|posted on 28-Nov-2002 11:14:11 AM|
|"Don't go!" Liz yelled after him, she had to get to him catch that thread of wind that was desperate to escape her grasp.It was so wrong but she didn't care she didn't care who saw them together, she didn't care how people would raise thier fingers in regard to them, what her horrified friends would say, She didn't care she had to catch him he keeps getting further away or maybe her tears were too heavy on her lids how can he walk away so fast ?...|
he wasn't running away, she was running after him
he was walking away from her refusing to confess his feelings
she knew he did, that he thought of her more than just a 17 year old girl...he'd have to or else why was it so hard to walk away why didn't he say good bye , why didn't he say he'd be back to take her friends away from her, why did he come at 4 in the night to see her ..just to say he was leaving ?
Most of all why did she keep shouting for him not to leave her here where everything every person every inch of dust, air and water were alien only he felt human even with his unhumane splendor...
she had to catch him he was an autumn leaf swayed by the winter cool ...there was no ice around him only in his eyes...pin pricks of fire flies distorted her vision but she kept running after him leaving the behind the small town side stepping dunes of rocks and sand molded together
She had to catch him, to see they brilliant grey of his eyes to remind him of his feelings to tell him it didn't matter what looked wrong....they were in it together without admittance without Max and his contagious sweetness a world , his world ...where everything was cruel .... real....harsh a taught reminder of a message he was trying to give the aliens the aliens that were this town ...the town that didn't wake up no matter how hard her shrill screams raked the air...she had to catch him...his contagious coolness.....he woudnt turn back not until he reached his car ..the black sedan was parked far away... 180 exit to Roswell...she passed by the sign her vision wasn't blurred any longer but he was still walking away ..she knew he wouldn't relent he never did not even when he called once after Max was kidnapped ...he wasn't mocking her then she'd found his phone no some how by getting on sherrif Valenti's good side...she was upset when they took Max away she was disraught because he was her first love and not her last he'd never be her last ....there together now Teaa and Max...she didn't care she had to catch him.....his dark suit didn't flap aaginst the wind maybe she was imagining the strong winds that kept sweeping her away from him there distance was becoming unbearable to her she felt desperate with teh need to part the wind with her hands and arms it wasn't that simple she couldn't fly to him or he'd turn.....Max Isabelle Michael Tess this earth wasn't meant for them but they escaped the critisism they escaped him they escaped the special unti...and they escaped their relashion ships for thier destinies...Nacedo didn't stand a chance and no one intervened enough to save his life and embark curses on themselves....and now he was leaving
she had to catch him teh landscape came to a stop and she waited the earth under her stopped vibrating..he turned ......
"Go back Liz ....go home!"