posted on 2-Nov-2001 5:58:06 PM
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posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:12:53 PM
Dancing With A Stranger Part 1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 1
Max's POV

I dance. I dance at night. Only night. Dancing. Is that all I can think about? No... But I do think of dancing more than any other things a regular teenage boy would think. Why do I think of dancing so much? Now that's a biggie. There is this dancing club somewhat near my house. I find it near. I go there everynight. What is it called? The name is quite weird. "Dancing With A Stranger" Weird right? You have to be 18 to get in. I got lucky. I turned 18 last month. I go there everynight. Dancing... I'm addicted to the place. I don't love dancing but dancing with a certain person.

Everynight, these strangers who worked at the club comes out and dance with various strangers. So it's stranger dance with stranger. But these strangers don't give out their information to the people they are dancing with. It's a secret. You don't know their name. Age. Address. Anything! Nothing. They rarely speak. I've been there ever since I turned 18. I don't recall of any of the strangers talking.

As I said before, I do think of dancing more than any other things a regular teenage boy would think. Why do I say a regular teenage boy? I'm in love. No... Not puppy love... The real thing. Love Love! In love with who? Not Tess... She's my friend but she keeps coming onto me when I say NO! I'm in love with a stranger. Yes... In love with a dancer. Just one.

Her club name is Angelic. You would say weird name but I say beautiful name. She dresses like an Angel with a pint of naughtiness. I don't need to see her face. But I swear I heard her whisper once. It was enchanting. When I heard her voice, I was in love. I dance. I try to dance with her everynight but it's hard. All other people wants to dance with them. I would dance with Angelic three or four times before I leave.

I made a promise to myself. What promise? I would find out who Angelic is and be with her. I haven't been able to find out any info about her. Why? When I'm dancing with her, my mind goes blank. It flys away and leaves me dancing with a beautiful stranger. I remember the feel of her hands running through my hair. My body. I remember her rubbing against me. Everything was fast and hard. The music always seem to be either a fast hard song or a slow soft song.

If it was fast and hard, there was a lot of grindings. If it was slow and soft, it was romantic. I love how her body fitted perfectly against my body. She was meant to be with me. I know it. My heart tells me. We were meant to be.

I will find out who she is and be with her. I promise that.

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 2

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 2
Liz's POV

I'm in love! With who? Max Evans. I'm in love. Doesn't that name tell you already that he is the hottest guy that ever lived? He was popular. He was rich. He was hot. Do I have to tell you more? All girls at school adore him. Even the wives of men in Roswell. Everyone loved him. Everyone have a crush on him. Except... Maria. My best friend. She doesn't find a hint of cuteness in him! Is she crazy?!? She's in love with Michael. Guerin. Michael Guerin. Max's best friend.

Max Evans. He had that dark black and brown hair. He had that long bangs that draped over his dark chocolate soulful eyes. I call them Bedroom eyes. He had the most luscious soft lips ever. He was a jock. He was a god. He had good grades just like me. He was smart and cool. No... Popular.

I don't have a crush on him. I'm in love with him. Not puppy love. This is the real thing. I know it. But... Rumor has it that he's in love with someone else. Probably Tess. She's also popular. She's always around Max. There are 4 people in my school who people and I say is hot. Their in a list. First is Max Evans. Second is Isabel Evans. The sister of Max. Third is Michael Guerin. Best Friend of Max and Isabel. I don't find him cute at all. Fourth is Tess Hardling. I don't find her beautiful or hot in anyway. She has that ugly curly hair and that high pitched voice that makes me cringe.

Look at me... All I'm talking about it Max Evans and the beautiful people in my school. My name is Liz Parker. At school, I'm a smart girl who is a semi-geek. I work at my father's café. The Crashdown. Where do I live? In Roswell, New Mexico. Town of the Aliens. And yes I do believe in Aliens.

I got another job. I started working there last month. It's quite fun and no one knows I'm a geek. I was the hot beautiful girl even though no one could see my face. I work with my best friend Maria and my second best friend Alex. I love my second job. My first is boring. I say the same thing over and over again. "Welcome to the Crashdown Café. May I take your order?" It's starting to drive me crazy!

It's why I got a second job. I can go crazy when I'm done with the Crashdown. What do Maria, Alex, and I do? We dance. We dance our minds out! It's why we have so much money stashed in our pockets but we rarely spend it. I don't know why but we just don't feel like spending it so much. We are weird people. We are semi-geeks. Oh Yeah!

Look at me! I'm getting off topic everywhere! Oh Max... If only you would come to the club and dance with me... I know you'll fall head over heels for me... If only...

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 3

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 3
Liz's POV

I dance. Dance to the slow steady melody. I listen to the music. My body sway gracefully against the music. I feel my hair flying around my face. I grab my cup of water and gulp it down. I slam it against the counter and walk to the middle of the Crashdown. I wait for the next song to come on.

Till my body is dust
Till my soul is no more
I will love you
Love you


I love this song. Wanna know how I'm feeling as I dance to this song? I want Max. I try to dream that his arms around me. Touching me. His lips on mine. His body close to me. I dance. The smell of his hair. The feel of his warm strong body. I love him. I want him to love me. I want him with me forever. I don't just love him because of his looks but who he is. His personality. His everything. I dance.

Till the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you
Love you

But I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?


When I realize I'm not with him, I just want to cry. He doesn't even know I exist. I'm quite sad. I want him to notice me. I want him to talk to me. I want him to touch me. I want him. I do truly love him. I do. I dance.

Can I make him fall out of love with this mystery person and fall in love with me? Haha... It won't happen. He's too far out of my reach. He's popular. All the popular girls are all over him. I can't get even near him. Not even an inch.

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day

And I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?


I watch the sky each night. Hoping to see a shooting star. To find one so I can make my greatest wish come true. But... I sometimes see a shooting star but I wish for something else. Health and Protection of my family. Wishing on a star is like asking a genie to grant a wish for you. It makes me feel cheated. I want him to fall in love on his own. Not just some spell that's cased on him. In love with me on his own. Loving me with his heart.

When I see him, I bite my lip and shiver. Not by coldness. But by the love I feel for him. I stutter when I'm around him. I stumble when I'm around him. I feel stupid when I'm around him. Will he ever see that I care for him? Nah... Like I said before... He doesn't even know I exist. How will he see that I care for him?

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day


How? I can't just walk up to him and say it. He will think I'm a freak. I can't just announce it. This is a hard thing. I might get rejected. I might get hurt. Or maybe I won't. But that's a risk I won't take. I want to but No... I restrain myself from doing anything I might regret doing in the future.

I want to love him. Love him... I think this is the reason why I'm living now. If I didn't love him, I would kill myself from all the torture I've been through in school and outside school. No one knows what I've been through.

I've been beaten up. I've been made fun of. I've been robbed. I've been through everything bad torturing thing you would think that could happen in school and outside school. Max is what kept me alive. I will tell him one day I love him and I'm not ready to die... Not yet...

Till the stars fill my eyes
And we touch the last time
I will love you
Love you
I will love you
Love you
I will love you
Love you


I love you Max... I will tell you one day... I just hope you feel the same way about me... I hope you love me too... I love you Max Evans...

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 4

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 4
"Morning Liz"said Maria. Liz mutters something under her blanket and goes back to sleep. "Wake up..."said Maria, moving Liz back and forth. "Go away..."mutters Liz. "Fine... If you want me to tell Max that you won't copy his Biology notes for him today"said Maria, sighing. Liz quickly shot up onto to her bed. "Don't!"said Liz. Maria broke out in laughter. She frowns. "Sorry Chica but it's the only way to get you out of bed"said Maria. Liz groans and plops back down onto her bed.

"Don't make me get Alex up here"said Maria. "I'm up! I'm up!"said Liz, getting up. She walks to the bathroom and gets ready. Minutes later, she comes out. She was ready for school. Another day of torturing. She left with Maria and Alex. She yawns as she closes her eyes and feel the wind blow onto her face.

Quickly, a car's honk sounded loudly. "Watch where you're going!"screamed Michael. "Why don't you! JERK!"screamed Maria. Liz opened her eyes and found Max looking into her eyes. She blushes and quickly looks away. Had he been staring at her the whole time she had her eyes closed? Oh my god...

She averts her eyes back at Max. Max was still looking at her. Then he looked away. Liz bit her lip. Ow... That hurt. Liz watches the jeep drive past her. "Maria...drive faster"said Liz. "What? Liz! We're in a jetta!"said Maria. Liz sighs. "Good-bye Max..."whispers Liz under her breath.
~*~
"Max!"screamed Tess, running up to Max and hugging him. "No Tess! Off! Get off!"said Max, struggling to get Tess off of him. "How are ya?"asked Tess, cheerfully. "Bad"said Max. "Oh why hon?"asked Tess. "First, you are here annoying me and Second, you just called me Hon"said Max. "Don't ever call me Hon, Sweetie, Love, Lover Boy, Maxie or anything that is cute to me"said Max. Tess frowns. "Give me a chance Max! I know we belong with each other!"said Tess. "No, we don't..."said Max. "I'm gonna be late for class Tess... Bye"said Max. He ran right out of there.
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At night

"Welcomeeee Peopleeee!"screamed the DJ. "It's the time again! Welcome Pixie! Welcome Officer A! Welcome Jockey! Welcomeeee Angelic!"screamed the DJ. 4 people came out from the back stage and walked slowly and gracefully out onto the stage. They walked down the stairs and separated. Letting the flow of music come to them. They grabbed a man and woman and danced. Angelic walks past the men to choose who she should dance with but then a man twirled her to him.

Angelic held onto him and danced. Their bodies grinded, hard and fast. Their hands flying everywhere. "Miss me?"growled Max. "Don't look at the man and you'll be fine"thought Angelic. He pulled her close to him and danced. He lifted her, having her legs wrapped around his waist. His left hand held her up. His right hand slid gently up and down her legs. Angelic moans softly.

Then Max did something bravely. He kissed her neck. Sucking and nipping on her neck. Forming a hickey. Angelic wrapped her arms around him tighter. She forgot what she was doing. What was this stranger doing to her? Angelic realized what was happening and she stumbled away. She fixed her mask and stumbled away. Max stood there and watched Angelic walk away.

"She tastes so good"whispers Max. Angelic touched her neck and felt the hickey. "Who are you?"whispered Angelic.

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 5

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 5
Liz looked in the mirror. Damn, it was large. "What a night! I just earned myself $150.00!"said Maria, happily. "How much did you guys earn?"asked Maria. "$190.00"said Liz. "$149.00"said Alex. "$152.00"said Kyle. "What are you checking out?"asked Alex. "Some guy..."said Liz, as she studied the hickey. "What? Some guy what?"asked Alex. He walked up to Liz and saw the hickey. "Woah!"said Alex. "What?"asked Kyle and Maria. "Take a look for yourseleves"said Alex. Maria and Kyle walked up to Liz. "Woah!"said Maria. "Wow!"said Kyle.

"A guy gave you a hickey?"asked Maria. "Yea..."said Liz. "That large? You let him suck on your neck?"asked Maria. "I forgot I was doing... I got all dizzy and stuff... I actually enjoyed it"said Liz. "OK! I think you need a break form this job!"said Maria. "No, I don't! It's fine"said Liz. Liz started to laugh. "Damn... You lucky Liz! At least you got a guy in love with you..."said Maria. "Come on Ria... You have lots of guys who's in love with you"said Liz. "Yea right! You're the one dressed as a beautiful angel!"said Maria. Liz rolled her eyes and placed her arm around her best friend's shoulder.
~*~
"You went there again?"shouted Isabel. Max smiled and touched his lip. He swear that he could still feel her in his mouth. Her taste. Her scent. He felt her everywhere. All over his body. Her body. Her hands. "MAX!"screamed Isabel. Max looked at Isabel. "Wha?"asked Max. "That's it! I'm not letting you go to that club anymore!"said Isabel.

"Hahaha!"said Max, sarcastically. "I'm gonna go Izzy"said Max. "You go there every night. What's so fun about that place?"asked Isabel. "Ok... I'm taking you and Michael out to the club and you guys will see why I love that place"said Max. "Wha? I'm not going!"said Isabel. "Yes, you are unless you want me to tell mom and dad about Jack"said Max.

"You wouldn't"said Isabel. "I would Big sis"said Max. She threw him her Ice Princess glare and said "FINE!". She then left Max's room. Max plopped down on his bed and closed his eyes. There was Angelic. Dancing in his dreams. Her hair and dress swaying as she swayed with the music. Her scent filled his nose. He longed for her. Who was this mystery woman?
~*~
Max's POV

Angelic... Where have you been all my life? I love you but you won't let me love you... Right... You don't know me... You don't know my face... But you know my voice. My touch. My dancing. Give me a try for I would make your life worthwhile. I hope you think about me tonight in your dreams... I was the one who gave you that hickey...
~*~
Liz's POV

Max is in love... Not with me... But with an another woman... That's not me... Why? I should have made my move on him earlier... But wait... I'm a semi-geek and he is popular. If I did try, will he just shoo me away? Or will he talk with me? And another problem... While I'm in love with Max, another stranger loves me... I guess he does... He gave me a hickey... It felt so good... So passionate... If I meet this guy, will I fall out of love with Max? No, that won't happen... Max is the reason I'm living. He is my air. My food source. My happiness. My sadness. If I leave Max, I will die...

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 6

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 6
Liz's POV

I wake up from my beauty sleep. My hair is a mess. My body is tired and still sleepy. My eyelids are heavy. I force them to wake up and minutes later, they do. I walk to the bathroom and take a shower. I soon come out with wet hair. But it soon dry with the magic of the hair dryer. I took out the foundation and began to cover up my hickey. Who the hell was that guy? I grab some clothes and grab my schoolbag. I run downstairs and sit down in a booth, eating the breakfast my dad made.

Honk! Honk! Honk! Honk!

My head looks up and there was Maria. She was honking over and over again. I quickly stuff the last bite of the eggs into my mouth and yell to my parents "I'm leaving!" I run out of the Café and get into the jetta. "About time!"said Maria. I giggle. "Whatever Ria!"I say.

I walk into school and went to my locker. Then there was Max. Coming in through the doors. He was wearing beige baggy khakis and a collar shirt that left two buttons unbuttoned. Then I realized something. He was walking towards me. I mean literally! Walking to me!

"Can I ask you a favor Liz?" Max said. My mind scream. He knows my name! "Depends on what it is"I said, smiling. Max smiles and said "I need to borrow today's Biology notes from you"said Max. Why ask me? That was the question... Why me? Why not the cheerleaders? Why not Isabel? Or Michael?

"Liz?"he said. "I... um... Ok"I said, stuttering. "Great... Thanks!"said Max and then he left. I stand there in shock, watching him leave me. He walks farther and farther away from me. Did that just really happen? Did that just happen? Was that my mind or that really happened? Oh My God!

The late bell rings. I curse to myself. I was late. I was standing there, staring where he just walked and I was late. Darn it... I run to class. Great... Biology... Wait... I have to get good notes... For Max... Yum... Max...

I slam my locker shut and run to class. I sat there with my teacher looking at me. I didn't get a tardy since I was the 'good' girl. I copied and copied. This must have been the greatest Biology notes I ever copied. I copied almost everything the teacher said and wrote. The bell rings. Yes! End of Bio! My hands hurt. They were red and in pain. Oh well... Anything for Max...

I get ready and walk to my locker. Putting away my Bio book. Then I saw Isabel. She was giving me the geek glare. I sigh. I'm a geek and will always be like that. Then Michael comes from behind Isabel. He gives me the geek glare also... I sigh again. I walk up to Isabel. "Um... Isabel? Could you give this to your brother? He asked me to give him the Bio notes"I say. "Ew... Give it to him yourself"said Isabel in her Ice Princess voice. Die Bitch! I thought. "Michael? Could you give this to Max?"I ask. "Don't give it to me. Give it to Max"he said. Die Asshole! I thought. I so not want to give this to Max. I'm gonna make an ass of myself! I hate being a geek. But at night, I'm Miss Popular! I'm Miss... Miss Angelic...

The first bell rings. Damn it! I run to my next class. PE. (Physical Education a.k.a. Gym) Then I smash into something. My books went flying. I was gonna fall but someone holded me to his chest. I was out of breath. I was scared out of my mind. I think I'm paralyzed. "You ok?"said a voice. I look up and my mind screamed!

It was Max! He was holding me to his chest. "I'm fine... I'm so sorry..."I said. "I'm such a geek" I said. I move away and kneel to the floor. I grab my books. Max kneels down also and helps me. We then reach for the same book. My History book. His hand on top of mine... I look at him and pull away. I then opened my binder and took out the Bio notes. "Um... here are the Bio notes" I say. "Thanks"said Max.

"And you're not a geek. It's my fault"said Max. I'm not a geek? Ahhhhhhhhhhh! "No... It's my fault"said I. "No... Trust me... It's my fault"he says. I said Ok and nodded my head Yes. He hands me my books and gives them to me. I said my thanks and he said his welcome's and we both left.

This must be my lucky day... I wonder what else happens to me today...

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 7

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 7
Max's POV

"Officer A! Jockey! Pixie! Angelic!" Shouted the DJ. Angelic walks into the crowd and then quickly someone pulls her to him. "Miss me?" I said. She runs her hands on my face but she wasn't looking at me. They weren't suppose to look at me. Look at the person they danced with. Why? What if they they looked and met the person the next day? That wouldn't be good... It would feel very... weird around them... What if they were your friends you were dancing with? Ew... Super weird... So they don't look at the person they danced with... But I wanted this one to look at me but that was never gonna happen...

Tonight I felt something inside me changed. I wanted her. Wanted... I lift her up into my arms and walk into the girl's bathroom. No one was inside. I turn off the lights and walk into a bathroom stall. I know what she's thinking. She's thinking 'Where is he taking me?'.

I put her down on the floor and run my fingers through her silky hair. She moans lightly. I then kiss her on the lips. She was shocked. I know she was. She soon parted her lips and I felt her shivering from anticipation... I slipped my tongue into her mouth and savored the sweet and spicy taste of her. Savoring every bittersweet moment. We kissed and kissed. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I lift her legs to wrap around my waist. Could she feel me? My erection? That was for her? I know she did...

I slowly move my hands down and gently cup her breasts and knead them softly. I then move my hand up her shirt and cup the soft tender skin and brush my thumb over her erect nipple. She softly cooed and started to rock her hips against me. I unzip her dress and pull it down to her waist. She wasn't wearing a bra and her perky breasts and tight nipples heaved in and out with every breath she took. I lick my lips and then captured her hard nipple into my mouth. I sucked on it like a baby sucking on her mother's breast for milk. "I..."I heard her say. She was gonna talk. I'm making her talk.

I lower my hand in to her panties and cup her heat and fiddled with her clit. Slowly drawing sensual circles around the hood of her clit. She cries out and digs her head in my shoulder. I soon feel her hands on my pants. She unzipping them and trying to pull them down to my feet. And they do. I take out a condom from my front pocket and rip open the seal. I slipped on the condom. I slowly enter her. She moans. She was so tight. The tightest I ever felt. I move up quickly and I realized I broke her barrier. "You're a virgin?"I ask. "Yeah..." I hear her whisper. Oh... Her voice was beautiful.

I slowly pull out and pound back into her. She cries out. I pull out and back in fast. Faster and faster. The faster I move and harder I pound, she cries out "HARDER! HARDER! HARDER! HARDER!". I lower my hand and start rubbing her swollen clit again. Then I pound into one last time and we both come. We screamed as we came together. It was beautiful. I pull out of her and discard the condom. I pull up my pants and I hear her zipping her dress up. I hear her leave. I wonder if it meant anything to her. I fix my clothes and open the lights. I walk back out into the crowd and watch Angelic go to her dressing room.

I heard her voice. I made love to her. I touched her. I'm more than happy now...

I wonder again... Did it mean anything to her?

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 8

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 8
Liz's POV

Oh My God! Oh My God! I'm not a virgin! Anymore! I just let a stranger take me like that! Ahhh! A Stranger! A stranger that I like! Oh God... What the hell is happening to me? I feel dizzy and all hot just like when I'm around Max! Oh... Max! Damn it! I need to choose one of them... Wait... I'm not even with Max! Argg! But still...

Max or Stranger... Max or Stranger...

Max... 50%...

Stranger... 50%...

Argg! My hands are even! Level with each other! Argg! I need to choose one of them! I should have looked at his face before I left... But the lights were closed anyways... That was the most exciting extraordinary amazing thing I felt! I feel like I'm gonna pull out all my hair and go crazy! Argg!

That's it! I'm gonna look at his face tomorrow and see who he is! If I know him, I might go out with him but not have him know it's me yet... Darn it... I'm just plain confused now... I'm gonna see his face. I'm gonna reveal my face to him soon... One day I will... I just need to figure out how... It has to be special. Not just a stupid regular boring Intro. A special Intro. But what?
~*~
Max's POV

Oh yea... I made love to my dream girl. My dream come true... I love her even more now... Much Much More! I can still feel her on my body. This time I can feel her stronger. Her scent was everywhere on me. My hair. My body. I can still feel her hands running through my hair. I can still feel her taste in my mouth. I can feel her everywhere. Everywhere...

