-Jan-2003 10:55:45 PM by qt4167013
good question! I would think everyone would be OUT of college considering that Maria works at a bar. who knows? OH THATS RIGHT, mandy and bre!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 12:19:42 AM by baby_bre
lol guys! well I'd say that everyone (since they're not in college *unless you want them to be* are at least 21 or more.... ok? so you can choose just try to make them be in between 20 and 24 ok?
posted on 26-Jan-2003 3:23:16 PM by Liz_Parker
Hey all! Just popping in to say hi....glad everyone's starting to like the idea!!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 5:15:48 PM by CrazyAphrodite
Hi I am new to the board and my friend Madison told me that you needed a person to play a certain part. I will gladly play Max if you need it!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 5:48:04 PM by baby_bre
sure of course you can be Max! just make a charactor descripiton and summary of the character! but keep in my mind the main summary... and be sure to add something about liz... (am I confusing you lol cuz I confused myself)
posted on 26-Jan-2003 6:17:55 PM by CrazyAphrodite
Thanks! I don't know that much about Roswell but all madison talks about is Roswell this and Roswell that, so I pretty much know what is happening!

Name: Maxwell Philip Evans
Job: Medical school
Summary: Growing up with rich parents Max had everything he wanted. He was captain of the Varsity basketball team and could have any girl as well. He met Liz Parker when he found her crying behind the bleachers at school. He stopped to comfort her and it was love at first sight. Throughout the years him and Liz have gotten closer and when stuck by eachother. After grad, his dad wanted him to join the family business, but when Max refused he was cut off and Liz is now trying to help support Max through medical school. His sister Isabel and Liz grew to be great friends and he would do anything for either Iz or Liz.

how was it? Is Max and Isabel brother and sister? I can change it! tell me if I did something wrong

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posted on 26-Jan-2003 6:23:01 PM by baby_bre
yours is fine! and yes isabel and max are brother and sister!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 6:25:03 PM by CrazyAphrodite
ok thanks!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 6:27:14 PM by Liz_Parker
That was great! Here's my profile.

Name: Serena Jade Parker
Age: 20
Interests: Dancing, writing
Family: Sister-Liz Mom-Nancy Parker Dad- Jeff Parker

Description- Serena left when she was 17. Then she met Matt. They had a little fling, and she got pregnant but wound up losing it when her and Matt got in a car wreck. Serena decides to come back to Roswell to get caught up on everyone's lifes. And her and Matt get into an argument but have to suck it up and claim to everyone that their engaged.

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posted on 26-Jan-2003 6:37:05 PM by baby_bre
Name: Maria Rose Deluca
Age: 21
Job: Waitress and singer at a club

Description- Maria grew up with her mom and her dad left when she was 7 she’s had problems trusting people mostly guys ever since. She doesn’t have very many close friends but she is very close to Liz and Isabel. Max is the only guy that she trust their pretty close friends. She is working her way through college majoring in music. She started working at the club singing and waitressing to pay for college and other things that’s when she meets Michael he sparks her interest but she doesn’t know if it’ll ever lead to more.

k I tried hope its alright..

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posted on 26-Jan-2003 6:57:17 PM by baby_bre
Name: Matthew Daniel Martin
Age: 21

Description- Matt grew up in New York his whole life. He meet Serena and his life suddenly got complicated she was pregnant but she ended up losing it in a accident. He got into a fight with Serena but when she says she wants to go back to Roswell where she ran away from they decide to sulk it up and claim to be engaged.

posted on 26-Jan-2003 8:08:01 PM by Liz_Parker
Well....I'm gonna start off for now!


I lean back and sigh. Matt and me were arguing again. We don't seem to need a reason anymore.

It all started when I wound up in New York and met Matt. Then the next thing I knew I was in deep and then found out I was pregnant which totally freaked me out.

But then, Matt and me were arguing on the freeway and got in a wreck then went bye-bye baby.

Since then we don't get along a whole lot. I don't know why I keep staying with him, but I do.

What can I say? I guess I love him. I can just hear Liz right now if she saw me. She'd be laughing at me probably.

I look at Matt siting on the couch. I swear, it's like we're a fighting married couple!

posted on 26-Jan-2003 8:17:40 PM by baby_bre

I can see Serena watching me.

I don’t understand where things took the turn for us.

When I first meet Serena she was like this glowing light that just intensified everything around her.

I fell for her but when she got pregnant it scared me so badly.

I still don’t remember what it was we were arguing about but that was the end of our child together we got in a wreck and things just ain’t the same.

I know Serena’s been missing her family but what can I do?

“Hey Rena what do you want for dinner?” I ask looking at her.
K dont know how well that was but I'm just starting...

posted on 26-Jan-2003 8:18:29 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming

I am in bio lab with Max.

We are working on die ceil.

Which is Totally COOL.

Ya you heared me cool.

Lately I been thinking about my sister Serena.

I haven seen her for 3 years.

seen she was got I have to be prefect to mom and dad.

Sometime they call me her.

Guess what Mom and Dad I am not her!

"So Max,what time you coming over tonight" I said.

I think he been notine I am always off somewhere else....

posted on 26-Jan-2003 8:24:40 PM by Liz_Parker

I shrug. "I dunno". Is all I answer talking isn't exactly a priority right now.

He walks over and I lay my head on his shoulder and sigh. "Why do we keep fighting?....", I ask and look at him for an answer.

He doesn't say anything but gets up and walks to the kitchen.

I look down. Every since we lost the baby it's like he's a diffrent person. Like if we're together to long something bad'll happen.

I take a deep breath and walk to the doorway of the kitchen. "Matt? I wanna go home"
posted on 26-Jan-2003 8:29:59 PM by baby_bre

I can’t wait for my shift to get over. I think Alex said he was coming over to practice our song together but I just can’t remember.

I still can’t believe I’m 21 living on my own with the bestest friends in the world.

I have a great job ok maybe you don’t think so I mean waitressing and singing but singing is the most well paid jobs but I love singing and I am good at waitressing plus I get great tips!

Life’s going great for me everything’s perfect… ok how’d you know I’m lying? My life’s not all it’s cracked up to be.

posted on 26-Jan-2003 8:35:26 PM by baby_bre

I see the look on her face when I ask her what she wants its as if she doesn’t care about anything any more.

So I walk over to her she lays her head to rest on my shoulder it feels nice being so close to her again it’s a comforting feeling.

But then she asks ‘Why do we keep fighting’ I don’t know what to say she looks like I have all the answers but the truth is I don’t.

So I do the only thing I know how to do I get up and go into the kitchen without a second glance.

Right when I’m about to turn on the light I hear her ask ‘Matt? I wanna go home.’
I feel like she hit me upside the head I knew she missed her family but I hadn’t thought she’d actually want to leave.

“Serena? If you really want to go you know I’m not letting you go alone.” I said I couldn’t leave her I’d have to go with her which meant leaving my entire world behind.

posted on 26-Jan-2003 9:02:09 PM by tabasco sauce
Are Tess and Serena going to Roswell together or seperately? If they go together, is Matt also going with them?

"Ava, I'm serious. If you don't find a job soon, I don't know if we'll be able to keep the apartment," I say calmly, hoping to avoid a serious confrontation. I've been pushing Ava to get a job for months. All she does is sit around with her loser friends while I bust my ass to pay the rent.
"Chill out, sista. There ain't anything in the want adds that interested me."
I look at her with disdain. That's no excuse. She's been saying the same thing for six months now.
"Well, why don't you get out of the apartment and find a job on foot? I hear the Gap on 86th street is hir-"
"I ain't gonna work in no Gap. Their shit is made in sweat shops in the Honduras. I'd be goin' against my principals."
I take a deep breath, in hopes of calming myself. It doesn't work.
"AVA!! What the hell is your problem? For the past year, I've been juggling my masters degree and my job at the diner. It's not my idea of fun, but it's what puts a roof over our heads."
She looks at me and rolls her eyes. "I'll find a job when I want one. I don't need to put up with your shit, Tess. Just because our parents like you more doesn't mean you can control me."
I can only glare at her. Control her? She's got to be kidding. If anything, she's been controlling me since graduation.
"Well Ava, I'm sorry that I make your life so miserable. Maybe it's time you see how hard it is to make a living in this city. I'm moving out."
She looks at me with wide eyes. Ava rarely shows any vulnerability. She's a tough girl.
"Sis. I'll go to the Gap and get that job. Don't leave."
I feel a tear trickle down my cheek.
"I'm sorry, sis, but I have to."
She runs into her bedroom and slams the door.
After grabbing a few necessities from my room, I exit.

~end Tess~

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posted on 26-Jan-2003 9:12:44 PM by Liz_Parker
Great Part!!


"I'm not a baby Matt.....I can take care of myself", I say with my arms crossed.

He gives me this look then grabs me. "I'm coming with you Serena Jade.....wether you like it or not,ok?!".

I gulp and nod scared he'll hurt me. He lets go and goes to his room and starts throwing things in a bag.

"Matt....Matt!", I yell and grab his arm. "I can take care of myself.....I don't need a babysitter"
posted on 26-Jan-2003 9:17:04 PM by baby_bre

She tells me she can take care of herself. As if I don’t already know that I’m not going because I’m scared she can’t I’m going because I don’t want to leave her.

She’s been my rock we’ve been a team for the past 3 years what would I have done with out her?

She grabs my arm saying she doesn’t need a baby sister I shrug her off and continue throwing stuff in my bag.

