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Title: Love Letters
By: Shiri and Majandra (not our real names but that's what we call our selves)
Rating: PG-13 for language
Disclaimer: we own nothing but Anne Marie
Summary: A series of letters between two people result in much more
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Part 1

Dear Rath,

I know that your a bit of an asshole at least that's from what Max tells me. I don't listen to Max, not after Michael stayed for me and Max killed him because of what he felt for me. I've only been to New York aka The Big Apple once in my life. To record some demo for a label that wanted to screw up my life. Still, when I was there and after Michael had died at the hands of Max, I felt compelled to go back to NY as if for some stupid girl-ish selfish reason and kind of give my self peace with what I had left of Michael. You might not know it, but what I had left of him.. the only two remaining things I had left of him were the night we made love and.. you, you remind me of him so much it hurts. It reminds me why I sit in his apartment every night waiting for him to come threw that pale, light green door, and he never returns. Never, not once not since that night. I haven't talked to anyone since Max killed him.. not even Liz or "Max's Bitch" as you call her. I don't even know what I'm writing this to you for. I guess because I want...I want to tell you I love you. I love you because my heart can't take anything. I can't deal with anything...not with your face.. his face telling me that I have to move on. As pathetic as that sounds Rath...I can't move on, I've been threw a year of hell... even as I'm writing this my mind is conflicted, between you and Michael...who you both were on Antar. I have dreams lately...dreams that some people would consider scandalous, or even racy... Ever since Michael's death I've been dreaming about you...about Antar...about Lonnie (How is the self-conceited bitch by the way?)...about us. I don't even have to see your face to know that it's you speaking in my ear..telling me "Myrina..My love please awaken, we shall hence and wed without Vilandra knowing. Then we have forever,love." Do you have the sleepless nights too? If you are having them... or any of this don't lie to me and hurt me more than I already am hurt because I couldn't deal with that and I'm not prepared to be hurt again not by someone I care about.Don't leave my heart in pieces. That would hurt even more then you know. Please respond back.

I love you,
Maria
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Yo M,

You'z the blonde chick right? I dun know where the hell the bitch is but damn her cuz she left the fucking whiny zebra here. So the other me is dead, huh? Killed by "Max"? Heh....shoulda been the other way around cuz "Max" is a self indulgent little king just like Zan was. I hate to tell ya, babe, but your Mikey ain't comin' back. You'z comin' back to NY just cuz of me and you love me? Shit. I ain't gonna lie to ya about not havin' the dreams cuz I have 'em too. I remember our kisses and they dun even compare to when I kissed Max's bitch to get the lay of the land. That answer your question?

Lata,
Rath
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Rath,

Yep I'm the blonde chick. The blonde was just hair dye, you never would have known, would you? I don't care about Lonnie I was just asking because I think Isabel's turning into her or something. Tess is gone, why do you insist on calling Ava "Whiney Zebra?" Bit harsh, no? She's one of the good ones actually, Tess murdered the guy that you first ran into you know the one that had black hair, his name was Alex. Maybe you shoud have gotten stuck with Tess.. not us. Yes, Michael is dead. You got that much right, I feel like I want to kill Max.. Liz would have a shit fit though, it'd be funny to have justice. Thanks for the wake up call.. -sigh- and yet again reality slaps me in the face. Wait, I didn't say I was coming back to NY.. I have my 'family' to worry about, as of right now I'm not sure who Kyle, my mom or Kyle's dad are anymore. -slight laugh- Yes that answers my question.. although I think you lean more toward my way of thinking cause you hate "Max" and his bitch, am I on the right path? As for this whole me..you.. us thing I don't know. And to reiterate, I think I love you.. not too sure.. and I don't plan to come to NY unless you can convince me to leave my 'family'.

Later,
Maria
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M,
So what's your natural color then? Isabel will turn into her eventually cuz her alien side'll take over her human side.. Ava whines instead of talking and her hair looks like a fucking zebra. I hate her and the retard she has for a dupe. It woulda been better if we didn't have a 4th at all.. So if you wanna kill Max so much and Liz'll have a problem with it, why don't you just kill both of 'em and save yourself trouble? This fucking planet earth would be lots better w/o Romeo and Juliet running around. Screw your family What the hell is your family doing for you but holding you back?

Rath
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Rath,
My natural color is dark brown, why's it matter? I also have bangs now if that intrests you -smirk- Isabel's a bitch, that much is assessed. Ava's had a bad life, I like her more than Tess. To kill Max and Liz would land me in a jail cell and yes I agree who needs two sets of Romeo & Juliets? Damn I hate that play, thanks for reminding me. I just stopped talking to them, stopped talking to anybody, they think I was in love with Alex. It's horrible Max fucks with people's heads the way he does. It's not right. My family's the only thing I have left.. don't want Max to kill them too. They all think Max didn't kill Michael, it isn't fuckin' right anymore. I should make Max happy and disappear.. come to think of it.. that gives me an idea..

Later,
M
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M,

Cuz brunettes are sexy.. That's why you kill them seperate. Wait a week or two after you've killed Max then kill Liz when she's at her lowest point with out her Maxie poo. What's your idea?

Rath
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Rath,

You think so? -smirk- Thanks I think. I can't kill anyone, I'm not like Max.. besides I freaked him out with my idea which was to go punk -imagines big smirk on your face- so Max saw me when I went to the "Town Meeting" gave me a look that said "What the hell did you do to yourself?" and I walked out, I left. Despite Liz and Kyle's words that I was still upset about Alex's death. I get flashes during the day now too...

M
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M,

You went punk? Epic. -smirk- And I get 'em in the day too. Like right I'm not I'm gettin' an image of the punk you

Rath.
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Rath,

Smart ass -smirk-. And if you must know, my hair is down. The skirt is black, the top is light blue and it's short at the bottom not low cut at the top. Thanks for the compliment, what's next you plan to claim me? Oh wait I shouldn't say that I might give you ideas. -laugh-

M
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M,

Sexy -smirk- I ain't claiming nothin' til you come to NY, bitch

Rath
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Rath,

-smirk- I might not come to NY, what you gonna do then? Haha.

Maria
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M,

bitch -smirk-

R
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Rath,

Eh.. you like me anyway, you know it. And as far as the dreams go, if your Michael's dupelicate or clone or whatever you are then like him the dreams are going to bother you until you act on them, am I right or wrong?

Maria
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M,

You'z right I am kinda bothered by the dreams. If you want me to act on them I will - smirk-

Rath
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R,

I knew I was right, if you wanna act on them come find me, I'm not coming to you?

M
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M,

Aight
R
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R,

So that's it, what are you like at my door or something?

M
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M,

Wouldn't you like to know?

R
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R,

-smirk- Yeah, I would, so tell me or you keeing me in suspense?

M
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Rath smirked as he read Maria's letter. Folding it in his pocket, he ignored the whining of Ava telling him not to go and boarded the plane to fly to Roswell.


[ edited 3 time(s), last at 10-Dec-2002 7:21:56 PM ]