I'm living up to my promise now... Prom is this Friday. I'm gonna ask her to go to the prom. I know she's in my school. I know she is. She has to be... I'm gonna meet her at the prom and I'm gonna be with her... That's a great plan... Yes! I'll reveal my face to her and she will reveal her face to mine... Soon Love... I'm gonna have her in my arms soon... Soon love... Soon...

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 9

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 9
Liz's POV

I know as soon as I walk down, he will pull me to him. But tonight was different, was it? I was on the dancing floor and he wasn't here. Where was my mystery man? Was he playing me? Did he just want to get some? Where was my mystery man? Then I let out a sigh of relief. I feel his arms pull me to him. "Sorry about that... I was running a bit late"he said. I feel his hand cup my breast and the other one is rubbing my back up and down. I moan. I feel my legs turn to jello. My bones melting. I feel like body wobbling.

I was falling but he caught me. "A little dizzy today, aren't we?"he said. I smile. My eyes move off the floor and started to look at him. Ahhhhhhhh! It was Max! Max Evans! The man of my dreams! The boy of my dreams! It was him! I had sex with him? Ahhhhhh! Oh My God! God loves me! There is a God! Ahhhhhhh!

Now I'm feeling a bit dizzy. More than before. I wrap my arms around his neck and I lean my head against his broad shoulder. I take in his scent. I feel him wrap his arms around my waist. His chin on top of my head. "Angelic..."he whispers. I was gonna say Max but I stopped myself. "My mystery man..."I whisper. I can feel him smile against my head.

I play with his hair on the back of his head. I then run my fingers through his hair. My other hand is on his arm. Oh... Those muscles... He moves his chin away from my head and I look up. Into his brown soulful deep bedroom eyes. He tilts his head and his lips captures mine. I moan. I feel his tongue slipping into my mouth. It doesn't miss a spot. I treasure his kisses. After all these years, I wished for him and I to happen and now it has come true. My greatest wish has come true.

Thank you God! Thank you Gods! Thank you Stars! Thank you Destiny! Thank you to whoever made this happen! Thank you...

I have realized my mystery man was Max. I don't have to choose. I feel the pressure off my shoulders go away. 50% and 50% became 100%. Max... Mystery Man... Soon you will know who I am... Soon Love... Soon...

Then the DJ spoke loudly into the microphone. Breaking our moment. "Tonight we have a special treat for you people! Angelic, our beautiful angel, will sing for us!"said the DJ. I lick my swollen lips and pull away from Max. He watches me stumble to the stage. I was on the stage. I wasn't looking into the crowd. I was just looking at Max. He stood there, smiling at me.

I look at the DJ and nodded my head yes. The music comes on and I start to sing.

Till my body is dust
Till my soul is no more
I will love you
Love you

Till the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you
Love you


He is watching me. I am watching him. When I close my eye, I still see him watching me. I can feel his eyes on me. Raking over my body and face. I continue to sing. Sing my heart out. As if I was singing my feelings to him.

But I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day


Singing my feelings to him. Max... Mystery Man... I will love you... Forever and a day... Till the end of our time... I will love you...

And I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day


One question is... Is this a crush you have on me or it is love? I know I love you but do you? If you don't, I will love you...

Till the stars fill my eyes
And we touch the last time
I will love you
Love you
I will love you
Love you
I will love you
Love you


The song is over. I hear the people clapping. But I block the sound out. All I hear is Max's smile and his clapping and his cheer for me. I smile back at him. He stands there clapping and smile. He cheers "Go Angelic!". He loves me... I know he does... I love you Max...

When I came back down to the stage to him, he said he had to go and he handed me an envelope and a box. I watch him go through the doors and I look at the envelope and the box in my hand. I open the envelope and take out a paper and it said

" Dear Angelic,
I wrote this letter to ask you something very important to me. I know you go to West Roswell High. I know you do. It's a very strong gut feeling. I was wondering if you would go to the Prom with me this Friday? I have many girls asking me but I want to go with you... Today is Tuesday... Please make me a happy man and show up to the Prom. For that night, I will reveal me and you reveal yourself. I will be in a tux with a red rose in my hand and I will have an angel dangling from the rose stem. Find me and reveal yourself to me and I shall reveal me to you. Sweet Dreams my Angel...

Love,
Max Evans
"

Inside the envelope was one prom ticket for me. I then open up the box and I gasp. There was a corsage. A beautiful one too. I smile and leave the dancing floor. I was going to the prom and going to reveal myself to him. I was going to... Now all I need is Maria to take me to go shopping! I just hope that all the pretty prom dresses aren't gone yet...

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 10

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 10
Liz's POV

I told Maria about the whole story and she was so happy for me. So happy... She nearly cried... Today is Thursday. Maria took me out shopping at the Roswell Alien Mall. We spent the whole day there! Literally! We were there when the mall opened to the time it closed! My legs were tired of course and so were my arms and my body. She made me try almost everything in each store. She made me buy so many things that I think my credit card is all full! She made me carry everything! She didn't do nothing but pick out clothes! Ahhh! But I can't be mad at her... She's my best friend!

It's Thursday... No school tomorrow... School starts at 7:00... Well, not school but the prom! Oh the prom! I'm so nervous. Will I be able to go to him and tell him I'm Angelic? How should I do it? 'Hi Max! I'm Angelic!' No No No... 'HI Max! How are you? Are you enjoying the prom? Oh yea... By the way...I'm Angelic!' No No No... Damn it! How should I do it? 'Wassup Max? I'm Angelic' No No No...

Darn it... How am I gonna tell him?
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Max's POV

Oh God... Oh God... I got the Tux. I got the Angel. Oh My God! I forgot the rose... No wait... You're getting it tomorrow. I got shoes. I got the ticket for me. I got everything except the rose. I got gel. I got the comb. I got clean socks. I got everything except the rose. Damn it! Stupid Rose! Get out of my mind!

I'm gonna meet Angelic tomorrow! I just hope she doesn't stood me up. I need to know who she is. Who my dream girl is... Please don't stood me up. Please come to me and say you're Angelic. The girl that you've been loving all this time. I can't wait to see you and see you in your prom dress. I can't wait... I'm not gonna get much sleep today... Thank God I went to the drug store. I bought myself some sleeping pills.

I'm so ready... Except for the Rose... Argg! The rose thing again! Away rose! Away! Shoo! Out of my mind... Wait... I can't just shoo the rose... It's how she's gonna know that I'm her mystery man! How should I talk to her? When she's says she's Angelic, should I say 'Hi! I'm Max Evans! Your Mystery Man' No... No... No... 'Wasss up? I'm Max Evans... I'm your Mystery Man' No... No... No.... 'Hi! My name is Evans... Max Evans...' No... No... No... Argg! I don't even know what to say to her!

God help me tomorrow!

TBC

Dancing With A Stranger Part 11

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe ~~~~>)
Summary: No Aliens! [Yes, Tess is in this story] Max is a popular hottest guy in West Roswell High. Liz is a semi-geek.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 11
Liz's POV

I stood outside the school. It was 7:30pm. The wind blowing against my black dress. My black bag swaying with the wind as I grip onto the handle. My hair is curled up and my bangs are left down. I sigh. This was it. I was gonna meet Max tonight and he was gonna find out who Angelic is. I sigh again. I gulp and begin walking into the school.

I see a couple, holding hands. I knew they were in love. Their eyes said it. Their hands said it. Their bodies said it. I hand them the ticket and go inside. I put my hand on the handle of the door and push. Music pounded. Lights flashed. People danced. I smile. Maria then comes up to me.

"Get this! I'm here with Michael Guerin! The guy I hate! And Alex asked Isabel to dance after I annoyed him! And Kyle is dancing with Tess!"said Maria, quickly. "Calm down Maria"I said. "This is great"I said. "So... Are you going to meet your prince charming?"asked Maria. "Not yet... but I soon will"I said. Maria giggled and went back to Michael. I smile. Then I feel myself choke on my saliva.

There was Max. In a tux with a rose in his hand. He was sitting down by a table, looking at the door. I gulp. Something inside me made me.. no... told me not to go up to Max. I mean... What if he thinks I'm ugly? Or doesn't want me? Or didn't expect me? But someone more beautiful? I gulp. But I knew I had to go up to him and tell him "I'm Angelic". I will go but not yet.

Seconds turned into Minutes

Minutes turned into Hours.

It was 11:50pm. The prom ends at 12:00am. I still didn't go to Max yet. I looked at Max after watching my friends danced. He started to get up. Oh My God!... He was leaving... How stupid of me! I didn't even go up to him! Arggg! He thinks I stood him up. I didn't Max! I'm right here! My mind is screaming at him but my mouth is not saying or doing anything...
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Max's POV

I can't believe this! She stood me up! After what we've been through! I made love to her. She probably thought it was just a good fuck. I loved her and she broke my heart. On my prom night. This is the worst day of my life. I knew she was too good to be true. She stood me up. Maybe I didn't mean anything to her. Maybe she thought I was just a boy who had a crush on her. She stood me up... I begin to walk to the door. My hand touched the handles of the door and then I stopped. A beautiful voice began to sing...
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Liz's POV

I knew I had to do something to stop him. He really did think I stood him up. I walk to the DJ quickly and ask him if I could sing for a special occasion. He gave me the thumbs up. I told him what song I wanted to sing and he gave me the thumbs up again. I walk to the stage and take a deep breath. Everyone was watching me. I bet they were thinking 'Why is Geeky Liz Parker up on the stage?' I bet...

The song began to fill the gym. I breathe deeply and exhaled. I open my lips and began to sing.

Till my body is dust
Till my soul is no more
I will love you
Love you

Till the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you
Love you


He stopped! I stopped him from leaving the gym. From leaving me. I stopped him. Do you reconize this song Max? I sang it to you at the club. With my mask on and my angel costume. Do you remember the song? That I sang to you?

But I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day


See? I am once again singing my feelings out to you. This is how I feel. I'm singing my feelings for you. In front of the student body and teachers.

And I need to know
Will you stay for all time
Forever and a day?

And I'll give my heart
Till the end of our time
Forever and a day


Can you hear me sing? I sing louder and sing my heart out. Can you hear me? It's me. I'm Angelic. Your lover. Can you hear me sing?

Till the stars fill my eyes
And we touch the last time
I will love you
Love you
I will love you
Love you
I will love you
Love you


The song ended. I saw Max turn around and looked at me. I start to speak into the microphone. "I'm Angelic"I said. He quickly ran up to the stage and cupped my face. He then kissed me. I kissed him back. "It was you?"he asked. I nod and bit my lip. "You were under my nose all the time.. How did I not notice you?"he said. "I'm a blender.... I blend very easily into the crowd"I said. "And because I am a geek"I said. "You're not a geek"he said. "Yes I am"I said. "If you say you are, Then I guarrentte your not a geek anymore"he said. I smile and start to cry. I did it. I told him. And he still loved me...
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Max's POV

I heard the beautoful voice sing. It was Angelic. How could I forget a voice like that? How could I? I turn around to see my Angelic and there she was. Singing. She was stopping me from leaving. She was under my nose the whole time and I didn't notice her. I don't know how I could have missed her but like she said... She was a blender... I was shocked that it was Liz Parker but I wasn't shocked because she was ugly which she is not. I was shocked because I never thought it would be her.

But she is a beautiful person. I find her more beautiful than Angelic and the Liz Parker I knew before. I love her. I truely do... I'm gonna make her my girlfriend and my future wife one day... I promise you that...
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Liz's POV

He lead me down the stage and we danced. Danced. We didn't dance like we danced at the club. We danced like we were making love. Soft and Slow. I guess that when you dance with a stranger, that stranger could be your soulmate. This is how we met. By dancing with a complete stranger that we don't even know. Dancing is what brought us together. That's what I believe... My stranger, Max Evans, is my soulmate. I know it deep down inside me. Stranger danced with Stranger. Soulmate danced with Soulmate.
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At a hotel room...

They were telling each other jokes and telling each other about their lives. What was funny in their life. What was sad. What was happy. Soon the laughter had gone and they were kissing, their bodies hot and alive, moving against each other. He unzipped her dress and pulled it down to her waist, to kiss and caress her breasts, and when he unzipped his pants and pulled away her dress, she made no move to stop him. Why should she stop him? Here was her soulmate. Her lover. Then there was only his body plunged deep into her own, the wild rhythm of their bodies and a tumbling into exquisite sensation.

The End...
posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:14:52 PM
Losing Control Part 1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Max loses control...
Read more to find out more!
Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Roswell so don't sue me!
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Part 1
Max's POV

All men wanted her. Actually all males wanted her. Except for the males who still thought that girls had cooties... All teen males and adult males wanted her. Even our male teachers and our principle wanted her. They all wanted her. I wanted her also. I know they only care about having sex with her... But I wanted to love her. Of course I wanted to have sex with her but I wanted to love her. Love her like no one has ever loved her or anybody else.

She was 17 years old. Young right? She dropped out of high school to make her rich parents angry. She only had one last year. She then ran away from New York and moved to Roswell, the Alien Town. Roswell was where Aliens crashed in the desert in 1947... She worked as our school nurse. She was kind and beautiful. She was smarter than a person who finished college.

Every night, she would go to the library and read... I would watch her from a far distance... I know... It's like I'm stalking her... But I'm not. I go to the library every night before she came to Roswell. I wanted to study and get smarter and maybe work my way up to go to Harvard...

I know all the guys at school pretended that they were sick so they can get near her. Her name is Liz Parker. Liz is short for Elizabeth. Her family is rich. She felt like a doll. She was cooped up in her home, forced to behave like a goodie goodie two shoes. She wanted out so she dropped out of school and ran away from home. She moved from New York to Roswell to live on her own and to get away from her parents.

One day, while I was at school, I got sick. I was not pretending... I was really sick! I asked for a pass to the nurse and the teacher gave me a pass. The guys in my class whistled at me. They thought I was pretending but I wasn't. I grabbed my stuff and walked to the nurse's office. I opened the door and saw her sitting in a chair with her legs open. I swear I thought I saw her wearing a thong! She closed her legs as soon as she saw me. She was blushing! I don't think I ever saw her blush before...

I handed her the pass, my hand softly grazing against her hand. I watch her read the pass and then look up at me and smiled. I felt my heart pounding. I could hear it in my ears. I watch her get off the chair and walk towards me. She pushes me to sit on the bed. Her soft hand laid across my forehead to feel my temperature. "You're a bit warm"she said. She turned around and reached up for a box of thermometers. My eyes watch her reach for the box, which is on the top shelf. Her white nurse dress hikes up. She was wearing a thong! Black thong... I could feel my manhood growing harder.

Oh god... I got off the bed and stood behind her. I grabbed the box and placed it in front of her. I soon realized that I was pressed against her body. I quickly moved away and scratched my head. I quickly pull out of shirt out of my pants to cover my hard erection that was very visible to one's eyes...

"Thanks"she said. "No prob."I said. She opened the box and took out a thermometer. "Open your mouth"she said. I did and she put the plastic stick inside my mouth. Minutes later, she took it out of my mouth and looked at it. "Your temperature is normal"she said. "It is?"I said. "Yep..."she said.

"Oh ok..."I said. I watch her turn around and pull off her hair band... Her hair tumbling down. I wanted to reach out and run my fingers through her soft shiny hair... She took out a lollipop from her desk and stood in front of me. "Here..."she said. I grabbed the lollipop from her. I felt like I was gonna explode. Her breasts looked like they wanted to pop out from her tight nurse dress. I put the lollipop inside my backpack. "Bye"she said. "Bye"I said. I turned around to leave but then... I locked the door. "Um..."I said, turning around. "Yes?"She said. I stood right in front of her. I watch her look at me. I then cupped her face and kissed her.

She struggled for a minute but then gave in. Oh my god! I was kissing Liz Parker! She tasted better than I thought. I placed my arms around her waist and hoisted her up onto the bed. I felt her arms wrap around my neck. My hands traveled to her breast. I cupped her and squeezed it gently. I hear her moan. I ripped open the nurse dress. The buttons popping.

Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop!

I groaned loudly when I realized she wasn't wearing a bra. I suck her nipple into my mouth, my hot tongue swirling around it and sucking on it hard.

She was moaning and grabbing my head, closer to her nipple. I pulled away from her nipple and kissed her again. I felt her hands on my shirt and then my shirt was ripped off of me. She also unzipped my pants and took it off of me. I pushed her thong to the side and pushed my finger into her heat. I heard her gasp. I began to move my finger in and out of her. She screamed with each thrust I make with my fingers.

I pulled the thong away from her legs, dropping it onto the cold marble floor. She tugs on my boxers and pulls it away. I hear her gasp loudly as my manhood sprang free from the boxers. "You're so big..."she said. She grabs my manhood in her hot hands and began to move it up and down. I moaned with each movement she makes. I watch her reach for a condom. She rips open the seal and placed the condom on my manhood. I moved my manhood close to her heat and pushed up hard. She gripped on my shoulders and cried out!

I groaned out loud, feeling her hot wet walls surround my shaft. I moved out until only the tip is touching her clit outside and then pushed back into her hard. She screams into my ear and tugs on my hair. I moved out once again and pushed in hard. She kept screaming. She was a screamer! Oh god... I moved in and out over and over again.

In and Out. In and Out. In and Out. In and Out. In and Out.

I pushed into her one last time, thrusting into her as hard as I can. A smack echoes throughout the room.

Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack!

I hear her scream and I let out a scream as I feel her hot tight walls clench hard around my shaft. I exploded into the condom. I felt her shiver and let out a louder scream. I feel her warm cum dripping off the condom and dripping onto my legs. I kept a hold on her, afraid to let go because this might be a dream. I kissed her and ran my fingers through her hair. I pulled away and watched her. Her breathing was labored just like mine.

"Wow..."she said, her voice all raspy. "Yeah wow..."I said, choking out. "This is wrong..."she said. "I know..."I said. "But it feels so right, doesn't it?"I asked. "It does feel right but this is so wrong..."she said. "I'm your nurse... I can't be with my students..."she said. "I know..."I said. "What happens now?"She asked. "I don't know"I said. I pull out of her and I can hear the small whimper.

I watch her grab a school blanket and lay down on the school bed. I discarded the condom and laid down next to her. She placed the blanket over her and me. I kissed her again, hearing her moan once again. I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes. We soon fell asleep together in each other's arms.
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Epilogue

Liz quitted being a nurse. Of course, the males at West Roswell High were disappointed. But not really. They were disappointed that they can't always see her like they use to... Liz became a student at West Roswell High. She caught up quickly... She was smart like me... Liz and I are in the same classes. In all the classes. Let's say we share about the same IQ. Males at West Roswell High were jealous of me... Why?

At first, Liz and I pretended like we didn't know each other. Then later we became friends. One month later, we went to school with our hands linked together. That meant we are a couple. Of course, the guys at school wooed Liz but Liz just waved them off. Why? She had me... We dated for quite a while... We went to the prom together. We were Prom King and Queen.

Now, we are 21 years old now. We are in the same college together. Guess what college we're in? Harvard. We both worked hard and now we are in Harvard. I proposed to Liz on the day before the first day of college.

"Liz?"I said. "Yeah?"She said. "I love you..."I said. "I love you too"said Liz. I got on my knees and took out a black velvet box. "Elizabeth Parker... Will you marry me?"I said. I watch her eyes widen. Her lips turning into a full-blown ear to ear smile. "YES!"She screamed, throwing herself onto my body. I collapsed to the ground with her in my arms.

We are gonna get married after we finished college.

Have I told you that Liz and I are now Nymphomaniacs? Yep...

"I love you"I said, hugging her hot sweaty naked body to mine. "I love you too"said Liz, kissing me on the lips.

The End!
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posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:16:45 PM
Love Doesn't Always Conquer All Part 1/1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R
Summary:Liz's POV mostly. Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 1/1
How am I suppose to live without him? The Gerbil had to get in the way right? I love him with all my heart. My dreams haunts me. I see him every night in my dreams. He's always there even though I try to block him out.

In my dreams, he comes and takes away the guy I'm with in my dream that's not him and there I am, making out with him... I could feel his hot mouth on mine. His hands roaming around on my body. It makes me ache.

I lied when I said I wasn't ready to make love to anyone to Future Max. I thought that was true but it wasn't. I was just shocked by it and didn't really realize what I said.

I don't know how am I gonna go through days, weeks, months, and years without him. Even though I'm dead, I will still miss him.

I watched Titanic tonight. It made me cry. It was something like me and Max.

Only the iceberg was Tess. The ship was my and Max's relationship.

The iceberg had to be in the ocean and the iceberg made the ship sink. Gerbil girl came to Roswell and ruined our relationship...

Jack and Rose fought to be together.

Max and I fought to be together even though Gerbil girl was running around like the Gerbil she is and screaming in her ugly nasty high pitch voice "I'm Max's Destiny! I'm his bride!"