“Listen Serena I’m not going to baby sit you I’m going to be with you. We’re a team remember?” I say giving her a smile. I feel how nervous she I give her a hug.

“It’s gonna be alright.” I say hoping to give her some comfort.

posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:04:37 PM by CrazyAphrodite
keep in mind this is my first time!


Liz has that far off look in her eye.

"Um...what time is our reservation?" I ask her quietly.

She hesitates.

"Its at that new Italian place at eight." She says looking up at me.

I frown.

"Lizzie. Whats wrong?" I ask her, pulling her into a hug.

She breaks down and starts sobbing.

"Tomorrow....tomorrow is the anniversary of the day...she, she left." Liz said into my chest.

I cringe. This is about Serena.

"Listen baby. Its in the past. Remember that song? from the lion king?" I ask her.

It was her favorite movie.

"put your past behind you." SHe says looking up, not quite meeting me in the eye.

I put my hand on her cheeks and force her to look at me.

"I love you right?" I ask her jokingly.

"yes." She says slowly.

"Than lets go!" I tell her. I pick her up and carry her out to the car. She giggles and gives me a peck on the cheek. Her momentary sadness forgotton.
posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:08:24 PM by qt4167013
way to go! I told you the board was fun! You did a great job!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:10:52 PM by baby_bre
I agree (as I bmailed her) that was just awesome!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:14:04 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:22:23 PM by tabasco sauce
If this interferes with any Matt/Serena stuff, tell me and I'll change it.


I walk out of my old building, with nowhere left to go. I'd get a room at a hotel, but I don't have the money for that. I used my paycheck from the diner to pay this month's rent. I guess that was a waste.
Pulling my cell phone from my pocket-book, I scroll through the numbers in my phonebook. As I continue to inspect the names, I realize that somewhere along the way, I lost anything that resembled a social life. The only names on the list are Ava, apartment, diner, and Serena...wait...Serena! Maybe she'll let me crash at her place, until I come up with some other arrangement.
Happy and relieved, I dial her number. It rings four times, before anyone picks up.
"Hello?" I hear Serena ask in an annoyed tone. Maybe I should have called the diner....
"Hey Rena...It's me, Tess. I was wondering if I could go over to your place for a little while-"
I hear her let out a heavy sigh. "Tess, this isn't the best time. Matt and I are sort of in the middle of something."
I close my eyes, and pray for some sort of hope.
"Listen Rena, I wouldn't call you unless it was an emergency. Ava and I had a fight, and I have nowhere left to go."
I hear her breath on the other side of the line. Please oh please let me come over!
"Listen, Tess. I'm leaving town tonight. I'm going to buy a plane ticket and then head out to Roswell, NM. You can crash in my place if you want. The rent's paid up till the end of the month."
I smile, because I know I've just been given the opportunity of opportunities.
"Don't buy a plane ticket. I can drive you. It'll be a lot cheaper, and both of us will benefit."
There's nothing but silence for the next minute or so.
"Tess, I can't ask you to do that. I mean with Ma-"
I cut her off before she can finish.
"I offered, didn't I?"
She sighs again.
"Fine. Be here in 15 minutes."

~end Tess~

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posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:27:15 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:29:14 PM by LuvRug

Works starts in an hour and I'm bored shitless
My T.V.O broke, So bored yes.
Kyle not's home and neither is Alex so bored.
I could go in early and see Maria.
I slap mtself in the Head
"No not thinking about Maria remember?"

posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:35:15 PM by Liz_Parker

I sigh as I hang up and turn around to Matt. "Matt....Tess's coming over"

"What? But we're leaving" He says

I nod. "I know......but, she offered to give us a ride...actually more me, but I'm sure she'll give you a ride to", I say and bite my lip.

He walks over and kisses me. The first time we've kissed in at least 3 months.....feels good though, I pull awya slightly. "What was that for?", I whispered to him.
posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:43:09 PM by baby_bre

It was so cute how she bite her lip. I could help myself I just walked up to her and kissed her. I felt like I was going to burst it felt so great to kiss her again.

I don’t know how I’ve gone so long with out it but then she pulled away and asked me what that was for. I didn’t know what to say how could I put into words how she was making me feel. Luckily for me there was a knock on the door.
Mandy I didnt know if you want them to get all emotional so soon so I did that!

posted on 26-Jan-2003 10:56:39 PM by JBehrsGurl
My GOD! Do you have ANY idea how BADLY I want to claim Ava! That is MY GURRRRRRL! I always play Ava! *cries* I want this so bad! Gah! But I don't have much time on my hands! *sad**sad**sad*...
posted on 27-Jan-2003 7:22:19 AM by Liz_Parker
Bre, that was great! And heya Elena, hopefully U can get caught up on all the roleplays and everything *happy*
posted on 27-Jan-2003 7:02:23 PM by baby_bre

Finally its time for me to go home! I can’t wait to just sing a few songs with Alex and forget the world for a few minutes at least.

I really wish Michael would come in before I leave… wait don’t think like that he has no interest in you so there’s no sense in getting your self worked up over him.

I hope Alex comes before it gets too late I’m really worn out and I feel like sleeping but you know I cant do that I have so many other things to do… yeah right.

“Hey Marsha I’m going to be leaving soon so can you tell Mark I’m pick my check up in the morning.”

“Yeah sure.” Marsha said I could tell she wasn’t trying to be nice at all.

Well half an hour more and I’m home free.

posted on 27-Jan-2003 7:20:54 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 27-Jan-2003 7:27:57 PM by Liz_Parker

I smile softly. Sometimes Matt can be the sweetest guy in the world, and other times he's just in a bad mood and ignores everyone as much as possible.

He blushes after kissing me. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Is he embarrased of me or something? God, I hope not....when we get back to Roswell we have to put up a show, like we're engaged or something. Just so they don't think I didn't do anthing in my life. I'm just gonna leave out the whole not a virgin anymore, was pregnant thing. That's not any of their buisness.

I cross my arms and sigh. He's off in lala land again. Maybe he's in love with someone else....maybe that's why we fight so much. I take a deep breath to control my emotions and walk to the door. "Who's there" I ask.
posted on 27-Jan-2003 7:31:58 PM by Liz_Parker

I smile softly. Sometimes Matt can be the sweetest guy in the world, and other times he's just in a bad mood and ignores everyone as much as possible.

He blushes after kissing me. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Is he embarrased of me or something? God, I hope not....when we get back to Roswell we have to put up a show, like we're engaged or something. Just so they don't think I didn't do anthing in my life. I''''m just gonna leave out the whole not a virgin anymore, was pregnant thing. That's not any of their buisness.

I cross my arms and sigh. He's off in lala land again. Maybe he's in love with someone else....maybe that's why we fight so much. I take a deep breath to control my emotions and walk to the door. "Who's there" I ask.
posted on 27-Jan-2003 9:01:36 PM by qt4167013

I stide into Maria's whisteling and am quickly pulled into a hug than slapped on the head.

"Owww...that hurt." I say, rubbing my head.

Maria looks at me with those piercing green eyes.

"you should have been here a long time ago." She snarls.

"Fine. I am sorry. Don't you want to practice?" I ask her.

She smiles.

"YES! I was born ready! I even wrote a new song." She said happily.

"Is Kyle coming?" She asks me, while setting up her keyboard.

"Uh...He had a last minute practice with the guys. There undefeated." I told her, plopping myself down on the couch.

She squeals.

"Thats great!" She says and pulls me up.

"Get your guitar ready and jam!" She pleads.

I agree and get up to get my guitar.


"Ok, and than Tim. This is your big move. You fake around their defensive tackle and fake a hand off. Than quickly pass to Steve. Steve this is where you come in. You pull the old switharroo (uh spelling?) and fake a left than right. Make him tired and than go long to recieve the pass. Ready...BREAK!"

The guys leave and I feel a surge of pride as they execute the play perfectly.

When they are done, I make sure to give each kid a pat on the back and a good job. Tim, my QB saunters over to the cheerleaders and I watch with a grin as they flirt shamelessly with eachother.

I shake my head and pack up all my equipment.

God I wish I could be out there with them.

I grimce as I continue walk to my car. My bad knee is starting to hurt. I pop a couple pain killers in my mouth and swollow them dry.

I wipe the sweat from my forehead and get into my nice big dodge SUV and head over to Maria's.

[ edited 1 time(s), last at 27-Jan-2003 9:04:42 PM ]
posted on 27-Jan-2003 10:19:35 PM by Liz_Parker
Great parts all!
posted on 27-Jan-2003 10:20:41 PM by baby_bre
I am sitting around bored when FINALLY Alex gets there. I smack him upside the head ask him why he’s late. Of course he doesn’t give much info as to why.

I wish Kyle would have came with him I’ve been working on this awesome song.

“So are your roommates home?” Alex asks me.

I grin before replying “No Isabel’s not home yet.” I know that’s the only reason he asked.

“Hey I was asking about Liz too.” He said I knew he was lying.

“Whatever.” I say as he pulls out his guitar. “Let’s jam.”

I think the only time I’m really happy is when I’m singing or jamming with Alex and sometimes Kyle will join in.

“Hey I’m gonna sing you a part of the song. It’s called “Life”.” I tell him and I begin to sing.

“Life it isn’t everything it’s supposed to be
People tell me that I’m going to be all I can be
But in this world I don’t know what to do
Everything around me feels so new
Life isn’t all it’s supposed to be but sometimes I wish
I could just be me.”

“So I know its not all that but how was it?” I say holding in my breath.

Ok its not all that of a song but I was making it up in like 2 minutes so lol. Thanks for the tittle Mandy… oh and Qt if you don’t like the idea that Kyle sometimes jams with them I’ll edit!

posted on 27-Jan-2003 10:22:47 PM by qt4167013
nope no prob!
posted on 27-Jan-2003 10:27:45 PM by Liz_Parker
lol, yw....maybe you could wind up wiritng a whole song form that since you made it up in the first place *happy*
posted on 27-Jan-2003 10:28:33 PM by baby_bre
I probably could if its needed
posted on 27-Jan-2003 10:30:25 PM by Liz_Parker
I'm here for help *happy*
posted on 27-Jan-2003 11:17:34 PM by qt4167013
you made that up? IT was great!

Look What I learned to do!!!!!!!!
posted on 28-Jan-2003 7:13:31 AM by Liz_Parker
posted on 28-Jan-2003 4:51:02 PM by tabasco sauce

I knock on the door three times, knowing that the doorbell in Serena's apartment has long been broken. She never got it replaced, because she knows that the only people that ever show up uninvited are Matt and myself.

I wait outside for a moment or two, before Matt opens the door.
"Thanks for offering to drive us to Roswell. We both appreciate it." I look at him, my eyebrows rasied.
"Us? I thought I was driving Serena!"

Just as the words slip my mouth, I hear Serena's footsteps come toward us. "Tess, before you throw a fit, hear me out... You never let me explain that Matt would be coming too...and...and we really need you to do this for us. It's too late to buy plane tickets."
I look at them and sigh. They both look so hopeless and sad. How can I deny them free passage to Roswell, NM?

"Fine, but there better not be any bunny humping in the back seat of my car!"

~end Tess!
posted on 28-Jan-2003 5:20:36 PM by JBehrsGurl

Please??? *gives puppy eyes*
posted on 28-Jan-2003 5:26:51 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!! And U can have Elena *happy*
posted on 28-Jan-2003 5:56:56 PM by JBehrsGurl
woohoo halleluja!
posted on 28-Jan-2003 6:02:30 PM by Liz_Parker
hehe have fun *big*
posted on 28-Jan-2003 7:28:51 PM by baby_bre


When I opened the door to see Tess standing there I told her how glad I was she was giving us a ride which of course she said she wasn’t giving me a ride.

For a minute I thought she wasn’t even going to say yes but luckily for me she did.

Then she said you guys better not be bunny humping in the back of her car.

I had to crack a smile “You don’t have to worry about that.” I said looking at Serena.

“So when are we going to get the show on the road?” Tess asked impatiently.

“Soon as we finish packing.” I told her. Tess and me have never gotten along that well I’m not exactly sure why.

But sometimes we do and those times are great I mean she’s not all that bad.

“So are we gonna finish packing?” I ask turning towards Serena she looks so beautiful right now I don’t know why I’ve always thought she looked great even when she isn’t dressed up.

posted on 28-Jan-2003 7:42:49 PM by Liz_Parker

I smirk at Tess's comment, but at least she's not fussing over Matt coming, although I told him not to come, it'll be good to have some kinda support,ya know?

We walk to my room and Tess helps me pack a few things. "So your parents know about the whole baby thing?", Tess asks.

I spin around. "No! And you have to swear that you won't breath a word about that or anything involving that subject,ok? I'm gonna tell my parents that Matt and me are engaged", I tell her as I stuff some more things in my bag.

I walk out and accidently bump into Matt. "Oops...sorry", I mutter and start to rush past him.
posted on 28-Jan-2003 7:53:37 PM by LuvRug

I desided I'll go to work early. Not to see Maria! If that's what your thinking Maybe Alex will be there. But he is always late. But hey maybe maria will wear that shirt. The really tight. Oh god stop me.
posted on 28-Jan-2003 7:56:46 PM by Liz_Parker
lol, great part!
posted on 28-Jan-2003 8:01:04 PM by baby_bre

I still can’t believe this is happening. It’s all so unreal I mean of course I’m going I wouldn’t leave Rena but its like wow my home for my entire life isn’t going to be where I am any more.

Tess still doesn’t seem happy with me but I have bigger problems to worry about then that like convincing everyone that we’re engaged especially since it means touching and kissing her.

Of course I want to but it will be hard for me to stop when she decides to give up the little charade because I love holding her hand and giving her kisses ok I sound like a sap but I don’t care I guess that’s what love does to you.

“So I guess we can go now?” Tess said looking at her watch.

“Yeah let’s get the show on the road.” I hear Serena say.

I take one last look around my home and walk out the door leaving everything else behind.

posted on 28-Jan-2003 8:03:16 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part *happy*
posted on 28-Jan-2003 8:41:28 PM by tabasco sauce

The three of us finally leave Serena's apartment, much to my satisfaction. I knew that if we stayed there a minute longer, Ava would eventually find me. She may be lazy as hell, but I know she's probably searching the city up and down trying to find me. And she can't. We need this time apart if we're still going to be considered family in our old age.

When we reach the street, I walk over to my Ford Explorer, and open the door to the driver's seat. Matt puts their bags in the trunk, and then climbs into the back seat. "Are you gonna get in?" I ask Serena impatiently. "Um...yeah. Do you mind if I sit in the front with you?" I shrug, not particuarly interested. I just want to leave.

When we're finally off, I finally realize that we have no travel route. " you guys even know how to get to Roswell from New York?" Serena's eyes grow wide. Great. Just great.

"We can follow route 66. We'll veer off into New Mexico, and head down to Roswell. We can stop off in a few cities on the way to spend the night. St. Louis, Chicago...even some town called Hicksville. It would be unrealistic of us to think that we'll get to Roswell in a day. It's 2000 miles away!"

I nod, surprised at his thorough answer. I would have never guessed that Matt new so much about cross-country driving.

"Okay guys. We'll drive south, to catch route 66. I'll drive out to Baltimore, and we'll spend the night there. Sound good?"

~end Tess~
posted on 28-Jan-2003 8:47:29 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 28-Jan-2003 9:26:39 PM by LuvRug
Thanks Liz_Parker
posted on 28-Jan-2003 10:03:10 PM by Liz_Parker
Your welcome *happy*
posted on 28-Jan-2003 10:53:38 PM by LuvRug
posted on 29-Jan-2003 7:47:34 AM by Liz_Parker

I nod and lean back in my chair. It is surprising that Matt knew so much about traveling....since he supposedly has never left New York before.

God, I don't know if we'll be able to pull of the whole engagement thing. I mean, of course I love him and all....just with how it's been since we lost the baby, I'm sure that Liz and them will suspect something.

Well, we're heading to Baltimore, just one of the many stops on the way back home. Then we'll find a place for the night.....I just hope that Matt and me won't wind up sharing a bed....
posted on 29-Jan-2003 4:44:24 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
let you all know I am sick and I will post when I am long better
posted on 29-Jan-2003 5:27:00 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 29-Jan-2003 7:05:16 PM by baby_bre

“I can tell you guys are surprised I know so much but I happened to have been very interested in this type of stuff when I was younger.” I tell them with a grin. I don’t know why Serena had to sit up front I was going to ask her if she wanted to talk but I guess that goes right out the window.

I’m sitting here thinking about what if we have to share a bed when I hear Serena whispering with Tess.

I can’t hear what they say but I hope its not bad about me I don’t want Tess to dislike me anymore then she already does.

“So we’re almost to the place we’ll stop for the night?” I ask hopefully.

posted on 29-Jan-2003 7:15:27 PM by Liz_Parker

I turn around and look at Matt. "Uh yeah....I think so".

He nods and we pull into a hotel parking lot. We get out and Tess pays for the room and we go up.

"So uh....what's the sleeping arrangements?", I ask nervously.

"Well, I don't do well with people in the same bed as me, so sorry but you to love birds are stuck in the same should be used to that", Tes says with a smirk.

I glare and roll my eyes and sit on a bed opposite of where Tess has all her things. We mght as well get used to this again.....for the trips sake....
posted on 29-Jan-2003 9:40:26 PM by baby_bre

Oh god I can’t believe she did this to me. I would have rather slept with Tess and took my chances then crawl in the bed with Serena… I mean I love her but that’s the point its going to be so hard for me to be in the bed with her and keep my hands from wrapping them around her.

“Are you sure?” I asked gulping. I hope I don’t die sleeping with her is surely going to kill me.

“Yup.” Tess says smirking I knew she planned this but I’d rather take my chances in bed with Serena this time then talk to Tess about that.

I go and sit down next to Serena.

“What side of the bed do you want to sleep on?” I ask looking deep into her eyes.

posted on 29-Jan-2003 9:55:30 PM by Liz_Parker

I take a deep breath. God, those eyes! It's like he can see clear through me.

"Uh....I guess the side by the window", I say and go change into my comfy pj's and lay down facing the wall.

It's gonna be weird him laying next to me and us facing opposite directions. It once use to be like clock work. At night we'd climb into bed and he'd wrap his arms around my stomach and we'd eventually fall asleep like that.

But now, for some odd reason, it's like if we were to do that we'd regret it and wind up spliting up never to speak again.

I wouldn't exactly mind if he wound up wrapping his arms around me in the middle of the might feel ike old times, feeling safe in unsafe lands.