Well, she didn't actually say that but it sounded and looked lie she was!

The whole thing of Jack dying made me cry. But it didn't make cry as much as what I did to make Max hurt so much. The whole Kyle and Bed thing...

I'm still not over hurting him. I know he isn't either.

When Jack died, Rose still loved him and moved on. That is something like me.

But I couldn't move on. I'm still hanging onto him. I still love him but I'm still hanging onto him.

How can I let go of something so beautiful? I don't care if he is different. I still love him.

I turn on my boom box and the song "My Heart Will Go On" fills the room. I put it on repeat and song repeats after its over again and again.

What will I do without him?

I can't lie or breathe without him. He is my everything.

My air!

My Food!

My everything!

He is everything I need to live. To go through life.

How will I live?

How can I not touch his face?

His hair?

His lips?

His body?!?

How can I not stare into his deep brown soulful eyes?

How can I resist the urge to run to him and kiss him?

Resist the urge to tell him the truth... What will happen if I do tell him the truth?

Will he pursue on getting me back again?

Will he make Tess stay in Roswell?

Will he move on and be with Tess?

Will he not forgive me for lying to him for this long?

Will avoid me? Ignore me?

Will he not be my friend anymore?

Is that such a large risk to take? It is... It's Max. I would risk anything to save him. Save humanity. Save the Aliens. More the Antarians.

How I hate my life right now! How long will I have to suffer? I spend many nights, thinking about killing myself... Killing myself swiftly and painless.

A knife perhaps...

A gun...

Poison...

Drown myself...

Drug myself...

Many ways to kill myself yet I can't choose one. What's pulling me back from actually doing this task? The task to kill myself? Why is it so hard? I know if I kill myself, everybody would be sad. I would miss out on the things I wished that I would have experienced when I was little... But it's too hard for me. I can't move on. It looks or seems like it but I haven't.

He's all I can think about.

Strawberries. Max!

Whip Cream. Max!

Food. Max!

Book. Max!

TV. Max!

Journal. Max!

Tess. <-- Fuckin' Gerbil! But Tess is an exception. Tess doesn't equal to anything with Max. She's too ugly!

Instead of killing myself... Should I run away? Move away from here? Go back to Florida? Should I run away from my life? No... I've been telling people who has problems not to run away from life. Not to run away from your problems. I'm a hypocrite...

Max...

If you are reading this... I love you. With all my heart. Forever and ever. Even if I'm dead. This is the whole story. You came to the future but it wasn't really you. It was Future Max. And he is not a shapeshifter! He came from the Future from the Grandaliff. It is a time machine... That's why I told you that the Grandaliff is very powerful and can be very dangerous if it was put in the wrong hands... He told me that ... um ... you and I had made love on the night of the Gomez concert and we became close. Very close. We soon got married at the Elvis Chapel. That's why I was nervous to go to Las Vegas... Tess soon left and everything fell apart. Tess completed the royal four and without the royal four, the war between Antarians and the skins and other enemies broke out. You lost...
I had to change the future so I made it look like I slept with Kyle.

This is ridiculous. I'm writing to my journal like it's Max. How I want to tell him the truth? Those words I just wrote down in here but I can't. Future Max depends on me. But why me? Sometimes I wish that Max didn't save me that day at the Crashdown. Then this wouldn't have happened... Would it? It would make everybody sad but it might would have prevented all of this happening! I don't care anymore.

This is my last journal entry I'm going to write...

Why?

Because I might kill myself or run away and if someone read this, they will never know what happened to Elizabeth Parker.

The Good girl who turned Sad Angry Girl.

I'm dead inside but outside I'm still living...

All I know is I will always love Max. He will always be in my heart because he is the first one I ever loved and will be the last one I ever loved.

I love you Max... Forever and Ever.

Bye...

Liz Parker


Tears fall down his eyes as he sat down on Liz Parker's bed. He closed the book and laid down on the bed. He clutched the journal to his chest and cries. His tears soaking Liz's pillows.

"Where are you Liz? Please don't kill yourself. Please don't leave me..."cried Max. "Come back to me"sobs Max. "I love you too..."whispers Max.

Her room was trashed. Her things were missing. Blood stains found on walls and floors. Everything was trashed besides her bed and her journal. It had laid out on the bed with a paper saying "To Max Evans."

He laid there, crying his heart out. Liz was gone. she had left him. All because of him... All because of him...

She standed on the ladder, watching Max Evans cry his heart out. She had stayed to look at him one last time before she left Roswell. she didn't know where she was going but anywhere besides Roswell. Away from Roswell. Away from her life. She was gonna start a new life. She didn't know how but she will. Tears fell down her eyes and slid down her rosy checks as she heard Max call out for her.

She almost climbed up the ladder and was going to run to Max when she heard him say... "I love you too..."

It made her heart hurt. It wasn't her mind playing on her. This was too ad for her to handle. Her heart began to hurt with pain and sadness. She blows him a kiss and climbs down the ladder. She jumps down to the cement ground and swung her big BIG school bag over her shoulder and began trying to catch a cab to the airport. To the airport... To go somewhere else besides Roswell and start her new life.

"Oh Liz..."cried Max. "I will always love you. Forever and Ever. I will find you one day and everything will be fine. I will never love Tess. I will always love you. You are my first love since I saw you and you will be the last one I love when I die. I will never love anyone else. I love you Elizabeth Parker..."cried Max as he clutched the journal, closer to his chest.

He cried and cried. His body shiver with sadness. His eyes all red and puffy from crying. His face soaked from his tears.

"I love you..."said Liz as she sat in the cab, waiting to be at the airport.

"I love you..."said Max as he looked at a picture of him and her playing a couple of months ago besides her bed.

The End...
posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:17:56 PM
My Favorite Mistake 1/1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts,and a lot more.
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I woke up and called this morning
The tone of your voice was a warning
That you don't care for me anymore

I made up the bed we sleep in
I looked at the clock when you creep in
It's 6 a.m. and I'm alone

Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I was just beginning
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake

Well, your friends are sorry for me
They watch you pretend to adore me
But I'm no fool to this game

Now here comes your secret lover
She'd be unlike any other
Until your guilt goes up in flames

Did you know when you go
It's the perfect ending
To the bad day I've gotten used to spending
When you go all I know is
You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake

Well maybe nothin' lasts forever
Even when you stay together
I don't need forever after
It's your laughter won't let me go
So I'm holding on this way

Did you know, could you tell
You were the only one
That I ever loved
Now everything's so wrong

Did you see me walking by?
Did it ever make you cry?

You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake
You're my favorite mistake

*~Sheyrl Crow--My Favorite Mistake~*

Ok.........I'm Liz Parker and I made a choice. I left Max at the cave. I heard say my name and I turned around....

The wind blustering through my hair.

I weep as I glance at Max and see him nod his head a bit saying, No...... I turned around and ran down the hills. I left Max because he had a Destiny that didn't include me... It included Tess ......

Why that Gerbil..........

I hated my life when I left him........ I love Max.......If only I could turn back time..........I would be deceased and I wouldn't have felt this suffering that Tess caused.

Why did that Gerbil have to come to Roswell? Why did the Gerbil have to be Max's Destiny? I want to be Max's Destiny..........

I ran a bit and got exhausted and was drained from my crying so I stopped and walked down slowly. I grip onto my coat and sob some more. I could feel my salty teardrops run down my face and drop down onto my shirt and down onto the earth soil........

I knew I had to escape from Roswell for a while so I can not see Max.
I know if I stay,Max would plead me to come back to him and he would say His Destiny is not Tess.......

He would say........His Destiny is me..........

How I dislike my life right now..........It’s just not fair.

If I wasn’t rescued,I would be happy in paradise maybe.....

But Maria and Alex........Oh and my parents!...........They would feel sorrowful...

This is all because of me. Because of me.........Dead or Alive..........
I still face these sufferings and obstacles............

It just sucks to be Elizabeth Parker.........Why did I have to be born into this universe? Couldn’t I have lead a different life? This suffering is too unbearable........I can’t stand it.

How would I miss Max’s kisses.........
His touch..........
His smiles.........
His warmth.............
His arms around me.............
His smell............ His eyes...........
His lips............
His hands........
Everything of Max I would miss...........

I have to just be friends with Max...........I just know.......

Everything must work out.......

It’s final........I’m going to Flordia while school is over......... It would be better......Life would be better when I come back.....It just has too! I love Max.....but I can't......

All I can say is.........

Max was My Favorite Mistake...........

The End!
posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:18:59 PM
Remember The Past Part 1/1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: I'm so sorry if this fanfic is confusing! When I wrote it, I think I was confused also...
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Part 1/1
Liz's POV

I don't want to remember... I don't want to think... I don't want to speak... Of what happened that made me cry. That made me loose a chance to be happy in my life. I just watched it leave. I cried but I didn't say a thing but good-bye. That's mostly what I can remember. I don't want to remember what happened. On that night... All I remember were crying and screams. But I'm trying to remember so I can remember him...

It was cold and windy that night... Everything was so dark and dusty. Maria, Alex, Max, Michael, Isabel, Kyle, Tess, Jim, and I were at the desert. We had gotten a message to meet someone at the desert so we went. We waited and waited. We were about to leave the place but then something exciting happened. Lights were flashed like large flashlights. It was flying in the air. The sand flew everywhere like a sand storm.

There was a humming sound coming from the ship. It was an UFO. An UFO coming down to Earth to take the Royal Four home. They were leaving and they didn't know... They just left that night... Telling us to tell their parents and friends that they left. I had a final chance to tell him what happened that night with Kyle and I but I didn't. I had a final chance to tell him how I felt about him but I didn't. I didn't tell him anything but Good-bye and I will miss you.

It happened so fast, it's so blurry to me... I remember the doors opening. The Royal Four said their Good-byes and they left. I also remember Max who was about to board the ship but he ran to me and kissed me. He said he wanted to remember. I had chance to tell him but I didn't. I had many chances but I never told him. I regret it to this day. I regret it when he left and regret it now.

He then left. We all cried except me. I watched in shock. The UFO flew back up into the air and we watched it. Watched it get smaller and smaller till it disappeared. I was in shock. We went back to our homes. I stayed in my room for a couple of days alone. Three days later after the Royal Four had left, I started to cry. Cry for my love. Cry for being so stupid. Cry for not telling Max. Telling him the truth.

I should have... How stupid of me... I sat down on the rocking chair and began rocking myself. I dazed off and thought of Max. How young he looked. How handsome he looked. He was the one for me and I let him get away. I wanted to tell him to stay. That I love him. That I never slept with Kyle. But I didn't. I thought it was best at that time but I then soon realized it wasn't best at the time.

I am 36 years old now. Max must be 37 years old now... I wonder what's going on his home planet, Antar? What is it like? Is it fun? How is he? How does he look like? I wanted to ask him so many things but he wasn't here to answer them. I had questions floating around my mind and I was clueless. I had a new question that came to my mind everyday.

I didn't mind but I really wanted to know the answers to them. I remember Max whispering into my ear right after he kissed me. He said "I will be back... For you..." That's what kept me going on in life. But I knew I couldn't be with him... I wasn't his destiny nor his bride... Tess was... No... Ava... No... AvaTess... She belonged to him... Not me...

Max wasn't supposed to fall in love with me... But he was supposed to fall in love with AvaTess. Not me... I got in the way... I was blocking Max... From being who he really is... And who he really is in love with... I was the problem... I was the problem... I didn't want to believe this but this was true... It was true.... I'm the problem... No! You can't do this... I realized something quickly. I was remembering the past. The past I do not want to remember. Something was making me remember. What the hell was it?

Don't make me remember... You can't make me... I grip onto my head and start to scream. You can't! I don't want to remember! I don't know you! Go away! Stop doing this! I remember now... You made me remember... Why? I'm just gonna suffer through all the pain once again...

I stare at the figure in front of me. He came out of nowhere. I was here thinking. Then I thought of 'them.' I tried not to but I did. Then he came. He changed. My eyes water with tears. What was happening to me? Am I seeing things? Am I talking to myself? Am I going crazy? What was happening to me? I was thinking one moment and now I see him.

I walk up to him and touch his face. He closes his eyes and moans. I close my eyes and hug him. "I told you I would come back for you... I love you Liz"he said into my ear. "I love you too Max... I love you too"I said.

The End...
Feedback Please?

posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:20:54 PM
The Silver Kiss Part 1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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Part 1
Max's POV

I couldn't do it but I did. It was calling out to me. I couldn't fight it. It controls me when I see it or smell it. I can still hear my mother's voice.

"Whatever you are or What you are or Who you are, I'll always love you no matter what and I'll always be your mother. Forever..."

Her name was Angel Evans. She loved me for what I was. For what I am. She took me into her home knowing what I could do to her and treated me like her son. I never felt this kind of love. The only thing I ever felt was hate and rejection. Their screams were still screaming in my head.

"Get away from me you filthy cursed animal!"

"Get away from me or I will kill you!"


I felt hate for them. It wasn't my fault that I was who I am. It wasn't my fault. I screamed that at them. They just called me cursed animal. I wasn't a animal. I was human. Or at least I was human to my mother. She feed me and loved me like no one has ever did. She gave me a name and gave me a new life.

She knew what I needed to eat. She would fetch what I needed everyday. Just for me. Just for her son as she would say.

"Stay here Max... I'm gonna go out and get some food for you ok? Please don't run away"

I would smile and nod my head. I stayed there in the house, guarding it, and staying there just like she asked. She saved me. I survived. My kind was almost extinent. She saved me. She saved one of the kind from dying out. I stayed there as her son. I loved her as much as she loved me.

I would get in trouble and she would take the blame for me. She was the perfect mother. It was amazing that she wasn't married. She didn't care for guys. She wasn't a lesbian though. She loved her life the way it was. She didn't need a guy. All she need was me.

"I don't want to get married or find a father for you Max. All we need is each other. All I need is you and I know all you need is me. Can you understand that you will never have a father?"

I understood. Of course I did. I would never push my motehr to do something she wouldn't want to do. Yet she gave me everything I wanted but somethings were not allowed. Those 'somethings' I didn't care a lot about.

I was happy when I was a child and when I was a teen but that would all disappear. I thought I was the last of my kind but I was wrong. My kind killed my mother. Killed her in front of me. His name was Khivar. He offered my own mother to me to drink her blood. I refused. I couldn't drink my own mother. After what she did for me? Never...

I couldn't even stand him drinking my mother. I knocked him out and buried him in a coffin. Deep in the woods. Away from where I lived. Somewhere far far away. I came home and my mother was dying but she was still alive.

"Max..."said Angel. "Mother..."said a 18 year old Max. "I love you... Remember that as you live on... I love you... As my son... I love you Max..."said Angel. "I love you too... I will remember... I love you..."said Max. "But I can't let you die. I'll drink from you and you drink from me and you will be one of my kind"said Max. "I can't... I don't want to live on for enternatity. It's also hell. To live on forever? It's hell... Don't drink me... It's my time... Let me go to heaven and watch over you as you live on..."said Angel. "Ok...."said Max. Angel's eyes begin to close and they fully close. Her head tilts to the side. "Noooooo!"screams Max. He grabs his mother and hugs her as Angel laid there dead. "Noooooooo!"screams Max.

I know Khivar escaped somehow. He always does. But poor him though... He became a vampire at the age I think 5 or 6. I am a adult. He's tiny but clever and strong and old. But he does have a gift with his body. He pretends to be a little boy who is lost and ask people for help. They help him and he kills them and drinks them. He's been angry at humans for so long that he kills them brututally. I just try to buy blood or kill a animal. I'm not gonna drink from a human. I've drank from them but I try not to. I don't know why but I age differently. Khivar doesn't age at all. Is it because I actually have a soul and Khviar doesn't? Why?

I always thought there was something out there for me but don't know what. I dunno... So want to learn more about me? I am a vampire. I've been here for centuries... I can walk in daylight and night. I'm not like those vampires humans describe in the movies. I can walk in daylight. I won't burn. I can only die by a stake to the heart though. That's true...

I have brown eyes. Angel tells me that my eyes make me look like I have a soul like a human. I have dark brown hair. I am tall and built. Yes, I work out in gyms. Weird, right? I do things like a human. I pretend to be a human. I love being a human. I thought I had everything in my life that I needed but I was wrong. I was at the gym and then I saw this brown haired girl come through the doors. She was wearing a sports bra and small tight shorts.

I was just watching her and then my manhood comes alive. I never thought it would become hard. It always seemed dead or something... Then I realized I wanted this girl. This beauty. I was just happy that I was wearing baggy shorts at that time. I had a black wifebeater on. I followed the girl to the tread mills. She got on one and began running. I watch her body move. Her breast bouncing up and down. Her legs moving as she runs. Her ponytail flying as she runs.

Oh God...

I grab my stuff and quickly get on the tread mill next to her. I drank my gatorade and began running. I kept looking up front at the TV, trying not to look suspicious. I felt her look at me a couple of times. I moved my eyes and found her staring right into my eyes. She looked away and blushed. I smiled and continued to run.

I soon got off and sat on a bench, drinking. "Quite a run huh?"I hear a voice say. I look up and there she was. "Uh... Yeah"I said, smiling. "I'm Liz"she says and reaches her hand out. I grab it and shake it. "I'm Max"I said. "Can I join you?"she asks. Can she join me? Duh! Of course she can! "Uh... um... Sure"I said. She sat down next to me and smiled. She took out her gatorade and drank it.

She had the same flavor as me! Maybe we had something else in common. "Where do you work?"I ask, shyly. "Oh... I work at the Crashdown Café."she said. "Oh wow... I heard of it but never been there"I said. She smiles. "Where do you work?"she asks. "UFO Center"I said. "Hey! That's right across the street from the Crashdown"she said. "It is?"I asked, confused. "You really don't look at Roswell, do you?"she asked. I nodded my heard No.

Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!

"Oh shit..."I hear her say. She's still so sexy and cute when she curses. "I'm late for work."said said. She hands me a card. "Call me"she said. I take the card and it has her name and phone number. "I will"I said. She smiles and waves bye. I wave bye and watch her disappear through the doors. Oh I will call you... I will...

TBC
The Silver Kiss Part 2

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 1
Max's POV

"Where do you work?"I ask, shyly. "Oh... I work at the Crashdown Café."she said. "Oh wow... I heard of it but never been there"I said. She smiles. "Where do you work?"she asks. "UFO Center"I said. "Hey! That's right across the street from the Crashdown"she said. "It is?"I asked, confused. "You really don't look at Roswell, do you?"she asked. I nodded my heard No.

Beep! Beep! Beep! Beep!

"Oh shit..."I hear her say. She's still so sexy and cute when she curses. "I'm late for work."said said. She hands me a card. "Call me"she said. I take the card and it has her name and phone number. "I will"I said. She smiles and waves bye. I wave bye and watch her disappear through the doors. Oh I will call you... I will...

Part 2
Liz's POV

So I walk through the doors of the gym and I quickly see the hottest guy I had ever seen in my life! He had that sexy brown bangs hanging over his eyes. His muscles flexing and moving. You could tell he was built! How? It look like his wife beater was gonna break right down the middle. He was wearing those baggy shorts that just molded his ass just right. He had those sexy eyes and lips and Oh God! I thought I was gonna faint right there and I feel like fainting now just thinking about it!

I bite my lip gently and walk to the tread mills. I set the program and began to run. The next thing I knew... He was right next to me, running. I felt him look at me a couple of times. I felt like fainting and blushing. I sneaked a peek at him a couple of times. His sweat slid down his face and dripped off and fell to the ground. I felt like licking his sweat off. Then all of the sudden I see him staring right at me. Right into my eyes. I quickly looked away, embarrassed. I felt like dying right there.

I watch him get off the tread mill and drink his Gatorade. That's the same flavor as mine! Coolies... [Coolies is my creation! Don't steal!] I gathered all my courage and got off the tread mill and said "Quite a run huh?" He looked up and said "Uh... Yeah" Even his voice was so sexy! If he read a book on a cassette tape, I would buy it quickly. I began talking to him and he began talking. We just clicked. You know how sometimes you are talking to a guy you like and you just click just like that with him? Well, we clicked.

If Maria was here with me, she would be rooting for me! Unfortunately, Maria is out of town on a vacation with her boyfriend, Michael. Want to know my mystery man's name? Max... It fits him perfectly.

Max and Liz...

Even our name goes together. My watch alarm then went off. I cursed when I saw the time. I was late for work and I didn't want to leave him. I gathered my courage again and gave him my calling card. Then I left. Once I was out of there, I was all sweaty and hot and out of breath. What did that man do to me?
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Max's POV

I sat on my black leather couch, staring at Liz's calling card. I flipped it over and over again. Yes, I was debating if I should call her now. Should I?

555-3636

The number was right there. Why shouldn't I call now? Right? I sigh and grab the phone. "555-3636"I said as I pressed the numbers. I sat straight up without my back touching the back of the couch.

Ringgg! Ringgg! Ringgg!