All I know is that nothing will ever be the same again after this trip, but it's a chance we're gonna have to take.
posted on 30-Jan-2003 1:51:30 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
OCC: I am almost better. I can post for now.


"Max? are you ok?" I ask him.

he has a worry look on his face.

"Ms parker is everyone ok over there?" teacher ask.

"Huh, oh yes everything fine" I said to the teacher.

She nods.

I wait for Max to answer me.
posted on 30-Jan-2003 7:15:45 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 30-Jan-2003 7:29:53 PM by baby_bre

God what am I going to do? She just went to go change I quickly pull off everything but my boxers and face Tess’s bed I don’t know what to do anymore.

It feels like we’re hopeless but I am not going to abandon her I love her and I am not going to just leave her like that.

But what am I supposed to do? I hope I don’t do something totally stupid like roll over and put my arms around her when I’m sleeping.

We’ve been known to do that probably out of old habit.

How I wish we could just break through the barrier between us and be together like old times.

But I don’t know if it’ll happen. I sigh and close my eyes as Tess shuts off the lights.

posted on 30-Jan-2003 7:37:10 PM by Liz_Parker

I sigh softly as I close my eyes. I hate this feeling I'm getting from Matt.

I bite my lip to keep myself from crying. I haven't cried in years. Not since I left Roswell, and I left anything behind. I thought everything would be fine after I met Matt.

A tear rolls down my cheek and I can't keep myself from it anymore. They just flow freely.

Matt rolls around to get comfortable and I guess he heard me crying.

"Rena...what's wrong?", He whispers.

"Nothing....", I say sniffling.
posted on 30-Jan-2003 7:44:52 PM by baby_bre

I can’t seem to get comfortable so I keep rolling around when I hear something that sounds like Serena crying.

I haven’t heard her cry for years not even when we lost our baby. I hope she’s ok.

Some how I know it’s my fault.

“Rena… what’s wrong?” I whisper to her its breaking my heart to hear her sound so sad.

“Nothing…” She says I can tell she’s trying to stop crying.

“Don’t give me that I know you too well… it’s ok you can cry.” I say I long to just hold her and tell her everything will be ok until she stops crying.

I feel her scoot closer to me and I reach around and pull her close to my chest and keep my arms wrapped around her.

“I’m sorry.” She whispers between sobs.

“Don’t be its ok just let it out everything will be ok.” I say loving the feeling of her in my arms again I feel complete.

posted on 30-Jan-2003 7:48:10 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 31-Jan-2003 7:19:39 AM by Liz_Parker
posted on 31-Jan-2003 5:10:30 PM by tabasco sauce

I lay down in bed with my eyes open, feeling satisfied with my match-making skills. It's obvious that Serena loves Matt. He may not be my favorite person in the world, but in the name of true love, I'm willing to make some sacrifices. I told them that I'm not the bed sharing type, so they'd be forced to sleep together. I knew neither of them would argue with me, so my plan went perfectly. If only they knew how many times Ava and I ended up in the same bed when we were kids. (What can I say- we were afraid of the dark!)

I feel my mind sway to the many attractions of Baltimore. Maybe I can convince Serena and Matt to take a quick detour in the morning. What's the point of driving cross country if you can't go sight-seeing? I know Serena might get a little peeved, but she'll end up loving it. We can go to Baltimore Harbor and have a picnic breakfast, all while watching sail boats stream across the gray water. And if I use my super negotiating skills, we can go to the aqaurium and see starfish and exotic lobsters.

Then we'd drive off in my Explorer, down Route 66, headed to the infamous town of Roswell, NM. Our next stop on this trip...I'm betting we'll end up in some small town in West Virginia. We can eat dinner at a roadside diner and spend the night in a sketchy motel. It'll be great! I mean, there's no reason to stay in Maryland for another day.

I hear Serena murmur something in the dark. I suppose she's telling Matt something. I can't make out the words, but I can tell she isn't angry. That's definately a start. I smile, and then close my eyes and fall asleep.

~end Tess~
posted on 31-Jan-2003 6:25:01 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 31-Jan-2003 10:03:17 PM by qt4167013
I am here!
posted on 1-Feb-2003 1:34:39 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
Waiting for our Max
posted on 1-Feb-2003 5:06:21 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 2-Feb-2003 2:25:27 PM by baby_bre
bump hopefully some people will be able to post (maria is waiting on alex)
posted on 2-Feb-2003 5:25:39 PM by qt4167013
alex is in the house!!!!


"Woah Maria, you've been practicing!"

She smiles.

We turn and here the door open and a very sweaty Kyle slumps in.

"Hey guys." he says, happily.

I raise my eyebrows.

"Rough game?"

He laughs.

"Yeah, but I love it."

I shake my head and give Maria a look.

Kyle has been through so much, I know he misses football so it's nice he gets to still be somewhat part of it.

"I have news." He says grimly.

"Yes?" Maria asks. Shes impatiant. I know she wants to get started.

"I got a job offer." He says suddenly.

"Thats great!" Maria says wonderingly. (is that a word?)

"I get to be head coach of a different team." He says, looking down.

"Your point?"

"I would be head coach for a college team."


"Its for UCLA."

Maria and I turn to eachother.

If Kyle takes the job he will have to move.

"Are you going to take the job?"

He sits there and looks both of us in the eye.

"If I can't find a reason to stay, I am leaving in six months."
posted on 2-Feb-2003 6:47:07 PM by Liz_Parker
Great parts!!


I wake up in the middle of the night to find I'm in Matt's arms.

Guess habit got the best of us. I get up slowly and go to the bathroom and splash water on my face. Tommorrow I'll be back in Roswell. Where my childhood home and everyone I grew up with live.

Sure, they'll probably be mad at me. But, they'll get over it...they'll have to.

I take one last look in the mirror and take a deep breath, Tommorow, my life starts all over again.
posted on 2-Feb-2003 8:13:04 PM by CrazyAphrodite
Listen. I know that I haven't posted but I am a little confused. Last I heard of Max and Liz they were headed to an Italian restaurant but than Dreamer dreaming said that they were in some kind of class room. I am sort of confused. I thought they were going on a date, but than dreamer said that they were in a classroom because a teacher asks Liz whats wrong. I just need clarification because before I write my part don't I need to know what else is going on? Thanks
posted on 2-Feb-2003 9:27:08 PM by baby_bre

I am sitting around jamming with Alex it feels so great to sit here and do this I never want to stop when Kyle walks in.

We’re just having a light conversation when he say he’s got a job offer. This is awesome for him I’m very proud.

That is until he tells me he’s going to have to move if he doesn’t find any reason to stay.

I don’t want him to go I really don’t he’s my brother ok step brother but I never use the step part.

He’s been there for me even before our parents got together I which he didn’t have to go but like I said it was a great offer.

“So Kyle wanna jam?” I ask hoping to lighten the mood.

posted on 2-Feb-2003 9:34:01 PM by baby_bre

I feel Serena leave the bed sometime in the night I don’t know why she left but I hear her running the water.

God I hope she’s ok. Sometimes I think what would I happen to her or to me if we didn’t have each other.

But I don’t know what is going to happen when we get to Roswell her family and friends probably are going to be upset.

But what if they don’t like me and then Serena decides I’m no good?

I mean look at she could do a lot better if you ask me.

All these thoughts how am I ever going to get any sleep tonight?

posted on 2-Feb-2003 11:59:50 PM by CrazyAphrodite
until dreamer can answere my questions I am just going to post


Liz asks what is wrong and I want to tell her. Believe me I do.

But I can't.

See, even I don't know.

I sigh in answere. What else can I say?
posted on 3-Feb-2003 7:53:49 AM by Liz_Parker
Great parts!
posted on 3-Feb-2003 8:47:46 AM by qt4167013

I smile at Maria warily and pick up my bass.

These are the times I like best. Just jamming with my friends. This is what it's all about.

Maria really comes to life when she sings. You can see it in the way she smiles and taps her foot to the beat.

Alex closes his eyes when he plays and you can she the utter concontration it takes, but the way he swings his hands on the strings makes it look effortless.

we continue playing and I too close my eyes and get lost in the music.

Yup, this is what it's all about
posted on 3-Feb-2003 2:36:54 PM by baby_bre
awesome kyle part!
posted on 3-Feb-2003 6:22:23 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part *happy*
posted on 3-Feb-2003 7:38:34 PM by qt4167013
*blushes* awwwww
posted on 3-Feb-2003 7:58:51 PM by Liz_Parker
hehe, I'm bored and have no where to post on :(
posted on 3-Feb-2003 8:01:13 PM by LuvRug
posted on 3-Feb-2003 8:33:32 PM by baby_bre

We just finished jamming its so much fun especially when Kyle joins in. I don’t know what we will do next these guys are unpredictable but I want to go to the club wonder if the guys will be up for it.

“Guys?” I say giving them my sweetest smile.

“What?” they both say giving each other a knowing look.

“Can we go kick it at the club?” I say giving them my puppy dog eyes.

“Why?” Alex asks suspiciously.

“Please I just want to go have some fun.” I say innocently this has nothing to do with a certain spiky haired guy nothing at all or so I tell myself that.

“So what do you guys say?”

posted on 3-Feb-2003 9:20:23 PM by Liz_Parker

A little later on, Tess and Matt wake up. I've been looking out the window the whole time.

I can't go back, not now. Besides, I have support with me. They get changed and everything and we head back out to the car and I climb in the back with Matt and lay my head on his shoulder.

Sure we're not completely together....but still....we have to be close when we arrive in Roswell.

I look up at Matt and sigh. God.....sometimes I wonder what would of happened if I never left...never met Matt or Tess or Ava...and never got pregnant.

But then I remind myself. I'd probably be miserable.
posted on 3-Feb-2003 9:36:50 PM by tabasco sauce

As I pull out of the hotel's parking lot, I decide to tell Matt and Serena of the day's plans. They need to know that if they plan on using my car for transportation, then they're going to have to do some major site-seeing. What's the point of driving cross-country if you can't explore?

"Umm....Tess. I think you're going the wrong way. To get to Route 66, you have to drive south," Matt informs me from the back seat. "We're not headed toward Route least, not yet." I reply with a smile.

"What are you talking about?" Serena asks me, her eyebrows raised. "We're going to check out Baltimore Harbor. And don't you dare argue. Remember who's car is taking you to Roswell!"

Serena turns to glare at me. "Tess, this roadtrip isn't some pleasureable joy ride. I have a destination, and I have to reach it as soon as possible."

I can only shrug. "Come on, Rena. It'll be fun. We've all earned this. We're 21 for God sakes. We need to let loose and have fun!"

I watch as she cracks a smile. It's a start. "So what exactly do you have planned?"

"Oh...nothing much. A trip to the aqaurium, and then a quick picnic lunch overlooking the harbor. We'll be out of Baltimore by noon."

"And then where will we go?" Matt asks me.

"Why, West Virginia of course. I've always wanted to stay in a motel in the middle of nowhere. It'll be a blast!"

~end Tess~
posted on 3-Feb-2003 9:54:07 PM by baby_bre

I wonder if Serena and me are back together I know we’ve gotten closer then we’ve been in months.

She has her head on my shoulder I momentarily forget that we’re going the wrong way. I ask Tess why we’re going this way when we needed to be going south.

She tells me we’re going to go sight seeing or something like I can’t help but groan. This is great just great I’m going to be stuck sight seeing with the two of them.

“It’s going to take forever to get to Roswell.” I complain but it goes unnoticed.

“Were you in on this?” I whisper in Serena’s ear.

“No I want to get to Roswell as soon as possible but Tess is right we’re going all this way for nothing if we don’t stop and see a little of the world.”

I guess their right after all I’ve never even left New York so I guess it’s a good idea but I’d never tell them that.

“Serena are you mad at me?” I ask she’s being really quiet.

posted on 3-Feb-2003 9:57:21 PM by Liz_Parker

I bite my lip and look down. I don't know,am I mad at him?

I mean, we've started to get closer and everything....yeah, but what if something like that happens again? What will we do?

I look up at him. "I don't know" I say softly. "I mean....since the whole accident and everything, it's like you've been scared to touch me.....did something else happen before we lost the baby Matt?", I ask biting my lip.
posted on 3-Feb-2003 10:17:56 PM by baby_bre

She asks me the one question I didn’t want to answer. Did something happen before the baby’s death.

I don’t know what to say I didn’t think she’d ever ask. I can tell she’s nervous maybe she thinks I cheated on her but that’s not it at all.

“Well I was scared about everything… And well I knew I wasn’t ready to be a daddy but you see.” I couldn’t finish I had to wipe at my eyes.

“It’s ok.” I heard her whisper and she hugged me tighter.

“No its not its my fault.” I sobbed I need to get a hold of myself.

“You guys alright back there?” Tess said turning her head to look at us.

“We’re fine.” Serena said I was thankful for that I don’t think I could use my voice correctly.

“it’s not you’re fault or mine its no one fault things happen.”

“But maybe because I was so scared to be a dad maybe somehow I caused the accident.”

posted on 3-Feb-2003 10:25:54 PM by Liz_Parker

I hold on to him tight. Why would he think something like that?

He pulls away sightly to wipe his eyes and I sigh and lean up and kiss him. "Calm down ok?", I whisper. "We have a whole country yu've never lean back and enjoy it!".

He smiles and I smile back and lean back looking back at Tess. I hope we'll survive this trip.
posted on 4-Feb-2003 7:53:12 PM by Galita

I walk into the aperment and look around to see a mess.

"I am NOT! Cleaning this up!!!!" I screamed alone. Yeah I share aperment with my two best friend Maria and Liz. Liz is working in some lab and Maria is a singer. And I am just working where ever I can find a job. Right now I am working with small kids.

Man I need a dink. I guess I can go to the bar Maria works at and watch her sing.

I post bre :D *happy* :D *happy*
posted on 4-Feb-2003 9:05:01 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 5-Feb-2003 7:07:28 PM by baby_bre


She’s being so sweet but it seems like its too good to be true. Maybe this trip will put us closer together again or maybe it’ll completely tear us apart.

I sigh and lean back pulling her even closer.

“I’m sorry.” I whisper into her hair.

“Are we almost there?” I ask Tess.

posted on 5-Feb-2003 8:16:01 PM by baby_bre
posted on 5-Feb-2003 9:27:52 PM by tabasco sauce

"Are we almost there?" I hear Matt ask me from the back seat. I can't help but smile. It looks like I'm not the only one anxious to see the sites. I knew they'd come around.

"Yeah, I'm looking for parking. And lookie there! A spot!"

I pulled the Explorer into the parking space, and turned off the ignition. Once we were all out of the car, I turned to my two companions, and gave them a huge smile.

"So where to first? The aquarium or the boat tour?" Serena gave me a strange look. "Uhh...Tess? Are you okay? You're never really this...cheerful."

I roll my eyes. "Rena, doll. When you used to see me, we were at work. Work doesn't count. Cross-country trips count. You'll be seeing a hell of a lot of cheer out of me!"

She looked up at Matt, and raised her eyebrows. It looks as if the two of them are finally becoming more intimate. It's like the wall that was keeping them apart sort of vanished. It's hard to explain.

"So...aquarium or boat tour?" I ask again, hoping to get an answer.

"Aquarium. Definately the aquarium. I wouldn't be caught dead on one of those cheesy 'colonial' ships. That's for families with 2.5 kids and a dog. Of course, they wouldn't be able to bring the dog..."

I nod, and begin to walk toward the aquarium. I don't even look back to see if they're following me.

"I hear they have a great starfish tank here. Real live starfish! I bet you didn't see many of those growing up in Roswell, did you Rena?" I turn around, and watch as Serena gives me a blank look. For a moment, I saw a hint of sadness in her eyes. I hope bringing up Roswell didn't do anything to offend her. We've been talking about the place enough...

"Yeah is in the middle of the dessert."

I nod. I'm not sure what else to do.

"Well, let's go check out those starfish. We're wasting time out here." Matt announces. Who would have guessed that he would save me from a potentially awkward situtation. I guess he's not as bad as I thought.

~end Tess~
posted on 5-Feb-2003 10:15:54 PM by baby_bre
awesome part chica!~*bounce*
posted on 5-Feb-2003 10:19:39 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part *happy*
posted on 5-Feb-2003 10:31:19 PM by baby_bre

So we walk in I’m not that interested in fish its cool and everything but I’d much rather spend my day walking through the park or watching TV with Serena at home….

That’s a funny word where is home now…. The funny thing is I know exactly where home is. I look at Serena where ever she is that’s my home with her.

I know Tess never thought I was good enough for Serena heck no one probably does but you know what its probably the truth you know? But she’s everything I have, everything I’ve ever wanted and the only person keeping me alive.

I love Rena more then my life I would give just about anything for things to be back how they were.

The time where I wasn’t scared I wasn’t good enough, I was gonna hurt her or that she’d find someone better.

“What’s wrong?” Tess asks nudging me slightly it then that I realized they’d been talking about the fish the whole time.

“Oh nothing just looking at all these fish.”

“Oh yeah? What’d ya think?” Serena asks eyeing me curiously.

“They’re cool pretty nice.” I say flashing her a fake smile.

“So what do you guys feel like having for lunch?” I ask them trying to turn this conversation into something else.

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posted on 6-Feb-2003 6:32:22 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part....I'll post later *happy*
posted on 6-Feb-2003 8:38:43 PM by LuvRug
I slowly walk in to the club. Trying not to amke people notice I'm there. I feel a poke at my shoulder.

"Hi" maria says

"Uh Hi"

posted on 6-Feb-2003 11:20:56 PM by baby_bre


Well we end up at the club I see the usuals. Michael’s not there yet but maybe he’s running late. I decide I want to drink I mean I don’t usually do that but I don’t care maybe I’ll have fun.

“Can I get a screw driver?” I ask the Dan the bartender who’s probably waiting for Michael to get there so he can leave.

“Yeah sure Maria.” He says giving me a smile he’s not too bad.

He hands it to me I chug it quickly I’ve never really drank before so I know it’s hitting me already but oh well.

“Can I get another and just keep em coming?” I ask giving him my mega watt smile.

“Yeah.” He replies making me another drink.

5 drinks later Alex walks over I guess he noticed I’m not there.

“Alex my boy what’s up?” I say loudly.

“Maria have you been drinking?” He asks me raising his eyebrow.

“No… ok maybe just a itty bitty little bit.” I say pinching my fingers together to show what I meant.

“I can’t believe you.” He tells me shaking his head hmm I guess he doesn’t like my drinking.

“Come on lets dance.” I slur grabbing his hand and pulling him towards the dance floor.