"Hello?"I hear her say. "Um... This is Max"I said. "HI Max!"I hear her say all happy. I smile. How can a person be so happy on a phone call? "I was wondering if you would like to grab a cup of coffee or something and dinner"I asked. "Ok... When?"she asks, happy. "Um... Tomorrow at 8?"I said. "Ok"I hear her say. I know she is smiling from ear to ear. "I'll see you tomorrow then"I said. "OK... See you tomorrow"she said.

I hanged up and leaned on my couch. I sighed in relief. I was gonna see her tomorrow.

Tomorrow...

Where was I gonna take her? Pierre's? yea, Pierre's. Then the Pool Hall. Then we can grab ice cream. That's ok... Yeah, that's ok... I feel my stomach rumble. I go to my refrigerator and grab out a cup of blood and strawberry ice cream. I pour the blood all over the ice cream and eat it.

Yum...

I drop the bowl into the dishwasher and headed to bed. I plop down on the bed and open the window. I take off my shirt and throw it to the corner of my bed. I take off my pants and throw it where my shirt had landed.

Do you know what I see every morning when I wake up? Girls. The age of 14 and up. They stare through my window while I'm sleeping. What's so exciting about a guy sleeping in his boxers? That's what sucks to have your bedroom on the first floor. I do have bedrooms upstairs of my house but the first floor makes me sleep better. I wake up every morning to their giggles and gawking.
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"Shh!"I hear. I peek open one of my eyes and see a group of girls that was about 16 or 18 years old. "Hi Max..."they said in a chorus. "Good morning girls"I said. They all giggle and shriek. I smile and head to my bathroom. I heard groans as I left my bedroom. Then I popped my head in my bedroom and said "Go home girls." They all screamed. I felt like I was a movie star and they were in love with me. But I think they are in love with me which is crazy.

Do they know what I am? Do they know that I feed on human's blood like theirs? Do they know what I can do to them?

I brush my teeth and wash my face. I strip off my boxers and take a shower. I head into my bedroom with a towel around my waist. Damn it. Groups of 21 years old are here. "Morning Max"said a girl. "Good Morning"I said. She fell and one of her girlfriends caught her. My God...

It looks like they are acting but over acting!

I smile at them and grab my clothes and get out of my bedroom. I put on my clothes in the kitchen and grab my jacket. I head out through the back door and walk out the alley. Those girls are trying to look through my windows.

I feel an arm on my shoulder. "They woke you up too?"I heard. "Yeah... They wake you up?"I asked. "A Duh! You can hear their chattering and their screamings!"said Alex. "You know... I reviewed the poll on AOL of my website and girls say you should be a Playboy Model"said Alex. "Playboy Model? No thanks..."I said. "Fine"said Alex.

Alex is my best friend. Ever since I moved to Roswell when I was about 20 or 21 years old. He knows my secret.

My dark secret...

He doesn't really care much. He says "We're in the town of Aliens. Vampire, Aliens, and etc. What's the difference?" "I got you a cup of blood and bagel cream cheese covered in blood"said Alex. "Thanks" I said, taking the bag from his hands. Alex knows what I eat. He makes food for me that I love. He's like my own personal chef. And he sometimes does it so I don't kill him when I'm hungry for blood.
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It's time. For the date. I had came home early today to take a shower and get ready for the date. I was wearing black jeans and a black shirt with a brown leather coat. I walk to the Crashdown with a white rose in my hands. It took my a while to cut off the thorns but it was fun. I may have bled but all I need to do is lick it off. The wounds heal quickly. I open the door of the Crashdown and stood there. Then I saw her.

She was beautiful. She was wearing black jeans and a green tank top with a green flannel shirt over it. She looked at me and smiled. I walked up to her and handed her the rose. "Uh... For you"I said. "Thanks"she said, smiling. I watch her put the rose into a vase with water. She then walks back to me and I began leading the way.

We went to Pierre's and had a nice dinner. Then we went to the Pool Hall. I taught her how to play. It was so hard for me not to grab her and kiss her right there and my vampire side wanted to suck her blood. Our bodies were so close to each other and our hands touching. Then we grabbed some ice cream. Then I took her to her place. We just stood there smiling like crazy. I knew what was gonna happen. We were gonna kiss. You had too. It was like a tradition to kiss on first dates.

I walk closer to her and so does she. I cup her face in my hands and rub my lips against hers. I could feel her mouth open with mine. I let my tongue roam into her mouth and caress her tongue. I feel her shiver. She wrapped her arms around my neck and brought me closer to her. Our tongues dueled like swords clashing against each other in a fight. I felt my fangs wanting to appear and bite her on the neck. I fought it. My fangs didn't come out.

Good fangs... Good vampire side...

But I had a large urge to let them out. I gripped the side of her tank top tightly and brought her closer to me. I began kissing violently. My hand moved and moved her head closer to mine. I felt my lips burning like if they were on flame. I couldn't get enough of her. I pressed my body closer to hers.

Run Liz... Run... I can feel my fangs getting ready to come out... Run... Don't you know what I am? What I could do? My vampire side wants your blood. My side would kill you. Run Liz while you still have the chance... Run Liz... Run...

But Liz didn't run. She welcomed me, matching my desperate passion, and my violent kisses with her own. I pushed her up against the wall lightly and continued to kiss her. I hear her moan through the kiss. I could feel her hands running through my hair and gripping on my shoulder. I grabbed her waist and brought her closer to me. I hear her gasp, so fiercely did I end our kiss. We were out of breath. I could see the dazed and happy look on her face.

I fought with my vampire side and it obeyed me. Good... Good... I pulled away and tried to breathe slowly. She was still dazed and out of breath just like I was. "Good night"I said. "Uh... um... I... Good night..."she said, stuttering. I smile. I give her a quick kiss on the lips and disappeared into the night.

TBC
The Silver Kiss Part 3

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 2
Max's POV

I knew what was gonna happen. We were gonna kiss. You had too. It was like a tradition to kiss on first dates.

I walk closer to her and so does she. I cup her face my hands and rub my lips against hers. I could feel her mouth open with mine. I let my tongue roam into her mouth and caress her tongue. I feel her shiver. She wrapped her arms around my neck and brought me closer to her. Our tongues dueled like swords clashing against each other in a fight. I felt my fangs wanting to appear and bite her on the neck. I fought it. My fangs didn't come out.

Good fangs... Good vampire side...

But I had a large urge to let them out. I gripped the side of her tank top tightly and brought her closer to me. I began kissing violently. My hand moved and moved her head closer to mine. I felt my lips burning like if they were on flame. I couldn't get enough of her. I pressed my body closer to hers.

Run Liz... Run... I can feel my fangs getting ready to come out... Run... Don't you know what I am? What I could do? My vampire side wants your blood. My side would kill you. Run Liz while you still have the chance... Run Liz... Run...

But Liz didn't run. She welcomed me, matching my desperate passion, and my violent kisses with her own. I pushed her up against the wall lightly and continued to kiss her. I hear her moan through the kiss. I could feel her hands running through my hair and gripping on my shoulder. I grabbed her waist and brought her closer to me. I hear her gasp, so fiercely did I end our kiss. We were out of breath. I could see the dazed and happy look on her face.

I fought with my vampire side and it obeyed me. Good... Good... I pulled away and tried to breathe slowly. She was still dazed and out of breath just like I was. "Good night"I said. "Uh... um... I... Good night..."she said, stuttering. I smile. I give her a quick kiss on the lips and disappeared into the night.

Part 3
Liz's POV

Max... His name rolled off my tongue like it's been said in my past life. After he left, I went inside and took a nice bubble bath. I kept thinking about the kiss. I never had a kiss like that before. It was so violent. Almost animal. Primal. I didn't hate it... I loved it! I welcomed him into my mouth and matched the same violent with my own. I felt all hot and tinglely whenever I think about him and the kiss.

He tasted as good as he looks. I touch my lips with my fingers and smiled. I had to tell someone about this. I would tell Maria but she didn't bring her cell or leave a number. It was like she disappeared off the face of the earth. So instead I wrote in my journal. I felt like writing a story when I wrote in my journal. I described the kiss more better than a story kiss. I added words like passion and violent and primal.

I wonder what he was doing now... Was he thinking about the kiss? Was he thinking about us? On what's gonna happen between us? Was he going through a tortured sleepless night like I was? Was he?
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Max's POV

I slept like a baby, snoring. I had a smile on my face with my blanket on my waist. I knew I was gonna wake up in the morning with giggling girls. I knew it. It's a daily routine for these girls. They were my alarm clock in a way. They always seem to come at the time when I'm suppose to wake up for work.

I slept dreaming of her. I slept dreaming of Liz...

Liz...

I just shiver at the thought of our kiss. She was so addictive. Like a drug I needed.

I woke up early in the morning with screaming girls. "Morning"I said, loudly. More screamings. I get up and grab my clothes. I go into the bathroom and get ready. I walk out the back door and out of the alley. Alex appears next to me with my breakfast. I walk with him to the UFO Center where we worked.

It was a normal day except for one thing. A mother was hitting on me while her husband was right next to her! Was he pissed at his wife! What's with women? They all want me... Am I that cute and hot?
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Liz's POV

I remembered that Max said he worked at the UFO Center so I decided to give him lunch on the house. I told Agnes I'm making a delivery. She just muttered something about needing a Cigerette. I walked across the street and into the UFO Center. I was about to walk inside the office when a guy stopped me. "You're not allowed in there"I heard him say. "I'm delivering food to Max"I said. "Oh... Go then"he said. I opened the door and saw him stuffing some alien guts in a fake alien with a guy.

"I'm stuffing a alien when I am one"said Alex, joking around. I watched Max smile. I stood there, unsure what to do. I coughed. Their heads turned and looked at me. I felt like blushing right there. Max walked up to me and smiled. "Hi"he said. "Hi"I said. "HI!"said Alex. "I'm Alex"he said. Max makes a look on his face saying, 'Ignore him...'

"I thought I'd bring you lunch on the house"I said. "Thanks but you didn't have to"he said. "I wanted to but if you don't want it..."I said, a bit disappointed. "No! I want it!"I heard him say, quickly. He laughed. I laughed too.

"Thanks"he said once again. "Welcome"I said. I turned around to leave but then he grabbed me arm and spun me around. He kissed me and pulled away. "That kiss was on the house"he said joking. I laughed. I was so dazed. I turned around and walked down the stairs. I nearly fell down the stairs, still shocked from the kiss. I walked back to the Crashdown tripping and dazed.
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Max's POV

"So... Who was that?"I heard Alex say. "Liz..."I said. "Liz? Oh! The girl you went out with yesterday?"he said. "Yeah"I said, continuing to stuff the guts back into the alien. "She's cute"I heard Alex say. "Stay away from her"I said, quickly. "Hey man! I just like her as a friend even though I don't know her! Don't bite my neck off"he said. "Get it! Neck! Instead of head? Neck!"he said. I rolled my eyes and laughed at my stupid yet smart friend.

I grabbed the lunch Liz gave me and poured blood over it. I ate it and wiped my hands and mouth clean. I hear the office door open and there was Liz standing in the doorway. "Hey"I said. "Hey..."she said. "It's my break so I thought I hang here during my break"she said. "Ok..."I said. She rubbed her neck and rolled it around. "Your neck hurts?"I asked. "Yeah..."she said. "Come here"I said.

She came and I turned her around till her back was facing me. I brushed her hair off her neck and massage her neck. Then I wished I hadn't done that. I felt my head moving closer and closer to Liz's neck. I could smell her blood. It was practically calling for me... I feel my fangs come out. I tried to resist it but I couldn't. It was too strong. I was so near to bite her neck and suck her sweet sweet blood. Then something smacks me on the head and it made a sound.

Squeak!

My fangs disappear and change back into normal teeth. I look behind me and so does Liz. There was Alex, holding a plastic toy hammer that goes Squeak when you bang the hammer against something. And that something would be my head! I wanted to kill him for interupting me but yet my human side thanked him greatfully. He placed a hand on my shoulder and whispered into my ear, "It's for your own good". He leaves the room, eyeing me. It was... I thank him. My vampire side drowned back down somewhere in my body and now my human side is in control.

"I have to go back to work anyways"I heard her say as she looks into my eyes. She gives me a small long kiss and then leaves. I rubbed my face with both of my hands and went to Alex's bag. He had a cup of warm blood in his bag for me to drink. I opened the cap and began chugging down the blood. It was animal blood. It tasted different but it was the only way for me to survive in this world.

I am afraid now... Afraid of what? Afraid of hurting Liz... Afraid of hurting her... I couldn't make her into a vampire. She would hate it. She just wouldn't want to be a vampire anyways. What if I just get out of control like I did a few moments ago and I bite Liz? I couldn't hurt it. I can't hurt her. But I can't stay away from her.
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Liz's POV

Why did Alex have to interupt us? I knew he was gonna kiss my neck. I so knew it... Right?

TBC
The Silver Kiss Part 4

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 3
Liz's POV

Why did Alex have to interupt us? I knew he was gonna kiss my neck. I so knew it... Right?

Part 4
Max's POV

Liz and I have been dating for weeks now. I think a month passed by already. We would go out at least twice a week. I always ended out dates with a long good night kiss but not like the first kiss we shared on our first date. Not like that. Tonight was the night. I was gonna tell Liz what I am. Why tonight? Last week, she said "I love you". I smiled and said "I love you too" The funny thing is I meant it. Not because she said it so I had to say it. I meant it. Like I wanted to say it to her but didn't have the guts and now I could. I meant it.

I called Liz and asked her out. She accepted. We were going out tonight. Tonight's the night. Oh god... I'm so afraid... I'm gonna tell her that I'm a vampire. I would understand if she didn't want to be with me anymore. Or at least be my friend. I would still have Alex but I know it wouldn't be the same without her... Alex said I was whipped. Can a vampire be whipped? I ave been literally whipped. I never understood humans. They use words that means something but when they say it, it totally means something else. Like Whipped. Two meanings. You are whipped with something. Or you are totally in love with your lover. Or something like that.

Tonight's the night. I'm gonna tell her. I am... I just hope everything would go well.
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Liz's POV

Tonight's the night. Tonight's the night for what? I'm gonna give myself to Max.

I'm gonna give myself to Max...

I thought about it long and hard and I am gonna give myself to him. I love him very much and he loves me very much. I know him enough to give myself to him. He's the one for me. I know it. He's my soulmate. I never thought I would meet the man of my dreams at a gym. At a gym? I could hear Maria's voice ringing through my head. She would be saying, "Gym? At a gym? I meet Michael at the Crashdown when he was making fun of me..." I would laugh.

I did hear from Maria. She gave me a call last week. Michael and her eloped. I couldn't believe it. They were at Las Vegas! They are coming back to Roswell soon. Then I will be able to tell Maria all about Max and what has happened while she was gone.

Now, back on the topic. I will and am gonna give myself to Max tonight...
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Max's POV

We went out and had fun. Then we were at my place. On the second floor. I'm not gonna tell Liz on the first floor. What if Liz doesn't want to do anything with me when I tell her and I cry while I'm on the first floor bed? I'm gonna wake up all pissed at the girls even though it's not their fault. So I brought Liz to the second floor bedroom. She is sitting next to me. I told her I needed to tell her something. I grabbed her hand with mine and squeezed it lightly.

"You're not married, are you?"she asks. I laugh and nod my head No. "I don't know how to explain this really... It's very complicated and confusing."I said. "Max... What? You can tell me..."she says. I could tell her but how though? "I am not what you think I am"I said. "Huh?"she said, confused with her right eyebrow arching up. I wanted to laugh at the cute look on her face but I supressed it. "I am not human"I said. She laughs. "What are you? A alien?"she said. "I may live in the alien city but I can quite asure you I'm not a alien"I said. "Then what are you trying to say?"she asks.

"What I'm about to tell you might shock you and make you run away from me and might make you leave me and don't want to do anything with me at all..."I said. "Tell me what's going on Max..."she said. "I will never run away from you and leave you. Nor have to do anything with you at all... Tell me Max..."she said. "Do you trust me?"I ask her. "Yes"she replies. I bring her close to me and I move her hair away from her neck. It was fully exposed to me. Her beautiful soft neck. I brushed my lips against her neck. My fangs came out.

They poke through her skin. I could hear her let out a groan of pain. I could feel her sweet blood on my tongue. I sucked a bit, feeling warmth. Sweet warmth. I pulled away. Her eyes were closed. "Look at me"I said with a growl. She opens her eyes and sees my fangs. She jumps away and lets out a small scream. I lick my fangs. They are covered with her sweet blood.
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Liz's POV

This is crazy! He's a freaking vampire! A fucking vampire! I didn't even know they existed! But come on Parker... You believe Aliens exist... Why not vampires? He bite my neck and sucked my blood. I touched my neck and saw droplets of my blood on my fingers. Then I realized I lied to him. I told him that I will never run away from him and leave him. Nor have to do anything with him at all.

I know I love him but this is just fucking crazy! But I love him. That's all it matters, right? Right... I bit my lip and sat down next to him. He had a frown on his face and his eyes shined with unshed tears. "I don't care..."I said. "If you are a alien or vampire or ghost... I love you"I said. His head pops up and looks at me. I couldn't see his fangs. They were gone now. "I love you too"he said, his voice cracking up. I hugged him.

He pulled away and kissed me. I kissed back. I gripped on his shirt before taking it off. Oh My God! He was a god! He was so built. He must spends a lot of time at the gym to get this built! How did I not lose control when I was with him? I should've known he would be this built. I scrape my nails across his nipples. I hear him suck in air from his mouth and I watch his nipples harden.

He pulls my shirt off and realizes that I wasn't wearing a bra. I felt embrassed and covered myself. He cooed and pulled my hands away. "You're so beautiful"I hear him say. His thumbs scape across my hard nipples. He cups my breast and brings one of nipple into his mouth. I watched him suckling on my nipple. I let out a moan of pleasure.

I unzipped his pants and moved it off of him using my hands and my feet. I could feel my pants being pulled away from my legs. He pushes me down onto his bed gentlely with him hovering over me. I watch him move down to my legs. He spreads my legs and I could see his hair. His face had disappeared into my head. He pulls off my thong and groans. He spreads my folds and licked me. I bite my lip and let out a small cry.

He buried his face into my center and licked me up and down. He pushed his tongue into me and I screamed. I thought I was gonna see stars. He slipped a finger inside me and began moving his finger in and out. I cried and cried. "Max! Please! I need you inside me! NOW!"I cried out. He takes off his blue silk boxers. I could see his manhood. Oh God... Could that fit in me? It was so large. He hovers back over me. Face to Face. He opens his drawer and rips open a brand new box of condoms. I looked at the box.

Extra Large

I gulped. "Are you sure?"he asked. "Yes... I never been so sure about anything in my life"I said. He ripped open the seal and slipped on the condom. He teased me with his tip rubbing against my folds. He began to push into me gentlely, not wanting to hurt me. I knew he felt my barrier and he pushed past the barrier. I let out a small cry of pain. He looked at me with concern and rubbed my cheek. I smile at him. He gave me a kiss and began moving inside me.

I could see him grip the bedsheets and his pain on his face. He was trying to resist the vampire side. Trying to resist himself from biting me. I gripped onto his shoulders, dugging my nails into his back. I could feel him moving in and out of me. Each thrust he pounds into me, I scream. He kisses me and holds me closer to him. Till our skin was pressed against each other hard. I moved with him as he moved with me. I could feel the wonderful sensations bursting through my body. I wrapped my legs around his waist and began pounding him back into me harder.

I hear him let out a moan of pleasure and pain. We were almost at the edge. We were gonna fall. Gonna fall together. Then he gave one last thrust into me and then I saw stars. I screamed as I felt my orgasm crash over me like a tidal wave. I can hear him scream and plop down on top of me. We were out of breath.
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Max's POV

Oh God... I feel my sweat drip off of me and land on the bed and on Liz. Our sweat mixing together. I clench my jaw hard to not let the fangs out. Liz's hand cupped my cheek and kissed me on the lips. Oh God... Was sex like this? Sex with Liz? Yeah... Sex with Liz was like this...

I pull out of Liz, I could hear her whimper of the loss of me inside her. I craddled her in my arms, kissing her shoulder. "I love you..."I said. "I love you too"she said. I held her till she fell asleep and then I slept.

TBC
The Silver Kiss Part 5

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 4
Max's POV

Oh God... I feel my sweat drip off of me and land on the bed and on Liz. Our sweat mixing together. I clench my jaw hard to not let the fangs out. Liz's hand cupped my cheek and kissed me on the lips. Oh God... Was sex like this? Sex with Liz? Yeah... Sex with Liz was like this...

I pull out of Liz, I could hear her whimper of the loss of me inside her. I craddled her in my arms, kissing her shoulder. "I love you..."I said. "I love you too"she said. I held her till she fell asleep and then I slept.

Part 5
Liz's POV

I woke up in the arms of Max. He was sleeping peacefully with me in his arms. I moved away from him gentlely and got off the bed. I opened his drawer and took out a long shirt. I put it on and it was up to my knees. I yawned and went inside his bathroom. I used his toothbrush. He wouldn't mind, would he? After all, we just made love yesterday... I also used his towel for my shower.