I start dancing I don’t even notice when Alex leaves me to go sit down. but I feel it I can feel Michael’s presence so I walk as straight as I can off the dance floor and there he is looks to me he just got here.

“Hi.” I say poking him.

“Uh hi.” He says reluctantly.

“What are you doing?” I say leaning my head side ways to look at him. Damn he looks good.

“Working.” He answers me shortly.

“Oh well would you like to dance after your shift?” I say confidently it must be the alcohol cause I’ve wanted to talk to him for weeks and it seems like I couldn’t get the courage to do it.

posted on 7-Feb-2003 8:55:23 AM by qt4167013

Maria's drunk. I guess that means I am the designated driver tonight.

I sigh as I order a orange soda, and watch longingly as someone orders a beer.

I could really use one right now.

I watch Maria make a fool of herself as I take sips of my drink, ignoring stares of losers.

What? Its not like I am a bad friend. Its just so funny!
posted on 7-Feb-2003 7:51:20 PM by tabasco sauce
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posted on 8-Feb-2003 11:37:11 AM by baby_bre
posted on 8-Feb-2003 3:18:14 PM by LuvRug
"Uh...sure" I say. Not really no what to.
Alex gives me a thumbs up and a smile.

He's mocking me.

posted on 9-Feb-2003 8:26:44 PM by Liz_Parker

"I dunno....anything's fine with me", I answer the question and Tess just shrugs.

We walk around until we find a food court type thing.

After we eat Matt pulls me over to the side and has some kinda weird look in his eyes.

"Something wrong Matt?", I ask softly.
posted on 9-Feb-2003 8:33:00 PM by tabasco sauce

When Matt asks Rena and I about lunch, I can't help but smile. I'm really beginning to get hungry. And being in a place like Baltimore Harbor, we have tons of options.

"Well, we can get some sandwitches at a deli and eat on a bench by the water. Or we can go to Hooters, the Cheesecake Factory, or the Hardrock-"

"Tess, he asked what you wanted for lunch. Not a line by line recitation of the 2003 Baltimore Zagat Guide."

I can only roll my eyes. So what if I'm a bit...enthusiastic. This is a day of carefree fun. Something none of us have had in awhile.

"Well, I personally think the Hooters idea sounds good." Matt says with a grin. Serena slaps in playfully on the arm, and lets out a giggle. These two are definately back on the road to coupledum. They look to comfortable together. It's like they were meant to be together. I wish I could find that, but nothing like that happens to me. I'll probably be one of those scary pigeon ladies at the park...all scary and unfriendly, all because they couldn't find the one.

I snap out of my haze, and look over at my two companions. "Why don't we go to the Deli, and have a picnic overlooking the harbor. It's the cheapest option, anyway."

They both nod, and we head over to a nearby storefront to by coldcuts and bread.

~end Tess~
posted on 9-Feb-2003 9:01:11 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part *happy*
posted on 9-Feb-2003 9:19:35 PM by baby_bre


Did I hear him right did he just tell me he’d dance with me.

“Oh ok I can’t wait.” I say winking at him. Dang he looks good.

I go over to Alex “Can you believe it he said YES.” I squeal.

posted on 9-Feb-2003 9:28:53 PM by baby_bre

We decided to eat some sandwiches out by the harbor its really nice out here and I see the wind blowing in Serena’s hair I love it when her hairs all loose like that.

I feel like reaching over and running my hands through her hair but I know its not the time.

“Hey can we talk?” I ask her putting my sandwich down.

“Yeah sure.” She says as I pull her over to the side where Tess can’t hear us.

“What’s wrong?” She asks me her eyes staring intently at me sometimes it makes me feel like she can see right through me.

“I don’t know if I can do this.” I state simply it’s been plaguing my mind all day.

posted on 9-Feb-2003 9:57:22 PM by Liz_Parker

"Do what Matt?", I ask nervously.

He's not usually like this...he normally just gets to the point.

I look at him and wait for an answer....wonder what's going on in that mind of his?
posted on 9-Feb-2003 10:01:21 PM by baby_bre

Do what she asks me I don’t know how to explain it to her I know she’s worried and doesn’t get what I’m talking about. But I don’t have the heart to tell her you know its so hard for me.

“Well uh its like this.” I ramble on. “Well I don’t think I can be with you pretending all the time. it’s just too hard for me.” I spat it out I don’t know being so close to her without it being real is just killing me.

My feelings are real and I don’t think I can pretend to be together when its just pretend.

posted on 9-Feb-2003 10:06:54 PM by Liz_Parker

My eyes bug out. "W...What?", I stutter out.

"You can't just tell me this NOW Matt! For crying out loud! We're heading to Roswell....why didn't you just tell me this sooner before we left home?!", I start pacing until he grabs me and kisses me with what seems like all the passions he's had all cooped up....oh God...
posted on 9-Feb-2003 10:14:14 PM by baby_bre

I can tell she’s freaking out she asks me why I hadn’t told her sooner. I can’t answer that question.

She starts pacing and I don’t want her to think I don’t love her I don’t know what to do.

But then something comes over me and I can’t stop my self from grabbing onto her and kissing her I put every once of passion I have for her into that kiss.

I feel like I’m going to explode my body tingles all over. I feel her wrap her arms around my neck pulling me closer.

I can feel people staring at us but I don’t care I haven’t felt like this in months its like I forgot how much I love being with her.

But it hits me maybe she’s just using me. “I can’t be used my feelings run too deep.” I say and break apart from her I can feel the hurt I just caused her.

posted on 10-Feb-2003 7:40:40 AM by Liz_Parker

I look at him with pure shock. "Excuse me?......You think that after everything we've been through I would USE you? God everything about you?!", ok, I know that was a little bit harsh....but he deserves it.

He looks at me, as if he's looking right through me and looks down.

I just shake my head. " that way", I say and start to walk off but he pins me against the wall hard. "What now Matt?", I ask him with a sigh.
posted on 10-Feb-2003 3:59:22 PM by tabasco sauce

In the middle of lunch, Matt pulled Serena off to the side to have a private conversation. For a few moments, I was sitting in the sun, closing my eyes as I felt the soft breeze blow through my hair. It was utterly perfect. My peaceful haze was spoken when I heard my friends' voices begin to rise.

I looked over at them, curious at the sudden burst of raw anger...or was it resentment? I knew I should have gone over there to stop their public arguement, but in the back of my mind, I knew that they needed to get their feelings out in the open. That was the only way that they would ever be together. I watched as Matt placed a chaste kiss on Serena's lips. Moments, later, when a new round of verbal lashings and unshed tears began to reappear, I decided it was time to interfere.

"Guys?" I asked, cautiously. They turned around, and looked at me wide-eyed. I couldn't tell whether they were relieved or annoyed with my intrusion. "I think we better get back on the road. I want to be in Aurora, West Virginia by nightfall. It's supposed to be a beautifulm, wooded area. We can stay in a lakeside cabin or something."

They both nodded, and walked over to the car. "Hey Tess...Maybe I can sit in the front with you. I mean, you've been up there on your own with the radio for hours." I didn't want to say yes. She and Matt needed some privacy to discuss whatever was going on back by the benches. She wasn't going to get out of it by pretending to keep me company. No-Siree.

"Actually, maybe I can drive. You girls can sit in the back and talk or something." Matt suggested with a shrug. What is wrong with these two? Why are they passing up a golden chance to save their relationship?

"Nuh-uh. No one drives this baby but me."

Serena looked at me and rolled her eyes.

"Tess, let the guy drive. It'll give us a chance to talk about the itinerary."

Itinerary? She really wanted to discuss it!?!? Looks like I was beaten.

~end Tess~
posted on 10-Feb-2003 5:21:44 PM by Liz_Parker
Great part!
posted on 10-Feb-2003 7:58:18 PM by baby_bre

I’m driving for Tess they’re in the back talking. It’s quiet which is good its giving me time to think about my feelings I know it was wrong how I put it I didn’t mean it the way it sounded.

But I don’t want to be the one always apologizing for everything always making sure everything in our relationships ok why can’t she do that to?

I don’t know if we’re going to get 3 beds if we don’t I’m taking the floor cause being so close to her is going to drive me insane.

posted on 10-Feb-2003 9:33:25 PM by baby_bre
(maria is waiting patiently on alex! but we're also waiting for the others to join us :-) )
posted on 10-Feb-2003 9:41:01 PM by qt4167013
god sorry bre!


"Maria! Not so close to the ears." I say, moving away.

She hits me over the head.

"Going that way WHitman, your never going to get a date!"

I frown.

"Can too, watch this."

She crosses her arms and watches.

I call over to a leggy blonde.

"Hey, wanna dance?"

She giggles.


I turn to her.

"See? now go dance with Michael! No need to leave him hanging."
posted on 10-Feb-2003 9:45:41 PM by baby_bre
*maddie its fine* we all have lifes just thought I'd remind people in case tehy forgot the post lol*
posted on 11-Feb-2003 10:04:59 PM by qt4167013
I made a banner for this but its really simple, you might not like it.


I know its bad, just tell me what to add
posted on 11-Feb-2003 10:28:09 PM by tabasco sauce
that banner is great, hun! you don't need to change anything.


posted on 11-Feb-2003 11:53:08 PM by baby_bre
its great! *its also funny that u have mandy on there lol*
posted on 12-Feb-2003 7:08:08 AM by LuvRug
It's great
posted on 12-Feb-2003 8:33:53 AM by qt4167013
thanks guys! that really means a lot...Mandy told me †o use her pick for Serena! LOL! it looks great!
posted on 12-Feb-2003 2:42:03 PM by baby_bre

I can’t believe Alex is just blowing me off. Sure Michael said he’d dance with me but I got the distinct feeling that Alex was just trying to get me to leave!