I went downstairs and looked around. Max doesn't look at Roswell and I don't look at his house but I am now. I open a door and the first thing I see is women. Women staring through the window. It was a bedroom. "You're not Max!"they said. "Why are you people staring inside his bedroom?"I ask. "We do it every morning!"said them. "Why?"I ask, confused. "Cause he's hot! He's so cute! He's like hotter than those Playboy models and he usually sleeps in this bedroom and he's not here today!"they said. "He was with me"I said. I walked to the window and shut it tightly and closed the curtains. I could hear them protesting.

He was with me... He was with me...

I like the sound of that... I smiled and left the room. I walked into his kitchen and looked around for a cup. Then I felt Max's arms wrapping around my waist. I let out a small scream for he scared me to death. "Morning"he said with a big smile on his face. "Morning"I said, smiling. He gives me a small long kiss and pulls away. "What do you want for breakfast?"he asks. I wanted to say You but I was far too hungry. My stomahc rumbled. "Just whatever you're having"I said. "Without the blood"he said. "Uh... yeah"I said.

I'm still ok with the vampire thing. I am. Really, I am! "So why do you let the girls stare?"I asked. "Huh?"he asked, confused. "Those girls staring into your bedroom"I said. "Oh that..."he said. "I really don't know why. I wake up by their screamings and gasps and they just seem to come to my window every morning"he said. "But why do you let them?"I asked. He shrugged. "You don't like girls staring at me while I'm sleeping?"he said. "Uh... No... Not really"I said. "Fine... I won't let them stare. I sleep on the second floor from now on ok?"he said. I smiled. "Anything for you love"he said.
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Max's POV

Anything... I turn around, facing the stove, getting ready to make some pancakes. Then all of the sudden my door burst opens. "Good Morning Honey! I'm home!"said Alex in a deep manly voice. He posed with his arms in the air and his right knee on the floor and his left leg bended. I know Liz's eyebrow is arching up high right now.

Alex quickly realizes that we have company and he stansds up straight. I hear Liz laughing. "Morning"said Alex. "Morning to you too"said Liz. "Morning Max"said Alex. "Morning Honey"I said, joking. Alex shoves a bag into my arms. "Cheese Burger with B"he said. "I'll have it for lunch"I said, putting it in my fridge for now. I put the cooked panckaes into the plates and handed it to Liz. I grabbed my plate and look at Alex. "Oh!"he said.

He grab me a container and I opened it. Pouring blood on my pancakes. "Just imagine that it's jam or syrup or some kind of sauce"said Alex.
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Liz's POV

I smiled weakly but couldn't help think how disgusting! How can he eat this with blood poured all over it and manage to have his mouth smell so good?

I watch him take a bite out of his blood pancakes. So I took Alex's advice. It's just syrup. Very liquidy syrup. Very... I watch his face. He enjoys it. He has a smile on his face and he keeps making a yum sound. I wonder what's it like to be a vampire. Wait... Am I going crazy? I'm think what it would be like to be a vampire.

"So... How come you don't burst into flames when you're in the light?"I asked. "Not all vampire info in the show biz is true"he said. "I can stand light and garlic. My face don't turn into some ugly thing. Just my fangs come out. I can get killed by a stake to my heart. I won't turn evil if I become happy. There are more but I just can't think of them right now..."he said. "Oh ok..."I said. Max was so calm. He's so calm talking to me about this.

I know I am in love with him. He is my boyfriend. We had sex last night. He's sweet and kind and handsome and... I can't evenreally describe him! He's the perfect guy that all women dream about! I now understand how those women outside his window felt. Max is the perfect guy and he's mine!

What a great vampire boyfriend.
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Max's POV

So I'm at Liz's place tonight. Her place smells like her. It even looks like her, I think...? We just came back from our date. It was great! We laughed and smiled and joked and everything seemed so perfect. It was. I realize that I let Liz know my secret. Now there is Alex, Isabel, Kyle, Jim, and Liz. But I didn't realize that more people will know my secret tonight...
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Liz's POV

So we're making out on the couch. I can't believe a vampire could taste so good or be so sexy. In movies, the vampire always lure their victims in with their powers. Max doesn't have powers. He can't fly or turn himself into a bat. I am here because I want to be. He's not doing anything to me. I grab his hand and make a dash for my bedroom. He had a large smile on his face. I pull him down with me onto the bed and kissed him.

I wanted him. I needed him. I ripped open his shirt, the buttons flying and bouncing around the bedroom. I left the shirt on. I kissed him on the chest and down to his belly button. "Max..."I said, looking at him. "Huh?"he said, his eyes closed. "I don't know why I want you to do this but I want you to bite me on the neck. And... And drink a little bit from me"I said. I really didn't know why. I felt him bite me on the night he told me his secret, it felt good.

"What Liz? I'm not gonna-"said Max. "Please... I just want to feel how it is..."I said. "Are you sure? I don't know if I could stop myself and what if I hurt you or make you into one of me?"he said. "I don't really care. As long I'm with you"she said. "Are you sure?"he asked. "I'm sure..."I said. "But-"he said. "Just do it..."I said. I bit my lip. I'm just curious. I want to know how if feels.

He shakes his head a bit and see his fangs appear. I was a bit scared but I trusted Max. I did. He moved closer to my neck. Closer and Closer. He brushed my hair away from my neck and broke the strap on my tank top. I could feel his fangs brushing against my neck. I shivered. How could he do this to me when he's gonna bite me? I gasp as I feel his fang piercing my skin and digging down my flesh. I can feel my blood leaving me.
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Max's POV

It tasted so good. I lick and sucked her blood. I hear her utter a small cry. I stroaked her hair and caressed her. Then I felt her groan and moan in pain and pleasure. Then the door opened quickly. I moved away from Liz's neck, my fangs still in sight. There was a blonde girl in the doorway. Her eyes turned big and she ran away from the room, screaming!

I cursed and licked the blood. Liz was still dazed... "Liz!"I said. My fangs disappeared. "Oh yeah"she said, leaving the bedroom.
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Maria's POV

Oh My God! What the hell was that thing? I come home to find Liz and there is some maniac with fangs sucking Liz's blood. Oh My God! It's a vampire! Ahhh! "Michael!"I screamed. "What?"he said, bored. "VAMPIRE! SUCKING! LIZ'S BLOOD!"I screamed. Michael quickly shot up off the sofa. I saw Liz appear in the living room. She had two holes on her neck.

"Maria... This is not what you think it is..."she said. "My best friend's a vampire!"I screamed. "I'm not a vampire...! You did see something but he's not killing me though"she said. "What?!?"I screamed. Then I saw the guy appear behind Liz. He had blood on his sleeve. "What I'm about to tell you will change your life forever"said Liz. "Oh it already changed!"I said. "Maria! Just sniff some cedar oil and shut up and listen to me!"said Liz.

"Max here is a vampire"she said. "Like I hadn't figured that one out already"I said. "Wha?"said Michael, confused. "Max... could you?"asked Liz. I watch the guy Liz called Max nod. He moved Liz's hair away from her neck and licked the blood. Then I saw fangs appear. I was gonna faint. I was falling. Lucky for me that Spaceboy caught me.

Max wiped the blood away on his sleeve and his fangs disappeared. "This is some weird crazy shit"said Michael. "I think I should go..."said Max. "No Max... Stay..."said Liz. Stay? Stay?!? Was Liz crazy? You don't know if he will go blood crazy and suck all our blood!
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Liz's POV

"Maria... He's not a vampire who just kills his victims. He drinks animal blood. I asked him to drink my blood cause I wanted to feel how it was like to be drank"I said. Maria stared at me with a shock look on her face. "I think I should really go..."said Max. "No... Please stay..."I plead. "It's for the best right now... I call you tomorrow"he said. "Ok... Love you..."I said. "Love you too"he said, giving me a kiss and then left.

"Just sit down and I will explain everything once I get a bandage"I said. I went into the bathroom and got a bandage. I ripped open the seal and stuck the bandage over my two holes on my neck. Everything was going so well and then Maria had to burst inside. Arg!
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Max's POV

My secret is out. More people now know. Great... Soon the whole world is gonna know and then I will have FBI Agents on my tail. But I trust Liz and her friends. Maybe her friends... I don't know them yet but if they are Liz's friend, I know they won't tell. I hope they won't tell...
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Maria's POV

So I sniffed my cedar oil and calmed down. Liz told me everything from the beginning of how she met Max and to now of how I found Max sucking her blood. I think I'm ok with this. At first, I wanted to run out of the place and run screaming but Michael held my hand, making me stay. I think I'm ok... I'm gonna apoligize to Max when I see him tomorrow... Or if I see him tomorrow...
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Michael's POV

So I heard everything... So? What's the big deal man? He's a vampire. That's cool! Well, it's cool with me. I dunno about Maria. She's here almost like she's paralized. I'm ok... I understand what Liz is going through and feeling. At least I think I understand... Anyways... I'm ok with it...

TBC
The Silver Kiss Part 6

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 5
Michael's POV

So I heard everything... So? What's the big deal man? He's a vampire. That's cool! Well, it's cool with me. I dunno about Maria. She's here almost like she's paralized. I'm ok... I understand what Liz is going through and feeling. At least I think I understand... Anyways... I'm ok with it...

Part 6
Liz's POV

I know where Max keeps his extra key if he gets locked out of his house. I pull out the vampire doll on a stick from the soil and ripped out a patch which holded the key. I walk in and quickly I see Max in a towel. Just a towel. His hair and body was wet. His body glistened from the water or maybe he was just normally like that...

"Hi Max..."I said. He looks at me and smiles. "Maria and Michael understands"I said. "Good"he said. I close the door and drop the extra key on the coffee table. I jump onto him, wrapping my legs around his waist and kiss him. He stumbles back and holds me in his arms. He falls down onto the sofa. I pull away from the kiss and pull him to my neck to where he had bit me last night. I feel his fangs puncture my skin once again.

I scream in pleasure. I liked him biting me. It felt good. I could feel my blood dripping from my neck and slid down on my breast, not touching my tank top. I feel Max's hands on my tank top and he rips it down the middle. The blood slides down to my stomach and stains my jeans. He keeps sucking and more blood drips from my neck. He pulls me to his chest, my blood wetting his chest. He pulls away and licks the blood that slid down my breasts and stomach.

"Oh God..."I cried out. I never realize this could feel so good. It feels good like sex but sex was better. I decided to do something that I just did out of the blue. I bit Max on the neck. Not puncturing his skin but left bite marks. I feel him gasp and hold onto me tighter. I rubbed against his hard erection. He growls and takes me right there on the couch. Our bodies and soul joining together as one...
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Max's POV

I laid there with Liz on my sofa, looking at the ceiling. "Wow..."we both said at the same time. Sex just keeps getting more and more better each time we do it. Liz and I bit each other as we had sex. It was fun... She sunk a teeth lightly on my nipple and I just went sex crazy. I just took her and everything happened so fast that I can't really remember what happened! I don't know how many times we made love but I know it's more than two or three!

I kiss her shoulder and hug her against me. I feel her smile and she snuggles her head into the crook of my neck.
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Khivar's POV

So you got yourself a little girlfriend Max... After all these centuries, you finally got a girlfriend. She's a beaut.
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Max's POV

So we walked down the streets at night. The stars and moon shining brightly down on us. Her hand in mine. Everything was perfect... She loved me and I loved her. Then all of the sudden, my name was called. "Max!"said a blonde girl. I smiled. She ran and hugged me quickly, nearly making me fall to the ground. "Oh My God! I missed you so much!"she said.

I smiled and kissed her on the cheek and she kissed mine. I looked at Liz and fuck... She was pissed... I realize she didn't know who this girl was... But I should have told her earlier.
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Liz's POV

So I'm standing here, watching Max and this girl hug and kiss. HUG AND KISS! In front of me! His girlfriend! "How could you?"I said to Max. Max just kept stuttering. I pulled this girl off of Max and got up in her face. "This is my boyfriend! You better get away from him! Stop hugging and kissing him! I'm the only one who could do that so get away and find another guy to slober over!"I screamed.

"Slober? Boyfriend? What the fuck you talking about?!?"she screamed. "Max, didn't you tell her about me?"she said to Max. "I forgot..."he said. She starts to laugh and pretends to choke Max. Max laughs. What's so funny? I got this girl all over my boyfriend!

"I'm Isabel"she said, sticking her hand out. "Yeah so?"I said. "I'm Max's friend also like a sister to Max"she said. My eyes widen and I realized I had made a huge mistake. I could hear Max laughing right now. He's holding his stomach and wiping his eyes. I walk over to him and slapped him on the arm a couple of times. "Ow!"he said, laughing.

"I'm so sorry"I said to Isabel. "That's ok... I just never thought Max would have a girlfriend since he's a vamp"she said. "Shit! Max! Did you tell her that you're a vamp?"she asks Max. "Yeah..."he said. "Oh thank god! I thought she didn't know and I spilled your secret..."she said. Max tries to keep a serious face but just bursts out laughing all over again. I was pissed at him at that moment.
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Max's POV

Haha! Hehe! Haha! Hehe! Liz thought Isabel was my girlfriend and she got all bitchey on my friend a.k.a. sister. Isabel is not really my sister but she acts like it and we miss work or whatever saying our brother or sister was in trouble. I couldn't help but laugh.

"Maxie Pad!"shouted someone. I looked behind and saw Kyle and his father, Jim. "Hey Maxie Pad! Remember the Valenti's?"shouted Kyle. He acted like he was drunk but he wasn't. "Hey!"I shouted. They walked over to us. Why was the gang here?

"Maxie Pad?"I hear Liz whisper. "It was a nickname that stuck to me cause I bought a bag of pads for Isabel which I still regret till now"said I. Liz then burst out laughing. I guess I laughed at her and now she gets revenge on laughing at me. Oh well... It's a good thing I love her...

I see Alex run to Isabel and hug her. He spins her and Isabel is screaming on the top of her lungs. He turns Isabel around and Isabel hugs him and slaps him on the arm. "So who's the chick?"asked Kyle, eyeing Liz. I felt jealous. I grabbed Liz's hand. "Well, she's my girlfriend"I said. Kyle backed away, smiling. "Finally Mr.Paddy! You got a girlfriend!"he said. I roll my eyes. I may be a vamp but I made friends and trusted them with my secret.

"Where you guys staying?"I asked. "Hotels"they all replied. "Stay at my place"I said. "Really?"said Kyle. "Yeah..."I said. Yes and Thank You were said. Liz frowned. "What's wrong Liz?"I asked. "I wanted to be alone so we could um... you know..."she said, blushing. "We can and We will even though they are here"I said. She smilied.

"Ahhhhhhh!"

A scream echoes from the street. "Oh God... I thought I had lost her at the corner"whispers Isabel. "You tried to lose her?"shouted Kyle. Isabel shrugged. "She was gonna get lost anyway... That's what gerbils do... Get lost and lose what they want, and die"said Isabel. I laughed and yet was confused. Gerbil sounded familiar but whose nickname was that?

Then all of the sudden, someone jumps on my back. I stumble and grab onto a parking meter. "Max! It's been so long!"I heard her say. Oh... I remember now... Tess... "HI Tess"I said. Tess gets off of me and kisses me on the lips. I pull away from her and tried pushing her away. "Hey Tess! I would like you to meet my girlfriend, Liz"I said. Tess's eyes widen and her smile turned into a frown. I walk to Liz and wrap my arms around her waist. I kiss Liz on the neck, marking her. I smile at her. Tess frowns and stands next to Kyle. Kyle thanks me and hugs Tess.

Kyle had a thing for Tess. But Tess was obsessed with me. I would help Kyle when Tess was around.

"I thought you were single"she said. "Well, I met Liz and we just clicked like male and female rabbits"I said, laughing. Everyone laughed except Tess for she was confused at that joke.

You know how rabbits have sex like crazy? Well, Liz and I clicked like male and female rabbits. Get it?

TBC
The Silver Kiss Part 7

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 6
Max's POV

"I thought you were single"she said. "Well, I met Liz and we just clicked like male and female rabbits"I said, laughing. Everyone laughed except Tess for she was confused at that joke.

You know how rabbits have sex like crazy? Well, Liz and I clicked like male and female rabbits. Get it?

Part 7
Max's POV

So I slept on the first floor bedroom like I use to, forgetting to shut the window and curtains. I woke up with screaming and staring girls. Liz and I wake up. "Hi Max... Come here and show me your stuff"said a women. "No thanks... I'm still wiped out from last night with Liz"I said, pointing at my girlfriend. Their smiles turned into frowns. I resisted my laugh and walked out of the room. Liz gives them the middle finger and follows me into the living room, shutting the bedroom door.

That's my girl...

I laugh and hug her. I just can't stop kissing or touching her. She's so addictive! She's my drug! And I love it and never want to quit! I never ever want to quit! Ever! I smile. What did I do to deserve this kind of love and deserve her? I thought life was perfect but that will soon all change and go back to a perfect life... I think...
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I offered to take Liz home and she agreed. It was late and I didn't trust her being out at night by herself. As we walked to Liz's place, a boy appeared. "I'm lost... Can you take me home?"he asked. I knew him. I watched Liz kneel down and look at the boy. "Awww..."she said. "Pwease pat my alien? He's lost too"he said. Then something inside of me clicked. I watch Liz's body kneel down lower to the ground to the Alien to pat it.

I quickly pull her up to her feet and grab the boy by the neck and bang him against the wall. HIs feet danging above the ground. "Max! What are you doing?"she screams. "Get away from us Khivar... You don't belong here"I said, angrily. "Glad you remember me Maxwell"he said in a not 5 year old voice anymore but a mature adult voice. Liz's eyes widen. "What are you gonna do Maxwell? You gonna kill your own brother?"said Khivar. "You were never my brother. You were just my creator... Not my brother... Nor family... Nor friend... Just my foe and creator"I said.

"Still holding grudes on what I did to your foster mom?"he said. "She wasn't my foster mom... She was my real mom"I said. "Tsk Tsk Tsk... Maxwell... Don't tell me you are trying to be human... For I know you are not... I created you like you said before"he said. I dug my nails into his tiny neck and clench my hand tighter around his neck. He smacks my hand and tries to scratch me. "Little kids don't have long nails but adults do"I said. I dug my nails tighter into his nail.

"Liz... Run home... I'll call you tomorrow ok? I have some unfinished business to take care of"I said. "Ok... Be careful"she said. "I will"I said, glaring at Khivar. I hear Liz's running footsteps disappear form us. "Come... on.... Maxwell... You won't... kill... me"said Khivar. "Oh I will"I said, putting my other hand on his neck. I squeezed his neck. "I created a army of vampires... Once they realize I'm gone, they will come looking for you... and your friends... including Liz..."he said. "You stay away from them especially Liz"I said.

"Never..."he said. I hold him by the neck and walk into the alley. Then you could hear a scream. I walk out of the alley all clean yet dirty from his ashes... Now there was a war on my hands.

I went home and called Liz and all my friends. I told them to go to all go to Nancy and Phillip Evans house. Angel Evans was their family. I told them to tell them that Maxwell sent them.
I told them to pack their things and stay there till somethings were cleared. I couldn't take the chance of Khivar's army harming my friends or Liz.

I roamed the streets, turning myself into that dark haried mystery guy. I wored a trench coat and hadn't come to my house. I stayed at hotels. I had stakes and weapons to kill any vampire coming to kill me. I was foolish but I went into Khivar's base and started to kill vampires. But I was soon caught and placed in a cell. I was starved and beaten. You ask... If I've been through all of this, how am I still alive? The answer is my friends and Liz. Their friendship and love for me kept me alive. I kept looking forward to see them again.

I soon found out as I was being held captured that Khivar's last project was a brainwashing machine. Guess who was their test subject? That's right... Me... I was brainwashed and told that I was their leader. I disappeared from my human life and became a evil leader. I never contacted my friends or Liz. For I forgot and didn't know them anymore...
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Liz's POV

Where was Max? Where is he? It's been like two years since he contacted me or any of the gang. We all moved on still wondering where he was. The gang said I had to let him go. They all came to a conclusion that he was dead. that he must have died form a stake to the heart. I wouldn't believe it. I holded on to him. I'm still hanging onto him. I even still have the scar of the bite he put in my neck. It reminded me of him. It reminded me that I was his. It reminded me that I was his first in sex and first in love.
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Max's POV

I slept on my silk bed, loving the coldness of it on my skin. I heard the door open and click. It was shut tight. I heard whimpering. I open my eyes and smiled. I sat up and looked at the black haired girl who wored a yellow shirt and very short shorts. She had blue eyes and a tiny nose. "Where am I?"she asks. "In my bedroom?"I said. "Come here"I said. She glares at me. "I won't hurt you... I was captured too..."I said, lying. "You too?"she said. I nod my head yes. "What do they want with us?"she asks. "We're test subjects on this new machine they are working on.... It's to transport us to another dimension"I said.