Ok so I’m drunk maybe I’m over reacting but I don’t think so he hasn’t said much to me but whatever.

I walk over to the bar.

“Hey Michael get I get a shot of vodka?” I ask smiling at him.

posted on 12-Feb-2003 3:25:01 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
gonna wait for our max*sigh*

posted on 12-Feb-2003 4:01:29 PM by baby_bre
I bmailed our max
posted on 13-Feb-2003 2:50:45 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming

We are at Dinner.

And I burst out crying.

I didnt wanna cry right infront of Max.

"Ya that is the story" I said.

He just hold me tight.

I feel so good in his arms.

It was almost like he was trying to protent me.

I pull away, and wripe my eyes.

I giggle alittle.

"sry I break down, and left you clueless" I said.

"Its can cry all you want" He said.

"I'll always be happy to break your fall" Re-sure me.

I smile.

He smile.

And we were left sharing at each other in the eyes.

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posted on 13-Feb-2003 10:27:30 PM by baby_bre
maria's awaiting michael's post
posted on 13-Feb-2003 10:50:37 PM by qt4167013
Kat came down with the flu, REALLY BADLY! she has a 103 temperature, so naddy, you can write whatever you want for Max and Liz. don't be mad if kat can't post.
posted on 13-Feb-2003 10:51:54 PM by LuvRug
"Don't you think you have had enough MAria?"

"No" She says pouting

"Well I'm not giving you another one"

'I'll give you a cookie" She says
"No I'm drawing the line your way to drunk." She wraps her arms around my neck

"I don't think so " she whispers

posted on 14-Feb-2003 1:38:36 AM by baby_bre
awww Maddie I am very sorry to hear that! it is all cool! she can take as long as she needs to post but thanks for clearing that up we had no idea where she was :-)
posted on 14-Feb-2003 1:43:48 AM by baby_bre


He tells me don’t you think you’ve had enough? I don’t think I’ve had enough.

I say no with my pouting face. He can’t resist me.

He wont give me another one! This is so not fair the other bartender would!

“I’ll give you a cookie.” I tell him but no that doesn’t work either.

Fine he doesn’t want to give me one I’ll make him. I put my arms around his neck pulling him closer over the bar and whisper. “I don’t think so.”

“I do.” He says looking at me I can tell he’s uncomfortable but I want another drink and I will get one.

“Come on Michael please I’ll wuv you forever and ever.” I say giving him my puppy dog eyes.

“Maria your drunk.”

“I am not.” I say defensively.

“You are.” He replies.

“Fine if your not going to give me another shot will you at least hurry up and come dance with me?” I say batting my eyelashes at him.

posted on 14-Feb-2003 1:46:58 AM by baby_bre
Matt is waiting on Serena and Tess 2 post! ehhehe whenever they're ready
posted on 14-Feb-2003 6:51:04 AM by LuvRug
"Fine but just one"

posted on 14-Feb-2003 12:40:57 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
Can someone temp for Kat?
posted on 14-Feb-2003 1:33:04 PM by qt4167013
guys shes getting better! shes not at school but she called to tell me she can post tomorrow so you wont need a temp
posted on 14-Feb-2003 8:22:30 PM by baby_bre

I am SOOO happy he told me he’d dance with too bad only once but still its what I’ve been waiting for!

I squeal and grab him hand practically throwing him over the bar we slide over to the dance floor and I pull my arms around his neck while grounding up and down seductively on him.

He is so cute and this is what I’ve wanted forever oh my gosh it feels so great to be here with him. I sigh and keep dancing.

“Only one?” I say looking up into his eyes.

posted on 14-Feb-2003 10:09:11 PM by Liz_Parker

I lean back and sigh. This is supposed to be fun. It's not supposed to be spent arguing and fussing over something.

Tess is fiddling with something. "Hey, Matt pull over, we're switching spots. You two are going to talk this out and kiss and make up if it's the last thing you do", she says sternly.

I glare at her and look out the we go again.
posted on 14-Feb-2003 10:30:27 PM by tabasco sauce

It was a miracle that I convinced Matt to let me drive. He and Serena are so afraid of being close. They're afraid of getting hurt again. Not that I blame them, but these two are clearly soulmates. When love's involved, a girl needs to do a little pushing. Since it doesn't seem as if Serena is pushing, it's all left to me.

We drive for about 10 minutes in complete silence. "Umm...Guys? We should be at the lodge in a half hour or so. Just thought I'd let you know."

Maybe this will stir up some conversation.
"Oh, really? Where will we be staying? Is it in our budget?" I hear Matt ask me from the back. Damn. He isn't supposed to talk to me. He's supposed to be talking to Serena.

"We're staying at the Tree Hill Lodge. One of West Virginia's finest. And yes, it's completely affordable. Now quit asking me questions, and make out with your girlfriend."

~end Tess~
posted on 15-Feb-2003 7:55:51 AM by baby_bre


So yet again Tess has come up with a way to force Serena and me together! Not that I mind its just really awkward for us right now.

We sit and watch Tess drive for like 10 minutes not saying anything when Tess says we’re almost there I jump at the chance to talk to her instead of dealing with this uncomfortable silence.

She just said shouldn’t you be making out with your girl friend. Could she be anymore blunt I mean damn!

I glare at her as I feel Serena tense next to me. “You ok?” I ask truthfully I’m scared to death she hates me right now.

posted on 15-Feb-2003 11:15:01 AM by qt4167013
I love this! you guys are great
posted on 15-Feb-2003 11:26:13 AM by baby_bre
aww maddie your gonna make us all blush *blushes* and besides you know your a kyle and alex fan fic god hehe
posted on 15-Feb-2003 11:44:46 AM by Liz_Parker

"Yeah....fine", I sigh and start to look out the window but Matt grabs my hand.

I look at him and he has that sad smile on his face.

"I'm sorry Matt....all of this is just like....weird", I say sighing.

He just nods and grips my hand tighter. God, I just hope we can survive this trip.
posted on 15-Feb-2003 11:58:01 AM by baby_bre

She doesn’t seem like she wants anything to do with me but who can blame her I said I’d be there for her and now I turn around and act like I’m leaving her.

It wasn’t my intentions at all I don’t want to leave her I just wish we could be together.

I sigh and hold onto her hand tightly.

“So Tess we almost there or what?”

posted on 15-Feb-2003 2:00:10 PM by Liz_Parker

posted on 15-Feb-2003 2:16:15 PM by qt4167013
kyle and Alex god? Well I wouldn't say!
posted on 15-Feb-2003 2:25:17 PM by baby_bre
but I would maddie hehe*bounce*
posted on 15-Feb-2003 2:46:55 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 15-Feb-2003 3:06:58 PM by qt4167013
So I am the Alex and kyle God huh? bow down and worship me serevents! I said bow!!!!!!!!!!! please don't throw stuf at me!!
posted on 15-Feb-2003 3:09:07 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
LOL*bow down and kiss Maddies Feet*Ewww did I do that?

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posted on 15-Feb-2003 3:14:54 PM by baby_bre
*laughs uncontrablly at Maddie* *bows down* lol
posted on 15-Feb-2003 3:37:17 PM by tabasco sauce
::bows down to Maddie:: You are the Alex/Kyle Goddess. You write them so well! tee hee!

"So are we almost there?" I hear Matt ask me from the back.

"Yeah, we're pulling into the parking lot right now. This is Tree Hill Lodge, West Virginia."

I look behind me, only to see my two companions tightly grasping each other's hands. Well now, that's a start! I can't help but smile at the site. ]

"Tess, this place is gorgeous. How did you find it?" Serena asked with awe in her voice.

"My dad is originally from West Virginia. He used to take Ava and I here during Christmas vacation. We'd cut our own tree, roast marshmellows over the fireplace, and eat our meals in the Lodge dining room. It was great." Serena looked surprised. I guess it was the first time I ever revealed anything about my past to her. We've been friends for a long time, but we mostly talk about her life, not mine.

"Wow. Sounds like a nice place. What are our room arrangements going to be like?" She asked me, knowing that it wouldn't be smart to ask me about my Ava or my father.

"Well, I reserved 3 rooms, but I'm sure the desk cleark wouldn't mind putting you and Matt together. Actually, he'd probably be thrilled. That's one less room to clean up."

Serena looked at me and shook her head.

"I don't think-"

"Oh, don't be silly, Rena. I'll talk to him now!"

Boy am I good at this matchmaking stuff.

~end Tess~

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posted on 15-Feb-2003 3:44:10 PM by qt4167013
thank you my loyal subjects!
posted on 15-Feb-2003 7:36:41 PM by LuvRug
"I have a job ya' know"

posted on 16-Feb-2003 1:28:12 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
I'm going to wait when serena comes to town k?
posted on 17-Feb-2003 5:27:00 AM by baby_bre

I'm trying everything and he still doesn't seem interested! I sigh its the story of my life...

"Yeah I know." I say...

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posted on 17-Feb-2003 5:29:04 AM by baby_bre

this place is awesome! Tess didn't say it was going to look this nice..

I swear Tess thinks shes playing on the love connection or something I mean be real here... Serena is disgusted by me...