"Come here and rest"I said. She looked at me and smiled. She walked to me and sat down next to me. I quickly grab her by the shoulders having her back face me. "Do you know that I lie very good?"I said. "Please don't..."she said. "Oh no no no... The begging comes later" I hissed in her ear. I kissed her neck and bit it. Having my fangs in her neck. She starts to scream. I hold onto her body, sucking the blood from her.

"Ahhhhhh!"she screams. I suck all the blood out of her and her screaming ceased. I smiled and withdrawed my fangs from her neck. I lick the blood off my lips and my fangs disappear. I cleared my throat by coughing and guards came into the bedroom. They took the girl to dispose of it and cleaned the blood off my silk bedsheets and blankets.

I lie down to sleep. Everynight I sleep, I see these two holes on someone's neck. As if she was bitten by a vampire and survived. The skin had a couple of brown spots on her neck. Two holes on her neck as a scar. Her skin softer than silk. I would wake up all sweaty and curious. Who was this person haunting me? What did she want? Why was she haunting me?
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I went out of the base to hunt. I hid in the alleys at night and waited for women and girls to come by. No males... Just females... I watched a women walk down the street in her green dress with a green tank top with a blouse over it. I grab her arm and pull her into the alley. Crushing her against the wall with my body. I move her hair and rip open the blouse and tank top strap. Then my eyes widen. Two holes like scar. Brown spots on the neck. I touched it. Softer than silk. I look into her face. She looked familiar.

She looked up and saw me. "Max?"she said. "How dare you call me by a nickname. My name is Maxwell"I said. "What? What has gotten into you? Don't you know who I am?"she said. "What had gotten into me? I think you should ask that yourself lady... I don't know you"I said. "I'm Liz! You're girlfriend!"she said. "I have no girlfriend and I certainly don't know a Liz"I said. "Yes, you do know me"she said. "I DON'T KNOW YOU!"I screamed in her face. She slapped me. I grabbed her wrist and banged it against the brick wall.

I stared at her and then kissed her. She kissed back, then jumping up, wrapping her legs around my waist. I remember this taste. This scent. This touch. I remember this. Then my memory comes back. Liz... My beautiful Liz... Has it been two years already? How did I survive without you for two years? I pulled away. "Liz Parker?"I asked, confused. "Yes"she said. "I remember... I remember..."I said. "What happened to you?"she asked. "I was brainwashed and told that I was the evil leader of the Vampire Army and Base"I said. "Everyone thought you were dead"she said. "Dead?"I said. "Yeah"she said.

She kissed me and I kissed her back. I brought her back to my place and made love to her all night long. Over and over again. I was making up for all the sex I had missed for the last two years. We fell asleep in the morning. I was reunited with my friends. They all hugged me and screamed. Now since that was over, all I need to do is to destroy the base.
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I hid bombs in the base on the outside and inside. I told them I was going to hunt. I stood outside the base on a hill that was miles away from the base. I pressed the red button and

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

It went up in flames. The base was destroyed. It was all over. Finally... It was all over. I was going to return to my life. My human life... The life where I belong...

I went home to find Liz there naked on my bed. I smiled and made love to her. We went sex crazy that night. Want to know where we had sex? Bed, Shower, Coffee Table, Kitchen Table, Kitchen Floor, Couch, Kitchen, Living Room Floor, and my second floor bedrooms. I woke up the next day, feeling happy. There was Liz sleeping peacefully. I kissed her on the forehead and she woke up. I went to my jacket and took out a small black velvet box. I proposed to her.

"Elizabeth Parker... Will you marry me?"I asked. "YES! YES! YES!"she screamed, hugging me.

I don't have to worry about my vampire side anymore. My vampire side learned to love her and won't come out unless I want to. That's one of the things I learned when I was leader at the base. And that was to control my vampire side. I have everything I need. Liz and my friends and my life.

TBC

The Silver Kiss Part 8

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 7
Max's POV

I went home to find Liz there naked on my bed. I smiled and made love to her. We went sex crazy that night. Want to know where we had sex? Bed, Shower, Coffee Table, Kitchen Table, Kitchen Floor, Couch, Kitchen, Living Room Floor, and my second floor bedrooms. I woke up the next day, feeling happy. There was Liz sleeping peacefully. I kissed her on the forehead and she woke up. I went to my jacket and took out a small black velvet box. I proposed to her.

"Elizabeth Parker... Will you marry me?"I asked. "YES! YES! YES!"she screamed, hugging me.

I don't have to worry about my vampire side anymore. My vampire side learned to love her and won't come out unless I want to. That's one of the things I learned when I was leaer at the base. And that was to control my vampire side. I have everything I need. Liz and my friends and my life.

Part 8
Max's POV

Today was our wedding night. Today was the day. After waiting a couple of months, today was finally here. My friends and family was here. I stood at the aisle, waiting for my Liz to come out from those wooden doors that seperated us. The music started. The flower girl came out. The ring bearer came out. The bride's maid came out. Now Liz came out with her father. I smiled and she smiled too.

I loved her so much...

Liz was soon right beside me, both waiting for the pastor to talk. We just followed what he said and then it was time to say our vows. I licked my lips and looked into her eyes. I held her hand and said...

"Liz... When I first met you, I knew I was in love with you. You were the most beautiful women I had ever seen in my life. You gave me your card to call you and I did. We clicked quickly. I felt like I known you all my life. Like we were together in a past life. We had gotten closer and closer by the day. We soon realized we loved each other. When you said I love you to me for the first time, I was happy. I felt like jumping around my house and going crazy.

When I told you a secret I had kept inside me ever since I met you, You understood. You weren't afraid of it. You jumped away from me but you came back to me. You told me that you didn't care. You told that even if I was a alien, vampire, or ghost, or etc., you still wouldn't care. And that you love me. I was glad you understood because I thought you would run away and never want to do anything with me. But you were there for me. You stayed with me through all my problems.

I had disappeared for two years. For I was brainwashed somehow. But when I first saw you, I fell in love with you all over again even though I knew you but in my mind I didn't know you. When we kissed, I remembered us. I remember my life. Before I was brainwashed. I remembered. You stayed strong and loyal to me even though I was gone for two years. I could have been dead for that's what all my family and friends thought but you didn't want to believe it. You chose to believe that I was still alive and somewhere out there in this world. You didn't give up and forget about me. You kept me alive in your heart.

Now I want to somehow return the favor. I want to marry you and become your husband. I want to be there for you when you are sick, hurt, in pain, happy, and other things... I want to be there to experience them with you. You are my best friend, my lover,and my soulmate. I will love you forever. Even when I die, I will still love you. Or if you die, I will still love you and never be with anyone else. For I love you. Heart and Soul."
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Liz's POV

I wanted to cry at Max's vow. It was so touching. I wanted to cry right there but I held back the tears for if I cried, I would ruin my make-up. It was my turn to say my vows. I gulped.

"Max... I love you... Heart and Soul. I always loved you. When I first met you, I felt like I was at home. All my life, I felt like there was something out there for me and I found it. It was you. You are what was out there for me. When you had disappeared, I didn't want to believe that you were dead. I knew you were still out there. I felt you in my heart and mind.

I stayed loyal to you. I stayed strong. I shooed all the guys who offered to buy me a drink or asked me out. I told them all No. I only wanted you. When I saw after two years, I was so happy. I had felt like giving up but I didn't. But when I saw you, I knew you would come back to me one day. I knew it. I love you as my best friend, my lover, and my soulmate. I know you are my destiny. I know fate guided us together.

When you told me your secret, I was scared for one second but I realized if I love which I did, I wouldn't be afraid. I love you so I wasn't afraid and I accepted and understood your secret. I want to be there for you when you are in pain, happy, hurt, dying, or whatever... I want to be there with you. If you die, I want to be there to die with you. For I don't know if I could live without you in my life. For if you are dead and I am alive, I would be dead in my life already.

I love you and I would love to be your wife as Elizabeth Evans."I said.
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Max's POV

I wanted to cry at her vows she said to me but I hed them back. I will cry later. "Now you may kiss the bride"said the Pastor. I cupped Liz's face and kissed her. I wrapped my arms around her waist and she wrapped her arms around my neck. We kissed a nice long kiss, ignoring the claps and cheers from the people.

We soon fed each other cake, getting it all over our face. Then we danced. Our song was

Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe

I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That I only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe

Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold the key

Never again
Would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe

That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly
You won't give up on me
And I shall believe, I shall believe


It was by Sheryl Crow. It is called I Shall Believe. It was our song. Our wedding song. Our song.

We soon were at a balcony for Liz was gonna throw the bonquet of flowers. I watched her smile and laugh. She turned around and threw it. Guess who caught it? Maria. She ran up to Michael and kissed him, holding the flowers to her chest.

Everything was perfect. Kyle finally told Tess how he felt about her and it took Tess a while before she knew she was in love with Kyle and she was. Now they are going out. Alex and Isabel are engaged. Well Michael took that whole catching a bonquet flower thing very seriously and he proposed to Maria this week. Of course she said Yes.
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~Honeymoon~

We went to Hawaii for out honeymoon. We had fun. We also had to change rooms a couple of times for we broke the bed if you get what I mean. Liz and I are standing in our balcony, with the moon and stars shining on us. I look at her and smile. I kissed and her and said "I love you Elizabeth Evans" "I love you Maxwell Evans"said Liz, kissing me. We were together and we were happy. Nothing can ever separate us. Ever. For our love is stronger than anything else...

TBC...

The Silver Kiss Part 9, The Real Conclusion!

The Silver Kiss Part 9

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R and NC-17
Summary: Max is a vampire. He's been roaming on Earth for centuries. Liz is a human. She one day meets Max. Will Max kill her?
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: There will be killings of people in here... No rape... Just people dying so if you don't like to read people dying, I advise you not to read it at all but the killing goes with the story...
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From Part 8
Max's POV
~Honeymoon~

We went to Hawaii for out honeymoon. We had fun. We also had to change rooms a couple of times for we broke the bed if you get what I mean. Liz and I are standing in our balcony, with the moon and stars shining on us. I look at her and smile. I kissed and her and said "I love you Elizabeth Evans" "I love you Maxwell Evans"said Liz, kissing me. We were together and we were happy. Nothing can ever seperate us. Ever. For our love is stronger than anything else...

Part 9
Liz's POV

I'm Mrs.Elizabeth Evans now. I am his wife. I'm not his girlfriend but his wife... God, I love the sound of that word. Wife! Now I wonder what to do about the girls who stare at Max everyday... I asked Max that. Then he did something crazy. He stood on the roof of his house and yelled "I'm Married!"

No more girls now. No more staring. No more gawking. No more screaming. No more...

I living happily with Max. A week passed and I used that week to think about some things. Just some important things. Well, Max won't age... I will... I'll get old and he won't. He will be young and I will be old. I did not know a way to make Max human and have him age with me. I thought about this for quite a while... I'm gonna ask Max to do something that I know he will not accept it at first but I will make him.

"Max?"I said. "Yeah?"he said. "I gave it a lot of thought and I was wondering if you could make me into one of you..."I said. "What?"he said, quickly. "Why?"he asked. "Well, You don't age at all! I'm gonna age... I'll be like 40 in the future and you will be like in your twentys!"I said. "Liz..."he said. "Please?"I said. "What about your friends? Don't you want to age with them?"he said. "You'll live on with me and all your friends will be dead..."he said.

Oh shit... I didn't think about that. But I could always make new friends but my friends were unlike any other friends in the world... "You make me into a vampire and I'll turn them all into a vampire"I said, quickly. "What?!?"said Max. I watched him nearly fall off the bed when I said that.
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Max's POV

Is she crazy? It might be ok to turn her into a vampire but to turn her friends into a vampire? That's a little outrageous....! "I'll call a meeting with the gang and ask them..."she said. "Liz... This is crazy! To turn you may be ok... But your friends?"I said. "Trust me..."she said, giving me a kiss on the lips. I cupped her face and brought her closer to me. I may think the idea is crazy but I still love her...
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So she called her friends. We are at the Crashdown, just sitting. It was so quiet. No one was talking. You could hear a car honk from one or two miles away. It was so quiet. You could hear next door drop a cup to the ground or something. It was too quiet. Then Liz spoke.

"I offered Max to make me into a vampire"she said. Gasps and Comments were made. "Wait! I decided this because Max won't age and I will... I'll be dead and he will be alive..."she said. "But... I didn't think about you guys... If I become a vampire and don't age, you people will... You people will be dead while Max and I are still alive... What I'm saying is that I'm offering you guys to live forever..."she said.

More gasps and comments were made. All their eyes landed on me. "What?"I said, confused.
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Liz's POV

I wanted to laugh and Max's 'What?' thing... I just sat there, waiting for their answers. I felt Max grab my hand and squeezed it lightly, signaling that it will be ok. "I'll take your offer"said Michael. "Really?"I said. "Hey! I can keep Metallica alive throughout the centuries or whatever"he said. Max and I laughed. "I'll take it too..."said Maria. "I'm not leaving Spaceboy!"said Maria.

"I ain't leaving Max..."said Alex. "Someone's gotta feed him and feed the other vampires. "I ain't leaving Alex"said Isabel. "I don't what he'll do if he falls in love with another girl that ain't me!"said Isabel.

"I ain't leaving Maxie Pad..."said Kyle. "If I die, who will make fun of him and pads?"he said. Max laughed. "I'm not leaving Kyle... I just fell in love with him!"said Tess. "Well that's that"I said.
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Max's POV

So Liz and I worked this all out. I will bite her and she will bite Maria. Maria will bite Michael. Michael will bite Alex. Alex will bite Isabel. Isabel will bite Kyle. Kyle will bite Tess. I think that's fair, right? So everything is worked out.

I exposed Liz's neck and let me fangs come out. I bite her neck, digging my fangs into her neck. Into her flesh. Sucking the blood. I can hear her moan and scream. A small path of blood slid down, covering her breast in blood. I feel her hands grip my hair and then her grip became lighter and lighter. She was weakening. Her hands fell down to her sides and I pulled away. She was near death. I laid her down on the bed. She was shaking and pale. I stick my fangs into my wrist, letting my blood flow out.

I held it to her mouth. I gasped and shivered as I felt her hot tongue lick my blood. Soon she gripped my wrist to her mouth. I could feel her fangs digging into my flesh. She pulled away and looked at me. I watch her smile at me and kissed me. Her color was coming back. Her bite wounds were going away, leaving the scar there. My wound healed and left a two bite scar.

Liz drank Maria and it went from there like our plan.
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Liz's POV

So I'm a vampire now... Well, at least I'm not an alien! I feel Max's mouth on my breast. I have to go now... My friends, Max, and I live on... Live on together... Facing problems in life together. All that matters is that we're together, right? Right...

"I love you Liz..."I hear Max murmur. "I love you too"I said, tugging his hair.

[ The End!
Ok... I took Morning Dreamgirl and DMatahari advice. I wrote the real conclusion! You guys happy now? Like I said before on Part 8, Even though this is the end, Feedback Please!



posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:21:34 PM
Trust Part 1/1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback,Flashes,Dreams,maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 1/1
“She did it... Why?

Why would she do that to me?

She did it. Nothing can change that. She did it. She did do it. I saw with my own eyes. Why?

Why would she go such length to hurt me like that?

Why? My heart aches with pain now... My eyes water with tears. Doing something that cruel... To me... I use think she was right on everything but now... it changed... She was wrong... She heard something that wasn't my fault. That was not true.

Why? I don't get it... Why?

Why would she do that to me?

I know it hurted as much as it did me. I know it did... Why did she hurt me like that? She knew she could make me suffer with pain and sadness by doing something that meant a lot to me...

Why?

What made her go such lengths to do this to me?

Was it something I did a long time ago?

Was it something I said?

Was it something I made her do? Revenge?

Was it to make me go crazy? To go cry?

What was it?

I sit on my bed and cry. Cry like there was no tomorrow.

I hold up my hand and cover my face. I feel the warm tears slide down my face. My lips are cracked now. My nose all stuffed up. My eyes bloodshot from all my crying. My body shivering with coldness and sadness.

Why?

How could you do that to me?

You love me so much... Why do it?

Why break my heart like that?

You know it means so much to me and you did it anyways... I don't know if I can trust you anymore... I don't know if I can tell you my secrets... I don't know if I can even talk or look or touch you right now... You hurt me so bad that I'm too scared to grow up fully now... I don't want to suffer this pain again when I get older.

Is this what you feel when you lose something?

Lose something that you knew was yours? I wanted it to last forever but it didn't. It ended all in one day... I'm crying right now because of you. Because you hurt me so dearly.

Do you know what pain you caused me?

Do you know how horrible it was?

To see you like that?

In your room?

Why?

You know I loved you... How can I love you now? How can I?

What you did made me lose your trust for a while... I hope I can regain that... I love you and I still do but I don't know if I can love you right now... ” thought a little 5 year-old Max as he cried at the horrible sight in front of him. His 5 year-old sister, Isabel Evans, eating Max's favorite last piece of chocolate who was now also covered with the chocolate.

The End...
Did I fool you people? Did you guys think it was Max talking about Liz sleeping with Kyle? Did ya? Feedback on what you think about this fanfic! Feedback Please?

posted on 2-Nov-2001 6:23:48 PM
It Wasn't Me Part 1/1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: T/S [S is stripper), M/L
Rating: I think this is NC-17...
Summary: This fanfic is just to show how stupid Tess is. For Tess Lovers, I advise you not to read this! For Tess Haters, I advise you to READ THIS!
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: The song is by Shaggy. It is called "It Wasn't Me"
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Part 1/1

(Yo', man) Yo'
(Open up, man) What do you want, man?
(My girl just caught me) You let her catch you?
(I don't know how I let this happen) With who?
(The girl next door, you know) Man
(I don't know what to do) Say it wasn't you
(Alright)

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked
Bangin' on the bathroom floor

How could I forget that I had
Given her an extra key
All this time she was standing there
She never took her eyes off me

How you can grant the woman access to your villa
Trespasser and a witness while you cling to your pillow
You better watch your back before she turn into a killer
Best for you and the situation not to call the beaner
To be a true player you have to know how to play
If she say you're not, convince her say you're gay
Never admit to a word when she say makes a claim
And you tell her baby no way

But she caught me on the counter (It wasn't me)
Saw me bangin' on the sofa (It wasn't me)
I even had her in the shower (It wasn't me)
She even caught me on camera (It wasn't me)

She saw the marks on my shoulder (It wasn't me)
Heard the words that I told her (It wasn't me)
Heard the scream get louder (It wasn't me)
She said our dealy was over

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked
Bangin' on the bathroom floor

I had tried to keep her
From what she was about to see
Why should she believe me
When I told her it wasn't me

Make sure she knows it's not you and lead her on da right prefix
Whenever you should see her make da giggolo flex
As funny as it be by you, it not that complex
Seein is believin so you better change your specs
You know she not gonna be worrying bout things from the past
Hardly recollecting and then she'll go to noontime mass
Wait for your answer: go over there
But if she pack a gun you know you better run fast

But she caught me on the counter (It wasn't me)
Saw me bangin' on the sofa (It wasn't me)
I even had her in the shower (It wasn't me)
She even caught me on camera (It wasn't me)

She saw the marks on my shoulder (It wasn't me)
Heard the words that I told her (It wasn't me)
Heard the scream get louder (It wasn't me)
She said our dealy was over

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked
Bangin' on the bathroom floor

How could I forget that I had
Given her an extra key
All this time she was standing there
She never took her eyes off me

Gonna tell her that I'm sorry
For the pain that I've caused
I've been listenin to your reasonin
It makes no sense at all
We should tell her that I'm sorry
For the pain that I've caused
You may think that you're a player
But you're completely lost
That's why I sing

Honey came in and she caught me red-handed
Creeping with the girl next door
Picture this, we were both butt naked
Bangin' on the bathroom floor

How could I forget that I had
Given her an extra key
All this time she was standing there
She never took her eyes off me


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Max's POV

I walk into Tess's room, formally Kyle's room. Then I hear groaning. I figure Tess was in pain from the baby or something but then I hear a male groaning. My right eyebrow arches up. I put my hand on the doorknob and turn it. I push it open and there was Tess riding a guy! A stripper! "TESS!"I shout. Tess looks at me and so does the stripper. She is still riding him even though she sees me.

"Hi.... Max..."said Tess, riding the stripper. "How could you do this Tess? After what we did?"I said. "It wasn't me!"shouted Tess. "Tess! You're having sex right in front of me!" I shout. "It wasn't me!"shouted Tess. I gasp. How stupid can Tess be?!?

"You're right in front of me! You're having sex with a stripper! You're even riding him in front of me!"I scream at Tess. "I'm telling you! It wasn't me!"shouted Tess. "You're right in front of me!"I shout again. "It wasn't me!"shouted Tess.

Oh my god... Tess is so stupid! She is still riding him. Right in front of me... She is moaning and groaning with the guy. Isn't she suppose to be pregnant with my child? Tess is still having sex with this guy and she is already caught! Red-handed! "I caught you! Red-handed! You are doing it in front of me!"I scream. "It wasn't me!"shouted Tess as she rides the guy. I put my hand to my forehead and rub it.

Then all of the sudden Liz comes in. "Liz?"I said. "Oh My God!"screams Liz as she takes in the sight of Tess doing a stripper. "Tess! You're suppose to be with Max! You're... um... suppose to be... um... having sex with Max!"she shouts. "It wasn't me!"shouts Tess as the guy flips her over so Tess is lying down on her back. The guy thrusts into her. In and Out. In and Out. Repeating this process.

I look at Liz and shrug. I, then, grab Liz and kiss her. Soon we are having sex but we have a blanket around my and her waist. "Max!"whines Tess. "You're having sex with Liz!"screams Tess, furious. "Well, you're having sex with a stripper!"I say. "It wasn't me!"screams Tess as she moans after she said that. "Well, it wasn't me either..."I say. I enjoy my sex with Liz over and over again, leaving Tess whining and saying "It wasn't me..." How stupid can that girl be...?

The End...
Funny? Disgusting? Tell me your opinion...

posted on 22-Feb-2002 5:43:59 PM
Losing Control Part 1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Max loses control...
Read more to find out more!
Disclaimer: I don't own anything of Roswell so don't sue me!
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Part 1
Max's POV

All men wanted her. Actually all males wanted her. Except for the males who still thought that girls had cooties... All teen males and adult males wanted her. Even our male teachers and our principle wanted her. They all wanted her. I wanted her also. I know they only care about having sex with her... But I wanted to love her. Of course I wanted to have sex with her but I wanted to love her. Love her like no one has ever loved her or anybody else.

She was 17 years old. Young right? She dropped out of high school to make her rich parents angry. She only had one last year. She then ran away from New York and moved to Roswell, the Alien Town. Roswell was where Aliens crashed in the desert in 1947... She worked as our school nurse. She was kind and beautiful. She was smarter than a person who finished college.

Every night, she would go to the library and read... I would watch her from a far distance... I know... It's like I'm stalking her... But I'm not. I go to the library every night before she came to Roswell. I wanted to study and get smarter and maybe work my way up to go to Harvard...

I know all the guys at school pretended that they were sick so they can get near her. Her name is Liz Parker. Liz is short for Elizabeth. Her family is rich. She felt like a doll. She was cooped up in her home, forced to behave like a goodie goodie two shoes. She wanted out so she dropped out of school and ran away from home. She moved from New York to Roswell to live on her own and to get away from her parents.

One day, while I was at school, I got sick. I was not pretending... I was really sick! I asked for a pass to the nurse and the teacher gave me a pass. The guys in my class whistled at me. They thought I was pretending but I wasn't. I grabbed my stuff and walked to the nurse's office. I opened the door and saw her sitting in a chair with her legs open. I swear I thought I saw her wearing a thong! She closed her legs as soon as she saw me. She was blushing! I don't think I ever saw her blush before...

I handed her the pass, my hand softly grazing against her hand. I watch her read the pass and then look up at me and smiled. I felt my heart pounding. I could hear it in my ears. I watch her get off the chair and walk towards me. She pushes me to sit on the bed. Her soft hand laid across my forehead to feel my temperature. "You're a bit warm"she said. She turned around and reached up for a box of thermometers. My eyes watch her reach for the box, which is on the top shelf. Her white nurse dress hikes up. She was wearing a thong! Black thong... I could feel my manhood growing harder.

Oh god... I got off the bed and stood behind her. I grabbed the box and placed it in front of her. I soon realized that I was pressed against her body. I quickly moved away and scratched my head. I quickly pull out of shirt out of my pants to cover my hard erection that was very visible to one's eyes...

"Thanks"she said. "No prob."I said. She opened the box and took out a thermometer. "Open your mouth"she said. I did and she put the plastic stick inside my mouth. Minutes later, she took it out of my mouth and looked at it. "Your temperature is normal"she said. "It is?"I said. "Yep..."she said.

"Oh ok..."I said. I watch her turn around and pull off her hair band... Her hair tumbling down. I wanted to reach out and run my fingers through her soft shiny hair... She took out a lollipop from her desk and stood in front of me. "Here..."she said. I grabbed the lollipop from her. I felt like I was gonna explode. Her breasts looked like they wanted to pop out from her tight nurse dress. I put the lollipop inside my backpack. "Bye"she said. "Bye"I said. I turned around to leave but then... I locked the door. "Um..."I said, turning around. "Yes?"She said. I stood right in front of her. I watch her look at me. I then cupped her face and kissed her.

She struggled for a minute but then gave in. Oh my god! I was kissing Liz Parker! She tasted better than I thought. I placed my arms around her waist and hoisted her up onto the bed. I felt her arms wrap around my neck. My hands traveled to her breast. I cupped her and squeezed it gently. I hear her moan. I ripped open the nurse dress. The buttons popping.

Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop! Pop!

I groaned loudly when I realized she wasn't wearing a bra. I suck her nipple into my mouth, my hot tongue swirling around it and sucking on it hard.

She was moaning and grabbing my head, closer to her nipple. I pulled away from her nipple and kissed her again. I felt her hands on my shirt and then my shirt was ripped off of me. She also unzipped my pants and took it off of me. I pushed her thong to the side and pushed my finger into her heat. I heard her gasp. I began to move my finger in and out of her. She screamed with each thrust I make with my fingers.

I pulled the thong away from her legs, dropping it onto the cold marble floor. She tugs on my boxers and pulls it away. I hear her gasp loudly as my manhood sprang free from the boxers. "You're so big..."she said. She grabs my manhood in her hot hands and began to move it up and down. I moaned with each movement she makes. I watch her reach for a condom. She rips open the seal and placed the condom on my manhood. I moved my manhood close to her heat and pushed up hard. She gripped on my shoulders and cried out!

I groaned out loud, feeling her hot wet walls surround my shaft. I moved out until only the tip is touching her clit outside and then pushed back into her hard. She screams into my ear and tugs on my hair. I moved out once again and pushed in hard. She kept screaming. She was a screamer! Oh god... I moved in and out over and over again.

In and Out. In and Out. In and Out. In and Out. In and Out.

I pushed into her one last time, thrusting into her as hard as I can. A smack echoes throughout the room.

Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack! Smack!

I hear her scream and I let out a scream as I feel her hot tight walls clench hard around my shaft. I exploded into the condom. I felt her shiver and let out a louder scream. I feel her warm cum dripping off the condom and dripping onto my legs. I kept a hold on her, afraid to let go because this might be a dream. I kissed her and ran my fingers through her hair. I pulled away and watched her. Her breathing was labored just like mine.

"Wow..."she said, her voice all raspy. "Yeah wow..."I said, choking out. "This is wrong..."she said. "I know..."I said. "But it feels so right, doesn't it?"I asked. "It does feel right but this is so wrong..."she said. "I'm your nurse... I can't be with my students..."she said. "I know..."I said. "What happens now?"She asked. "I don't know"I said. I pull out of her and I can hear the small whimper.

I watch her grab a school blanket and lay down on the school bed. I discarded the condom and laid down next to her. She placed the blanket over her and me. I kissed her again, hearing her moan once again. I kissed her forehead and closed my eyes. We soon fell asleep together in each other's arms.
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Epilogue

Liz quitted being a nurse. Of course, the males at West Roswell High were disappointed. But not really. They were disappointed that they can't always see her like they use to... Liz became a student at West Roswell High. She caught up quickly... She was smart like me... Liz and I are in the same classes. In all the classes. Let's say we share about the same IQ. Males at West Roswell High were jealous of me... Why?

At first, Liz and I pretended like we didn't know each other. Then later we became friends. One month later, we went to school with our hands linked together. That meant we are a couple. Of course, the guys at school wooed Liz but Liz just waved them off. Why? She had me... We dated for quite a while... We went to the prom together. We were Prom King and Queen.

Now, we are 21 years old now. We are in the same college together. Guess what college we're in? Harvard. We both worked hard and now we are in Harvard. I proposed to Liz on the day before the first day of college.

"Liz?"I said. "Yeah?"She said. "I love you..."I said. "I love you too"said Liz. I got on my knees and took out a black velvet box. "Elizabeth Parker... Will you marry me?"I said. I watch her eyes widen. Her lips turning into a full-blown ear to ear smile. "YES!"She screamed, throwing herself onto my body. I collapsed to the ground with her in my arms.

We are gonna get married after we finished college.

Have I told you that Liz and I are now Nymphomaniacs? Yep...

"I love you"I said, hugging her hot sweaty naked body to mine. "I love you too"said Liz, kissing me on the lips.

The End!
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posted on 22-Feb-2002 5:48:14 PM
Secret Garden Part 1

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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Part 1
Liz's POV

I lost my family... Lost them all. I was adopted. I never found out what happened to my real parents. My real family. So I got adopted. By nice kind caring parents. They took me into their home and treated me as if I was I was their real daughter. As if I was actually born our of Nancy's womb. My foster mom's name is Nancy. My foster dad's name is Jeff. Their last name were Parker. I was Elizabeth Anna Parker. I am Elizabeth Anna Parker. But please call me Liz. Now... How did I lose my family? Lose them all? Let me think... Oh yes...

It was a bright beautiful Saturday afternoon. Nancy and Jeff had a party. A family reunion. They had one every year. The family were close. So close that it seems like they are stuck to glue even if they lived million or billion miles away... They were all in the ballroom dancing with their loved ones. I was about 14 that time. I was playing around in my secret garden. It was a secret garden because no one knew about it except my best friend Maria. Maria was my best friend and still is.

Maria knows I have secret garden somewhere but she doesn't know where. I never told her. It's my place... I''m not selfish but I just want one thing to myself and not share it with anyone... I always have to share my things with everyone which I don't mind but I want just one thing to keep to myself and that is my Secret Garden.

I was playing by myself. I sat on my swing and swung. My swing was near my small lake. When I move forward, my swing would be flying over half of the lake. I sat there on the swing swinging in my green dress. It was a strap green dress. I had black high heels on. I had a small green sweater and butterfly clips in my hair. I just swung. The next thing I knew, I was being knocked off my swing onto the dirty ground and my home was on fire.

The mansion was burning. I could hear the screams and cries for help. I just stood there and watched. I heard pounding and glass shattering. I heard the fire crackle and the house creaking. The neighbors called 911, reporting a large fire. I just stood there and watched. Watched my whole family get killed. Watched my home get burned down. Watched everything burn and turn to ash. Sirens rung loudly. Fireman came out of the trucks and prepared the hose. The hose splurged out water.

The fire had ceased but my family... my family were gone... They were either burned or too much smoke. I was never sure why my home would go up into flames like that. Or blown up... The police and detectives couldn't even figure out what happened. If someone did this, they did a really good job cause they can't trace anything. If it was an accident, they like to know how did this happen.

They questioned me. Questioned me for days. I was scared! I was only about 14! What did they expect? I was in my secret garden playing by myself. Did they think I killed my family? Hell no! Did they think my family wanted to die and wanted me to live? Now that one is just ridiculous! I had stepped out of my secret garden and watched the people pass me. One of the firemen picked me up and took me away from my home. It was mostly ash already. The funny thing is... I don't remember crying at all...

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Liz's Past

I am not a rich spoiled girl. I had the money and maybe the looks but I wasn't spoiled. I told my foster parents I wanted chores. I wanted a job. I wanted allowance. I saved my money and placed it in my bank account. I started to do this when I was about 5 years old. I was a very mature responsible 5 year old. A very responsible one... When I hit 6 years old, I began to get very curious. Curious about everything around me. I would ask questions like "Why?" or "How?" or "How Come?" or etc.

I came to find this Secret Garden when I was about 6. I was very curious at that age and I was still curious as I grew up. I decided to play in my not secret garden and I decided to look around for anything cool. As I started to whack the bushes with my wooden stick which came from a tree (branch), one of the bushes pulled away. When I had hit it, it had fling harder than all the other bushes. I placed my wooden stick on the ground and got to my knees. I looked and looked. Then I crawled.

I crawled between the two bushes and there was a hole. A bright light was coming from the other side. I got more curious and crawled through the hole. The hole was quite large. Large enough to fit an adult. Any kind of adult except those mega huge adults. Like your head almost touches the roof adults. [No offense to anyone!] I was through the hole and on the other side. I rubbed my eyes on my arm and stood up. Then I pulled my arm away and looked around.

It was beautiful. The grass and tree leaves and everything that was leafy or grassy was green. They were rich and healthy. The soil smelled fresh and it looked very clean as if no one has ever stepped on it. The trees swayed a bit, back and forth, as if it was dancing. The water in the small lake was so clear. So clear that you could see yourself in the water without squinting your eyes to look for yourself. The water was bluish color. It smelled clean and crisp. You could swim the water. It's clean and no animals or bugs. I swam in the water and it was nice... When I laid my eyes on everything, I knew this was the most beautiful and coolest thing I have ever seen and found.

I wonder if anyone owned this garden but I figured not. I called it my Secret Garden. Liz's Secret Garden. Catchy, right? It flowed. Flowed with my name. Which was actually Elizabeth but who cares right? It's my garden and I'll name it whatever I want. As I looked over the lake, I realized there was a swing there. Someone owned this garden? It seemed so new like it was brand new from the store. It looked like it was never touched. The swing looked like it was never played in. Everything seemed so new.

I come here sometimes to clear my mind or play. Clear my mind when I had a fight with my parents or family or a problem in the family or etc. Play for fun and too enjoy life. I would swing. Hop. Run. Swim. And many more... I had the best times here in my life but I stopped going. Stopped going ever since my family died.

I had to live in Maria's home for a while till my mansion is rebuild. It took about one year to rebuild my house. The workers took too long. They would take breaks for at least one or two hours. They have more breaks than they work! Their hours for breaks are more than the hours they work on my mansion. I felt like kicking them, screaming at them, hurting them so they could rebuild my home faster.

I did want to stay at Maria's place but I felt more at home with my home. My home... It's not gonna be my home... The mansion is new. It's my new home... My new home... It feels like I'm moving yet I'm gonna live in the same spot and the same place. I realized I had to be careful on my money situation. But my parents left a lot of money in their bank accounts and I had also had lots of money in mine. My family all pitched in and left me some. I could only open the account when I turn 18. A more mature adult age.

I could touch my account anytime. It's mostly how I survived while I grew up and grew to 18 before I used the money my parents and my family left for me. I wasn't a big spender. I just used the money for things I need. Food. Toilet Utilities. Transportation. Laundry. And etc. For entertainment, it was just a TV and blockbuster. Blockbuster was cheap. I would only go once or twice a month. For other accessories, I would buy cheap rings and earrings I could get for at least one or two dollars. I was a cheap person even though I was rich.

Have I told you the story of how I met a stranger that became the most important person in my life?

TBC

Secret Garden Part 2

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 1

Have I told you the story of how I met a stranger that became the most important person in my life?

Part 2

Have I told you the story of how I met a stranger that became the most important person in my life? I don't recall telling you. It was about six months ago before my parents died. I was about 13 or 14 years old. I was taking a swim in my lake and then all of the sudden this bright light comes flashing in my eyes, almost blinding me permently! I pressed my hand against my face to cover the brightness. Then it was gone. I slowly moved my hand away and nothing. There was nothing. Everything happened so fast that it seemed like I had just imagined it and it never really happened. Have you ever felt like that?

Then all of the sudden, this scream comes out from the sky. I looked around and the up. There was a person falling! He splashed down in the lake right next to me, making me more wet than before. I wiped the water away from my eye and looked in the water. Then a head popped out quickly. Of course I started to scream for my life! A head popping out of the water is very usual for swimming but not when a person falls from the sky and pops his head out of the water!

He screams too and we both stumble away from each other. I walked backwards quickly till I felt my back hit gently against the small grassy hill. He stood in the water and watched me. It looked like he had never seen a human before... I laughed in my mind. I looked at this guy. He had dark and light brown hair. His jaw was shaped so manly like almost a square. His ear stuck out which was so cute. His eyes were so soulful and bedroomy eyes. His lips were wet and they looked so soft. His body was shaped like those jocks who work out. Muscles, Abs, Pecs, you could see everything through his tight wet black wifebeater. He was wearing a black wifebeater and black leather pants. He had the whole bad boy thing going on...

"Who are you?"I ask, stuttering. "I am Max, who are you?"he said, lying. His name wasn't really Max. He lied. But I didn't know at that time. His true name was Zan. Zan... So alienish... "I'm Liz"I said. I thought it was telling the truth so I did also. "What are you doing here?"he asked. "What am I doing here? This is my garden!"I said. "No! This is my garden!"he said. "I got here before you!"I said. "No... I was here a long time ago but I didn't come back here in years!"he said.

It was his. Not mine. It was his. I didn't have a garden. A secret garden. This garden was his. The secret is out. Maybe there was no secret to begin with, was there? I bit my lip, getting ready to cry because I lost my garden. He looked at me in wonder and wonder what was going on. "You can play in here too... It can be your and mine ok?"he said, getting the picture of what was happening. I look at him and flash my happy smile which spread from ear to ear.

"Your welcome"he said. I broke out of my happy trance and realized I was so rude. "Thank you"I said. "Welcome"he said once again. We just stood there. I felt like time has paused this moment to take a picture... hehe... or to just look at it and go awww... hehe... But it felt like we just stood there, staring into each other's eyes for what seemed like hours! I didn't know what else to say or do. I think he felt the same way as me.

Then I just blurted out, "What are you?" I saw his face quickly turn pale. It looked like he wanted to die. Just die right there in front of me in the lake. I realized he wanted to say but he just didn't trust me. "It's ok... You don't have to say"I said. Color came back to his face but his face was still pale. "How did you come out from the sky?"I asked. "Plane?"he said, confused at his own words. "How come you don't have a parachute?"I asked. "Do you always ask this much questions?"he asked. "No..."I said as I bit my lip.

He laughed and walked towards me.

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Zan's POV

She's quite interesting and a very curious girl. "What are you?"she asked. Oh damn it... Somewhere in my guts, I knew she was gonna ask that question. I felt like dying right there. What if I told her? Will she run? Will she try to kill me? Will she have me captured by the FBI and Alien Hunters? Will she?

I figured not but I didn't know how to tell it to her. I felt all my blood drain out from my face. I felt like puking and dying. I feel knots in my stomach. Knots in my stomach just like when I first saw her. She was so beautiful. Her hair so shiny and silky. Her eyes sparkle with excitement and curiosity. Her lips pinkish redish and soft. She was tiny but she had the perfect body. I wonder how her skin would feel like on my hands. Or to kiss her? How would it feel like?

"It's ok... You don't have to say"she said. I felt like bricks or something very heavy was lifted off my shoulder but I knew she would ask me that same question one day... If there even was a one day... "How did you come out of the sky?"she asked. "Plane?"I said, just making it up. "How come you don't have a parachute?"she asked. I didn't know the answer to this one so I changed the subject. "Do you always ask this much questions?"I said. I hear her whisper No... and I watch her bit her lip. I lick my lips and felt butterflies in my stomach.

I then started to walk towards her. I stood right in front of her. I brought my hand up to her face and cupped it. I stared at her beautiful eyes. Her lips were so close to mine. They were so near. I could smell her sweet breath, her scent. Strawberries and Apples. Yum... I move closer to her till her body is kinda pressing against my body. I tilt my head and start to descend...

TBC

Secret Garden Part 3

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 2
Zan's POV

"Do you always ask this much questions?"I said. I hear her whisper No... and I watch her bit her lip. I lick my lips and felt butterflies in my stomach.

I then started to walk towards her. I stood right in front of her. I brought my hand up to her face and cupped it. I stared at her beautiful eyes. Her lips were so close to mine. They were so near. I could smell her sweet breath, her scent. Strawberries and Apples. Yum... I move closer to her till her body is kinda pressing against my body. I tilt my head and start to descend...

Part 3
Zan's POV

I move closer to her till her body is kinda pressing agaist my body. I tilt my head and start to descend on her lips. I don't know why I did it but I just did. Something was drawing me into her. I knew we were young but I just had to kiss her. My tongue slips into her mouth and touches hers. I feel her hands slide up to my shoulders and she squeezed them. I ran my fingers through her hair, feeling her hair. I started to kiss her roughly. Almost primal. Almost animal. Nothing like a human which I am not a human anyways...

She tastes so sweet... So good... I can't get enough of her. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull closer to me. I thought this would be a good way to make her shut up but now I just want to kiss her and not make her shut up.

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Liz's POV

What is he doing? He can't just grab me and kiss me. I'm being violate but I don't want him to stop. He taste good. His scent is surrounding me. His tongue scraping against mine. I shiver. I grip on his shoulders. I feel his rough kiss. I can't get enough of him. Who is this guy? I feel him wrap his arms around my waist. I pull away even though I wanted to continue.