I mean after all those things I said...

"So lets go in?" I ask her looking at the window
posted on 17-Feb-2003 1:43:57 PM by Galita

Great Maria is drunk and I'm dancing with Alex.

"You know I should take Maria home before she try to start something." I said to Alex and he just nods.

I walk back to Maria and Michael. I grab Maria's arm.

"Let go of me I...Isabel" She said I can small the beer on her breath.

"Come on your mom is at the aperment. I just got a call from her cell phone." I layed to her
posted on 17-Feb-2003 3:57:57 PM by LuvRug
Maria is about to leave so I take my shot and I pull on her arm she turns around and I kiss her right there she seemed happy so how come it is that as soon as we stop she slaps me?

posted on 17-Feb-2003 4:49:49 PM by Liz_Parker
Great parts *happy*
posted on 17-Feb-2003 8:21:16 PM by CrazyAphrodite
I am so very sorry about not posting! I first got really sick and I don't have internet for myself so I can only go on when I am at maddies. I apologize and will post as soon as someone can tell me whats going on!
posted on 17-Feb-2003 9:36:52 PM by Liz_Parker

I glare at Tess. Why must she put me through this? It's not her love life, it's mine. I should be the one to be able to put everything back together.

"I really don't know if it'll be good for Matt and I to share a bed", I say sighing and lean back.

"Why not 'Rena?......You have before in the last hotel....and I know for a fact you have on many occasions before", she says with a smirk.

God, sometimes Tess and push it. She's my friend and all...but she has no right to play doctor on my relationship. I mean, I love Matt,honestly I do....but what am I to do if I don't think he loves me anymore?
posted on 18-Feb-2003 12:25:41 AM by baby_bre


I can’t believe Isabel trying to drag me away I try to get her to leave me alone. And then something weird happens Michael pulls me over and kisses me. I don’t know how to react. I smack him it’s my instant reaction he’s using me he doesn’t like me.

He probably thinks cause I’m feeling a bit drunk that I’m just going to lay it all on the line well I don’t think so.

“What was that for?” He asks glaring at me.

“You know what it was for.” I yell as Alex and Isabel pull me away.

posted on 18-Feb-2003 10:16:48 AM by LuvRug
"No correction: I don't!" I shout across the room

"Well you should!"

"Thats great really! But I don't know why you slapped me okay. I don't"

posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:10:55 PM by baby_bre


He yells to me he doesn’t know! well he should know I am not going to be used and thrown aside AGAIN!

“You want know why I smacked you?” I yell. “Because you just want to USE me!”

posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:14:18 PM by baby_bre

I can tell Serena’s just as unhappy about the sleeping arrangements as I am… But I can also see that Tess is like a wall one that isn’t going to budge.

I sigh and carry their stuff to the rooms. I walk in and sit on the queen size bed. I see Serena walk in.

“Can we talk?” I ask her looking at the floor.

“About?” She asks I can tell she’s upset.

“About us.” I say looking in her eyes.

(Is Tess in a separate room or just a separate bed?)

posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:28:48 PM by Liz_Parker

I gulp and sit next to him.

"Do I want to know exactly what about us your gonna talk about?", I ask nervously and bite my lip.

He makes me look up at him. "Serena....I miss you, and I know you miss me....I can see it in your eyes", he says keeping his eyes locked on mine and pulls me closer.

"Matt please....",I start to say as he pulls my face to his.
posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:36:40 PM by baby_bre

She asks what about us I want to talk about. I tell her I miss her. I know she misses me I can see it every time I look in her eyes.

I pull her face closer to mine looking in her eyes.

“Serena you can’t keep building these walls around your heart.” I say my eyes pleading with hers.

“Matt I’m not.” She says looking anywhere but in my eyes.

“Rena I’m sorry I got so scared I’m truly sorry I just couldn’t handle being next to you. and not being in your heart. That’s what I meant I want to be with you and pretending is hard for me because I know that at the end of each day that’s exactly what it will have been pretending. I’m not in your heart and its killing me.” I say pouring my whole heart into it.

posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:40:34 PM by Liz_Parker

"Is that what you think?! God are in my heart! Believe me you are!" I say and hug him tight.

He seems relieved and hugs me tighter.

I smile softly and lean back and kiss him and let it all pour out.

"All better?" I ask with a laugh.
posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:50:13 PM by baby_bre
awww how cute!!!!!!!!!

*will post after I'm done working on my post for life in a new town*
posted on 18-Feb-2003 7:53:26 PM by tabasco sauce
Tess is staying in a separate we have an Ava??

I watch as Matt and Rena walk into their room. I can't help but smile. They look so cute together.

"Now that's a cute looking couple." The bellhop tells me with a grin.

"Well, actually, they're a couple on the rocks. I had to force them to stay in the same room." I replied, handing him a dollar bill.

"Well, if anything is going to get those two lovebirds back together, it's the Tree Hill Lodge. This place has created some of the most passionate romances."

I laugh and enter my room. It's beautiful. A floral bedspread, a powder pink carpet, and charming lace curtains. I am interuptted from my haze when I hear the shrill sound of my cell phone.

"Hello?" I ask, unsure of who was calling me.

"Thank God I got in touch wit ya, sis. Wheres the hell are ya?" I cringe at the sound of Ava's voice.

"Ava, you shouldn't be calling me. We need some time apart to sort things out."

I hear heavy breathing on the other end of the line.

"You knows how worried I've been bout yous? I cawled all of New York City tryin' ta find ya."

A feel a warm tear trickle down my cheek.

"Ava, I'm fine. I'm not in New York anymore, but I'm fine. Just leave it at that."

I hear her let out a weak chuckle.

"That's good sis. I got that job at the Gap. I decided to give up on my moral principals to earn some dough,"

I smiled. "That's great sis. I got to go."

I ended the call, shocked and upset. Tears were beginning to stream down my face in waterfalls. I collapsed on my bed and cried my heart out. I'm sure Rena and Matt won't miss me at dinner.

~end Tess~
posted on 18-Feb-2003 8:02:59 PM by Liz_Parker
Aww...great part!
posted on 18-Feb-2003 10:04:35 PM by baby_bre
I can't believe it she still loves me I could jump up and do a happy dance but that'd be way too uncool.

"Yes I feel much better." I say grabbing her and kissing her.

I am so happy we got this cleared up I dont think I'd have lived through the night if we hadn't.

"I love you Serena Parker with all my heart." I say staring deep into her eyes wanting to get lost in them forever never finding my way out.
posted on 18-Feb-2003 10:13:00 PM by Liz_Parker

I can't help but smile. It's weird how at times Matt can be so open hearted....and then the very next moment he could hate you.

" that we have that all cleared up, how about we go see what's keeping Tess?", I ask and pull him up.

He nods and I pull him down the hall to Tess's room and knock on the door.

"Tess? You in there?", I ask and slowly walk in and frown when I see her laying down crying.

I sit on the bed and sigh. This can't be good whatever it is....Tess never cries!
posted on 18-Feb-2003 11:05:10 PM by tabasco sauce

"Tess, what's the matter?" I hear Serena ask me with genunine concern in her voice.

I continue to cry. She wouldn't understand. No one could.

"Come on, hun. This isn't like you. Your tough as nails."

I look up at her and shake my head.

"Is this about Ava? I know something's been bugging you since we left."

My wiped the tears from my face, and took a deep breath.

"How did you know it was about Ava?"

She let out a weak laugh.

"Have you forgotten that I am the Queen of family problems? Honestly, Tess."

I couldn't help but crack a smile.

"Ava called my cell. We had a huge fight, promting me to go on this whole trip. I guess I wasn't ready to hear from her."

She nodded, and pulled me into a hug. As close as Serena and I are, we're not the type of friends that hug. It felt good that someone cared enough to offer me some comfort.

"Where's Matt?" I asked her, glancing over at the open door.

"He must have freaked and exited the room. He is a guy, Tess."

"So I take it you guys have talked things through?"

She laughed at me.

"Oh Tess. Let's forget about Matt and I for a minute, okay? Let's go to the dining room, and pig out on some world class food."

~end Tess~
posted on 19-Feb-2003 9:45:07 AM by LuvRug
"Did I say that Maria, No!"

"Well you don't even like me!"

"Matter of fact I like you alot."



Alex starts to laugh

"Shut Up Alex" we scream at the same time

posted on 19-Feb-2003 6:10:13 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 19-Feb-2003 7:19:31 PM by baby_bre

He say's he didn't say that! he didnt have to say it he was thinking it just like all the other guys.

I tell him "Well you don't even like me!"

And then he says something that makes me want to faint he says he likes me ALOT! I could jump up if I wasn't feeling so damn dizzy.

"Really?" I ask.

"really" He replies looking over to ware their pulling me out.

We tell Alex to shut up and thats the last thing I remember before everything gets goes black...
posted on 19-Feb-2003 10:21:58 PM by baby_bre
posted on 19-Feb-2003 10:41:16 PM by qt4167013
Hey bre! heres the banner you wanted. Tell me if it sucks...


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posted on 20-Feb-2003 3:02:28 PM by Dreamer_Dreaming
That Really Good
posted on 20-Feb-2003 4:23:18 PM by LuvRug
Thats really cool!
posted on 20-Feb-2003 6:56:51 PM by baby_bre
posted on 21-Feb-2003 10:25:26 PM by Liz_Parker
posted on 21-Feb-2003 11:11:38 PM by LuvRug