I gasp for air and so does he. I told him I wanted to talk. Just talk about each other and he agreed. I wasn't gonna have sex with him! I just met him! So that's why I stopped. We talked and talked. I didn't go home all night. I slept with Max on my small bed I had placed in this small tree house I had made. No, we didn't have sex. We just slept innocently.

I woke up and he was gone. Gone from my bed. He did leave a note. He said he was coming back tonight. He had to leave to go back home. I felt sad but I shrugged it off. I didn't care much about it. I went home and took a bath.

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Zan's POV

I went home. I did. My parents were gonna be worried. Worried again. I have done this before. I ran away from home and then came back days later but I've been gone only for one day. I don't about this Liz girl. She makes me feel weird. Very weird. I'm scared of the feeling. Very scared. Is she my soulmate? Or is she just a fling just like all the alien girls I meet?

TBC

Secret Garden Part 4

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 3
Zan's POV

I went home. I did. My parents were gonna be worried. Worried again. I have done this before. I ran away from home and then came back days later but I've been gone only for one day. I don't about this Liz girl. She makes me feel weird. Very weird. I'm scared of the feeling. Very scared. Is she my soulmate? Or is she just a fling just like all the alien girls I meet?

Part 4
Liz's POV

Everynight I go to my secret garden, waiting for him to come to play with me. Every since he kissed me, we never kissed for a really long time. We didn't talk about that night. We just put it behind our backs and forgot about it. We just stayed friends. Friends... We played all night. Then he leaves later. I never brought up that question. "What are you?" I didn't want him to be nervous and pale like he did the first time I asked him that same question.

We grew up together. Each day, Max comes to the garden. He looks different. His looks change. His body becomes more manly. More muscled and more handsome than when I first saw him. His feelings change. He was changing so quickly that I thought I would get left back. I changed too but not that much. I was what people call it a late bloomer.

Everything was fun and great. And then my family died. All of them. Everyone of them died in that horrible fire. All of them... Ever sine they died, I never went to the garden. I knew Max would be there waiting for me but I didn't go. I cared but not at that moment. I never went back there ever again. As I grew up to be about 21, I sold my home. I still lived in Roswell but not near my home. I got an apartment with Maria as my roomate. I lived happily. I got a good job as a painter.

Painting was fun. My first painting was my home on fire. I just painted it without realizing what I was painting. Then one day, I drew a pair of eyes. That I didn't know where I got from. They were beautiful and soulful. It took me a week to remember who the eyes belonged to. ONly one name echoed in my mind...

Max...

Those were his eyes. I wonder how he was. What job did he have? How did he looked now? Was he still handsome and cute? I did not know the answers to those questions. Why? My family died and I never went back to the garden. Max must have come everynight, waiting for me. But I never came. Then I sold my home. I still wonder if Max still comes to the secret garden everynight, waiting for me. Like a legend I once heard.

There was a woman who loved her fiancéé so much just as much as the fianéé loved her. They got married soon. The man was a fishermen. He would go out to the sea to catch some fish and sell them. He would return about two or three days later. One day, he left to go fish and the wife said, like she always said whenever her husband leaves to fish, I'll be here waiting. The man had been gone for only one day. Then a strong hurricane had came and it killed almost everything in it's path. The ocean was tumbling and splashing hard. Hard enough to break a ship full of fishermen. After that day, the sky was clear. It was bright and sunny. The wife had come to an hill, looking out at the sea to see if her husband had come home.

Days turned into Weeks.

Weeks turned into Months.

Months turned into Years.

Years later, she still waited for her husband to come back. People in town never heard from her again. Some people say she still waits at the hill for husband to come back to her.

I know... I know... Sad Legend... It's almost like mine and Max's. Only Max was the woman and I was the man. I wonder now... Is he still waiting there everynight for me?

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Zan's POV

She never came back. I had seen her mansion in ashes. I knew she was still alive. I saw the mansion rebuild and the last member of the family owned it. Liz owned it. I knew she did. Liz never came back. I heard her family was killed. All of them. She never came back. Never came back to the garden ever since that. I don't know why I still come. I guess I'm just here everynight, waiting for her.

I don't know why I still come. I really don't. Maybe it's because I love her so much that I'm still here. Still coming here everynight. Waiting for her to come to me. I grew and grew.

Days Passed.

Weeks Passed.

Months Passed.

Years Passed.

She still didn't come. I was an adult now. She still didn't come. I wanted to see her but the garden was the only place I knew she would come. She used to come... Why did you stop coming Liz? Why didn't you at least say Good-Bye to me? Why didn't you just come to the garden and be with me? Why couldn't you just let me see you one last time? Why?

I grew angry at her. I knew it wasn't mostly her fault. But I was angry at her. So angry. I wanted her to come. I wanted to see her. I wanted to play with her. I wanted to... I wanted to kiss her. I grew more and more angry at her. Each day, my anger grew. My anger grew and grew. I'm so whipped from what my friend, rath, tells me. I'm whipped over a human.

I guess I am. I'm so whipped that I still come here everynight even though she hasn't come here in years. Come back to me Liz... Come back... I'm waiting here for you. I'll wait here forever.... Just for you... I'll wait forever...

TBC

Secret Garden Part 5

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 4
Zan's POV

I grew angry at her. I knew it wasn't mostly her fault. But I was angry at her. So angry. I wanted her to come. I wanted to see her. I wanted to play with her. I wanted to... I wanted to kiss her. I grew more and more angry at her. Each day, my anger grew. My anger grew and grew. I'm so whipped from what my friend, rath, tells me. I'm whipped over a human.

I guess I am. I'm so whipped that I still come here everynight even though she hasn't come here in years. Come back to me Liz... Come back... I'm waiting here for you. I'll wait here forever.... Just for you... I'll wait forever...

Part 5
Zan's POV

I decided to leave my King job to Rath. I ran away from Antar. I never told my parents why I ran away. Rath knew but he swore to me that he would never tell. I told Vilandra. She understood. I never told Ava. Why should I? She's just a gerbil... I came to Earth. I became rich somehow. I don't really know how but I just did. I just snapped my fingers and BOOM! I'm rich. I bought the mansion that Liz use to live in. The new owner had just bought it for $1 million dollars. I offered the new owner $5 million dollars for it. Then quickly, it was sold to me.

It still smelled like Liz. Her scent was everywhere. Sometimes at night, when I sleep... I think she is sleeping besides me. I take a shower. She's there. I eat. She's there. I do everything and she's there. I still go out to the garden at night. I would disappear for days and my servents and maids would get worried but I come back. I would be gone up to one day to a whole week.

I didn't treat my servents and maids harshly. I use to do that but I don't anymore. Let's say I'm becoming more human and less alien. I still want Liz to come to the garden. I bet she's even forgotten all about me. I bet she's got a husband or a boyfriend now. I bet she's so happy that she doesn't remember me but if she does remember me, she must doesn't care about me to just drop a call or drop by and say hi.

But she doesn't know I'm here on Earth. On Earth... It sounds too weird for me... On Antar sounds more better for me since I was born from there... Earth is totally different from Antar. But I feel like I belong on Earth than on Antar. Why? It was her. It was Liz. I don't even know her last name. Funny right? I've been her friend and I never asked her last name. All I know is her first name.

Liz...

That name haunts me. Just like her scent haunts me. It doesn't scare me. It relaxes me. It calms me. I would sometimes realize that it was a big mistake to run away from Antar, my home, but then... Once I smell her scent... I remember the reason why I am here on earth, pretending to be a human. Then I also realize that I am home. Home on Earth. This is where I belong...

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Liz's POV

I'm going. I'm going. Yes, I am. You can't stop me. Hell, you won't! I'm going back to the secret garden tomorrow at night. I just want to see. I just want to see if... If he's still there waiting for me. But the problem is... What will I say to him if I see him? What will I do if I see him? What will I? Will he even be there? I hope he will... If not... If not, my heart is up for a broken heart... I am troubled...

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Zan's POV

I am home... I am... I know I am... I can feel it... It's not a gut feeling. It's a heart feeling. I am home... Wow... I just felt her. I don't know... I just felt what she was feeling. Right now. She's troubled about something. How can I feel her? Is she near? Is she in trouble? What's troubling Liz?

TBC

Secret Garden Part 6

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 5
Liz's POV

I'm going. I'm going. Yes, I am. You can't stop me. Hell, you won't! I'm going back to the secret garden tomorrow at night. I just want to see. I just want to see if... If he's still there waiting for me. But the problem is... What will I say to him if I see him? What will I do if I see him? What will I? Will he even be there? I hope he will... If not... If not, my heart is up for a broken heart... I am troubled...

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Zan's POV

I am home... I am... I know I am... I can feel it... It's not a gut feeling. It's a heart feeling. I am home... Wow... I just felt her. I don't know... I just felt what she was feeling. Right now. She's troubled about something. How can I feel her? Is she near? Is she in trouble? What's troubling Liz?

Part 6
Liz's POV

I'm so tired... I couldn't sleep last night. I was too excited to sleep. I'm going today. I'm gonna see if he's still there. Will he be? Like I said yesterday. If he's not there, my heart is up for a broken heart. I know... That line doesn't make sense but it makes sense to me. Perfect sense. I drink my coffee and read my book. It's called "Dancing With An Alien". It's by a author named Mary Logue. It's a lovely book. I'm up to the last page. Give me a minute...

Done! My heart is filled with emotions right now. I can feel a tear fall down my face. Want to know what the book is about? Fine... Here I go! hehe... It's about a girl and a guy. Duh? So obvious right?

The girl is a human. Her name is Tonia. The guy is an alien. The guy's name is Branko. onia saves Branko from drowning because the guy doesn't know how to swim. The guy just walked into the ocean. Walked. Not swimming. Branko falls in love with Tonia when she saved him. He finds her at the beach and asked her to teach him how to swim. She accepts. They becomes friends and Branko learns how to swim. Soon, they become a couple. They make love. Then Branko tells Tonia that he is an alien. She doesn't care really. He was sent to Earth so he could find a human female and bring her back to his planet. So they can make babies. Branko's planet's population is very small so they need to make babies. Branko told Tonia that he wants to bring her to his planet and she accepts. Tonia packs some of her things and tells her parents and her brother good-bye. She didn't tell them that she was leaving. She just left them a note on her bed. When Tonia....

Well, I guess you have to find out the rest when you read the book, right? I advise you to read this. It's making me cry! Ok... I'm weird now... Talking about Max for one minute and then I'm talking about the book I'm reading. Argg...

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Zan's POV

Liz... Beautiful Liz... She's mine... If I see her again and she is married, I will go crazy. I will die. If I see her and she is single... I will be with her. Be with her. If I even see her again. It's been years. Years... I haven't seen her in years... Years... Years is just a word. A short word. You could say it in at least 1 or 2 seconds. But when you experience 'Years' , it feels like an enternity. Liz... My Liz... Will I ever see you again? Will I? Will it happen? Ever? Will I ever seen you again?

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Liz's POV

I'm going today. Breathe In. Breathe Out. Calmly and Slowly. In and Out. In and Out. Inhale.... Exhale.... Ah.... Better... I sound like I'm pregnant right? hehe... I'm going today. Not today... Not today... Tonight... No one can see me at night. I'll be a cat. Fast and Graceful. No one can see me. No one can catch me. I'm gonna be a cat. I sound weird now... hehe... Tonight, I'm going and I'm going as a cat? I'm just gonna go tonight...

TBC
There is an actually book called "Dancing With An Alien". It is by Mary Logue.
Here is the link to the picture of the book...:

< http://images.amazon.com/images/P/0060283181.01.LZZZZZZZ.jpg >

Here is the summary of the book...:

Branko is here on Earth for a mission & his time is running out. Tonia can hardly wait for her best friend to return from camp so their summer vacation can truly begin. At the lake she rescues a stranger from drowning; as Branko returns to life he falls in love. Can he make his mission succeed & still love his target?

From Branko’s point of view, you begin to see the nature of his mission. You begin to see Earth & human beings from an outsider’s insights. You begin to see how complicated our language is & how strange are some of our customs; & you begin to see how desperate & serious is his reason for being here.

From Tonia’s point of view, you begin to see the mission of nature. This statuesque teenager, head & shoulders taller than her best friend & an ace swimmer, has a much younger brother who she often cares for & a couple of parents whose marriage could be classified as rocky until Tonia brings Branko home for dinner; then, you might say, it goes ballistic!

Branko is amazed by the abundance of water here on Earth & how it is used; his grasp of the language is often hilariously, often poignantly naive & his comfortability in his body is both curious & amusing.

Tonia is amazed that someone is taking an interest in her, a boy who is taller than she & she finds his ideas & interests out of this world. What she doesn’t know is that they really are! She will soon find out! Meanwhile, it’s summer & a great time to fall in love.


If I were you, I would borrow this book from the library or whatever. It's a really great book! It's sad and happy! Trust me... It's a really good book! I'm a bookworm. I go to the library and borrow books like almost everyday. I stumbled upon this book and decided to give it a try and woah! This is like the best book I've read this year and half of last year! Trust me...

Feedback Please...


Secret Garden Part 7

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: ZM/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 6
Liz's POV

I'm going today. Breathe In. Breathe Out. Calmly and Slowly. In and Out. In and Out. Inhale.... Exhale.... Ah.... Better... I sound like I'm pregnant right? hehe... I'm going today. Not today... Not today... Tonight... No one can see me at night. I'll be a cat. Fast and Graceful. No one can see me. No one can catch me. I'm gonna be a cat. I sound weird now... hehe... Tonight, I'm going and I'm going as a cat? I'm just gonna go tonight...

Part 7
Zan's POV

I drink my coke and put down the can on my glass table. I run my fingers through my hair and sigh. I get off the chair and walk to a bush. I get on my knees and crawl. Crawl past the bush and crawl through the hole. It seemed like a portal at first but it was just a plain hole. Just a plain hole. I'm through and I get back on my knees. I pat the dirt and grass off my pants. I walk to swing and sat down. This is where Liz and I use to play on. We would just swing each other.

We would laugh. Now Liz is gone. I have to push myself. Liz wasn't here to push me like we use to. Like we use to... I push my feet back and let go off the ground. I swing my body with the swing. I close my eyes and let the wind pass through my body and let my mind feel my body being swinged back and forth.

Liz.... Where are you? Ever since you left, I got scared. I had to face the world alone. I had to do everything alone. All alone... I had to push myself. I needed you here with me. To help me face the world. To help me do everything. To push me. To do many things that I needed you to help me with. But you weren't here. You weren't. You just left me. Just gave me up. Like I was a piece of trash.

Where are you? I need you in my life. I need you. Even though I have lived through everything on my own already... I still need you. I always needed you. Why don't you come? Come back here? To me? Don't you miss us playing? Us being together? Don't you?
~*~
Liz's POV

It's late now... I'm out the door. Out of my door. Out of my home. I'm wearing a green tank top and black jeans. I got into my car and started the engine. I remember my old home perfectly. I remember where I lived. I remember the scent. I remember where everything was put when I lived there. I remember the garden... The garden... Oh Max... I feel a tear slide down my left cheek.

I know he might not be there. I know. It's been years. I haven't been there for years. Max could have given up hope. Since I haven't been going there for years. Did he give up? Did he? I see my mansion. Wait... Not mine... The owner's mansion. I park somewhat near the mansion. I get out of the car and sneak into the backyard. I've sneaked into the backyard many times.

I quickly push the bush and crawl through the hole. I quickly smelled the scent of the garden. Fresh... It smells like it had just rained even though it didn't. I get off my knees and stand up. Then I hear a small creak. I turn my head and I saw a man. I walked closer to him.

Was it Max? Was it another man? Another man who found the secret garden? Who could it be? I walk to him.
~*~
Zan's POV

I swing. Then I stop. My heart hurted with pain. It wasn't the same. I was pushing the swing. I needed Liz to push me. To hear her laugh. To see her smile. To see her. To feel her. I looked into the lake. I wished I hadn't but I did. I thought I was going crazy but I knew I wasn't.

I saw Liz. An older Liz. She was right next to me. I felt her hand on my shoulder. "Max?"she breathed out. I look at her. "Liz..."I whispered.

TBC

Secret Garden Part 8

Author: Kylie (CrashdownGirlR⊕aol.com)
Category: M/L
Rating: R (Maybe NC-17)
Summary: When Liz was little, she had a mysterious friend. He came every night to play with her. Liz hasn't been in her secret garden ever since she lost her family in a horrible fire. One night, she decides to go out to the garden.......
Read some more to find out more.............
Disclaimer: I don't own anything with Roswell so don't sue me!
Author's Notes: { } if this sign is on the Fanfic, it means Flashback, Flashes, Dreams, maybe thoughts, and a lot more.
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From Part 7
Zan's POV

I swing. Then I stop. My heart hurted with pain. It wasn't the same. I was pushing the swing. I needed Liz to push me. To hear her laugh. To see her smile. To see her. To feel her. I looked into the lake. I wished I hadn't but I did. I thought I was going crazy but I knew I wasn't.

I saw Liz. An older Liz. She was right next to me. I felt her hand on my shoulder. "Max?"she breathed out. I look at her. "Liz..."I whispered.

Part 8
Liz's POV

It was him. It was. He was still here. It wasn't another man. It was Max. He still waited for me. Everynight. He didn't give up. He didn't. He still came everynight. To this place. To this wonderful place. Where we shared many happy and joyul memories. He was here... He was...

I am so happy. I watch him get up and hug me. Hug me tightly. I felt like I couldn't breath but I didn't care. I breathed in his scent. Oh it smelled so good. So good... I felt his warmth around me. I hug him tightly back. I feel tears running down my face and wetting this shirt. I didn't care right now. He was here. He was here..

I feel him pull away. Don't go. I want to hug some more. To hold you some more. But he stares into my eyes. He tilts his head and kisses me. I felt like jumping all around the garden. The secret garden. My secret garden. Our secret garden.

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Zan's POV

I feel her lips tremble, joyous and yielding, and tasted first the sweetness of strawberries... and then the magnificent sweetness of her. I quickly roughen the kiss, lacing it with violence. I needed her. I wanted her.

She welcomed me, matching my desperate passion, my ferocious hunger, with her own. I pulled away. "You have to know something..."I whispered. "I don't care... Whatever or Who you are... I don't care..."she whispered. She pulled my head to hers. Wanting to kiss me. She wanted me just like I wanted her.

I don't know how it happened. But it did. One moment, we were kissing and then the next moment we were in the lake, undressing each other. I feel her hands pull my boxers away from me. I pull her panties away from her. We were both naked.

God... She was so beautiful. I could see the moon shining on her. I could see the moon's reflection in the lake. I lean her against the hill while we are still in the water. I capture her wet erect nipple into my mouth. Sucking on it. I hear her moan loudly.

Could my servents hear her? Could you? It was me... Making her moan. It was me.

I pull away from her nipple and kiss her on her beautiful lips.
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Liz's POV

I can feel his strong tongue glid into my mouth. Ready for a battle with mine. I attack his tongue with the same force as him. I grip my hands onto his arms. His strong arms. Has he been working out? All these years? I push the questions out of my mind and relax to the pleasure and passion we are sharing. We are sharing... We...

I feel his lips slid down to my neck, marking me. Sucking on my neck, making a hickey. It felt like he was marking me that I was his. His... His only.

I whisper, "Please". I need him. I wanted him. Right now. I wanted him inside of me. I wanted to feel him moving in me. I feel his hands on my waist. They spread my legs. I grab his penis and guide it to me. I felt him push into me. I scream and moan loudly. Oh my god... It felt so good. I felt him between my legs. Inside me. I felt like I was gonna have an orgasm already.

Did he feel my barrier? When he pushed into me? I saved myself for you. I did. I ignore all the times I wanted to have sex. I saved myself... For you... Only for you...

He began to move. Pump into me harder and harder. I began to dig my nails into his arm and back. I screamed with every push he makes.
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Zan's POV

She was so tight... So tight... I felt my head go dizzy. Could any girl be this tight? I had many girls but not like this. She was so tight. She was more beautiful than any girls I have ever been with. They meant nothing like Liz did to me.

I felt my orgasm coming and I kenw Liz was gonna coming too. I began to push faster and more frantically. Them it happened. I could see white light flash before my eyes. I came. She came. We both came. We both came together. It was wonderful.

I looked at her and she looked right back at me. "I have to tell you something"I said. "What?"she whispered, still dazed on what happened. "I'm an alien..."I said. "I don't care..."I hear her whisper. She doesn't care. She doesn't care! Yes...

"Marry me?"I ask. "Yes....Yes.....Yes!"she cries out, hugging me.
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Liz's POV

He proposed to me and do you know what I said? Yes... I said Yes... Three times! Three Times! He was an alien... I didn't care... I really didn't. All I cared was him. The guy of my dreams. I don't care if he was an alien. I really don't. Just cared that he's here with me.

"Liz... My name isn't Max... But I'm a citizen of Earth or USA as they call it.... My name here is Max.."he said. I was shocked. I thought his name was Max before. "What is your real name?"I ask. He looked at me and said "Zan". I once again didn't care. "I love you Zan. I love you Max."I said. He smiled and kissed me again.

The End!